is all abtt the storyy of me .

Everything is fine. Haha. why you deactivate?

2012-02-02T09:04:00.001+08:00

Goodgood :) i deactivate because i want to rest from the social world uh . Macam for me facebook dah tak ada benda . Heeh ! Why ? Miss me eh ? But i got twitter . Anyway keep blogging , still reading your blog ^_^

Meh Ask Meh

Settle all the conflict with her :)

2012-02-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum . I am glad that i have settle things with her . Indeed had a little arguemnent just now but still at the same time i managed to concentrate for biochem lecture . Alhamdulilah , dah settle now she needs time to adapt . Hope everything will be normal back sooner or later .

Really , have to admit the start of 2012 is definetely not a good one . A lot of unexpected fights and major disappointed Because my life use to be a smooth sailing one . But i must look and think on the positive side . Maybe He wants to test my imam so i must accept it instead of complaining about it right ? I must show that i am strong ! I shouldnt let all the dugaan weaken me . In fact by all this , i can act and think maturely now . All of it are actually exprience for me . Insha'Allah , there will always be a rainbow after a storm , always believe in that :)

Anyway picture below is a death note from me . I was told to write about what if i did one day , what will i want people to know about you and think of you . So do read it although its a bit unclear :/

Sakur International Buffet for early dinner <3

2012-01-31T22:57:00.001+08:00

Salam semua :D am quite sleep now . I am still full from just now dinner . It was awesomely awesome ! Had a good time , heart to heart talk with Heeda <3 !

Anyway school was awesome much ! I was pretty eggcited to make the fruit platter or i call it fruit vase . Was afraid that it fail but me and Carol gave it a try . We were quite cunning by not wanting the rest of our classmates to know because scare they will steal our idea . Hurhur ! We need an A for this !! So start to cook as usual . The prawns seriously super not fresh , the smell is super a-w-f-u-l ! I had to bear with it . And around 10:30 , me and Carol went out of the kitchen to a hidden place and started on our fruit vase . Was having a hard time trying to poke it but Alhamdulilah , we mananged to pull through ! Although it wasnt perfect , it was fantastic for a first timer like us right ? Alhamdulilah , hope we can improve on it on the actual day itself ! Next wednesday , it will determine whose group dishes is up to the judges standard , wahhh ! Sounds like Master Chef gytu :S had our lunch there , we eat what we cook every tuesday so it will be save our pocket money day => ! One awesome thing in FSN is that free foood is always there :D

Then had our INS lecture . I hope to get an A for that module because most of it is FnN stuff . The only modules i have confident in getting A are INS and the project :/ the chemistry modules like ____ , but will do my very best , Insha'Allah :)

Was suppose to finish at 3 but she release us super early so i took 72 to Tampines with Eunice . She shared with me her problems . Wow ! Indeed she is a strong lady . Waiting for a guy for almost 3 years , hinting him but he did not make any move till now . Kesiaaaannya dia ! Sighhh ! Then went to Tampines Mall to buy for Heeda her lion keychain , she wanted to give her boyf :D walked walked and kill time with her and i took 21 to Pasir Ris . It was raining so heavily so i cant possibly dash through the road . Waited and when the rain stops , walk slowly and met Heeda ! Awwh ! She has grown taller (padahal pakai wedges) . I miss her ! We hug each other ! Both belum makan so we eggcited to eat , first time so jakun a bit !

I treated her Sakura Buffet and we took a whole lot of foood just to try almost everything . From 5 plus to nearly 8 . Not bad eh ! She luahkan eerything to me . Sighhh , alhamdulilah she was a strong girl to go through all the problems . And got to know a lot of unexpected things from her like really ??! :O At 08:15 , she went for a smoke and accamponied her . Camwhoring and talk about life . She saw her boyf's dad :OOO ! Malu nyaaaa ! Nasib tak kantoi :/ . Home sweet home at . bathed , prayed , print notes and revised for BTT . So scared , thursday my e trial :\ . Tomrrow will be a short day . Overall , i enjoy today a lot ! :

2012-01-31T00:03:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :) heeh ! So my sister got in to NYP Telematics and media technology which is actually engineering school . Great ! Engineering and life science are in te same building . Will be seeeing my sister more often :) dad wanted to appeal to TP but she dont want . As for me , i already pasrah with this FSN . Its super interesting because its involve food and me like food :P so has to endure the science part .

I dont know why but ever since i enter poly , i am being low profile . I dont really want to make any new friends . I am contented with the bunch of friends i know or quite close with . So its only my classmates , some of my coursemate , Shidah , Sharul and Few of the OGLs . How few is it manzx ? My sec 3 life had made me realise that having many people knowing you is very dangerous . A lot of backstab here and there , making fake stories and stuff . Have had enough of that . So now , just going to be low profile . But right ... If i go to the LTC , i must be hyper , enthusiastic and loud and mix with almost every one in SCL eh :/ hmmmm . Gi mana yarh ?

I dont know why i am always trying my best to be there for anyone , including someone whom i just met . I feel there is a need to help them when they need help or have problems . To some extent of caring more about them then about myself . I dont know how to prevent myself from becoming extra caring to everyone . Its my character but its not gene , my sister is totally oppsite of me . Really , i have tried to change and dont bother people around me but its very hard to pretend not to care when you actually care right ?
I must teach my heart not to really care .

Outy Out =D

2012-01-29T23:20:00.001+08:00

Salam everyone :D went out with my matrep today but he lecture me about many thing . Sampai marah marah pasal banyak benda , gerun deh gue . But i just keep my mouth up , i dont want to voice what i was thiking , takut gadoh besa lagi uh _-_ . And bingit jap dengan dia so went tuition and he waited for me 3 hours tak tahu what was he doing during that duration . I got my kaching kaching :) happygirl_93 please ! :DD Sofie so kiuttt uh . Finished at 7 and he bought for me chocolate to minta maaf . Nampak chocolate terus happy eh . LOL ! Went to Compass and meet family . Ate Beef prosperit burger one for one like finally ! Going diet tomorrow . I feel so guilty eating those meaty meat !! Mum pestered me to buy this bag to school . It cost 100 buckz but after discount $60 . She pay half and i pay other $30 . Alhamdulilah , am thankful for that Amin , and thankyou mama :>. Wanee was super eggcited to know Abang Yan new girlfriend ada siblings lelaki , kembar pula turh . From my exprience , no kembar please ! :/ home sweetest home . Today i only manage to study my BTT . So tomorrow i have to do my OC tutorial and do notes on Carboxylic acid . Exam on 20/feb :/ two days after Wanee and matrep birthday . Nasib badan . Somemore core papers seh Organic chemistry ! I am going to ask ShiYun to teach me that before my paper :] .

And yarh , i really want to go to Chinga Guongzhuo but Zaza tak pergi seh . She also nak pergi tapi bapa dia tak kasi :\ . Hmmm , should i go ? But i am comfirm going to leadership training camp on 6-8 march . I want to get free tee shirt and CCA point and i want to be OGL for the year 1 ;DD

Cos da lamer tk nmpk you at fb. haha. yeah so random kan :D im busy too like you. too much things to complete. take care! (:

2012-01-28T16:15:00.001+08:00

Ohhh . I dah deactivate . Ohh , same luh . Hows your school , family and dance semua ? Wokay ?

Meh Ask Meh

2012-01-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

Salam semua , whaaat a loooong daaay ! I just got my rest . Am sho tired seh ! Mata steam only ~.~. Got to know that our school is offering a trip to Guongzhu China as a GSM ! Gow FUNTASTIC is that ? 2 weeks seh . The bad things is must do presentation after that .. Uhh :/ luckily got Halal food and can pay through PSEA , so must ask my parents first . There are two batches , one going in april andthe other in September . Me and my girls plan to go on April but to think of the date , we have the freshmen orientation around mid of april and we want to attend that so no choice must go for the september one . Must go through interview semua . Nasib uh , just going to give it a try :D ahhh , i am going to sleep now . Cannot tahan already :/

Five reasons why Allah SWT uses problems

2012-01-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

Five reasons why Allah SWT uses problems
by Shaykh Salih al-Fawzaan

The problems you face will either defeat you or develop you – depending on how you respond to them. Unfortunately, most people fail to see how Allah wants to use problems for good in their lives. They react foolishly and resent their problems rather than pausing to consider what benefit they might bring.

Here are five ways Allah wants to use the problems in your life:

1. Allah SWT uses problems to DIRECT you.

Sometimes God must light a fire under you to get you moving. Problems often point us in a new direction and motivate us to change. Is God trying to get your attention? “Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways.”

2. Allah SWT uses problems to INSPECT you.
People are like tea bags … if you want to know what’s inside them, just drop them into hot ever water! Has God tested your faith with a problem? What do problems reveal about you? “When you have many kinds of troubles, you should be full of joy, because you know that these troubles test your faith, and this will give you patience.”

3. Allah SWT uses problems to CORRECT you.

Some lessons we learn only through pain and failure. It’s likely that as a child your parents told you not to touch a hot stove but you probably learned by being burned. Sometimes we only learn the value of something … health, money, a relationship by losing it. “It was the best thing that could have happened to me, for it taught me to pay attention to your laws.”

4. Allah SWT uses problems to PROTECT you.

A problem can be a blessing in disguise if it prevents you from being harmed by something more serious. Last year a friend was fired for refusing to do something unethical that his boss had asked him to do. His unemployment was a problem – but it saved him from being convicted and sent to prison a year later when management’s actions were eventually discovered. “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good …

5. Allah SWT uses problems to PERFECT you.

Problems, when responded to correctly, are character builders. God is far more interested in your character than your comfort. Your relationship to God and your character are the only two things you’re going to take with you into eternity. “We can rejoice when we run into problems … they help us learn to be patient. And patience develops strength of character in us and helps us trust God more each time we use it until finally our hope and faith are strong and steady.”

Here’s the point:

God is at work in your life – even when you do not recognize it or understand it. But it’s much easier and profitable when you cooperate with Him. “Success can be measured not only in achievements, but in lessons learned, lives touched and moments shared along the way”

By reading this , it really encourage me to be strong in facing obstacles in life . I always believe in Him . He will not give any problems that is beyond my means . That means all my current problems , i can still handle it . I know He is just testing me . I musnt slip out the chance . Am honour that he chooses me to face this problem . Thank You Allah . I will tell myselft not to think negative , or lose hope in Him :)

Postless 🌹

2012-01-26T09:30:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum .

Sighhhhhh ! I know in your eyes , i have been giving you problems after problems and with my bad attitude too . I am never going to be a good girlf , the one that you wish and want . The one that understands you in and out , the one who can give you a hug and kiss after your cry . All this while , what have i given you ? Heartbreaks , pain and sorrow . I admit all that . In the past , most of the guys would tell me how lucky they were if i was theirs because they think i have almost everything . Beauty , brain and good character . But i guess they are wrong . My boyf is not even slighliest lucky to got me . So you guys should be thankful that i rejected you guys . If not , your life will be in a mess . Haihhhhh .

I know that all of this are a test from Allah . He wanted to test if i am strong and faithful enough given any obstacles . Hence i must prove that i can overcome His test by patience and to always have faith in Him . I will try not to scold , spit out vulgarities or swearing to anyone . If i can overcome my test in the past with my past nonsense exes , i guess i can also go through this test with my current one . I must be strong ! Insha'Allah .

Disappointment ❕

2012-01-25T23:18:00.001+08:00

Disappointed ! Thats what i am feeling right now . I am really disappointed in you girl . To think that i care so much about you but you with your cold attitude ? I did not make any assumptions because its not good right ? Those feelings are based on evidence and attitude that you gave me . I am really sad because of this ( i dont know what wrong i have done or did i offended you) our friendship is now having a gap . You created this barrier . Seriously bak nangis seh :( Sighhhhhhhhh !

2012-01-24T21:36:00.016+08:00

BURUK NYA MUKA !!!! MUMMY'S RIDE ; JANTUNG BOLEH TERCABUT !!!

With Assyura :D

Assyura, Nadhirah and Me ;]

TRANFORMERS

AWHHHH !

The Queen with her dayang dayang :]

S-E-V-E-N of us ;D

ONE BUNCH OF AWESOME PEOPLE =D

Awesome dancer !

Going for the transformer ride !

Assalamualaikum semua ;D Sorry for the photos flooding here . I feel good to be back in Singapore . For your information , right after USS , I went to Jaybee at night and i came back aroud just now which then i have to rush to Sabrina's house to teach tuition for 4.5 hours. Great right ?

Wokay , this is going to be super looong post as i will be talking about both USS and Jaybee trip . Overall , both was awesome !! spending time with my love ones:]

On Sunday morning , i woke up at 08:40, siap and trained to Vivo . Thought i was late but as usual , i was the first to reach . Me , Matrep and Assyura were in the same train but all of us were lazy to walk in the train to meet each other . Hhehehe , met both of them and off to met the rest of their cousins which are Nadhirah , Kak Fizah , Abang Helmi and Kak Foa ;D I tried to blend in with them and alhamdulilah , i didnt really fell left out or akward ;D Decided to have our breakfast and Mac and i was forced to finish the hotcakes :/ Then , got to know Kak Fizah didnt bring the USS ticket , out of all , the MOST important things to bring she did not bring so she cabbed back and we met her there . Walked to USS and it was Assyura and my first time going there . Snapsnap here and there and went into the entrance . Wahhh ! me jakun sekejap seh !

FIRST we went to Light Camera and action . Seriously , we were in the first row and semua dah warning untuk jaga jaga sebab the effect akan ada air splashing at us . Cooool sehh but the splashing of water part sungguh tak coool ! Keycoh semua , heheh !

Then we decided to take the transformer ride . The queue like super loooong , we waited for nearly 20-25 minutes but totally , it was WORTH IT ! THE AWESOME RIDE AND THE GREAT RIDE OUT OF ALL ! GEREEEEK ! We decided to take that ride before we went home .

Next , we decided to take the roller coaster . I wasnt afraid because i have yet to ride one . Both matrep and abang Helmi were so scared to naik so in the end , it was us the LADIES that took the ride . Took the blue one first . I REALLY THINK THAT IT WAS ONE OF THE MOST PRICELESS EXPRIENCE EVER ! My heart felt macam nak jatuh when the roller coaster was decelerating and reverse . Masyallah , those feeling sungguh seram but shioook ! We decided to take the blue one pula . Assyura was having a headache so in the end , it was the 4 of us . Since the red one , i sat dekat tepi , now i wanted the middle seat . IT WAS AWESOME ! THE FEELING EVEN THOUGH JANTUNG MACAM NAK TERKELUAR BUT GEREK SEH !! WEEEEE ~. Actual planned was to go to Mummyy's ride first but it was a so looooong queue with delaays , terus we skip that .

Next we had our lunch . Kak Foa treated us . Matrep bought for me some finger food and around 3+ , we rushed to catch the underwaterworld show . Gerek ! The sound effect and the storyline , fantastic ! Me and Nadhirah sempat tengok matsalleh hot xD . Wanted to go to Jurrasic Park to take the roller coaster ride but tutup dah so we went to Shrek 4D . Again , this was another awesome effect ! Especially bila part the spider crawling , feel seh ! i shouted like nobody bussiness =.=

We went for an ice cream and its Kak Foa treat again . SUPER AWESOME gytu . Terima Kasih ! She is nice manzx ! Headed to the Mummy's placw again and this time , they were barely any people so we took the oppurtunity to ride it . MASYALLAH , THIS WAS INDEED THE MOST SCARIEST RIDE I HAD EVER EXPRIENCE ! Even the roller coaster wasnt as bad as this seh (from my point of view uh ). I cant feel my body seh upon riding it :/ But it was a worthwile to try :P . They went in for the second round while me , matrep and Abang Helmi decided to give it a miss :/ Snap photos and then , they decided to take the roller coaster again . I gave it a miss too . By the time , it was already drizzling , luckily we managed to take almost all the ride before it was raining :D

Walked and walked and we saw a group of dancer . They were really superb manz ! I tell you guys , i cant watch dance manzx ! If i watch , comfirm chopchop i will shout like nobody bussiness and cheer and shout !! Matrep knows how i was at that time :DD . Last but not least , we went for the Madagascar ride . Was a slow and relaxing ride . Shiooooooookness !! By this time , semua dah weak beacause its already near 8 . Walked to Vivo and went separate ways . Indeed , a greatful time spent with matrep's family ;DD Hope to have this kind of event again , Insha'Allah =D

Matrep send me home and he sempat buy for me some souvernir , sweeeet seeeh dia !! homed and i quickly siap . Off i go to Jaybee . Sampai sana i really ngantuk . But i managed to catch the firework !! AWESOME SEH . Tak payah nak pergi Marina Bay or tunggu National day/countdown to see fireworks because near my house there , there will always be a fireworks whenever an occasion occur like now CNY ;D I knocked out around 12 plus .

IN the morning , we siap siap and off to KipMart . Awesome place for us to shop and eat ! Like really , i ate ALOT but cannot beat Kiki uh :D Both of us got ourself a Vans shoes . I got purple and she got pink while Wanee bought a blue one last week . Parents dah nak belanja , ambil jerh uh ;D Makasih papa !! ;) Bought "PAPA I LOVE YOU" & "SONGLAP" Alas perut and Dad bought durian :/ . Off to Tesco then . Me went to look for Ombak Rindu part 2 tapi tak ada D: Bought some groceries and we went for our late lunch . Had Blackpepper hotplate :P . Home sweet home and me and Kiki did our homework . Finsihed with mine and i help her with some malay book review . She said that my malay is too chimp . Hheheh . She scared she cannot get distinction for malay . No worries couzzy , if i and Mizah can get A1 and Wanee A2 for malay , you can surely get it tooo !! :)

Went Pasar Malam and we bough a lot of foood , yummy yummy but Kebab dah abis deh N_N! Had our dinner and went home . Watch Songlap , mapek seh the ending !! Watch Papa i love you . Not bad uh :D Eh , ADNAN SEMPIT 2 IS COMING OUT SOON THIS FEBRUARY SEH !!! I WANT TO WATCH !!! Slept at 1 plus .

Today supposed to reach home at 1 but ended i reach at 3 plus :/ Sighhhh ! But on the bright side , there is no school for me tomorrow which mean i can se it for study :D YAY ME ! For once , this is the only advantage of science student :/

Hotplate blackpepper , my sister all time favourite ;P

Those firework was nice :D

Blog-skined

2012-01-21T18:21:00.001+08:00

Change my blogskin ! Simple yet nice ! Credit to my dearie , SHA !! <3

Broken Pieces :/

2012-01-21T00:45:00.001+08:00

Am tired and sleepy . Its been a looong friday for me . From 9am lexture class all the way to 08:30pm tuition . Reach home nearly 9pm ! Was having a mild headache just now and i felt like vomitting . Think because lack of sugar in my body . After drinking pepsi at Sabrina's house , i felt better ! Yearp , i didnt really eat today :/

Now am not in the mood to talk about anything . Since the guys which i really love make me feel so worthless and useless today at the same time , whats more can i say ? Maybe i am not needed anymore ? Bagai melukut di tepi gantang . Am already stress with exams , and tuition and friends . Now with this . Today was indeed one of the worst day ever in my life . But i know this is a test so i cant fall just because of small problems that affects me . Ioutside there , ada ramai orang lagi yang kurang bernasib baik dari i . YaAllah , dugaan yang kau berikan agak berat , berikanlah aku kekuatanMu ! Amin .

" when life pushes you down to your knees, that's where you're at the perfect position to pray. Always yakin yang Allah knows everything that you're feeling right now and that all hurt that you're facing, only He will heal it." :)

What a day !

2012-01-18T22:38:00.001+08:00

Wokay , alhamdulilah , feeling better than yesterday , but am quite sleeepy now after taking the medicine . I must try not to consume any medicine in the future when i am sick . Must let my immune system to fight against "enemy" right ? Ahh ! I felt super weak and lazy to go to school just now . Cant even open my eyes , to think of later going jaybee made me weaker . I really thought of skipping class dor today but today i have got biochem ! Last lexture which i think is important for exam !! Plus i was so lazy to go doctor to get the MC so in the end , i force and search for all my strength to wake up and bathed . I look sick today . Thought of wearing skirt but with my sickness , i dont even care what inwore today . Just took any jeans and short and off i drag myself to school . Hmm ! Anyway, 2 more days before a quick short holiday . Sat to tuesday eh and next wednesday only need to come for 2 hrs from 3-5 for make up class :/ started my revision for BTT already . Next week holiday must chiong for revision . ShiYun kindly and willingly want to teach me Organic chemistry , meeting her in the earlier of feb to have tutor student time like we were in the past :)

Yesterday had a tiff with matrep . Haih , blame on me for that . I started it first . Was super sick yesterday and i cant really think so minor things that i actually dont bother made me so frastrated yesterday . Why manzx ? But luckily things went well after that . Matrep , you are the first guy that i make surprises to and always be the one that i will give my cakes to whenever i do baking , the only guy that i can make eye contact for at least 5-10 sec ( i cant make eye contact with people ! guys especially) and you are the first boyf that i make supplication after my prayers . I pray for your health , wealth , future and present . Andand be blessed by Him . Everyone knows that i am not a good or a perfect girlf to be with , i have a lot of weakness when it comes to relationship but with you , i manage to change and improve myself . And thanks to you who accept me with your sincerest heart . <3

Hahah , suppose to be on the 16 of this month but i have no time to blog about it . Yes , i have known him for 1 year and 9 months :) meet sooon matrep !! :D

Sickness starts ,

2012-01-17T22:29:00.001+08:00

Salam semua . Going to be a real short post . I dont know why or how i can catch a flu ? Only after my project 1 , i had the flu . Is it because of what i ate ? Admit , i ate super alot of food today . Our group tried to improve the prawns , mango salad , strawberry smoothie and tomyam mash potato ? Imagine eating all those at one ago , trying to finish and at the same time enjoying all the delicious food ? Somemore i saw few tubs of ICE CREAM ! Apa lagi , bedal uh even though we only used 2 scoop of vanilla ice cream . Me , Eunice and Carol took big scoops of vanilla ice cream and add in hershey chocolate . Slurp slurp yummy :p , tak cukup ? We tambah lagi with chocolate ice cream ! Then Syd came with unripe mango , she slice about 1/4 and the 3/4 of the unripe mango i ate it ! :) yeash , it is super sour but me like it so much ! Me and Eunice share and i tried to finish it too . Dah macam pregnant women suka makan sour mango . The mango was suppose to eat with cili padi , some honey , fish sauce and lime juice , with baked cashew nuts and fried dried shrimps , mmm sedap seh ! The cili padi terasa !! Not only that , i dipped the unriped mango with ice cream and chocolate hershey too ! (i think thats the reason why i am sick currently) . Eating spicy food with some ice cream at one go :/ not my fault because the food is simply too tempting to resist and we cannot practise wastage right ? And not to forget the grill chilli prawn with cinnamon smoked , i dipped in with our special sauce ! Sodap seh though the prawns were not fresh :( hmmm , not i am sick , am going jaybe tomorrow to buy stuff . Please get well soon Eeqah . I really feel hopeless , Weak and my brains wasnt functioning properly . I want to sleep but i must wait for my matrep to reach home dirst . His batt is low and he is out meeting Dan . Shall endure with it !

2012-01-15T22:01:00.001+08:00

Ibu !

2012-01-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

Penaku menari , mencoretkan sebuah tragedi yang tidak dapat disingkirkan dari kotak ingatanku . Tragedi yang sehingga kini menghantui diriku . Pengorbanan ! Apakah erti pengorbanan ? Tragedi yang berlaku lapan tahun dahulu telah mengajar aku erti sebenar pengorbanan .

Aku dibesarkan oleh ibuku yang usianya baru saja 35 tahun . Ayah telah lama meninggalkan kami dua beranak kerana menganggap kehadiranku di dunia adalah satu kesilapan . Walaupun begitu , ibu tidak mahu kami menjadi seperti anak ayam yang kehilangan ibunya . Oleh itu , Ibulah yang bertungkus-lumus bekerja siang malam untuk memberiku sesuap nasi . Dia juga yang mengasuh dan mendidik aku supaya menjadi anak yang soleha dan sentiasa berbudi bahasa . Katanya , hutang emas dapat dibayar , hutang budi dibawa mati .

16/08/2001 , tarikh yang tidak akan luput dari mindaku . Ketika itu , ibu sedang menjahit baju sementara aku sedang bermain dengan anak patung kesukaanku . Satu ketukan yang amat kuat telah memecahkan Keheningan malam yang sunyi itu . Perasaan cuak dan musykil mula membara di hatiku . Ibu cuba mengintip siapa yang tersembunyi di balik pintu tetapi gagal untuk menemukan sesiapa . Dia mengambil keputusan untuk membuka pintu kerana ingin memastikan ianya bukan satu gurauan dari budak budak nakal yang suka mengacau .

Sedang ibu ingin menuntup pintu , tiga orang lelaki menyergah masuk lalu menolak ibu . Ibu jatuh ke lantai . Aku menjerit dan bergegas mendapatkan ibu . Salah seorang lelaki yang bertopeng cuba menutup mulutku manakala yang seorang pula mengacukan sebilah parang di tengkuk ibuku . Aku terdiam kaku , Tidak berani untuk melawan kerana takut diapa apakan ibuku . Mereka memaksa ibu untuk menunjukan di mana letaknya wang dan barang kemas .

Setelah kesemua wang diambil oleh mereka , aku fikir kami akan dilepaskan . Tetapi sangkaan ku meleset . Mereka cuba untuk mendekatiku . Ingin aku berlari tetapi telah ditahan oleh mereka . Seorang daripada mereka cuba menciumku manakala yang lain sedang mengikat tangan ibu . Aku meraung , menangis meminta tolong .

"tolong lepaskan anakku ! Dia masih terlalu mentah untuk diperlakukan sebegitu !!"kata-kata rayuan keluar dari mulut ibu . Satu sepakkan hinggao di muka ibu . Mutiara-mutiara jernih laju melucut dipipinya .

"aku merayu kepada kau . Jangan lakukan itu . Dia baru berusia 11 tahun untuk memahami erti penderitaan . Biar aku sahaja yang dinodai..." aku tersentak mendengar kata kata itu . tidak !!!! Ibu tidak boleh buat begitu ! Walaupun aku masih lagi setahun jagung , aku erti apa yang dimaksudkannya .

Depan mataku , pada usiaku sebelas tahun , aku menjadi saksi ibuku dinodai tiga lelaki jahanam itu . Bukan sekali , malah tiga kali tubuh ibuku diramah . Sungguh kejam perbuatan mereka , lebih kejam daripada seekor binatang . Kesengsaraan jelas terpancar di wajah ibu di saat diperlakukan seperti perempuan murahan . Keperitan dapat aku rasakan . Aku merasa begitu kesal kerana tidak dapat membantu . Kaki dan tanganku diikat begitu ketat .

Mereka berlalu pergi setelah nafsu seraka mereka telah dipuaskan . Memang dasar jantan ! Aku benci mereka ! Aku benci lelaki ! Mereka mengambil kesempatan atas kelemahan kaum wanita .

Semenjak kejadian itu , ibu sudah tidak seperti dahulu . Dia sering termenung dan tidak mahu aku membuat laporan polis . "biarlah nak , biar Allah sahaj yang balas segala perbuatan terkutuk mereka" itulah kata kata yang sering keluar dari mulutnya . Aku berjanji kepada diriku bahawa aku tidak akan mensia-siakan ibu . Dia telah melakukan satu pengorbanan yang amat besar yang telah mengubah hidupku . Dialah penyelamatku , dialah segala galanya untukku .

Oh ibu ,
Di setiap nafas yang ku hembus akan tersemat pergorbananmu ,
Di dalam tubuhku , darah yang mengalir tersembunyi penderitaan yang kau lalui ,
Dan setiap denyutan nadiku akan terdengar tangisanmu .
Pengorbananmu tidak dapat dibalas ,
Penderitaanmu tidak bisa aku rasakan ,
Tangisanmu tidak dapat aku hentikan
Tetapi percayalah , aku akan menjaga mu hingga ke akhir nyawaku .

2012-01-14T22:04:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua ;] Yeeeeehaaa . Having a flu right now , i hate it manzx ! I dont know when can i take the flu jab , i need it badly :/ Currently finishing Nutritional science tutorial and will revised on the topics of vitamin c and trace mineral either tonight or tomorrow . I used to not like studying vitamins and mineral in secondary school because there is so much facts to put in my small brain , i am sure anyone who took/take FnN knows how i feel . I can still remember O level FnN was the same day as History or bio , can you imagine just how many facts i had to study ??! But i had to admit i did not really put in my best effort for FnN Papers after Muhaimin told me my coursework grade D: . So in the end , wokay uh FnN B3 and Combine humanities A2 ;D I really miss studying history uh :/ About conflict , wars and studying purposes , comparison and motive which all can be apply in real life ! I am so going to check out war movie in youtube later =D

Going to blabber about soccer for a while . CHELSEA's match today against Sunderland . Menang please ! Torres , score eh toloooong !! & I really pity Suarez uh , kena ban 8 match for saying racist remarks againt that pathetic ManU player Evra -.- Now , heard Terry also been accused of racist remarks =_=. Sorry eh , me talk about soccer . I have only Wanee and my cousins to talk about it but they are not chelsea fan . Almost all are ManU and a few are liverpool . Selalu chelsea kena kutuk dengan dorang , sodih tawuk ! I only watch Europe soccer matches but i dont really like guys who play soccer :/ weird right ? Wanted to join girls soccer as my CCA in year 2 but matrep doesnt allow me to do so D:!

Done about soccer. Meeting my matrep tomorrow as he misses me a lot , heheheh xD . And having tuition with Sabrina and Sofie at 04:30 .

Eunice told me before that she dont know which specialization to choose in year 2 i think or year 3 . Either food science which we will be able to produce and modify food product or food nutrition which will be able to become nutritionist or dietician :/ Ahhh ! She is now making me reluctant to choose nutrition . My purpose of accepting my 8th/9th choice course is because i want to do nutriiton and be a nutritionist but now , i think that food science like more interesting gytu . Hmmmmm , guess shall wait and see which is my stronger area uh .

Wow , i blog quite a lot today , shall stop here now ;DD

2012-01-13T21:22:00.015+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;D WOW ! Its already F-R-I-D-A-Y ! Super fast manzx ! Have been pretty busy this week . Alhamdulilah most of the projects are done . Next thursday going to have presentation on WINE :/ and i officially finish all my projects for year 1 after that ;D & I will be starting on my EXAM REVISION in two weeks time . Plus , i have got to study for my Basic Theory Test too ! Ahhhh ! So much to do XD . and did i tell that i reserve "Ombak Rindu" novel ??! OH MY ! I HAVE BEED SEARCHING IN THE LIBRARY like almost every 2 weeks but is always either "on reserved" or "in transaction" or "on loan" until i decided to reserved it . Nak kena bayar $1.50 and i am number 5 in the queue . Kalau gytu , time raya jerh luh baru boleh baca :/ Uhhh , anyways , below are the poeple whom i cannot live without and the ones that i appreciated , treasured and happy to be with . The ones that all along has been there for me . FAMILY , FRIENDS , COUSINS , BOYFRIEND =DDD ( no particular order eh )

MY AWESOME AND CARING PARENTS ; the ones whom interest is my welfare , health and future , whom will always help me , shower me with their love endlessly ; Ibunda dan ayahanda xD
my closest chinese friend , the one whom i dislike when she first came to my class , calling her names and laugh at her eyes . But she willingly and sincerely taught me maths and chemistry. slowly we become close until my parents treat her like their daughter ; Shi Yun :}

9 LOOONG YEARS , He has always been there for me , he always listen to my complain and tears attentively wihtout judging me : My BANTAL busuk ! (I need him to sleep)

My Poly FSN1103 Clique , the first few girls that i know during orientation and the friendship is on going till now : Carol ( the one that i am most comfortable to talk to about anything), Abbie, Eunice and Sydney . =) My secondary school classmates , the ones that i am close with in secondary 5 and we would plan to go out together with the guys but usually fail with us ended up camwhoring as always ; Liana, Eyka , Sara, Amirah and Khairiah . ;P

The FIRST MALAY GIRL that i know through facebook and the only Malay girl i am close to in my course whom will always be there for me even at 3am in the morning ! : Zahirah aka Zaza ;D

Keycoharable cousins , the ones which will always alighten and jokes around ; Abang Yan , Abang Safuan , Kak Shary (include Iefa , Fyra , Kak Zera too) ;B

Sister and cousin , the ones that i always gossip about family matters and every random stuff and will always be meeting up for an activity every month ; Wanee and Shakirah ;>

Adik and Kakak (the two twins) , the ones that will never fail to put a smile on my face with their cuteness and tolerable kiddo attitude and i can never be sad with them around ; Aleeya and Aleena ;D

New friend , once a stranger that wants to know more about my course and now we are building friendship , looking forward to her entering my course and we will be close by then ; Sha ;)

from a tutor student , to friends and now to sisters & my complain partner too . The one that will listen to my random complains and will always help me in most of the surprise ; Assyura ;]

Sisterhood , the one whom i thought arrogant when we first met turned out to be approachable and talkative until we can share almost anything and everything together ; Heeda =D

My closest friends in poly , one of the nicest people i ever know which will always give good advice and share with me her knowledge ; NurRosyiidah C:

-ISMS , the ones that know me almost in and out , my past and present , hardship and hapiness , spend our secondary school together creating memories ; Eyka , Farhanah , Umairah and Khairiah :DD

The guy whom once i dislike and whom i thought is untrustable is now the one that i fall for , the one that loves me sincerely , protect me , care everything about me and most important respect me as a woman ; Ikhwan , my love ;P

Till the next update , wasalam ;)

Commitment ...

2012-01-12T17:32:00.001+08:00

I have so much to commit now . Studies and projects , ngaji and tuition , boyf , family and friends . One day , i might just suffer from a prolong breakdown . Oh Allah , give me the strength to overcome this . Pull me through this obstacles because i know that this is a test from You . I accept it willingly . Just that , give me each ounce of strength to go through this . Amin .

I am bored !

2012-01-11T23:30:00.001+08:00

Salam , below is the photos of our dishes : me , Syd, Abbie , Carol and Eunice : our creation , our dishes ! Yummy yum ! It turned out AWESOME ! The chef commented almost all the positive ones . We were so scared because judging by his face , he would comfirm critisize our dishes . Shall improved on it ().()!

Wokay , i just got back my CTs result yesterday ! Alhamdulilah , i pass all the 6 modules . Am happy that i got A for human bio and immunulogy , and a B for BIOCHEM !! Contented for a B+ in nutritional sci . And i got a C for microbio !! Alhamdulilah ! Really happy seh ! I thought i will fail or get a D but i got a C , ya Allah ! And and physic , a C too . Alhamdulilah ! But quite disappointed in my organic chem though . Only manage a D for it . And its 5 credits points :/ . Must work hard for exam .

Words .. How far can we trust people's words ? When they say they care about us , love us , treat us like sisters , glad to know us , how true and reliable is it ?? Honestly , i dont really believe in words . Words doesnt really make me trust someone . I dont feel the love by the words people says to me (exclude the fact that i like people to write for me poems) . Because for me , words are empty with actions . Exprience from the past has taught me not to trust people with sweet savouring words ! It is by service , the effort you make for me , the little little effort that are the one that i will be feel most loved , treasured , appreciated ! By doing for me small little stuff , giving me a helping hands in something that will make me gain tthe trust . Admit , sometimes i am weak , too weak to even trust myself . Yes , i give my trust easily and i can share my problems even with strangers or people whom i just know . At times , i feel more comfortable talking to them as they barely know me . I care about people a little too much . More than i should . If can , i dont want them to be hurt or anything . I want to always be there for them not only to my close ones but to everyone whom i knew(even if i know you just for few days) and to always make them happy and feel wanted by me . Yearp , i get attached easily with people around me thus making me feel reluctant to even leave them . Cant blame them if they didnt really care about me or my feelings right ? Its me who choose to always care and bother . & yearp , my heart is soft . I get touch , move and i sympathize others easily . You can do lot of shit to me , hate me , backstab me or busted me , but the day after , if you need my help , yes i would help you . The anger will still be there but the urge to help others will always be overpowering that . Hmmm , thats about me . I know in order to survive in this world , i need to change . To be more bold , mean and heartless . HmmmHmmm ~ sekian . Wasalam :)

Stress mode !

2012-01-10T17:09:00.001+08:00

Salamualaikum ! Short update ! I am super busy since yesterday . Projects and practical report are due this ad next week . Have got pillars of life , biochem , physic and 2 INS . Luckily for me , finish most of it accept for compling part . So today i got to finish my physic (project to create a 5 mins video on any physic topics that is related to food science) . And going to compile pillars of life which due tomorrow andand maybe start of Microbio lab report ! Uhhhh !! Streasnya gue !!!

2012-01-08T22:08:00.003+08:00

Salam semua =) Have been lazy to blog lately . SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW ! NOOOOOOO ! STRESS LEVEL UP ^ . But on the bright side , i finish at 01;50 , YAY ! Release of Os tomorrow too , am quite nervous for my sister . Wanted to tag along to go to her school but she dont want , hehehe i mean who wants right ? I told her , if she beat me in Os , i will buy for her a wallet which cost around $90 plus . & I encourage her to go JC because she only got A2 for her malay and she didnt retake that . Plus ,she took higher malay , wasted gytu kalau tak gi JC . Sometimes , i regret not going to JC too but i had made the decision right ? Jst hope for the best . And good luck to the rest of the O level takers especially to 2 of my cousins , Fitri and Mizah and two of my "students" Heeda and Assyura =) Anyway i did the cream puff today . To think i did 3 times of it and alhamdulilah nasib menjadi even though the appearence doesnt really looks like a cream puff . I dont know if i should make the custard today or tomorrow . I have got tuition tomorrow at 06:30 . Maybe i should do the custard later on IF i am not tired . Missing my love right now . Tomorrow will be his first day of school , hopefully everything turned out well , Insha'Allah =D

Open House ...

2012-01-05T23:05:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :) a tiring day indeed :/ so today is the 5 Polys Open House and i was one of the volunteer . Supposed to be one of the guided tours but ended up slacking at sitting with barely nothing to do becuse last minute they change plan -.- pathetic betul ! But i had a great time shouting for the foreign bodiez ! Annd and talking and meeting the secondary schol students . Luckily Compassvale wasnt one of the school but there were PeiHwa : Sabrina's school and NorthVista : Kik's school . Syd , Issac and me ineterviewed few of the sec students (i have always been friendly to strangers more than my friends) and mostly dont want to join NYP :/ sadden much ! I also didnt really want NYP . Me want SP but my course is only in TP or NYP . Me dont TP because of a few reason so here i am in NYP . Finish at 02:40 was fast luh ! Met Wanee and Royce and gave them a tour around the school . She was interested in medicinal chemistry . Guess what ? She broke a test tube seh !!! Belum masuk sekolah dah break satu test tube , kalau masuk SCL macam mana entah eh :/ . Carol accamponied us too and we played some games in SCL ! Saw Yayan and i ran to catch him . Jakun seh jumpa each other sampai terlompat lompat kita dua ! :p FSN booth has a lot of foods manzx !! Naaaice :P then went to nenek's house to get kaching kaching . Wanee gi keluar dengan matey =.= . Sampai jerh , nenek offer makan laksa , slurrrp , apa lagi bedal uh :P !! We were all complaining about last week rewang and planning the 3 and 4 feb rewang which will be at Woodland ! :( Its at CC somemore ! But the good thing is we going to serve Chicken Kebab !!!! Oh my ! Super delicious !! Just then something BAD happen !

He scolded his daughter in front of hs and they quarrel ! She was in tears . Got the blamed when she wasnt really in the wrong , thus i went to her room and comfort her . Dodoi dia dan belai dia . Kesiaaaannya ! I nearly cried too 😰 . Went to Hougang Mall then . Thought of buying a bag , shoes and some clothes but i want go Bugis and buy :D . So home at about 10:40 ?? I am tired ! Meeting boyf tomorrow .wasalam :)

2012-01-03T22:13:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua ;D Yeah ! I had fun today going out with Kiks and Wans . ME and Wans fetch Kiks at her school and off we went to Anchorvale CC to swim . we had a hard time going there because we took the wrong lrt again . Supposed to take the west loop to farmway but instead we tooke the east :/ Seriously !! Reached there , changed and we jumped to the baby pool . Had fun trying to float . i almost gave up because i really think i cant float !! But Kiks and Wans kept helping me and help me and in the end i mamaged to float for 3 sec , alhamdulilah ! its an achievement tawuk =D . At first me and Kiks didnt want to take the slides because we had bad exprience in the past (got stuck there when i went with my girls) but Wans insisted to go so we gave it a try and it was awesome !! we took like more than 5 times , shioooknness ! swim swim and swim until 04:30 and we stop . Mandi and went to Mac . I thought of eating brownie tapi brownie nya mak oi ! MAHAL DEH !! $4.10 for a small slice of brownie . I told Kiks nevermind i will make for you keh ! Heheh XD . Ate double cheeseburger and plan for feb outing . We want to bake cake at my house but seeing that it will be ery pack , we decided to postponed it and instead we will go for a bowling session and ate some Yong Tau Fu . Awesome ! Now i just finish editing my INS project . Was about to do my organic chem practical but Mai send me a text . So tak jadi uh . Had some confrontation or should i say direct heart to heart talkings ? Hmmmm .

Anyway , i am really eggcited to make cream puff next week , hopefully menjadi uh please !! Am so into baking . Am a bit ambitious because i want to try to make eclair , egg tart , cream puff and red velevt cake again . Apa nak buat , i really enjoy baking and thats what i do ;D

Tampines's rewang and New Year :)

2012-01-02T16:23:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua ! Alhamdulilah its already 2012 ! Sorry i did not blog was busy with rewang .

So last saturday i went for tuition and ngajie before going to rewang after mahgrib . Like seriously super late ! Thats one thing i dislike when my dad follow to rewang , always like to come latelate :/ and the block is quite near to love's block too :) upon reaching , i barely had things to do because almost everything Iefa and the rest has done it . So i left with slicing the capsicum and tomats . Punya luh banyak ! Macam tak abis abis gytu , the jemputan 1600 mesti uh :X stop for awhile and we ate some rice . Sedap seh ! Nasi putih with rendang , sambal tumis sotong , sambal goreng and ikan kering . Mmmm :P then around 11 i felt so sleepy but had to help mum diced the keledek :/ so end up spending my last night of 2011 cutting food :S .then i slack slack and help with the buffet and the naming . I want to sleep at 2 but Kak zura said there is a flying cockcroach apa lagi tak jadi uh tidur . . Help around and finally slept near 4am . And mum woke us up at 06:20 to go to Paman's house to mandi !!! Uhhh !! Bingit sungguh but in the end dexided to just go uh . Aiyoyo , took a nap at his house while waiting for the rest to bath .

Went there back and arrange the luihs :) siapsiap and only to find out i saw Ishak but i am scared to comfirm it . Checkcheck betul dah . Abang Safuan bought his friends for cuci mangkuk -.- . Pathetic much . Had to see his face for 6 loooong hours . Majlis started and its quite crowded . Around 3 its raining and i asked Wanee to accampony me to meet love jap to give some food . He is soo sweet by giving me a box of hello panda , sempat seh ! Thank You ! Went back to work and at 5 kemas kemas semua , wahh , feeel so loong to end the majlis sebab nak kena cuci periuk semua and a lot of chicken was left :( everything went smoothly and home at around 7 :)

Today was suppose to meet Assyura but i am so tired and i have got tuition too , she on the other hand is having some lip rashes , allergy i suppose . So postpone the meetups to either weekends or next week . And yeah ! I am still on holiday mood because part of my school (life science) is having e learning for this whole week :) great , which mean i have only 1 month of school before my two weeks break and exam after that :/ hurhur xD .

Anyway , a summarize of 2011 . Indeed is a splendid year for me . No deep hurts or cuts , just a bit rainy but most of the time is sunny with rainbow once in a while :) Alhamdulilah , i thank Him for that . One of the blissful year . I got to together with my boyfriend (which thought me to trust love again) and thanks to him for taking up my mapek attidue at times too . I got a bless family/cousins which always been there and being so caring to my welfare . My awesome bestfriends (Eyka and Khairiah) , had a little up and down halfway but we manage to pull through . Thats show how strong our friendship are . Made two trustable and comfortable friends in school which are Zahirah and Shidah (i dont really trust my girls clique fully) . They were the ones who give advice and motivation be it school work or personal problems . & lastly i made two great sisters , Heeda and Assyura :) from tutor/student time to creating friendship and now sisters , sharing problems to one another and having little secrets . Its just amazing . Alhamdulilah . I will always pray for the ones i mentioned above(including Mai and Nana and the ones who know me) May Allah bless our friendship/relationship and we can continue to be strong/keep in touch no matter how busy we are , Amin .

My resolution for this year is to keep up 5 times for my solat and do it on time , not to forget i want to start my Quran by this year too for ngajie . Secondly, Not to talk behind people's back/lessen the gossip , and TRY not to tell lie to people even though the truth might be hurtful to me or them . Lastly , really buck up on my studies . I want to get GPA at least 3 for
This sem and i want to go Uni ! So i shall stay positive and keep trying :) insha'Allah , may i accomplish my goals , Amin .

Bake with lurp =>

2011-12-31T01:51:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :D . Am quite tired but still decided to post because i had fun today ! Glad that i met love ! Planned to meet at 09:30 but i asked to meet at 10 because i was super tired . Dragged myself to Tampines Bustop and met him . Nasib tak lambat ! Off we go for shopping the groceries at nNTUC ! We challenged each other to see who get to find the distilled white vinegar first . And yearp i found it ! Heeeh xD . Love treat to actually pay for eveything . Ni yang buat me sayang yooou !! <3 ! I went to his house first while he went to Afghan to buy Nasi Ayam . & was shocked to see Assyura in her pjymas and headphone sambil cuci pinggan . Hahaha :D so while she was bathing , the kitchen is all mine ! I weigh the ingredients while waiting for love . Few minutes after , we started our baking ! He super bad ! Attack my face with flour ! I revenge back by putting the red dye colour at his hair , padeh mukeh ! Heeh xD everything went so smoothly until the oven part . We put both the baking tray inside . After five minutes , the upper cake became soo burnt !! Huuur ! Tried to cut it into half but fail :( epic moment on blaming each other fault :> mad the cheese cream but i forgot to buy the milk . Greaaat ! So end up the cake is not that high and not enough cheese :( apperance tak lawa gila seh ! Sedih sangat ! Macam nak nangis . I reallyfijd it hardto accept the failure . It reminded me of my O level FnN when i did the pandan sponge cake . Not once , not twice or thrice , but 4 times i tried , all were a BIG FAIL ! Nearly gave up before trying the 5th and Alhamdulilah , menjadi . Luckily during O level practical , it turned out superb ! Until my teacher compliment boleh jual dekat kedai cake and my classmates all like it so muchie ! Hurhur XD

Was a bit down and Love tried to cheer me . So i demand him to tell me about something . Hmmm , the truth are out . I guess no point holding to something that is clueless . At least i tried . Then we watched some Hari Kiamat show and Astafiruallah , sungguh gerunkan seh !! It showed us the difference balasan in akhirat with the difference dosa that we might do . I am really trying to change to be a better muslim and to follow Sunnah Nabi . Really am trying , Insha'Allah , i will manage to do it one fine day , Amin . And love is changing too . Alhamdulilah . Am really glad to see that he has start praying long ago and he managed to fast one whole month without batal any of it and now when i ask him to puasa sunnat , he actually wants it . Alhamdulilah . Jazallahu khair :) may Allah guide him to the right path , Amin .

We peform our zohur and i had a short chat with Assyura . We plan an outing this monday . Might be a photoshoot again since she wants to go chinese garden and i am quite curious about that place too :S . Will try to find some other park and comfirm with her by today or sunday :) started to eat te cake and alhamdulilah the taste was awesome ! 3 cheers for the both of us=D . && guess what , Love will be going back to school ! Alhamdulilah double the blessing :) and i went home at 3 plus as i need to help my mum to buat kuih xD . Till here , wasalam 💤

Belated Birthday Celebration for Bestfriend =D

2011-12-30T01:06:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua :) i had an awesome day out with my best best girlfriends Eyka and Khairiah . Its Khairiah's belated birthday outing . Sorry because whenever your birthday selalu cock up :/

Met Eyka first at Tampines Inter . Oh , before that went to find some balloon ALONE . Then walked around the 3 malls to buy the ballooon . Eyka really told me a shocking news !! Only the 3 of us and Allah knows :) anyway we met Khairiah there . Trained to Bugis and we got lost when going to Islamic Restaurant . Because that point w e took cab during meetups with Cikgu Shalleh . I somehow miss him eh :( i order Naan with Tandoori ! Sedapnya !!!!! Talk about things , people and stuff :> decided to go Cineleisure to take NeoPrint but unfortunately that shop dah tutup . Sodih bangat seh !! I really want to take neoprint with my girlfriends ! So we roamed around hoping that there is a neoprint shop tapi sadly tak ada . Decided to go Wisma to eat swensen ice cream but only to find out Wisma tak ada swensen -.- . Pandaai , dah jalan jauh jauh . They blame me for that ! Heh xd . Double walk to ION to have our Ice cream ! Nak cari kedai dia MasyaAllah ! Naik kematu kaki gue =_= . Finally after dah jumpa , we quickly order the Regular Earthquake and santap dengan sedapnya :P mmmm ! We decided to meet at least once a month and go out to anywhere as long as we can spend time together . I know we can do it ! If me and my cousins and sister can do it , so can we :D me trained home as i need to help my beloved mum bake cake and stuff for the rewang while they catch a movie :) indeed an awesome day spent with my love ones :)) !! Going to bake red velvet cake tomorrow with love 💜

Biarlah rahsia ..

2011-12-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

Here is a story that i made . I am bored so i decided to write . Plus i dont want my malay to be karat . Been a while since i did some writing . The last time i did was during O level Mid Year where Cikgu Shalleh brushed us with karangan everyday :/ anyway , Do enjoy and comment :)

Penaku menari-nari mencoretkan , sebuah tragedi yang tidak dapatku lupakan . Tragedi yang tak mampu kulemparkan jauh dari sudut ingatanku . Walaupun perit untuk kulalui , walau pahit untuk kutelan tetapi apakan daya , jalan hidupku telah tertulis sebegini semenjak azali lagi . Ayah ! Apakah erti perkataan itu dalam hidup setiap manusia ? Adakah dia seseorang yang menjaga marauh keluarga ? Atau adakah dia yang mengaibkan nama keluarga ? Tidak ! Aku tidak ada ayah ! Sudah lama perkataan itu aku padankan dalam kamus hidupku . Aku benci dia , aku benci lelaki ! Dalam keadaan gusar , tanpa aku sedari , mindaku pergi mengembara mengimbas kembali apa yang berlaku ..

Aku dibesarkan oleh kedua ibu bapaku . Mereka berdua begitu berbeza . Ibu menatangku bagai minyak yang penuh , mendidik dan menjagaku dengan limpungan kasi sayang yang tidak berbelah bahagi . Tetapi ayah seperti harimau beranak muda , bengis , kaki judi dan kaki botol . Aku dan ibu sudah lali dengan perangainya . Setiap kali kalah berjudi akan dijadikan kami mangsa sepak teranjangnya . Sudah berkali kali ibu menasihatinya tetapi ianya seperti membuang garam ke laut , sia-sia sahaja . Ayah sebaliknya memaki dan menyimbah air yang mendidih ke badan ibu . Manik manik suci dan rayuan ibu tidak diendahkan . Berapa bencinya aku kepadanya setiap kali melihat ibu diperlakukan seperti binatang !

18 februari 2010 , bermulalah titik hitam dalam hidupku . Ayah pulang lewat malam dalam keadaan berang . Dia kalah berjudi lagi . Hutangnya keliling pinggang dan tidak dapat dilangsaikan . Apakan tidak , dia tidak bekerja langsung . Ibu yang menjadi tunggak keluarga kita . Aku bergegas keluar ketika namaku dipanggil Ayah
" Lisa , aku nak kau pergi layan kawanku Jamal. Pergi ke rumahnya malam ini juga !" perintah ayahku dengan tegas . Aku cuak dengan perintahnya .

"apa maksud ayah pergi melayani kawan ayah ?" tanyaku kepadanya .

"Kau tak faham bahasa ke ? Nak aku cakap cara kasar eh ? Pergi jual badan kau lah bodoh ! Orang bodoh dan muka hodoh macam kau ni tak ada siapa yang nak ! Baik kau jual diri kau , dapat duit kasi aku , boleh aku bayar hutany hutang aku ! Muhahha !" kata kata ayah yang bersulamkan nista menusuk hingga ke sanubariku . Aku tergaman , diam seribu bahasa . Mulutku bagaikan dikunci tanpa mangganya . Apakah benar yang aku dengarkan ? Tidak ! Aku tidak mahu menjadi pelacur !!

Malam itu juga , ayah cuba mengheret aku keluar . Aku ditendang seperti bola . segala jeritanku dibalas dengan pukulan dan herdikan . Ibu yang baru pulang dari kerja berlari untuk menyelamatkan aku .

"Awak fikir anak kita ni bola hendak di tendang sebegitu ?! Mana akal waras awak ?" ibu cuba menenangkan keadaan . satu sepakan percuma hinggap di pipinya .

"Kau jangan nak melawan cakap aku . Dengan kau nanti aku jual ! "balas ayah dengan suara yang garau . Tidak cukup dengan itu , ayah cuba mengambil botol araknya dan memukul kepala ibu . Aku cuba menahan manakala ibu melawan dia dengan sekuat kudratnya yang termampu .

"paaang" satu hentakan kuat kedengaran . Aku menghentak kepala ayah dengan sebuah pasu . Bergetar tanganku ketika melihat kepala ayah berlumuran .

"kau memang dah lama hidupkan ?? Siap kau , mati aku kerjakan!!" suaranya yang lancang membuat gendang telingaku bergegar . Aku berlari untuk menyelamatkan diri setelah melihat sebilah pisau digenggaman tangannya . Ibu pula mengumpul segala baki tenaganya untuk menahan ayah dari mengejarku dan "ahhhhh!" . Satu jeritan . Kakiku terhenti . Aku menoleh untuk menyaksikan bagaimana ayah menikam ibu dengan kejamnya . Bukan satu dua tikaman malah ayah menikam ibu tanpa rasa belas kasihan .

Perasaan marahku semakin membuak-buak , dengan cepat aku mencapai sepasang gunting yang terletak di atas meja lalu menikamnya dari belakang .

"apa yang telah aku lakukan ? Tidak ! Aku bukan pembunuh seperti ayahku!!" aku bermonolog sendirian , kebingunan . Kelihatan dua mayat terkujur kaku di depan mataku . Nasib tidak menyebelahiku apabila dua orang jiranku datang menziarah dan melihat aku memegang gunting . Dengan pantas mereka menelefon polis . Aku cuba untuk menegakkan kebenaran bahawa aku cuma mempertahankan ibuku dari menjadi mangsa ayahku tetapi perbuatanku sia-sia sahaja .

"Lisa masa untuk makan !" kata kata itu membuat aku tersentak . Aku berhenti menulis lalu tutup diari kehidupanku . Baru aku sedari bahawa aku sedang mengelamun . Aku kini di dalam penjara selama 20 tahun kerana didakwa menbunuh ibu dan ayahku . Hidupku sudah tidak bererti , seperti melukut di tepi gantang . Semua tidak percayakan akan kata-kataku kerana bukti semua menujuk ke arahku . Tiada apa yang dapat kubuat melainkan pasrah . Biarlah kisah sebenar tentang apa yang terjadi menjadi rahsia untuk aku mulakan hidup baru nanti . Aku percaya , akan adanya matahari selepas hujan .

Poloroid Camera =>

2011-12-27T22:12:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum sayang sayang :] had a good quality time with my sister Wanee CitCit :D we decided to go to town to search for camera . So we went to Funan Digital Mall to search for it . Then Wanee's idea to get a poloroid camera and we search for it . Went to Peninsula and there is this shop , the man really kurang ajar sungguh ! He asked us are we buying or looking around then I say just look around and he said "if look around then byebyeb!"uhhh ! No manners seh ! Thats how you treat a customer ? Nasib kita uh :/ then we walked intote plaza . Mak engkau bau dia , macam dekat Mustafa 😖. Then we masuk and jalan jalan , Masyallah banyak bangla semua and seram seram ! Ishhhh !! Me and Wanee hold each other hand and we ran outside of the mall ! Hahahaha :D cute cute kan ? Plus hujan somemore so we had to run to cross the road . Heeh ! In the end , we bought a poloroid for $150 =D . But we somehow regret buying it because we dont really need it so we want to jual balik :D tanya punya tanya , love's cousin willingly to buy it at the same price . Heeh , makasih deh ^^ . Went to Bugis jap and back to compass. Ate KFC and home sweet home ! So tomorrow i am going for a jog in the morning and do my tomyam mash potato xD

A day spent with my beloved family and cousins <3

2011-12-27T01:46:00.001+08:00

Salam semua :D had a fun day out with family . I thought today family gathering was cancelled since no news kan but when i got back from tuition Mum said is still on . YAY ! Did my prayer , siap siap and out we go compass to buy drink and makan . All of us decided not to cook , heeh ! Reach Punggol End at about 4 . The place really is well decorated and plan . I can still remember the first time i went there with Eyka , Khairiah , Nana , Fyfy and Mai . There was when our frienship begins . Went there after we went to Parkway Parade to find green tee for our Sec 2 KL trip :) those were the days .. Last time i went there was with asyraf , Hakim , Bryce , cosmas , Khairiah . Asyraf's idea to go there after belaja for our N level , nak ambil gambar konon . And he told us its super near to walk from Compass to punggol end but his near , i will near want to believe it . Heeeh ! Wokay enough abt it :) then sampai jerh i attck the food , i ate a bit of fish burger , cheese fries and honey chicken wings . . Follow Kak Niza and Kak Anis to fari ketam and kupang . Indeed a lot of it was there , we just need to know how to catch it . Sampai terpekik semua :D keycoh ! Then we try to find oyster mana tahu nasib baik , dapat jumpa pearl ke ! Terus tak paayh sekolah lagi seh ! :) hahah , semua dah semangat cari oyster while me ? I was just standing there following them an carrying all the things :/ at 6 plus we fed the fish and had our dinner . I ate nasi goreng ayam sikit :P sedap ! We walk aroung for a while and me and Wanee accamponied Iefa to the toilet . Oh my prada ! The toilet sungguh the kotor to the max ! Nampak jerh cantik dekat luar , dekat dalam , ada taik berketul ketul dekat cubicle tak flash , tissue bersepah dan tersumbat . Blueeeeeek !! Terus tak jadi gi toilet . Home sweet home after that :) a good spend time with them :> and i got my money ! Going to survey for a camera with Cit tomorrow . I will only buy it if i can get a goood bargain , if not , kirim salam :| .

2011-12-25T22:35:00.001+08:00

Salam semua , currently watching Biar Betul and reading novels :/ bored right now . Miss my sayaang , miss my girls . Hmm , just now got my tuition money , Alhamdulilah :) going to wait for my woodland rewang money and will get a camera :) gave my mum 50 buckz :D & mum going to buy for me that Vans shoes . Terima Kasih Ibu :D i am now writing up a malay story , nothing to so . Will post it either today or tomorrow :) till here lovelies :)

Woodlands Rewang =)

2011-12-24T23:33:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :) my back are aching so muchie ! And my palm are like blistering because of all the heavy things i carry . I cant believe i can carry a 25kg beras , kuat sehh Eeqah ^=^ .

I reach there at ard 8 because the taxi driver dont know the location =_= ! Smpai jerh , i saw Ismail/Ishak , with Abang Safuan . I was wondering , why is he here manzx ! Uhh . Then we went into the same car to Cik Dah's house to angkat all the leftover things . Akward moment manzx ! Ard 9 , reach back and strted to do the standard . Ada satu bangla ni kata me and Fyra takda balls sebab tak boleh angkat basin besar yang berat !!! Ya Allah , macam minta kena smack gytu , nasib sabar seh :/ did the fish again like again . My job to do that if Kak Niza is late =) . I felt sleepy at 1 but i have to do and accampony mum to buat Koleh koleh . Decides to sleep at 2 and we had a hard time to find a place for us to sleep . Keycoh seh semua ! Hehehe dah ngantuk tawuk sekali ternampak Ngah ate mee soto , followby Iefa and Cik dah and Mum . Apa lagi , me and Wanee pun join uh . Tempting seh the mee soto especially the cili padi ! Yummm ! Help around and i finally slept nearly 3 :)

I woke up upon hearing noises . Check check its only 6 plus , decided to continue my sleep and wake at 7 . Bangun jerh , berus gigi and started to fry the fish (kak niza tak gorengkan sebab dia kena kerja) . To my astonishment , Kak Niza and Kak Shary drew something at my feet !!! Oh my ! Not only me . kak Azera , Iefa , Fyra and cik tah also kena :X i cant feel it when they were drawing sehh !! Tulis "Torres suck" pula turh . Hishish ! Am going to bring sock for the next week rewang just in case :/ nenek sho sweet , she took for us loning and the kuah . Sayaang dia !! ❤ had a quick bathed (had a hard time showering inside that toilet) . Took quite a while to wear tudung . Start kerja after that . Stress juga , nak kena jaga 2 tempat . Because the owner separate the man and woman . So me in the woman area . Ard 3 plus , Iefa and her siblings had to go off early as her cousin from dad side kawin , uhh so left me and my sister for the woman side and Ismail (manage to find out that he is Isnail beause i heard abg Safuan said his name) only on the guy's side . So i had to jaga the guy's side as well . And iut f nowhere , Ismail approached me and asked me questions :/ uhh . Unexpected gytu ->.<- . Then he help me with carrying and opening the tables :X . Then Rudy and Elias Shah (both kiddo in the photo) were simply cute ! Was entertained by them , kecik kecik dah jadi fighter seh , not bad .yang si kecil , Elias punya buncit perutnya . Suka makan ! Heeh xD . Lucu uh dorang ! Anak Abang Jai (cuci pinggan mangkuk guy) . Waiting patiently to 6 and pack up , clean up and HOME ! Yeash uh ! But i lost my charger ! Uhhh 😢 keh nak bobok , esok tuition fron 11:30 - 02:30 and ngaji at 03:30 - 04:30 :/ miss my sayaaang uh

2011-12-23T16:50:00.001+08:00

Salam semua :) am blogging through phone , cool gytu ☺ ! So today i met this boyfriend of mine and we went to Vivo and chill chill over there :) he treated me white carrot cake and lime juice . Makasih bangat deh sayang <3 ! Then we had our window shopping . He asking me to buy for him clothes while me pestering him to buy for me clothes . Heeeh XD . Sat at our usual spot and snap snap photos . Talk about "what if.." hurhur ! We continue to have our window shopping since it was raining heavily :) he keep asking me what i want , i was like just save your money can ! You shouldnt spend your money mostly on me ! Huakhuak ! Last last he bought double vanilla at Coffee Bean :P walk walk around and we went to the wrong escalator , we went to the carpark one . And there was this malay family behind us , nak cover paiseh , i ask him "bie mana kawan you , kata nak ambil kita dekat sini , dah pukul berapa seh !" . And he was like "dah uh jum kita gi tempat lain ! " muhahaha ! Padahal dah paiseh gila ! Took train home :D now ngah siap siap nak gi rewang :/

2011-12-22T22:29:00.013+08:00

There were so worry that i might fell off into the pond :/

Nice view =)

During exercise ;

Assalamualaikum semua =) Feeling good ? I feel so good and fresh after the exercise ! Had so much fun with my awesome cousin Kiki and Wanee , sayang korang ! We plan to meet at 10am and i was so LAZY to even wake up at 9 manzx ! deley daley till 09:40 , rush for a quick shower and in the end , we were late to meet here . Took 372 and reach Mac at about 10:53 and we were the second last to order Mac Breakfast , nasib seh ! Plan for another outing and we are so going to Anchorvale CC aagain but this time will be for a swim . The pool is so tempting but we didnt bring our swimming coustume :/ 3 jan will be going there =) Book the court from 12 to 2 but we started to play at 11:30 . Shiook manzx ! Wanee kirakan champion uh . 2vs 1 , she still win but at the second last game , she lost to us , bangga seh Eeqah and Kiki :>

Then i treat them drinks even though i am officialy broke . Seriously , i have yet to get my tuition money and later for rewang money so no $$ for now :/ . We decided to walk and explore Anchorvale CC Park and saw many beautiful scenaries there , AWESOME ! Toook quite a lot of photos with different poses :] Walked to the bustop and home . Changed and decided to go Compass Point to window shop ? Emm , been going to compass point for a number of times :X . I am going to get an affordable camera next week because i-phone camera is super not good ! At 4plus , we decided to go home and watch a movie at the laptop while eating nachos :P Nice right but we took a loooong time to choose what movie to watch ~.~ . Mum cook kurma ayam and i didnt really ate it so i just ate the ayam , kuah sikit with cili padi and telur :P In the end decided to watch raya tak jadi . She went home and i start to survey survey the camera ;D A good time spend with cousin and sister . We have a whole lot of plan for every month . Jan , swim . Feb , bake cupcakes together , march go Wild wild wet and maybe have a sleepover at either one of us house :D

When i got my money , i going to save some and spend the rest on camera , baby-g watch (i want to buy the same as love's ones) and Pink vans shoes ( i need a cover shoes fto enter the lab becasue sooner or later i will kena court by them) . Will try to ask mum to get me the shoes though :D Having rewang tomorrow and meeting love before that . Meeting Shidah too tomorrow , insha'Allah ;D

2011-12-21T21:24:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua yang tersayang =) Had a fun day with love today . Met him after zohur as he came down to sengkang . Weeee ~ Had a hard time choosing where to eat as Compass Point has only fast food to eat :/ I am quite bored with such food , so last last decided to eat at KFC . I WAS FORCED TO FINISH A PART OF CHICKEN , SHROOM BURGER AND FRIES :/ I was so full and i pleaded love to finished it up for me . He paksa and keep paksa me to eat D: . I realise that its difficult for me to finish a bowl of rice/noodle or anything . I get full easily and i get hungry quickly too :/ Hurhur , we walked to Sculpture Park as i decided to play catching with him. Played the so called play ground near compassvale sec . It reminded me of my girls . I MISS THEM ! Once when we were 15, we were being childish by playing police and thief, 3 blind mice and crocodile with Afiq ( a primary school guy whom we make friends with while playing in the playground) . Then when we saw Mr Richard , we will be like running lintang pukang to avoid our names being caught in the school book ! Those were the days . Say us childish to play all that when we were in sec 3 but we enjoy our secondary school and we have life . Not like secondary school nowadays , banyak nak step kakak kakak , abang abang , aiyooo , tak ada fun uh deh :/

Anyway me and love decided to play fighting games to test our strength to see who is stronger . And its proven tht I AM STRONGER THAN HIM PHYSICALLY !! I won 6 out of the 8 times we play hang pushing !! Seriously , me so proud of myself . He did not give chance , he used his full strength and i used my full strength too :D Dah dia tak happy sebab he is weak ! Muhahahaha ;DD He even asked me to use my full force to punch his palm , apa lagi tumbuk uh kuat kuat , sakit seeeh he said !! Now i realised that i am that strong :D *Winks ! & for that , he owned me a treat ;P . F-R-E-E F-O-O-D , Here i come ! Rest a while and we have some relationship talks . I seriously have no idea why Sasha (love and Nana best friend i think) tweeted me like that , as if she blamed me because love have no time for her anymore . Sedih seh :C Huakhuakhuak ! Off to take 119 to go to Sabrina's house . Kebetulan saw Cik Su and her family at the void deck and they saw love . Sofie 9the cute 8 years old girl) was asking me "Kak , who is that guy" , so cuteee luh sheee ! When i told Cik Su he just finished his NS , she was shocked because she thought dia masih secondary school . Bangga uh dia ! Hurhur xD . Taught Harris , he was not bad eh , but at the last 15 minutes he couldnt focus and start to be playful , cannot tahan so i ended early and apologize to Sabrina :/. Walked to 86 bustop and he sent me home . indeed a good time spend with him today :D Amm eggcited for next friday as i will be baking RED VELEVT CAKE WITH HIM AT HIS HOUSE ! WUHOOOO ~~~ Its been my dream to go to the kitchen and do some cooking/baking with a guy :P But now , i am not sure whether to bake red velvet cake or red velvet cupcake eh :X .

Currently doing Pillars of life project , have to think of an activity that can create awareness or have impact to others live . 2 page report and a pair work . I pair with Abbie , so will do the first page and she the second one , hopefully she will do seh ! Going to have breakfast at Mac with Wanee and Kiki tomorrow and play badminton at Anchorvale CC ! Yuhoooooo ! Then , will be meeting Heeda at Tampines and chillax with here XD . Somehow , me and her have become quite close , YAY ! I have rewang on friday and saturday at Woodland . apasal luh dia kawin time chirstmas eve and did i mention that i have got rewang at Tampines during the new year and new year's eve ?? GREAT RIGHT ! =_=. Sunday meeting -ISMS , MISS THEM SO MUCHIE !

Anyway by now most of you should know i have already apply my driving liesence . I booked at Ubi for theory and Kovan at Practical . Thanks to Nana who informed me about that :D I was actually confident in taking Auto and i had made up my mind sekali after hearing from the women saying that many people now taking manual , terus i change my mind . I am actually afraid to take auto because i am already a blur sotong , abis uh , hopefully i can make it , Insha Allah(i really hope i can pass at the first try ) . My first theory test is on the 6th Feb 2012 . I guess i wont be attending any class as i will be doing everything e-learning :DD . I wanted private but Dad is willing to pay for me for school , maceh dad , saaayaaang my dad ! & I will be going to jaybee to get a hand in hand driving first using Kak Wati's car to get it a try . Hurhur xD && The best thing is Dad actually wanted to buy for me a car (Me and Him share)after i pass the driving , Masyallah , i want a car (think of sewa a car first)but i dont want him to buy first because i know he have to settle a lot of things ; bills , jaybee's house , barang dapur and etc . But he said he want me to get used to it . Thanks Allah for giving me such a caring and loving parents , Amin .

2011-12-19T22:44:00.005+08:00

Salam semua ;) Above are the video that me and my girls did for our project 1 commercial ; this is to promote our dishes to others , do see ;) Good job to all of us ! Syd doing INS and Abbie doing physic , Biochem , they will meet up this thursday which i cant make it :/ . Will be starting on Pillars of life now , everything going well , Alhamdulilah ;D

Today i was alone at Woodlands library because Syd was a bit late while Abbie was super late . Plan to meet at 11 and i came around 1130 . Syd came nearly 1 plus and Abbie came around 3 . Hurhur ! Finished up the project 1 video and my tuition was supposed to be at 05:30pm but i came at 06:20 becasue of the projects and traffic jam :/ UHHH ! & I GOT RED VELVET CUPCAKE FOR FREEEEEE ~~ Sabrina's mum made it and she gave me some ;P Macam tahu jerh i want to try that red velvet cake ;P ! Ams o going to bake it with Dear next week , yes we are going to bake cake together ;D Cooool right ? XD ! I miss him super duper much . Should meet him tomorrow but Dad wanted me to apply my driving lisence tomorrow so am not sure what time i will meet him ;/ Sorry dear D:

Keh now i want to start on my next project ;D

2011-12-18T21:28:00.015+08:00

This photo is not that nice because we listen to Navid who wanted to have the flash on D: !!

Happy cousins ;DDD

i injured myself while walking . Just by walking , i got a cut ;/

Suka dia sangat sangat ;>

With Adrianna , another Persian cute cousin of mine ;]

With Shayan ; my cute Persian cousin ;D

Shakirah , Shafeeqah , Shazwanee , Farahnisa ;D

Last day before we left Jaybee ;]

Kiki to Eeqah to Wanee :)

Eeeqaaaaahh ;]

trying out the tudung that we bought ;D

GOOOD GOOD CHELSEA ALL THE WAY !

This sister of mine is really ANTI CHELSEA !

Love Baby-G

He cok for me Pasta , sho sweeeet ;P

Pizza for friday with love and Assyura ;D

Mmmmm ;P

That is quite a lot of letters that i have got from people , be it birthday letters , love letters or motivational letters ;P

Assalamualaikum semua ;D Miss me anyone ? Yearp , today is going to be a looooong loooong post , so bear with it :/

So on friday , had my last and final common test paper which is Microbiology . That paper is sooo ughhhh ! First question and i was like emmm "how to do seh!!" Flip, flip and flip , i nearly give up doing that paper , i just whack almost all the answer . The things that i studied did not really come out while the things that i did not study came out , how great it that ? Accamponied Eunice to print lab report and i rushed to Tampines to meet Assyura . Was suppose to meet her at 03:40pm but i reach at 4 , sorry so much babe ! :/ . We walk quickly to her house because love told me he will be going out in few minutes . He thought that i was in school doing project so he wanted to fetch me but i actually was already at his hometown , wanting to make a surprised for him . We called pizza hut while walking asa fast as possible . Once we entered outside the lift , love was waiitng outside the doorstep , sitting down >.< By then i know that my surprised was FAILED !! No choice , i cant possible let him go out and took the train to my school when i actually wasnt in school right ? Hurhur ! When i went in to his house , he actually wanted to make a srprised for me too . he already cook some pasta for me , i mean HIM COOK sehh !! Shoo sweeet !! Packed it nicely with spoon and fork for me to eat later . Awwhhh ! That will be super sweet if i hadnt make the surprise for him . To think that he cook for me , wow ! AWESOME kan ! But then , ... i realised i ordered 2 pizza for him as another surprised but he already cook for me pasta . SO much food and who want to finish it eh ? So the truth is Assyura know both of us wanted to make a surprise for each other and she has to keep it as a secret . Kesian dia , hurhur !So we exchnage our gift , he bought for me a skirt while i gave him a watch ;D THANKS SO MUCH !! Sat for like 1/2 hour and off i go because i need to go Jaybee ;D & Thanks to Assyura too for helping me in almost every of my surprised . Lets meet up after chirstmas and i will treat you for one of your cravings mention in your blog ;D

Siap siap and off to Woodlands to antar periuk first . I actually got rewang but had to give it a miss because going to Jaybee . Then , fetch Farah's family and zoomed to jaybee . Jam and thus we reach at aroound 9 plus . Reached and we quickly changed so that we would be the first to eat the bonesteak ;PP ! chillax and watch movie after that . I watch AKu Bukan Tomboy ! Cant imagine if a girl likes me . Uhhuhhh ! Then we started to play UNO until 04:30am , making a whole lots of noise malam malam buta . Hheeheh , all the girls team to make sure Sharoul lost the game . Surprisingly , i never lost in UNO with them ;D . Had so much fun while playing . At 04:35 , i cannot take it and all of us decided to sleep .

Had to wake up around 10 because Shayan and the rest came around 8am ;D Decided to go to Kipmart with Kak Wati . She has been going to my house there since my dad and Kiki were there . Jalan jalan at there . & I find something for Shidah for her 17th birthday ;D . Seriously mat mat dekat sana semua gatal gatal uh . One thing i hate about going there :/ . Then we bought maaakaaaan ;PP . & We bought "Alermak Toyol" . I want to buy "Papa , i love you" tapi belum keluar D: & I NEARLY bought an everlast pink shoes sekali no size dah . My dad dah nak belikan seh tapi no size , haih , tak ada jodoh katakan . While eating at Mary brown , mak oteh talk to us about this cousin of mine . Haih , there is this "nenek" in her body (so called saka or pendamping) . So , nobody can make her angry because if anyone does , she will suddenly change voice and her eyes will become red andand whenever her mum play a Quran , she will immediately lock herself in her room . Masyallah , bulu roma naik seh ! So i heard that she went to RP to study and she kena sampuk there . and eversince then , benda turh tak dapat dikeluarkan . To know that actually , her grandma ada bela "something" and she was her favourite cucu so the grandma passed the thing to her and it has to be passed until the 7th generation before it can be thrown away and the other way is to cari ustaz yang betul betul arif dalma hal ini . Ya Allah , kesian seh . A lot more of the story but wont reveal it . May Allah help her to overcome this thing , Amin .

Around 5 , went back home and started to siap siap for the BBQ :P . But in the end , i wasnt the one who BBQ . All of us started to play UNO . Kelakar seh ! Navid and his brother Shayan dnt know how to play and we were like teaching them while Sharouk keep looking at their card . Lastlast , Sharouk lost like more than 5 times . So we denda him ;P ! Then , Kak Wati's friend came and instead of her , i was the one that kena layan dorang . & One of this mat was like asking my dad if i was his daughter , because i look so lemah lembut and baik . & Kak Wati told us that he step nak my dad number padahal wants my number -.-pfft ! pathetic much . Around 12 , most of our aunty went to sleep while the rest helps to bakar the left over satay , and otakotak until 1 . Me , Kiki and Wanee clean the area and we spray at Sharouk the water . Muahahhaha ;D

Continue to play uno and until 3 plus , dad asked us to sleep because we need to wake up early . Pack everything up and took some photos with Arianna(she sho cute)the rest ;D Home safely at 2 plus . Prayed and rest for a while before heaidnt to Sabrina's house for tuition . Indeed a tiring day but i enjoy the trip so much xD Going to miss them :/.

Will be sleeping after watching alermak toyol , kelakar seh citanya ;DDDD . & Should i dye my hair ? Hmmmhmmm ;] I guess nope , shall maintain the natural colour of it XD

2011-12-14T22:58:00.005+08:00

CAUTION : PHOTO BELOW ARE DURING OUR SECONDARY 1 DAYS ! I FOUND IT AND DECIDED TO SHARE ! We really take a lot of NEO-PRINT EH ;DD

NANA , ME AND MAI ; EPIC POST ;D
SUPER EPIC UH YANG NI ; LIANA , AMIRAH , KHAIRIAH , MAI AND ME XD
Ni zaman sec 2 tak salah ;D JIwa PEGASUS !
Those were the days ;DDD

Have fun sehh ! Wuhooooo ~ Gambar gambar zaman kegembilangan dan kekanak kanakan . Muahhahaha ;D I have got more of it by the way :P

Anyway , left 2 more papers and i am free from common test . But still , there are projects to be done . Comfirmed to chioong everything next monday from 10-6 at library woodland so that we can enjoy our holidays . I want to go out with love manzx ! MISS HIM ! & I MISS SHIDAH TOO ! Tak sabar nak exchange stories with her ;) Not forgetting my -ISMS ; Nana miss me like a lot seh ! (padahal tak ) . My sec 5 clique which include Sara , AMirah and Liana , go out real sooon alright because Hafiz still own us a treat ;D . & Heeda . We have this great plan to sell cupcakes at blogshop . This idea was created way before this when we had our tuition . Now they she finished her Os , we can finally make our dreams come true . We both enjoy baking like a lot . . Hence , decided to give it a try . May Allah help us with our idea , Amin . Me want to go SPA with her . Lol . && Lastly will be Haps and Moks , my cousins and sister . Plan to go Pasir Ris Park to feed the unicorn there ;)

Wokay i am bored , my tests for the last few days were duable , alhamdulilah ;D Lets the 20 facts about me ;D

1)I dont know how to ride a bicycle till now >.<
2) i dont like to sit inside in the bus because i saw this cockrach once when i was 5 .
3) i bake when i am sad and happy and bored ;D
4) I dont watch MTVs (uhhh uhh )
5) i rarely listen to music ( dont talk to me about it because i will be waaay at different generation )
6) i cant sleep without my bantal busuk ( -ISMS likes to make fun of "him" , saying macam kain buruk , sedih tawuk D" )
7) I like to burp loudly in front of my love ones .
8) I dont watch Harry potter , transformers or twilight ..
9) ever since i am in FSN , i have becoming health consious.
10) my eyes degree is high , around 375 .
11) I HATE to make eye contact with people .
12) for the 18 years i live , i have never wear sleeveless outfit before .
13) neither i have wear shorts when going out ( accept for PE during secondary and primary school)
14) i have never touch a ciggeratte before .
15) i am scared to light a lighter ( this apply to practical too )
16) i am actually scare to enter the lift , i scare that the lift will close so i must make sure someone is inside to press the button ;X
17) i have never give my first lips kiss to anyone and will wait till i get married ;D
18) i have one on one fight with a girl before D: !
19) I like to watch P.Ramlee movies :D
20) I like to write puisi and sajak and guys who knows how to write that simply melts me even though i dont believe in words of affirmation ;)

Yearp , all the facts are true ;D

2011-12-13T18:27:00.004+08:00

2011 ;D
2008 ;D

Anyway , HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTFRIEND *Lovesloves her ;D . Been friend since sec 1 . I and Mai use to dislike her in secondary one but some how , because of the KL Trip in sec 2 , we started to become close and until now , we are still best friend . She know me too well . Sad , happy , excited and everything ;D May Allah bless you with good health and wealth and may you have a good path ahead , Amin ;D Once again HAppy 18th ;D

* do read my previous post ;D

2011-12-13T17:56:00.004+08:00

Be the person you wish to marry.

-pray
-fear Allaah
-lower your gaze
-don’t talk to the opposite sex
-have sabr
-be modest
-maintain consistency
-don’t backbite
-stay away from arrogance
-gain ilm
-do not speak unnecessarily
-be humble
-maintain proper adab
-speak with knowledge
-be just
-know your obligations
-do everything for the sake of Allaah
-Be that, and you will get that in shaa Allaah.

I admit that i am far away from all those , but i will try . I have faith that one day i can be a good muslimah , In

"And women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity” [Surah An-Nur :26]

- JODOH DARI SYAITAN - ۞۞kamu berdua berkenalan ,berpegangan tangan ,dan terus buat maksiat ,akhirnya si perempuan mengandung ,... ... baru kamu menikah ,

- JODOH DARI JIN - ۞۞kamu berdua berkenalan ,kamu suka kan si perempuan ,tapi si perempuan tak suka kat kamu ,kamu bomohkan dan sihirkan agar si perempuan suka kepada kamu ,dan kamu berdua menikah .

- JODOH DARI ALLAH - ۞۞kamu berdua berkenalan ,cinta terus menusuk ke kalbu ,kamu terus meminang si perempuan ,dan si perempuan menerima pinangan kamu ,dan kamu berdua menikah ,insya Allah berkekalan hingga akhir hayat .DAN ITU LAH YANG DINAMAKAN ' Syurga Cinta ' ♥♥♥

All this reblog from ; Saratini , i already asked her permission ;) Thank You ;D

ask me ;D

2011-12-13T17:54:00.001+08:00

ask me ;D

Answer here

2011-12-12T15:00:00.005+08:00

Asslamualaikum everyone =) May Allah bless your day everyday ^.^ . Finally settle problems with love and we are back to normal , Alhamdulilah . Imisshimseh D; , Huakhuak ! Dont know when we can meet :/ Anyway , had my first paper today and i came in to the kitchen at 08:59 when the paper start at 9am . Settled down and started doing . Alhamdulilah , luckily the ones that i really study came out and the one that i dislike "Markovnikov's rule" also came out but , uhhhh , just whack any answer:/ After test , compare answers with one another and went to North canteen . Commented babes and dudes who got into quarter final for Miss/Mr NYP :S . Syd wanted us to go for the SU chalet at the end of this months , hmm still considering that . And i feel like taking sports CCA in year 2 seh ! I want to stick to netball , i miss playing it ! I miss being sweaty, tie bun, physical training and play full court manzx ! But at the same time , i feel like joining the girl soccer . i have no idea why boyf dont let me join that . Coool perh masuk soccer ? I dont know if i got time for CCA . Now jerh , dah tak banyak time with school works , studies , housework , family , friends , tuition , boyfriend , ngajie . Hurhur :/ SOmemore after Common test will be takin driving liesence and finish 7 porjects !! Pack seeeehhh :C . Insya'Allah i will make time for everyone :D Wokay i got to siap and go tuition now . Salam sayang untuk semua ;)

2011-12-10T21:30:00.004+08:00

Salam sayang , salam manis buat semua . I have yet to finish my biochem lab report which is due next thursday , during my common test week ! Uhhh , why must hand in by next week ? Sighhhh ~ Stress stress and double stress . Luckily i finished most of the revision accept for Microbio . I havent touch it yet , hehehe :X . For the whole day today , i was at home studying and revising , but its very hard to focus eh . Sorry Zaidi i cant meet you today to teach you A Maths and Khairiah for our study date :/ Ohh manz , i am out of cash right now . Tuition money belum masuk , kwangkwang . How i wish i was in secondary right now . Because at this time , i will get a letter from MOE to get kaching kaching for top 10 in NA . Awwwh manzx ! I got around $600 bucks for 3 consecutive years , Alhamdulilah :) I really miss it manzx ! Sigghhhh , poly tak ada macam gini .. Anyway tomorrow i will have tuition with Sabrina and maybe ngajie with Amir . I want to go SPA to relax my mind and body uh .. ~~~

2011-12-09T22:31:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum . Today is the last day of school so called but my common tests are like next Monday . and first paper is Organic chemistry !! Stress stress nie . 6 credits points seh ! Somemore i got to give tuition this Sunday and next week . Harap harap i can handle eh . Hmmm , yesterday i screwed up my practical test big time :X . Haih , i would be contented enough to know if i can pass . All because of my bunsen burner . Hmmm , tawakal jerh uh . Met Love today but everything doesnt turned out well ? We had a tiff and until now ? I dont know why he showed his attitude to me when i did nothing ? HmmmHmmm . Too many to say , too little courage to spit it out :/ . After my common test , i have to go Jaybee until sunday because i think got BBQ ;] and the following monday after common test , my girls and i plan to book a hotel (which is not a good idea) to finish up ALL our project . Guess what ? I HAVE TO FINISH 7 PROJECT BY THIS HOLIDAY SEH ! So , we decided to spend one whole day from morning till night to try and finish at least 6 , in this way we will be able to enjoy our holiday =) . I want to go out with Moks (Wanee) and Haps (Kiki) , Love , Heeda , Shidah , maybe Sabrina and my -isms especially . SIghhh , nak keluar with them , hopefully ada masa luh . But now , i should focus on Common Test ! Hmmm , sleeping soon , chiooong tomorrow , will be studying Human Biology, Biochemistry and perhaps a bit of physic ?

2011-12-07T20:56:00.006+08:00

Strawberry ice cream smoothie with cadbury bubble =]

Prawn with mango with mash potato with smoothie ;P

Assalamualaikum . I am super tired and i want to sleeep ASAP . I am actually closing my eyes while typing . Had a super looong daay today . Cut short , had my lecture and GSM . After that , supposed to meet physic lecture but he was nowhere to be found :/ Took the time to revised my biochem. At 3pm , went to the meeting room and i thought is only year 1 life science class rep , but it was from year 1 to year 3 . So they started to talk and i just listen . Tense moment when the year 1 talk having lecture one week before common test , year 3 project and attachment . They talked and talked while i only talk to Khristine . She did not know who our course manager is , hahaha ! FUnny sehh =DD . Then got to know new food court is opening in 2013 ! yay !! Anyway first time my class got conflict . WOW ! But i as the class rep need to step in and i have to know every conflict that is on going in the class , being a kaypoh kid here :/ is ike the guys dislike this guy and both partied dont want to be group together . All of my mates doesnt want to take that one guy and taaada , conflict arise . Hmmm ! Settled everything and dont think everyone is happy with it ... But overall , me , Khristine and Abbie have the final say because we are the class and module rep ;DD

I rush to sengkang for my tuition supposed to start at 0530pm but i reach at 6pm ! NICE ! Because i was being dismissed so late . Uhhh ! Home after that . I think i want to sleep now and before that , i will revised my microbio . Tomorrow got test eh !! :/

2011-12-05T22:48:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua , alhamdulilah , i managed to fast for today . I had a super looong day today but i only went to school for like less than an hour ? Psst , journey from home to school is like 50minutes and i only need to attend 50minutes lectuer , great gytu ;D . Discussed with the girls about our video . For project 1 , we need to create a 30second commercial video promoting our dishes . Have to post it to youtube and comments are needed . We have this idea of "America Next Top Modal" . Am eggcited to film it tomorrow ! Syd , Me , Abbie and Eunice are the modal while Carol is Tyra Banks ;D Do wait for our commercial and comment on it upon posting ;D. Went to the lecture at 1 and i snap photos with Carol instead of listening to him . Hurhur . 0150 , out i go to emmm Bencaloon Street and bought something . I went there alone and thats my first time seh ! Nasib tak sesat :/ I am so in need to buy more long pants for next term D: . Mrted back to Compass at 4 and i walked here and there and at 0510 i make my way to Haris's house . Kak Su asked me to alight at Ranggung and thus i bougth the mrt ticket to there and her duaghter Sabrina told me to wait at Kangkar . AHHHH ! Turh tak apa , i went to take the West loop LRT . How dumber can i be seh ?! For 13 years living in SengKang and i can still get lost ?!! I rarely take the LRT and thats the consequences of it . Haih , waste time gytu . The best part was i algihted at Ranjung and waited for another LRt to go back to Sengkang . WHile waiitng for 3 minutes , i saw this sign saying "NO LRT IN THIS PLATFORM" ! Astafiruallah ! Menguji kesabaran orang yang berpuasa gytu !! Nasib Eeqah masih boleh bersabar . Took the lrt back to SengKang and Sabrina kindly walked to Ranggung just for me . Awwwh ! Thanks babe =) Went to her house . Waaahhh ! Super cool and lawa , very tenang . Taught Haris pri 5 maths , just to recap . He likes to daydreamining eh :/ Then Kak Su came back and she is super dupeer nice seh ! I LIKE HER ! She told me about herself that she has divorced with her hsuabnd now is the breadwinner for the 3 kids . Kesian dengar cerita dia . She asked me to tuition Sabrina and Sofie . So now i am teaching her 3 children Maths . I dont know if can take in more or not . I still have offer at the tuition center , Muhaimin's sister and Heeda's brother . Hmmm ! ANyone who wants to be a tutor ? Call me , hehehe =D . Kak Su treat me super nice , kasi makan , minum and she scolded me for not telling her that i am fasting today . HAHAHHA =D ! She allowed me to pray in the room , alhamdulilah . Homed at 0840pm , luckily tak sesat :D .

Am going to bed now , finish school at 5 tomorrow and meeting EYka as she will be teaching me some physic . Will chioong physic for tomorrow ;) So everyone , lest puasa Asyura esok okay , if you puasa Asyura , all your sin for the past one year will be forgiven , who dont want ??! Even though tomorrow i am cooking , i am still going to fast . hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu how i feel when no malay in the class . Dugaan kan ;D

2011-12-04T21:34:00.004+08:00

Hhaha , while frying the fish when i stained my jeans in one of those rewang and i had to wear kain batik , epic moments ! ;))

Salam semua ;D I stayed at home this whole day to revised my work . Test is coming real soon . At 11am , mum asked me to go pasar to buy some plastic and etc . Had to go there alone because Wanee was still sleeping , she perangai buruk seh , bangun pukul 1 ! Yesterday , she and her boyf gadoh , memakak seh ! Nak tidur pun susah >.< Anyway back to the story , mum cooked my favourite dish , meee S.I.A.M ! After zohur prayers i thought of revising my biochemistry but only to knwo that BLACKBOARD cannot accessed !! Dah semangat nak belaja beh tak boleh masuk , patahkan semangat orang jerh D: . Then waste time for a while and i thought want to tag along with my family to go jemputan . Honestly , i miss going to jemputan . It has always been me and my family who be the caterer , i want to go there to pakai lawa lawa and makan once in a while . i really enjoy going to jemputan . I know most of people nowadays dislike going there but i enjoy ! Hehehe , nice what , can wear baju kurung , pakai heels , makan free , comment turh comment ni ;DD Looking forward for another jemputan if any ;)

So i started my revision and until 0710 , i managed to finish all the 5 chapters . ALhamdulilah , although the intervals i go to the kitchen to take some food ;D . Going for last revision this coming weekends . Did my prayers and started on my biochem lab report . ALhamduliah , dah abis tinggal some drawing and results jerh ;] . Tomorrow i only need to come school for 50 minutes , can you believe that ?! Like seriously , i travel for 50 minutes to come to school and go for my GSM for another 50 minutes ?! Luckily it starts at 1pm , if not malaaaas sungguh nak pergi . Then , Wanee will accampony me to go to Bencalooon Street or something to buy something . My first tuition starts tomorrow at 6pm . Hmm , a bit nervous as this is my FIRST time teaching a guy . May Allah be with me , Amin . Wokay , going off now . I need to pray and watch teevee before i on the phone with love :D

2011-12-03T23:13:00.004+08:00

Pedih tak terasa ,
sedih tak terhingga ,
diri rasa terhina ,
dengan setiap kata .

Sekarang aku fahami ,
sekarang aku akui ,
pengorbananku tidak dihargai ,
curahan kasihku tidak dirasai .

Hati ini menangis tanpa lagu ,
jiwa ini menjerit tanpa suara ,
Oh kasih mengapa kau ragu ,
tidak cukupkah pengorbananku semua ?

Aku sedar siapa diriku ,
Tidak dapat berbuat apa ,
hanya sekadar berdiam kaku ,
hanya dapat berserah sahaja .

2011-12-03T22:10:00.009+08:00

Bersama Eyka , dia adalah tempat saya mengadu dan berkongsi cerita . Sayang dia !

Bersama Khairiah , berkawan hampir enam tahun dah dia dapat membaca isi hati Eeqah seperti buku . sayang dia !

KAWAN BAIK SEBAIK BAIKNYA ! ;)

Aleeya , adik saudara Eyka yang paling Eeqah sayang . Sayang Eeqah pada dorang begitu mendalam tawuk ;D Khairiah-Shafeeqah-Syafiqah xd

Comel bersama comel ;DD

:DDDDD

Cermin mata Eyka dipakai oleh Khairiah ;]

Dalam bus , dalam perjalanan ke Tampines .

Sempat bergambar dalam NTUC =D

Gambar ini sungguh lawa :>

Assalamualaikum semua ;D Mesti anda semua terfikir mengapa Eeqah berbahasa baku . Ini kerana saya telah memberitahu Khairiah bahawa saya boleh berbahasa baku selama seminggu jadi saya ingin menujukkan bahasa saya boleh ;D

Hari ini sepatutnya saya keluar berjumpa dengan kawan menengah saya tetapi tiba tiba dah tukar rancangan . Oh sebelum itu , saya pergi berjumpa dengan kekasih saya sekejap . Dan saya terserempak dengan Asyraf , Hakim dah yang paling terkejut sekali adalah Naim -.- . Mereka masih seperti dahulu . Jumpa sekejap dorang masih sempat kacau saya . Saya amat rindu dengan mereka semua D:

Pergi ke Sculture Park dengan dia dan berbubal tentang masalah yang sedang kita hadapi . Saya akui untuk dua minggu dari sekarang , saya akan tidak ada banyak masa untuk dia kerana saya mempunyai ujian . Saya harus duduki enam kertas , bukan itu sahaja , pada masa yang sama , saya harus memberikan tuisyen kepada seorang budak darjah 5 . Dengan sekolah , keluarga dan juga kawan kawan dan dia , saya begitu banyak komitmen . Tetapi saya akan berusaha untuk meluangkan masa untuknya . Saya berharap sangat yang dia faham kerana selama ini , saya telah cuba sedaya upaya untuk memahaminya . Selalunya , saya akan mengalah dan cuba untuk memahami dirinya . Hmmm .

Berjumpa dengan Khairiah dan Eyka . Dan ketika saya menelefon AMirah , saya diberitahu olehnya bahawa tidak ramai orang yang pergi , makanan pun tak banyak , dah tidak ada aktiviti yang dpaat dibuat . Rumahnya pula di YCK sana . Mak oi ! Amirah pun dah nak balik jadi kita semua ambil keputusan untuk tidak pergi . Tapi , saya RINDU AMIRAH , LIANA DAN SARA !! Jum kita keluar bila cuti nanti ya :>) . Jadi kita ambil keputusan untuk makan Ayam Penyet ria di Bedok Point . Sebelum itu pergi rumah Eyka kerana dia mahu letak komputer ribanya . Aleeya ada di rumahnya dah saya terus mendukungnya ketika melihatnya . SUngguh comel dan yang lebih baik lagi , dia mahu dengan saya ! Ambil keputusan untuk bawa dia makan sekali . Mrt ke sana . Ramai orang melihat kita dan memberikan satu reaksi yang saya ini ibu kepada Aleeya . Ibu muda eh ? Hhehe xD . Ternampak Hafiz di Paya Lebar . Kita semua dah lapar gila jadi dengan pantas langkah dibuka ;]

Mat mat di sana tengok kita macam fikir kita ni ibu muda seh ! Aiyoyo . Dah sampai dengan cepat kita pesan makanan . Saya mengajar Aleeya untuk memakan makanan pedas dan reaksinya sungguh comel !! Lelaki lelaki yang kerja di sana tiba tiba berbubal dengan kita kerana mereka fikir kita ini ibu kepada Aleeya . Hhahahah XD ! Apa jerh ! Dalam pukul 6 , kita naik bus terus ke Tampines kerana Eyka ingin pergi ke kerjanya . Saya suka mendukung ALeeya kerana setiap kali saya mendukungnya , rasa sayang begitu mendalam , setiap ciuman yang diberi kepadanya , ahhh , tidak dapat diluhakan dengan kata kata . Hurhur ! Jalan jalan sekejap di Tampines Mall dan pulang balik . Hari ini saya betul punya gembira ! hhehe , Alhamdulilah ;)

2011-12-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

Salam semua . Stressing up now . A lot of school stuff need to be done , tests are coming , startin tuition next week , everything is so tight up :/ . Physic quiz tomorrow and i am prepared to fail , in fact everyone does . Just going to study some formula and pray after this . Taaataaaa ...

2011-11-30T22:33:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum pembaca yang dihormati , lagi dikasihi ;) today i had one of my happiest moment in life . yeah will talk more about it in later post . So instead of 9am lecture , our lecturer pushed it to 09:30am since its only revision . COMMON TEST IN TWO MORE WEEKS AND I HAVE YET TO REVISED ANYTHING ! Shall start revision tomorrow . I dont want to flunk my test ! Ended at nearly 12 . Went to Atrium with Carol to buy our Kebab . We shared the kebab and its didnt filled my stomach so decided to try the cakes . 3 for ten bucks seh ! Even though i can make most of the cakes , i would love to buy and indulge myself with those food . Mmm , bought brownie for love too , just random ;D Then had our pillars of life . INTERESTING ! He asked us to write down 10 things (poeple/things) that we cant live without , so i write and write . Then he asked us to cancel two which we can live given no choice so i had to cancel my beds and bags . Then he asked to cancel all and onlychoose two thats the most important that you cant live without . I was like uhhh ohhh ! I had 5 , which is my family , friends , religious , boyfriend and bantal busuk . All are super essential for me but in the end it was a tough decision hence choosing family and religious ;> Finished at 2 and Eunice and i went to the atrium like again to see clothes . Some flea is going on and the clothes is like not bad and quite cheap ;D Yesterday i bought a flowery top and today i bought a romper ! Been spending a lot this few days , going to save my money for chelsea jersey ;D At 3 , had the open house training level 1 ? Yeahh , not bad , because we learn how to serve and talk to people . I COMFIRM CANNOT MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH THEM SO I HAVE DECIDED TO LOOK AT THEIR NOSE INSTEAD WHEN I DO THE TALKING ;DDDD ! Upon dismissal the lecturer told us there is food provided apa lagi , my classmates and i attack uh , we were the first to leave !! Perangai buruk ! Who doesnt like free food ?? Supposed to meet the suppier for the jersey but he can only drop by around 7 and i need to meet mummy at Compass so we missed the chance to meet im and i met love at serangoon . Saw Vinod and was in the trian with him all the way . Sengkang with love and we have some heart to heart talk . My mood was a bit off when he keep talking about yesterday . We did have a tiff yesterday . Then he told me he wont give up , i was like are you serious ??!!!! I really cannot believe what i am hearing seeh ! Masyallah , I really thank Allah s.w.t for this . My prayer has been heard . Thank You ya Allah for Your kindness . He is willing to give a try and not to give up even though he has no idea what to do now . Pelan pelan insya'Allah sayang ;D He will guide you to the right path . Berita ini sunnguh mengembirakan Eeqah . How big is His blessing , no one can describe it . For that , i will be fasting tomorrow , shall pay my last day of fasting , alhamdulilah ;) Wnet off at 6plus to meet mummy , Wanee Moks and Cik Tah . Bought printer ink , walked around and ate at Kopitiam . Home sweet home ;D

Asyraf whats app me today . so random uh that guy , he send me some audio clip . i thoguht he nyanyi ke apa , sekali benda merepek . And we chatted . he felt akward going for our class reunion this saturday . Tak apa deh ! Ada ke patut he tunggu pompan tackle dia ? Tungguh luh kau sampai berjanggut ! And he suddenly asked and talked to me about Umairah ! Hhaha , Mai if you are reading this , Asyraf suruh aku bilang kau , kalau kau nak tackle dia , dia okay , green light ! HAHAHAHAH ;DDD ! Wokay will stop hereh deh ;]

2011-11-28T18:50:00.004+08:00

Salam semua , sayang dan cinta ;D I had a tiring weekend as i have got rewang at Hougang . Usual routine , reach there , help to peel and chop the usual ingridients . I was so hungry around 7 plus as the dishes is super tempting , there was like ayam lemak cili padi , rawan , sambal tumis telur , sambal goreng , mmm yummy yum seh ! Didnt the the fish this week because Kakak Niza is doing it ;) nothing much to do until around 11 ? Help with the arrangemnt of the buffet and carrying all the plates and cups in front . We were all being the deco people for a while and even thought of switching from being a caterer to a deco rer ? LOL ! Just then , i saw a guy , which i wasnt sure if it was my ex or his twins ? Uhh , hate it to know someone which has a twin :/ Imagine , one of the twins is your ex and the other twins used to like you ??! Uhh , that akward feelings ! Everything went well and i slept around 2 or 3 plus ? I woke up a bit late around 7 and home sweet home to get a shower . Wahh ! Shiok manzx , sampai sempat tidur sekejap ;DD Went back there and started with our work . Sent Khairiah nasi and lauk and continue . wow ! People coming at a go and it was a little chaos , even when the maljis was about to end . Pack up and home at 6 which is quite early than usual ;)

Today went school for practical and GSM , Love was in school to wait for me and at 1 , off we go to Plaza Singapura to catch a movie . Somehow today we had a bit of misunderstanding . For 28 days , we have yet to quarrel and today was the first :/ But it doesnt last because he cant reisst my cute face right ? Hehhe ;D Watch you are the apple of my eyes . Cerita dia Masyallah , kotor seh ! Too many obscene scene seh !! I keep closing my eyes -+- . But the ending super sad until i cried . Emotionally disturbed uh :/ Sucha sensetive girl i am ! ~.~ . AFter that somehow , we didnt really talk until sengkang and i went off while he ? until now , i am not sure where he is ..

Dear , i risau dan sedih pasal you . I kisah about you and i will do my super best to help you . I know that this is your family issue and i have no right to intefere . But as a girlfriend , i wouldnt let you give up just like that . I would keep talking , give advices and help you in every way possible to make you no to give up . Truly , i understand how hurt to be in your position and knowing that i cant help much make me so stressed up ! I just want to burden your shoulders but seriously , giving up is just not the way . If you really want to give up , try not to think about yourself . Think of Assyura too can ? She is only 17 and she needs your love , care and protection . I know i might sound naggy but this is seriously for your own good . It really hurts me to know that you are giving up even without trying your best . Insya'Allah , if you doa , put in your best effort and tawakal , Allah will guide and help you love . Put your faith in Him because He NEVER disappoints us . I am sorry if everyhting i said had hurt you in one way or another , from this day on , i would do my best to make you smile and will try to understand your position . I will be fasting for tomorrow and insya'Allah wednesday too although tomorrow i got cooking . Because "doa orang yang berpuasa akan selalu dimakbulkan" , Insya'Allah . And will ask Shidah dear about solat hajat . Will be peforming it tomorrow , Insya'Allah . May He help me to help you , Amin .

2011-11-25T20:44:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;) Finally , today is friday , happy bangat ! Next week is already week 7 which mean that i have got a week to prepare for my Microbio practical test and two more weeks to go before my common test . I HAVE GOT 6 PAPERS TO SIT !! Stress deh gue T_T , Out of all the courses , why must MY course is the only one which have 6 examinable modules ??! Nasib badan .. Wokay i need to complete all my report by this week and weekends i have got another rewang at Hougang :D Will start on my biochem report after this . I have got 4-5 projects coming up , uhhhh !!! Hopefully to start my revision next Wednesday ;D

Anyway today is such a dreadful day . Early in the morning , had my Microbio lecture . Haih , why must we study about bacteri and know their name seh ? The only bacteri that i know and can recognise are : E.Coli, Baccillus Cocus and S.Auereus D: ! Luckily its not that tough modules . Next is organic chem , i felt so ssslleeeeeppppyyyy ~~ But i fight to listen because this module is 5 CREDITS POINTS ! Break and i ate emmm NUGGET 1 FOR 1 at Mac ;PP I thought my school doesnt offer that but when we tried to check , it did offer !! Alhamdulilah , dapat juga makan nugget . & Curry sauce is back but i dont really like as it is quite cair and the rasa affect too :/. Went for sensory training , we need to test our sense of smell . They prepared 8 samples and we must identify what smell is it , cool ! After that we went to Career Fair at Sports Complex . I am quite interested in the Navy and Army thingy , to be one of the officer ;D I thought to be a chef there but they didnt say anything about it :/ . Went around the booth collecting pens and free stuff ;D Then , i go to this booth which offer Bachelor in Food and Human nutriiton , apa lagi , dengar uh ;D Little did i know that it is offer in SIngapore and in fact beside Nanyan poly, there is this university called Newcastle University ! Masyallah , i was super delighted to hear that . Insya'Allah i am going there after my diploma (if i can get in because the number of intake is ONLY 52 !!!) . May Allah guide me to the right path , Amin . Had physic tutorial and lecture , wahhh ! My class me and i can die together for our common test . We dont understand or we canot do the questions given even the 4 pointer students -.- Pathetic right ! Luckily is only 2 credits , phhhewww ! Waiitng unpatietly for the clock to strike 6pm and off i go home ~.~. Till here , am going to finish up my report and on the phone with my sayang ;D

ANyway do listen to this song , one of my favourite ; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4DrwxOgsv4 ;D

2011-11-23T21:58:00.005+08:00

Wanee adik aka Moks

Sister lurp ;D

Gems , Moks and Haps ;D

Wanee and Kiki ;P

Myself and me ! ;)

Assalamualaikum semua ;) What a loong and fun day today , but school was a short one . YAY ! Alrightee , met the girls and headed for our lecture , Biochem for 2 hours and talk to Shidah ! I miss her !! Meet up soon wokay dear ;D then somehow while sitting , Eunice and Syd got the couraged to confront Carol . its seriously unexpected and i wasnt prepared for anything , but since i am the neutral one , i choose to keep numb and let them do the talking . But in the end , i was the one who was in tears , i dont really know why i cried . My tears are cheap i guess :/ Had a group hug and we promised not to bitch about each other :/ . Went to Koufu and i saw Eyka . Hehe , yesterday met Eyka as Dan and love came down to our school Jakun bonar matey gue , heheh xD . Eyka showed me who Asyraf is and i wa slike ohh , not bad ehh , i think he knew that i was looking at him :/ Then met Khairiah and accamponied her lunch , exchanged stories . Althoguh we are buys , we must make time for each other , kan ? Had my GSM and today we learnt about relationship , men and women . Yes , totally agree that we think differently . Example given was in a shower . I dont know that woman had 337 toileteries like shampoo, conditioner , moisturizer and etc on average while men only have 6 of those . Learnt the Dos and the Dont for first date . I can still remember seeing a guy for the first time . I dont really consider it a date because they didnt say so . They would go and treat me food , drinks , movie and etc . Its a basic courtesy for a guy to do that right ? ;) Finished at 01:50pm and instead of goig Bedok straight , decided to wait for a while as i thoguth Wanee and Kiki will be late , check check they were already in the bus , apa lagi , kelam kabut uh took the train . Met them near the interchange and took bus number 9 to Simpang Bedok . When we reached there , all of us were paaaiseh to go in and we found out that only members can go in so semua dah nak balik but in the end we decided to go in and give it a try . I joined in as member pay for 2 bucks only ;) so 3 hours , 3 person for 39 buck , okay uh . We sing happily , hentam jerh suara sedap ke tak ke ;DD First sang few malay song and the rest , we sang english song . Jiwang and some dangduts too ;DD Dance and cam-whore , really had fun !Then , Wanee 's boyfriend keep calling her and me . I will soemhow be involved in their fights , nasib nasib ;/ We were tired and hungry after that so decided to leave around 06:40pm . Was schoked to see the rain actually stopped , so our voice not bad kan ? ;) Ate at the Spize , i treated both of them . Hhehe , murah hati kan . I like to treat poeple who is younger than me , dont aks me why but i just like it ;D Bused to Tampines and 27 to seng kang . Home sweet home at 08:50pm . Next outing , either shooping with them our going to Pasir Ris park to feed and ride pony ;DD but all that can only happen after my common test week which is after 16 dec;D

2011-11-21T20:31:00.005+08:00

Bingke Ubi ;D

L-O-P-E-Z

Koleh to the koleh ;D

Chocolate cream puff ;P

Brownie made by Wanee ;)

Azie Zany ;D

Our kuihs ;P

Abang Edi's pelamin ;)

On sunday ;P

Dont ask me what i am doing ..

BOTANIC GARDEN PHOTO ;D

In the rain , lab coat has become rain coat ;D

After rain , muka ma to the sai !

Selubung di dalam :0

1-2-3 , Post ;D

Assalamualaikum semua ;D Alhamdulilah , i am very happy today as i got to spend time with love . Hhehe , sayang you *smileeee ! Anyway , my weekends has been a tiring one . & By the way , thanks love for going to Dan's birthday chalet and sorry Dan i cannot go because ada rewang and super busy but at least we 4 got to celebrate together ;) Abang Edi finally kawin and my family masak . Unexpectedly , on Saturday my family came around 3 . Usually , kalau rewang , my dad will come around 7 or 8 , but since is his anak saudara yang kawin , so he semangat ;) Sampai jerh dah nak hujan and got 4 more orang kawin within the same area ;) On saturday we cook at this block and have to take van/lorry to send the food to the wedding place which is at Pasir Ris Park . Peel the carrot and cut the chillis as usual , slice the tomato and then it rained heavily . Sejuk bangat deh ! I had my lunch and started to slice the fish ! Had a good talk with Wanee and Iefa about our relationship and family . & we started to marinate the fish . COmfirm sedap seh ! Then , we ate sup tulang . Mmm , dapdap ;P Around 11-12 nothing to do . 12 plus , me and the rest went to Pasir Ris taking all the utensils and buffet . Okay uh , the tempat is quite nice with all the decoration but SUNGGUH MENYUSAHKAN DEH ! We had to go back and fro for 123456 times just to settle all the things , penat seh , haihaihai .. Iefa sampai tertidur dekat ata meja while waiting to kemas . & I saw this guy which is form NYP . He wore NYP florrball shirt while i wear NYP orientation shirt , paiseeeh seh ! Hhehe xD Back to the void deck and what i only want is a sleeep . Slept at 03:30am and i woke up at 06:45am , hmmm ! Bangun jerh , ada problem , haiyo , keep having one problem after another and this is so far the worse rewang ever for the entire 10 years we have done this service ! Hmm ! Bathed , prepare everything and went to Pasir Ris park again by car . Started to susun the remaining kuih and doa doa supaya tak hujan and our doa came true . instead , it was super panas diri tak sampai 5 minutes baju dah basah . Hurhur xD . The maljis went on smoothly , Alhamdulilah ;D . But we had to go back and fro umpteen times to take the spoon , forks and plates (when actually it is not even our job , should be the kendarat !!!) , almost all the kuihs habis , goodgood ! Maljis ended at 4pm and started to clean up , thats when it started to rain . Nowadays , it will always rain in the evening and sunny in the morning . Huakhuak ! Mandi hujan lagi and kemas kemas hoems wete home at 6 . Knocked out at 9pm , heheh !

Today i feel so lazy to go to school but it is a short day from 9 to 11 . I already ironed a blouse to wear yesterday then when i was weairng it , i see macam tak gosok only , hahahaha ! perangai ngantuk kan ;DDD In the lab doing some practical and i did break a test tube ! mak datuk , malu seh and the thing is not only me , Joey and Issac too broke a test tube each so our name kena written down and comfirm nak kena bayar , but it is cheap i think :)

finished off 1/2 an hour ealier and supposed to meet love at YCK Station but he was "late" was asked him to wait at Bishan . Went to eat Mac as i want to eat MAC SPICY ! emmm , sodap bangat seh !! We exchanged story about our weekends and off to Botanic Garden , have been wanting to go there since few years back and now i am going there , weeee ~ Jakun sekejap samapi sana . & We took lots of nice photo ;D But mostly are a picture of me not love , hehehe , he tukang ambil gambar jerh , thanks eh bie ;] Since love really wanted to go the the "healing area" or something , we had to walked in deeper and jeeengjengjeeeng , kita sesat !! SOMEHOW WE WERE AT NUS ! Form Botanic garden , i had no idea how we actually ended up at NUS , Buhoo ! Blame him for leading us (keh actually it was me but i want him to be blamed ) , heheh XD & Hujan turun dengan lebatnya selepas itu ! Mak oi , we ran to find a shelter , cari punya cari saw this place with half shelter no choice but we had to wait there . Luckily i got my lab coat to cover us up . Labcoat became the raincoat for today ;P We sempat ambil gambar though it was raining . 20 minutes after that , the rain was not as heavy so we decided to walked out of the place and alhamdulilah , managed to find the exit back ;) Were drenched from head to toe , dah tak glam seh !! Headed back to SengKang , and he bought for me my all time favourite , Mango strudel while i suggested him to try the apple strudel . indeed , it was nice !! Went to SengKang CC basketball court and we have a good talk . We so called had a phsyical fight , he need to try his best to slap me while i need to defend myself using our hands . Apa lagi , show him my skills uh . Going to train with Wanee and have a fight with him again ;D . Then we tak about past and future . he actually sang two malay songs for me and i go gugugaga doo ! AWWWH ! Meltz deh gue , i was so amazed by his voic , not bad juga eh suara dia ;D Home sweet home around 6pm . Thank You so much for today , i enjoy every seconds of it . I hope to have this day again , Insya'Allah ;)

2011-11-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum kekawan :D . I am bored right now . Tomorrow class start at 9 and ends at 6pm . I dislike fridays because i have got physic . I cant do physic seh , not only me but almost everyone cant do it :/. Weekends i got rewang at Pasir Ris Park , Abang Edi kawin . YAY ! Hopefully it wont rain because if it is , i am going to suffer from another sickness again . Alhamdulilah , i am recovering soon . & By now most should know that i have deactivated my facebook . The reason is simple , i want to rest from this cyber world , i want to be low profile for a while , will be back soon . Okay , i nak bobok , udah penat bangat deh , salam sayang semua ;)

2011-11-16T22:22:00.003+08:00

Our new casing ;D

THANKS YOU SHIDAH FOR THIS BOOK ! AM EXCITED TO READ IT ;D

THANK YOU LOVE FOR THE BEAR AND THE UNEXPECTED CHOCOLATE ;D

ME & YOU = US =)

Salam semua ;D I had a great time today . Anyway , happy 18 months of knowing you my love ;D Thanks for everything and hopefully we can overcome any obstacles , Insya'Allah with Allah's guidance ;)

So in the morning , i changed my clothes twice as i dont know what to wear :/ Had the Biochemistry lecture . The lecturer talk super fast but luckily i understand whatever she said ;) She gave us kisses hershey to help us study . YAY !Break and we went to the Atrium . THE RAMLEE BURGER IS SUPER DUPER TEMPTING ! I REALLY WANTED TO BUY BUT I AM HAVING SORE THROAT ! Cant really eat oily'fried and spicy food . I want to cepat baik so no choice , i had to give the burger a miss , and even the CHEESEY FRIES SEH ! Haish , naisb badan . Me and Abbie were like thinking whether or not to buy the cheese fries but in the end , we decided not tobuy when we saw the oil .. Hurhur ! Ate prata sausage and had our GSM . Cool , now i know out of all Superhero , i am SPIDERMAN ! WEEEE ~ This means that i am sensetive, very responsible , cannot say "NO" to people, value any kind of relationship and more. Most of it is true eh ;DD. I really find it hard to say No to people even if its beyond my means. Huakhuak ! After class, met Shidah and she gave me this book called "Diari Sufi" , ALhamdulilah , thanks dear , out of all , you gave it to me , I feel so appreciated ! ;D

Off to YCK Station to meet love . HE BOUGHT ME A HUGE TEDDY BEAR SEH ! OH MY ! Terimah Kasih sebanyakbanyaknya !! Mrted to Somerset , actual plan was to take NEO-Prints with him . Last tiem i took it was sec 1 seh !!! sekali tak jadi sebab malu :/ ATe PastaMania and exchange story. I keep telling him "I want to do volunteer work luh , i want to go Spa luh , i want go shopping , i want to wear braces" , berapa banyak i want seh ! HEHEH ! Window shop and we wanted to buy same watch but cuma ada satu jerh so tak jadi . Headed to Nex and bought our iphone caisng . CUte kan ? I KNOW RIGHT ! HEHEH XD ! Walk walk and seriously, if only i can slap him , comfirm terus gi Spain seh dia . LOL ! Nasib eeqah sayang him ;DD Snap photos for a while at SengKang and home sweet home. I enjoy my day pretty much as i got to spent time with him ;D SHIOKNESS ! ANyway am doing some love language quiz , do try okay : http://www.5lovelanguages.com/assessments/personal-profiles/

This are my result :

Your Scores
7
Words of Affirmation
7
Quality Time
3
Receiving Gifts
12
Acts of Service
1
Physical Touch

So my love language is "act of service" and not physical touch ;)

Its been six days i miss my prayers because of my mences . I miss talking to Him . Ya Allah , please give me to the right path in this dunia , Protect me with any from any form of evils and bless me with Your rahmat , Amin . ;)

2011-11-15T16:23:00.002+08:00

This week creation ; Thai mango salad with TomYam Mash Potato ;PP

Assalamuaalikum ;D I am home early because there is no Human Biology and Immunology Lecture today ;D . So today i and my girls had fun doing our dishes , nope , not the prawn but we were trying our side dishes which are Thai mango salad and mash potato . I had a hard time slicing the mango but my dear Syd help and is pro in slicing it . GOOD JOB BABE ! Then mix everything together , got the sweet , spicy and salty taste and it was awesoem expect the fact that they thought its a bit spicy (i dont think its spicy :/). Then try out the mash potato and Syd had this idea to add some colorung to the mash potato , hence we tried purple colour and orange . But purple turned out to be a bit gross while orange looks more attractive . Thenthen , Syd saw tomyam cube and has this idea of making the mash patato with tomyam flavour . So we tried to add in the stock and modified here and there , and booom ! TAAADAA , IT TURNED OUT SUPERB ! After consideration and discussion , we agree to have the mash potato orange in colour with tomyam flavour . WOW ! Unique right ? Next week will try out all the dishes and hopefully it will turn out well , Insya'Allah ;) . Had break but i used the time to revised for my Introduction to nutriitional science quiz . We bought orange juice for a purpose . Because kan , orange juice got this food label , so we brought it into the room and if any food labelling question come out , we can actually drink it while read it . its actually not copying , this is what we called "thinking smart " ;) . The quiz was indeed tricky . I totally forgot the word "functional food" seh padahal i remember by hard the defination but for the last few minutes i managed to get that word in mind , alhamdulilah ;D . Had lecture on protein and home at 3 . Nobody is at home , everyone is going out , i wanted to but i need to finish my lab report and my organic chemistry tutorial . Sighhh , life of a science student cant get away from lab reports :/ On the bright side , am meeting love tomorrow , YAYNESS ! Hopefully we wont quarrel or anything ;)

2011-11-13T21:08:00.005+08:00

After raining , muka masai seh !

& i call my sister "Rhino!"

ELEPHANT !

Birthday Girl are loved ;D

Sama tak ?

Eeqah&Assyura ; ;D

My sister loves to call me "HIPPO"

White tigger !

ShadesShades =>

Flamin to the GO !

Above are some photos for today's outing ;D

Salam semua ;D How are you feelings ? I am having a bad flu since yesterday because terkena hujan and todaytoo xD . I need a flu jap seriously seh !! Anyway today outing to the Zoo with Assyura was fun to the max !! Enjoy my day with her day and hope she enjoys her birthday outing with me too ;) And luckily she likes the bag i gave her , hehehe xD . I changed my outfit 3 times as i dont know what to wear , lastlast ambil jerh any clothes and wore it . I thought i was late but Assyura reached at 1240 , hahahah , i dont mind waiting for people but i mind people waiting for me ;D. 926 to Singapore ZOO ! OHMYGUCCI ! This is my very first time going to the zoo after 18 years living ;D JAKUN SUNGGUH ;DD We were quite selenga to enter the zoo . bougth some sweets and drinks(the tidbits are so expensive seh !) and off we went for the expedition . Saw quite a lot of animals and i like the chipanzee so much ! Cutey deh xD But most of the animals were sleeping when we came , ngantuk yerh =) We explore the zoo sampai naik tempat tempat yang weird but mostly we took photos . Dah macam photoshoot pula gytu . We were like photographer , choosing spot to take photos and direct each other to post ! Sampai panjat sini , duduk sana luh . hahaha ;DD There were many beautiful photos with good scenaryand i dont know which to put for my DP ;D Watched some show , cool much ! And continue our mission explore . Until halfway to KFC , it went drizzling and taaadaaa , HUJAN ! We were so pandai , bawa shades sebab takut panas but didnt bawa payung sebab confident tak hujan !! & siapa ajar Eeqah to wear shades when it was raining eh ?? HHAHA , I dont want my eyeliner to smudge so i wore my shade ;DD tapi we sempat ambil gambr , CAMWHORE ALL DAY ;P . Aorund 4 , we decided to go Causeway to for our lunch because Zoo's KFC was fulled with humans ;/ & Since its raining , we decided to play with the rain and main jalan jerh ! Padahal esok i got school and Assyura still got one more paper . Luckily we managed to find the exit and walked to the bustop . WHile waiting , ada a group of mats ni , mak oii ! They sengaja talk about something that i find they were sendiring us upon we walking passed them . Pfft =.= . In the bus , both of us were like freezing tapi sempat ambil gambar as usual . Walked and bought KFC at Causeway . Find a seats at nearby block as KFC was packed like again ! Eateat and talktalk with her . AWESOME ! ENJOY YOUR WEEKS TO DUBAI ! Lets travel together when kita dah kerja and ada kachingkaching eh ! i really want to migrate there after marriage =) Peace eh ! heheh . It was raining heavily and we were stuck . Assyura was going to be an ice soon but we managed to get out of the rain and make our way to the bustop . She took 168 and me , took 161 . So we managed to take pictures of animals and US => INDEED A GREAT TIME SPENT WITH HER , HOPE SHE LOVE MY TAK SEBERAPA PLAN =) . SO , i did managed to finish my microbio report few hours ago . & I am heading to sleep as soon as i finish uploading the photos . i am feeling lethargic now :/

2011-11-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

Above are today rewang's photo at Hougang .

My blood , wuhoooo ~

The brownies that i have made ;PP

Assalamualaikum ;D WOW ! I AM SUPERB TIRED !! But i am accamponying my mum as she is washing the clothes first before sleep , so decided to do some bloggings . Woright , yesterday i had a loong day in school and reach home at 7 . & Again i stained my white jeans , i dont want to wear the white jeans but i had no choice because all my jeans was being washed . & Did i tell you that my friend asked me to join MISS NYP ! LIKE THE MISS SINGAPORE , THE KINDA BEAUTY PAGENT !! CRAZY SEH ! Me joining pagents ?! SO NOT ME MANZX ! They encouraged me to join but nah , i dont like to be known . hurhur .Haih , then cabbed to Hougang , i was already tired by then . Sampai jerh , i didnt eat but i start to do all the peeling of carrot , and potatoes . Is like 6-7kg manzx ! Nasib dah biasa eh :/ Then sliceslice the chilli and i ate tulang ;P Slurrrpslurrrp ;DD. I finish all my work around 1. Wanee and i were super tired . so we decided to sleep first . Cari punya cari where to sleep , lastlast we choose to sleep in the solat's khemah ;) While sleeping , i keep tersadar and my cousin disturb me sebab i stained my pants like again ?!! Wow ! 3 times i stained in 2 days :S . I woke up at 4 to help around . sleep back from 6-7 xD . My eyes were super heavy to open eh !! As a result of my stained pants , i need to use nenek's kain batik which makes me look like MAID ! Wanee took a photo of me when i was frying the fish -_-. & Kak Niza ordered Mac Breakfast for us , her treat , shiokness !! Alhamdulilah , kenyang deh ! Arranged al the buffet trays , cakes and all . Abang Azhar sent us home , had a bathed and Eeqah sempat tidur seh ! Penat sangat ! He fetch us again and all of us (Kak Zura , Kak Zira , Kak Shary , me , Wanee and Iefa )wore the same baju
which makes uslook like budak madrasah . Had a short picnic behind the lorry while Abang Azhar drove . Terus hujan turun dah ! Aiyooyo , wet seh ! Majlis start from 1 to 7 seh !! Dia punya penat , Masyallah , the time pass by soo slow sehh even for 5 minutes :/ Dah pukul 7 jerh , i start to pack up only to see that the guests still wanted to seat , chats and eat . Wahh piang sehh ! I am so tired and they still can do that ?! SABAR JERH DEH D: Need to kemas here and there and i only reach home at 9 !! Siap siap things for tomorrow outing with Assyura , going zoo , YAY ! Hopefully kita tak sesat and will hav fun , Insya'Allah . I am having flu right now ,
need my sleep , salam .. ;D

2011-11-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

EEQAHADIHS ;D
EEQAHARIHAZ ;D

Assalamualaikum ;D I have expected this poly life wont be an easy one . Friends bitching about each other , backstab and all . I just thought it would come later part of my poly life . Little did i know , i am actually facing it now . Abbie and Carol having conflicts , Syd and Eunice dont really like Carol , i am the neutral one here , I and Carol are okay accept for the fact that she is too bossy , and she shoot people without thinking . Hmm . Seriously , poly life is indeed a competitive one . You cant really have a best friend , just a good friend . Because everyone is fighting against each other . Honestly speaking , i only trust this two girls of mine in Poly (other than Khairiah and Eyka) , which are Shidah and Zaza ;D Only they understand me well and i am comfortable with only them . Frankly speaking , i dont really like to talk my problems to my girls clique even though we seems so close , it has always been them do the talking and i will be the listener and advicer ? Hahaha . But when it come to my problems , be it friendship , relationship or family , i will tell random people ( usually the first one i saw will be the one that i tell) . Hmm , sometimes i feel bad bitching about my own clique so i will either keep quiet or tambah tambah what i feel jerh . Ya Allah , provide me with guidance in my life so that i am going to the right path ;)

Anyway i am bored right now , yes i did brownie yesterday , first try , Alhamdulilah menjadi and now i am baking it for tomorrow's rewang at Hougang ;) I am planning something with Wanee , kalau betul comfirm baru i will tell what is it :D . Oh , i did prick my finger just now to stain my blood . I was a bit nervous and i trust Sydney to poke my finger . Alhamdulilah , is not that pain actually but my finger was numb for a few minutes :/ Meet love just now as he wanted to fetch me from school . Bought for Assyura this cute brown bag which i thoguht is lawa , but i dont know if she will like it or not uh :/ Love gave me a rose seh ! My friends were like i want the rose . LOL ! Hhahah xD . Gave him my cute brownie and home sweet homey :D I cant pray , having mences and cramps D: !!

Tomorrow going to be a looong day , supposed to come to school at 10 but need to be in school by 09:15am because i need to check my E.Coli broth :/ so school from 09:15am to 6pm with only one hour of breaks , i have got sensory panel tomorrow , start of that lesson , i cant wait to be a food tester ^^ . Then i have rewang until Saturday and Sunday i am goooing to the zoooo ~~ WEEEEEE ~~~~ FIRST TIME NI , COMFIRM JAKUN GILA ;D Lol !

2011-11-08T21:55:00.003+08:00

Free make up from me xD

Love them tralalots !

COOL BIRTHDAY CANDLE EVER ! Instead of candles , Love's mum decided on fire crackers ;D

Always together , in good or bad times ;

Birthday Girl ;

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTER , ASSYURA ;) May Allah bless you with good health and wealth , best of luck for your Os .. See you this sunday sister !!

Assalamualaikum semua ;D I had a great time spent yesterday and today with my love ones . Met Eyka and Khairiah yesterday at Compass for a short meetups . So loong never meet them . Missing Mai and Nana too ! :/ Meet soon please ! I miss those sec 3 moments when we were playing hide and seek , catching , blind mice and etc . So fun manzx ! i miss them !! Keh back to the topic , talk about everything that happen recently . Went to Tampines with Eyka as she need to work while i met my love . We did some talking in the bus . Hurhur ! Met love at usual spot and we did some shopping today , a simple one . I became health consious this few days . i dont know why . I have been studying nutrition sinc esec one but only know i beacome health consious :/ Love and Wanee are always the vicitm . Will blabber about nutrition on almost every food they eat :/ Hhehe ! Cant help it uh . Went to nenek's house to take something . And i ate rendang , whootswhoots !

Today is such a bore in school . Had presentation and 3 hours break after that . INS Lecture and tutorial . I AM SO LIKE-ING THE MODULE , SO INTERESTING ! But its only 2 credits :/ So , if every tuesday my fb post will be of a nutritional one ;D Human biology and immunolgy was next ! Interesting too but by that time , i cant focus 100% anymore . Went to Tampines to meet love . Celebrating Assyura advanced birthday today ;D Searchin for a cake and love nearly bought a chocolate cake that contain alcohol , a NONO for me !! Hada hard time top up the pre8 using public phone for Assyura . i spoilt the public phone at T1 basement there !! Malu xD On our way to his house , he keep pinching my face , dia fikir muka Eeqah apa seh ?!! LOL !

Reach his house and did preparation and lay out the food . Had a simple celebration for her . Seriously , the candle super cool eh ! Instead of birthday candles , their parents decided to use fire crackers . MAK ENGKAU ! Bunyi and the percikan api really made me and Assyura takut . I ran away to save my life first :/ Cool like super ! Cut the cake and we start to MAKAN ! Love put the cake chocolate cream on my face and i kesat the cream at his baju , too bad dear :/ And i put on some "makeup" for Assyura , sorry babe tapi ni sekali sekala ;D

And there is this super duper akward moment . Keh love and Assyura were in the kitchen leaving me alone with their parents in the living room . i am fine with that , so we were eaitng and watching this show at channel 5 . Sekali ada seducing scene in the bed seh and i wa slike uhhh ohhh !! WHat am i supposed to do ???! SUPER DUPER AKWARD AND PAISEH ! Only God knows how i feel at that moment . Luckily Assyura came and save me , pheew =.=" Super malu seh xD . Then took quite a number of photos after that . And i am going to the zoo this sunday with her to celebrate her birthday . I feel pathetic didnt do any suprise for her seh ! She at least made a surprise for me . Hopefully she will like the outing and my small present :/ & I will be buying some cheapos things for Zaidi for his birthday too , SORRY EH KORANNG !!

Chillax and talk talk , home sweet home after that . I am quite tired for now :/ Feeling a bit down dotn know why . Perangai mapeh uh . Ingat Eeqah , Allah will always be with you and no point rasa sedih without any reason ;D

2011-11-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;) Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all ;DD Alhamdulilah we manage to celebrate this raya again . & Whoever fast yesterday , Insya'Allah , may your sin for the last one year and future one year be forgiven , Amin ..
So today woke up at 10 and prepare the food . Mizah and family came . Out of nowhere , our parents talk about "Saka" . Masyallah , now i know that one of my pakcik has Saka . He actually dont want it but have no choice because all his siblings have passed away and the "saka" need tuan , in the end he yang kena . And he ask my dad to help him to berubat . Astafiruallah , sppechless seh . Dengar cita macam gini , sellau tengok dekat tv jerh , now in reality , my own pakcik . They plan to go my house to Jaybee to berubat and we the kids could not come along . Hurhur xD Now , my mum advice me not to go out and come back late at night . So am trying to be at home before 0830 ? Wokay lets change topic . AFter that , Pelahap[Kiki] and family came . Talk here and there and busu came next . Around 5 , cabbed to Marsling . Nenek want to raya haji there instead of Hougang :] Sampai jerh , i makan kuih . New recipe from my makcik :Cheese Marble Brownie :P SODAP TURH !! Yeah , i am going to bake some brownie or red velvet cake this wednesday , hopefully menjadi :/ All the sepupu are playing with the cats which are Max {Abang Yan's cat} and Bella{Kak Shary's one} . Bella the betina bully Max the jantan seh , so violence . Had fun see them bully and catch one another . Laugh , talk , eat . Ngah cook Nasi Briyani Kambing deh ! somemore is kambing korban punya , sedapnya :P Watch tv and home sweet home . Kak Shary gave me and the rest Nachos's cheese . Shiook manzx kalau akan dengan chips :PP Yummyyummy ! Going out with Khairiah and Eyka tomorrow and meeting love . yearp , he fell down at his workplace , sungguh kesian . Pray hard he is okay ;D MISS YOOU !! Hhehhe , okayluh , going to accampony Wanee makan ni , Salam ;)

2011-11-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;/ I am not in the mood to do anything now but i managed to finish up my nutrition science tutorial and did 1/4 of my microbiology report . There is just so many things to do and prsentation is next tuesday ! UHHH ! SO STRESS UP ! Now , having a big tiff with love . I dont know if i should let go for good . I am soo confused right now . In his eyes , i didnt change , i think of myself , i didnt treasure him , i take this r/s lightly .. Since he said that , whats more can i do accept to have a time out ? or should i say a temperory break so that he can have a peace of mind while i am trying , struggling to change to know and understand him . Since he already malukan me in twitter , so i shouldnt save any more face for myself . Let things go with the flow . I am super down right now , currently . Hmmm .

2011-11-02T22:48:00.003+08:00

Salam untuk semua ;) Apa khabar ? Semoga sihat dan sejahtera , Insya'Allah .

Today i had fun celebrated Abbie advanced birthday . So some of us decided to wear dress but then , Carol and Eunice were reluctant to go and celebrate her birthday , because we have some conflict with her . i mean them , i am actually fine and can still tolerate her attitude . Carol told me that i have a high tolerance level , which may be true ? But in the end decided to just go afterall she is our good friend too :D Instead of eating ice cream at Cold Stone which i asked around and they said is not halal and i was was , we went to eat Seoul Garden ;PP ! But before that Biochemistry lecture and tutorial was quite heavy , more on enzyme seeeh !! But alhamdililah managed to understand it . Then had break till 1 . and the Ramlee Burger at the Atirum is super tempting seeh ! I NEARLY BOUGHT IT but thinking that we will be eating Seoul Garden later , i decided not to buy it :/ Went to Pillars of Life GSM . & super interesting as we studied about character , value , play activity , know our self esteem and our personality ;DD By this time Sydney went to Ang Mo Kio Hub to buy Abbie's party hat , she need to wear it the whole journey till Yishun Seoul Garden .. Went to the YCK Station nd Sydney surprised her , she look super shocked . AWWH !! Glad that she is happy with the surprise . We pace pur walk faster because we were so famish !! End up got to the wrong floor -.- Upon reaching , quickly pay , quickly sit and qucikly take food . SUPER LOT ! I know we shouldnt really eat chicken if we go to Seoul Garden but should eat like prawns , cockles and others . But i just like the chicken manzx !! EATEAT AND EAT !!! & I Made by version of ice kachang , its pretty cute ;PP Took photos and out of the place at 5 ? I seriously need to be a vegetarian tomorrow , i feel like i ate a lot of unhealthy food nowadays !! Going to GET my mango salad tomorrow :P Met Love , Dan and EYka at YCK station . Dan and Eyka surprisingly were having a cold war . UNEXPECTED ! So i was all the way with Eyka while love with Dan .. 72 to Hougang and went to NTUC to buy yoghurt ! Yoghurt can make a perosn happier ;DDD Walked home with them . Then we splited . me and love went to my block there and we have some talk . HAHHAHA ;D He keep disturbing me !! Macam nak sepak jerh tapi i good girl so tak kan nak buat gytu :PP (PEACE*) I didnt go for my SU Meeting because is like from 0630 to 0930 seh !! Somemore not really active in SU only start to be active last month .. Keh i want to have my sleep now . tomorrow class is from 1010 to like 6 ?? and its 3 hours of break !!! Uhhh , and tuesday i got presentation . I HATE IT TO THE MAX :/ !!!

2011-10-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY LOONG STRAIGHT HAIR D: ! I feel like cutting my hair short , like really short uh . Have enough of this curly hair . Probably will cut it next month ? Not sure eh :/

Okay ,today plan to go for the food race is cancelled and i am quite upset with it :C . Like last minutes yesterday Abbie said she cannot go so i cant possibly go alone even though i know and am quite okay with the SU People . But still , akward seh ! So when i was sad , texted Zahirah and she called me . Awwwh ! She sho sweet , penat penat balik dari dance she still wanted to call me to ensure i am okay ! THANKS DEAR !! We had a good talk about life and everything . Indeed , living as a Science student in poly is not an easy task . Super tough and competitve , lots of lab report and facts to know . But this is the path that i choose . I choose to be in food science and nutrition as my course in poly . So , i must go through this even though how difficult it is ;) Insya'aalh , with Allah by my side , i can do it ;D Am going to have a lunch with Zaza this monday , YAY ! Miss talking to her like in the past !! So , today i rot at home and finished all my report , alhamdulilah , managed to do all my homework . Tomorrow will start my revision ;D

Went to Compass to deposit my $$ . & my next rewang will be on 12 and 13 of november , am looking forward to it !! Bought iphone button . Pester my mum to go home just to watch chelsea match but sadly , they lost to Arsenal 5-3 seh !!! CHELSEA LEAD 2-1 BUT SOMEHOW LOST FOCUS :/ SODIH SEH ! But am glad that Persie scored 3 goal :DD Keh , should go and fold clothes now , Salam ..

2011-10-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ! I AM FINDING PEOPLE TO DO MY FOOD SURVEY RIGHT NOW !! Susah juga eh , now dah 37 orang , alhamdulilah . ANywya today went back to school for Prac . Something big happened between me and love :/ everything was nearly over but we managed to pull through , Thnaks Allah for the given strength . Did on staining and aseptic technique to see E.COLI ! & We will be having practical exam on week 8 , i hate it !!! Home with Issac ;D Tomorrow is a looong day from 9 to 6 . Saturday going for food race ! YAY ! But no kawan seh , Syd , Carol and Euncie are not going while ABbie go until 1 jerh :/ Sedih seh . Harap ada kawan uh dekat sana ! & I got to know that my abang Saudara , abang Yan just break up with his fiancee ! Sedih seh ! Dah dua kali putus tunang . WHats worse is now dah prepare the thigns for the majlis which supposed to be heled next year february :/ Sedih sangat seh ! The girl buat hal . Haih , shoudlnt expose what she did if not i am like membuka pekung di dada . May Allah help him to overocme all this obstacles , AMIN ! & All the best for my sister Wanee , Assyura and Heeda , my cousins Fitri and Mizah for their O level and tomorrow maths paper two , good luck eh semua orang ;DD

2011-10-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Our Prawn Kebab with Cinammon smell ;PP

Assalamualikum semua :D I HAD A GREAT TIME TODAY ! I was actually quite sleepy as yesterday i slept like around 1 to finish up my Project 1 Report :/ But then , i was motivated to try out the dish . So first 40 minutes was theory and after that we started to do our dish . Took ingredients and start on the peeling with Syd . Carol , Abbie and Eunice did the marinating . Then me and Carol as usual were like planning on how to garnish the plate ;D We totally are into food art . I want to learn to craft fruits lerh but dont think we will be doing it D: Search for plates and veggie to garnish and finally we came out with that idea ^^^ ;DD Totally satisfied with the outcome , Alhamdulilah . Me and Carol had no idea that it would turn out good because we took different recipes for the marination and sauce .. Then came a problem . We cannot smoke our prawns . Tried after tried but still cannot so i gave up , i ate some of the prawn first only to find out the machine is stuck with some ashes :/ So we tried to smoke our prawns with cinnamon (it smell quite nice many peOole like it ) , with the oregano (yuckkkkss !!) , Ginseng ( BLUEKS !!!) and some teas . I officially hate the smell of any tea !! Took photos of our creation and we ate it !! So next week , will be doing the same thing i guess but with some side dish to go along . & I need to do some survey to ask people some questions so that our dish met their preference :D As a result for this cooking practical , we only have around 40 minutes for our lunch annd i need to photocopy notes for nutrition science lecture :/ hence i have no time to eat , just bought kinder beuno . I BUMPED INTO EYKA AND KHAIRIAH TODAY ! I TOTALLY MISS THEM LIKE A LOT !! MEET SOON LOVES ! Nutrition science is awesome , studied about the food label , nutrition assesement , is soo FNN stuff . & we doing a project which is exactly like Coursework A . Me and Syd were totally eggcited about it !! Our group got a daibetic person , not bad eh ~ Last lecture was about bacteria , but by that time my brain couldnt focus anymore . Finish at 0430 and off to tuition with Heeda ! Went through with her about circle properties and alhamdulilah she managed to understand . Will be meeting her tomorrow for last "consultation" . Home sweet home . ANyway , my cousin offer me to be a tutor at a tuition centre near rivervale . Every monday , i will be teaching group of primary 4-6 maths if i agree to it . But this one is for next year uh :/ Insya'allah will take it ;D . I have signed up for food race conducted by my CCA SU this saturday ;D Hope to have fun ;DD & lastly , i miss my boyfriend !! D:

2011-10-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

i am so gong to try out this brownie with marshmellow ;PP

Assalamualaikum ;) Am currently watching footballe , manU vs mancity . I hate this two team but i would choose ManCitty for this game , score 1-0 , YAY ! Okay , today i woke up at 7 plus to siap siap and go rewang . Its my nenek saudara kawin ? emm kalau pangkat she is my nenek saudara tapi her umur only 30-40 plus . As expected , i would eat the first thing i reached there . Pagi pagi makan nasi bryani seh ! Then help to lay out the dishes . I knew this would be a boring one because the jemputan only 450 people :/ Am eggcited for 12 and 13 of nov 's rewang at Hougang . It will be 100 plus jemputan , baru shioook ~ Keh back to the story , i seriously ate a lot seh dekat sana . I mengidam nak makan laksa and over there there is laksa so apa lagi bedal uh :PP bored uh . help help help until 4 plus , pack up and home sweet home . Not much of work uh but okay uh , penat sikit jerh ;DD Keh , i have school tomorrow form 9 to 0150 :/ . & I want to thank Shidah for helping me with my organic chemistry tutorial =DD

2011-10-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

Representing from FS03 ;D

Painters for the day ;D

We are tired but happy to help out ;]

Our team ;DD

Assalamualaikum ;D Alhamdulilah , i have a great time of my life today , spending quality time with loves , helping the community . I was supposed to woke up at 0550 but then i ended waking up at 0558 :/ . Uhh , quickly siap siap and i walk out of the house around 9635 lerh . I dont know if i should take bus or train but i choose train because i was already late . Trained to Serangoon , changed to Bishan and then to YCK . It took me around 30-35 minutes and i was the first to reach . Shortly after was Eunice and Carol . Syd oversleep so we went off first . We were having quite a hard time to find our unit that we are responsible to paint/clean . Settled down and we changed into our NYP shirt , yellow in colour . They had their breakfast but i cant really eat breakfast . Had stomach upset because i went to drink carbonated drink early in the morning , siapa ajar eh ;S . Seriously , perut macam buat chemical reaction gytu -_- . Bused to Teck Ghee CC (the place when the last rewang was at) . Needed to be screen first before entered . Witnessed the mass dance and while waiting for PM to come , we took photos ;] Around 11 , went to block 469 , it was a looong journey and i saw Khairiah !! Waited at the void deck and soemhow i tried to avoid into bumping Zahid but in the end , i saw him right in front of me so no choice . He appraoched me and i just smile and say hi back . Hurhur xD . Off to Mr Tan's flat and seriously , his flast is not what i expected . i thought his flat is going to be a dirty , a lot of unwanted things and a lot of work to do but i was wrong ! It is clean . Not bad seh ! We split the jobs . i and Eunice got the kitchen . We only had to wipe the kitchen and paint the ceiling . We wore poncho to paint the ceiling but then , we used the wronged brush . instead of the big roller , we used the small one -.- (bila mahu game seh !) . So we went down to find the big ones . The students there look at us one kind gytu because we wore poncho -.- ITS BETTER PREVENT THAN SORRY EH ! Again i saw Zahid -.- . We continue our painting because there is no more big roller . having a neck pain after this because we keep looking up , hahaha ! Had our lunch and Carol , Daniel and Syd help in the painted of ceiling while me and Eunice painted the toilet's ceiling . and we wash the toilet too ;) My jeans kena painted and its around my butt area , PATHETIC MUCH ! Asked Carol to brush it off ;D huakhuak ! Paint and paint and paint , clean and clean and clean ! WUhooo ~ Its pretty tiring but indeed fun ! MAKE NEW FRIEND TOO ;D . Ended everything at 4 . I thought i am going to reang today but mummy want to go tomorrow because Wanee need to study first :D So still got a lot of time decided to meet love . I was super selekeh like seriously , with white stain on my shoes , jeans , hair and face ?! But i do miss him so met him at COmpass . Before that several embarassing moment happened between me and Carol . We nearly went to the Guys toilet again seh !! PAISEH LAGI XD !! Met love and we had dinner or should i say i had dinner at KFC . Tried to make Love jealous so i keep talking about Zahid . Hheheh ! I MISS HIM ! Good time spent with him although it is just a short while ;D Home sweet home ;DD

2011-10-20T20:32:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;D Awwwwh ! I MISS MY LOONG STRAIGHT HAIR xD ! Hurhur . Anyway , i am super fatigue right now . Had a looooong day in school with loooong breaks . Thursday is my practical day . I have got 2 practical and one tutorial . How bored can my live be eh ? During break , for that 3 hours today , some of my classmates decided to go to AngMoKio Hub to watch a movie but then i no money so change plan we just eat there . Seriously , i feel akward to be the only malay and they need to find for me a Halal foodcourt . Hurhur ! Lastlast , i asked them to go ahead and eat this Japanese food restaurant . Its not Halal so i didnt eat although i was quite hungry . I didnt want them to get frastrated as i know they were hungry too . I just tahan ;/ . Plan more about our project . Seriously , i am pissed off ! I thought that my group is the only one who used prawn as our main dish but only to know that two other group are using prawns too !!! Uhhh , if like that , its common already sehhh ! Maybe i should use duck ? or even lobster eh .. budget sekolah kasi $25 jerh :/ . We must think of new idea ! Then , it was raining and lucky for us , the guys brought umbrella (it should be us but now its otherwise) . So , we went to buy Koi . The overtine is not bad :D 159 back to school and we play monopoly deal . I can proudly say that this is my first time winning the game . hehehe XD ! 0410 and we had our Microbiology practical . There is 4 girls who is in year 2 who has to repeat this module and most of them are like super kerek , especially this thin girl . She wear super sexy and wear thick make up to school ? & to practicals ??! i heard she proudly said that she is the senior and we are the year 1 . Kerek sungguh -.- . All of us didnt want to be paired with them because we were afraid they wont do any work . Phew , lucky i was with Issac , Alhamdulilah ;) . finish at 0508 , super fast practical for today . Home sweet home . I need my sleep as tomorrow i will be starting at 9am and end at 6 ! At 0630 , i got tuition with Heeda and will probably be home only around 9 plus . Plus , saturday i have to wake up super early as i need to reach school by 07:15am fr the project paint :/ Prime minister and media will be there too , uhh uhh . then at night and sunday i got rewang at Pasir Panjang !! Pack seeeh !! I have no time to meet love , but yesterday he managed to send me to school . How sweet can he be ? He fetch me from sengkang and we took mrt together around 8 plus . Thanks yerh =) wokay i am off now , salam ;D

2011-10-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

Done by me , Carol , Eunice , Abbie and Sydney ;P

Assalamualaikum ;D School for today is rather interesting . If only it is like this everyday , i would love going to schoooool ~ Had our Project 1 practical from 9-12 . We had to create a smell for an Asian dish . Its somehow like fnn ! Example , its curry dish but the dish smell of a mango . Cool kan ? So , we leant the Rapid Smoke technique . Masyallah , cool seh ! Using Sashimi to make the flower (above photo) and made a rose/smoke smell . But i dont really like the smell uh :/ So my group is thinking of making a kebab but instead of chicken we used PRAWN ! Put it in the satay stick with some veggie and creating a sweet/spice smell . Going to try it out next week and i cant wait to do it !! If ours is super good , our dishes will be in one of the restaurant recipe !! How good can it be ? Plus , it will also be served during next year 20th annivarsary dinner . Insya'allah , will do my best ;D . Then we had 1hr break and i had no time to eat my lunch as i help the rest to photocopy this week notes . Had our nutrition science lecture . That is so FNN and i am so loving that module !! Is like define nutrition , kcal , energy , RDA and etc etc . Cool ! I wanted to be the module rep for that module but i am still the class rep :/ . Next was Human Biology and immunelogy . Indeed its interesting too . We studies about different bacteria and virus that can harm the food . Cases such as Germany E-Coli breakout and Rojak ;DD

Ened around 0408 ? Bused to SengKang with Issac . Waited for Assyura , she was being kind enough to have tuition at sengkang because i cant head over to Tampines as i finished my class late . She did her self revision while i did my homework ;D Around 7 , Headed to Mac and i treated her double cheeseburger . Talk and talk . Alhamdulilah , she regard me as her big sister ;D We can share anything together ;DD . Send her to bustop and home sweet home . Taught Wanee some chemistry and help her with her cupcakes :/ . I am going off now as i need to iron my clothes for tomorrow and headed to bed . & I MISS MY BOYF =D

2011-10-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

Twinneeeeh love !

Brownies made for Dan done by Eyka ;P

Sleeping couple . LOL !

When they were sleeping , we camwhoring ;DD

Assalamualaikum ;D Am not really in the mood to blog but will blog because i had a great time today with Eyka , Love and Dan ;D . As we know Dan's birthday falls on the 18 of october which is next wednesday but we celebrate it today because wednesday all of us are busy . So , me , Eyka and Love had already have a plan for him ;DD I woke up at 8am and met Eyka at 9 . Trained to Outram Park and change to East West line to Lakeside . I can count how many times i went to West area seh ! Super idontknow kind of feelings when i walked there . Waited for love as he was 2 trains away . Got to know tht he just woke up (good news for us ) . Walked to his house , punya jaaaaaauh !! Like finally we reach around 1130 and we asked love to press the bell while we waited at the stairs . Yeah ! It was success , Alhamdulilah ;D Went to his house and waited for him to changed . While he was in the toilet , we decided to give him a surprised . Waited for him outside the toilet with a cake and taaaadaaaa ! Jheheheh ;P Waited for everything , snap shot photos and out we go to Jurong Point . Decided to eat and we walked the whole round just to find the ATM Machine . For so long , then we decided to eat at Pizza Hut , Weeeee ~ Ordered a lot of food and me and Eyka yang jadi mangsa . We couldnt finished our portion of Pizza but the guys forced us to eat it . & there were 2 chicken drumlets left so we decided to play scissors , paper , stone . Me vs Love while Eyka vs Dan . But unfortunately , the girls lost and we had to eat the drumlets D: !! Kenyang sungguh deh , alhamdulilah . Thanks Allah for the food ;D . then headed to Scape Park and guess who i saw ?? I saw ZAHID ! Out of everywhere , i saw him at Orchard , when i was crossing the road . I was beside love and when i turned behind i saw soemone who look like him and when i heard his voice , uhh ohh , it was him . Panic sekejap seh ! Cabut cepatcepat ended up me and Eyka kena stopped by this lady sebab kena buat survey and the guys eft us alone there . Sodih bangat seh !! Went to Flea and Scape Park as i wanted to meet Sydney to take the thumbdrive . Bought a dress and EYka bought a dress too at Sydney's booth . Walked walked to Orchard Central and we took some group photos . Home sweet home at 7 ..

Schooling tomorrow and i dont know if there is any practical because my tutor told us that there is no practical on the first week but any updates has yet to be received :/ . i dont want to go school at 9 and ended up waited until 1pm just for my GSM ! :/

2011-10-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

"ULFA LOVE EEQAH " , That what i taught her to write ;D

Assalamuaalikum . I had a good day today . Lets start with yesterday first . Wokay , all might not be aware that i have a CCA in Poly but i didnt really consider myself in it . Now that i have sign up for Project SUnshine then i start going to my CCA which is NYPSU (Student union) . So meet Sydney , Eunice and Carol at YCK Station and off we go to NYP . Feel akward to be back to school ever since the holiday . heeh ! We feel super weird when we entered to the SU room like seriously , all the unfamiliar faces gives me a goosebump . because i thought that i want a low profile life for poly but join this because i like to do volunteer work :) So , was debrief on what we supposed/not supposed to do . Around 0130 we can actually go off mean i go to school for like only 1/2 hour . Then Iman (one of the people in charge) introduced us to a lot of games . Shiok but at the same time LAME ! Then one part yang menakutkan . One of my fellow mates Dunken need to do a forfeit as he lost to a game . his forfeit was to hug a girl with Initial starts with "S" and ends with "A" . & My schoool mate , Syafiqa was of the one yang kena but then she wasnt playing and i dont know which smart alex say that there is another Syafiqa and they thought that my name ended with "A" . He seriously going to me and nearly hug me seh ! Masyallah , only them know how scared my face was and because of that , they laugh at me . Hurhur ! Continue playing the game but i dislike playing the "concentration game" Uhh . Off at 3 and i still have time as my tuition with Heeda was at 0430 so decided to go to north Canteen for some drinks and out of nowhere , Syafiqa and Dunken invited us to join them and we exchange stories about ourself . Went off at 0420 for tuition . Alhamdulilah , Heeda has improved quite a lot in Maths . We did TYS and after that , i accamponied her to the toilet at Compass . Then , she was story telling to me about her life , she pour out everything with me . Am glad that she trusted me ;) Home sweet home ! ~

& Today , we reach school at 9am for the actual event . We were given two groups , one is special kids(kids at age of 7-16 with mind of age 1-2 ) and functional kids (slighty better but a bit slow too) . i chose the 2nd . me and Carol actually cabut when they played the concentration game -.- and we ended up kena main juga D: At 0930 , board the bus to Cerebral palsy centre at Pasir Ris (beside MJC) . When i entere the place , hati sebak seh . Kesian sungguh dorang , ya Allah . Haih . Then we went to Class 3A but the kids were nowhere to be found . They were actually at the canteen having snack . So we started to interact with them . First first , they were shy to talk to us but we just give a nice gesture and talk normally and be friendly ;D . Then , we need to get one buddy , i choose ULFA ! She cant talk but she understands what people are talking . Kesian luh .. After snacks , they need to brush their teeth and back to class . I taught her how to write her name and my name . Awwwh ! She alwasy think herself as "Eeqah" and I am "Ulfa" . Cute kan ! Then , made some instruments with them using green beans , ballon and etc . Had a good time spend with them . I feel like going there everyweek to do volunteer job but i dont know can or not uh :/ . Now , i am missing her , her smile is cute seeh ! Around 1220 , stop everything and i sent Ulfa off to the other classroom to board the bus . Took some photos with her . Me and Eunice decided to excuse ourself from here because its near then us rather than going back to NYP and back to east again . When we were saying goodbyes to our fellow SU , the chairman of SU , Zahid wave and called me . He asked for my facebook name . Hhaha , he said he wanted my facebook so that he can tag me the photo that he took just now(which is the above photo) . Paiseh seh , reluctant to give him but i know he just want to tag me and he is my chairman , so he just want to be friendly ? emm , guess so . Went off and when waiting for 39 , Eunice keep saying he likes me he likes me . What only sheee eh ! Keep denying it as i know he wont like me :> . In the bus , talk to Eunice and jeeeng , saw Hafiz . Mana mana Eeqah pergi , always jumpa dia jerh . There he go , start to disturb me . Hurhur . He owe me a treat !! While walking to interchange , saw Raudhah and she came over and hug me . Awwwh , sho cewwwet ! Meet love and i met Izzah too just now for a while . Went to his house first to meet Assyura while he went off with Izzah . Somehow , we didnt really study as we tallk a lot . I let out everything to her and she let out her problems to me as well . I treated her like my own sister (she knows why ) . We tallk eveyrhting from studies to relationship to future until 5 plus . Thanks Babe for today ;D . Met Love and his baby , dorang dah start dengan perangai dulu dorang and i just layankan . hurhur . Went Hougang Mall for awhile and home sweet home . Now helping mummy to cook for tomorrow's tunang ;DD

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Diploma In Food Science and Nutrition 2011 ;DD

Ready to play captain ball ;)

Ulalaa .

L.O.V.E

Assalamualaikum semua . Sorry for my previous post , was being sentimental and i just pour everything here . I dont mean to seek any sympathy or anything :/

Anyway , yesterday i had a class BBQ . It was actually quite a last minute plan but alhamdulilah , everything turn out well =D . After zohur prayer , i went out and bused to Tampines alone . & I boarded 168 to Safra and walk my way alone to 800 plus to find Eunice , Carol and Syd . Luckily tak sesat . Bused 15 to East coast and the journey is shoo faaaaaar . We were the 3rd to reach there . Sampai jerh , we play volley ball . Wuhooo ~ So long tak main sports seh . I MISS PLAYING NETBALL !! So we made up a team of 4 and play captain ball and volley ball . then , we played frisbee . SHIOOK MANZX ! Stop around 5 and we started to camwhore . Upon arriving of the food , we qucikly wash our feet and start the BBQ -ING . At first , i wasnt really helping as i was busy with the class attendance . The good thing about poly is when you want to make a chalet or BBQ , the school will subsidise alot for us and we barely pay anything . Hhehehe =DDD . Dr Cincy SOh came and we have a conversation with her . We should be the one who were BBQ -Ing but instead she was the one who did it . Hhehe , rajin sungguh ;) Next week , whole week no practical , hopefully balik siang eh , chingchingching* . Went off around 7 plus and i went home ALONE . I was a bit scared that i would lost my way but Alhamdulilah , i manage to find the way out as i remember how to get there . And thanks to love who accamponied me through the phone till i reach Tampines back . Home sweet home at 8 .

Today morning , i accamponied mum to Geylang . And in the evening around 3 , met Umairah , Khairiah , Nana and Eyka . So loong never meet and catch up with them eh . As usual , Khairiah will always be the last to reach . Dah 6 tahun dengan dia , dah tahu dah , heheh ;> . Decided to go to Ikea as Khairiah was craving for emm Ikea Hotdog ? Me and Eyka are planning for Dan 's birthday , hurhur ! Bought our food . I ordered meatballs and hotdog . Eat eat and then they asked me about my post yesterday . Heeh ! & They keep shooting me with tons of questions like how i know i like my boyfriend , how i know i love him , etc etc . Cute uh . We take turns to ask questions but msotly , they keep asking me . Umairah and Khairiah keep saying they have been single for like 1234567 years and we dont know how it feel . Dorang cakap , kalau tengok cerita Korea dorang boleh feeling feeling sikit . They blabbering about how tak lau dorang are . Kelakar seeeh ! & Khairiah ask Nana about Nana's friend , who is Sam and she thought that Sam's name was Samsul and nama glam dia is Sam . KEKEK BONAR DEH !! HAHAHAHAH ;D . & Mai keep telling me that if i were to break with love , i will be with Asyraf , eeeeiw ! NO WAY MANZX ! Talk until 07 plus and off we go back . Had fun laughing today ! Its been a while since i laugh like this with them . May we meet in the next outing , Insya'allah ;D

2011-10-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

I am sleepy , tired and having a slight headache , supposed to be in bed now but when i was closing my eyes , those incidents trigger me . I couldnt make myself to sleep . What happened 3 years ago indeed haunt me till now . I couldnt erase it . I could still remember what happened when i was with my ex . Secondary two , i had to fight with this minahrep just because he wanted my ex and she hated me so much . I was left with no choice but to accept her challenge . I had to fight with her . Where was my ex at that point when i needed him the most ? He told me that i have his back . After the fight , i got injured here and there and when i told him , he didnt really care much about me . He wasnt there for me , but my friends were . I still remember clearly , i was so frightened toface that girl as i thought that she was a good fighter , Umairah and Fyfy thought me how to defend myself against her . Khairiah , Umairah and Fyfy gave words of encouragement for me to fight against her . I didnt cried during or before the fight but after the minahrep left , i cried . I cried not because i got brusies on my hands/legs , but i cried because i am too ashamed to face the world , including my friends . I was ashamed when my ex wasnt there to support me but instead it was my friends . In fact , one of them ( i forgot who ) nearly cried seeing me in that state . They helped me to cover up my wounds and comfort me . And i thought that it will end there but no , i was wrong . Secondary 3 , around March/April , the same girl come and find me , but now with her friend (shouldnt mention name ) . She accused me of going around my school , talking bad things about her . Seriously , demi Allah , i didnt even talk about her let alone spread things about her seh but i was weak . i couldnt defend myself . Again , they find me . While i was in KFC , with Umairah , Khairiah , Nana and Fyfy ( i think ) , they saw me and wanted to slow talk at some void decks near my house . reluctantly , i went there with my girls and i saw my ex going towards this minahrep and pekik pekik . I remember how angry his face was in the center of the traffic light . But then , sayang , my friend and i thought that it was just an act to make me believe that he got my back . When both the minah and her friend wanted to see just me alone at one corner , what was he doing ?? He was playing poker card game , laughing chit chatting , having a good time with his friends (which is also the minah friends ) . he didnt even bother to check on me . I had to face them alone . They forced me to fight against them but now is 4 on 1 ! Seriously , i so call pleaded them i couldnt do that then they give me a choice , to either break with my ex or fight 4-1 against them . In addition to this , they showed me the sweet messages that my ex sent to one of the minah . Till now , i could vividly remember how devastated i felt at that point . I cried for help but no body was there because i was alone and my friends wasnt allowed to come with me . In the evening , they including my ex left me with my friends and i cried and cried and cried . & after discussion , we concluded that really , my ex was just acting ( i forgot what/where we got our evidence ) . Few days after , i got to know a bad news , a really bad one . My ex just had sex with one of the minah who was not happy with me . I simply couldnt believe it and i choose to believe my ex that he had no choice . If he didnt do so , the girl would commit suicide because the girl loves him pretty much . As a girl , how do you feel when you got to know this ??! Seriously , no one would know how i felt . In the end , i was the one who said sorry to him for not trusting him . I thought it would stop there . One fine day , while me , Umairah , Khairiah and Nana/Fyfy were in Starbucks , we were being stalked by a group of guys . And the guys was the minah friends . We tried to escape but failed as they followed us closely . I tried to called my friends but all were busy . Only we know how it felt when we got followed by them , super scary !! Then , near our school , we saw the minahs . No backup just the 5 of us . Last last , SOmeone came to rescue and everything ended there . Again , i asked myself where was my ex ?? He could only say that he coudlnt help me much because i am his girlfriend and they one that finding me was his close friends . He barely do anything . Hurhur . One week or so , got to know that my ex had feeling for the minah and his feelings for me faded . Ouuch manzx !! I asked him to choose between us and he chose her . He left me just like that ! Hurhur ! Haih , shoo sedih seh . even though it happened way back , the feelings and everyhting cannot be forgotten . I really thank my girlfriends for being there for me when i was in the weakest state , they went throughwith me the pain and everything . Till now , i am blessed to have such friends ;D

I wrote what i feel above sorry if anyone got offended . And its based on my past , my exprience ..

2011-10-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;) going to update a bit . Today , last minute i met Eyka for a while as we need to plan for Dan's birthday this coming sunday . Met at Compass and we walk walk walk around Compass and around 0320 , 27 to Tampines . She had work while i have tuition . Finally , our plan has been finalised and hope it will go smoothly , Insya'allah . Reached there around 4 and Eyka had 30 minutes extra time , she dont want to go to work so early but then my tuition with Assyura is at 4 so luckily she dont mind waiting for around 15 minutes to acaamponied Eyka . Thanks babe ;D We sat at the void deck and talk talk talk . WHile talking , i saw someone which look like love and yearp , that was him walking wearing earpiece , he cant see us when we were seating right bside when he walked -.- . I called him few times but he nonong jerh jalan so i decided to give a run to catch him . Dah luh puasa , nasib dia toleh , phewww . So he joined us and told him the plan . Off we go to his house . Seriously , love is super bising today !! started the tuition at 4 plus ? Finished nearly 7 as i thought her all the revision . Breakfast there as i already bought some tuna and FNN Cherry ;) . Had a talk with Assyura about studies and off i went home at 0730 ;DD Love sent me home . Berat hati ini untuk tinggalkan dia deh . Hurhur , miss him though . Home sweet home . Taught Wanee chemistry again !

This week will be a busy week for me ! Tomorrow class BBQ at East Coast , seriously dont feel the eggcited as the BBQ during my secondary school . Will only be there till before mahgrib ;DD . Wednesday , might be going out with -isms ;DD . Thusday , have to go back to school from 1 to 3 pm as they is some talk about the volunteer work that i will be doing on Friday . Then , i got tuition with Heeda at 4 to 6 , after that need to teman Wanee buy cupcake ingredients for her 2 year annivasary suprised . Friday i have the volunteer thingy at Pasir Ris , will update more about it soon . Then maybe tuition again with Assyura ;D . WHAT A PACK WEEK I WILL BE HAVING . ENJOYING IT WHILE I CAN BEFORE SCHOOL REOPEN NEXT WEEEEK D=

2011-10-10T11:14:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;D I am back yesterday but hasnt got the chance to blog . So what can i say about my trip to Jaybee , seriously i didnt go out expect to eat on Saturday . The rest of the day i spent there was to read my novel "Kasih Ke Syurga" and i am proud of myself , finish readin the book in just two days ;) . The book is seriously sedih and menyayat hati , will review about it later . & I taught Wanee too . Her O level are super near so as a sister , i should help her ;D Nothing much really . So home sweet home yesterday around 3 . Received a few messages . Heeda told me that she cannot continue the tuiiton because her mum couldnt pay me , i pity her luh so i will just give a free one since it will only be 3 more weeks and she said she will pay the two lesson too ;D Should have met Eyka yesterday to discuss about Dan's birthday plan and Should have met Raudhah to give her my cheesecake and then should meet love to see Torres's jersey but all was cancelled :/ Sorry eh :S Went to eat and saw Fyfy . My parents thought that she was my chinese friend -_- . Went to nenek house to take periuk and saw this cute baby , name Allysha ? Super cute , super tembam super chinonet !! & The best part was she tak takut orang . Hehehe , geram tengok dia !! Cabbed home and after my prayers , i help Wanee in her chemistry ;D

&& I GOT TO KNOW MY SEM 2 TIMETABLE ALREADY ! I AM QUITE PISSED OFF WITH IT ;/ Monday from 9am to 2 pm , okay luh but kena bangun siang . Tuesday 9am to 5pm ! Got Practical , wednesday 9am to 2 pm okay juga when it comes to thursday and friday , i hate it manzx ! Thursday 10 to 6 with lots of lecture , and tutorial and friday 9am to 6 pm !!! Prac , lect and tut , masyallah . Nasib badan kan . Ya Allah , please give me the strength so that i can endure and pesevere to finish my sem 2 with good grades , Amin .

Okay now lets talk a bit about my book which i read . The story is about this girl , Stephanie which had a disaster past (dad kaki judi and mum sucide herself) and she had no goal in life so she smoke , drinks , got into a bad society and etc . Then she met her mother's friend which dah masuk Islam and she somehow wanted to masuk Islam after readint the Quran . Ever since she converted herself , she is indeed trying to be a good muslim . Then she saw this guy , Yusuf in the bustop for a few times and not once, not twice , but 5-6 times she kept bumping into Yusuf , dah jodoh agaknya kan . Whenever they bumped into each other , Yusuf will start to so called "fight" just to get her attention . Yusuf is a muslim just by the name , he never really do what a muslim should practise but ever since she met Raihana (Stephanie islam name ) , he wanted to know more about islam and started to pray and all . As days past by , both fall for each other but Raihana couldnt accept Yusuf . Yusuf was really sincere and truly love Raihana as it can be seen by his actions and all . In the end , Yusuf got to know Raihanaa actually got lung cancer and its in the critical stage with no cure , hanya tunggu masa untuk pergi jerh . Because of that , Raihana dont want to give Yusuf hope , love and happiness as she knows that she wouldnt live any longer and she didnt believe that she has the right to seek for happiness too . But Yusuf really determine to marry her no matter how difficult his life would be because she want to be Raihanna's husband even though its just for a short while . Awhh ! That super sweet . Most didnt really like their marriage as many know that Yusuf can find a better and healthier wife to take care of him and most aware that Yusuf will be a "duda" at the age of 20+ even Yusuf' mum agreed on it too . But Yusuf himself didnt care about what others said because he knew that he really love and willing to do anything so that Raihanna will get the happinness in her remaning life . After few months of marriage , her mum begun to like Raihanna and she got to know that Raihanna was pregnant . But Yusuf asked to abort it because having a baby now will jeapordize Raihanna health as her cancer cell is really active . But Raihanna insisted to keep the baby as thats the only gift he could give to her husband before she die . Sedih seh . To keep it short , Raihanna died after giving birth to a beautiful girl and Yusuf died too while driving his way to the hospital as he was involved in an accident . END ! Seriously , the way the writer wrote , sungguh touching and the jalan cerita is good too !

Woright , should go off now . I am fasting and i want to watch my chinese drama . Having tuition with Assyura later but i dont know what time ;D

2011-10-07T11:03:00.002+08:00

Assalam'mualaikum ;) Keh i have a bad news . Tonight i am going to Jaybee and will only be back on Sunday . This means that i cannot fetch Khairiah tonight . & I will miss my friends and love ;D

Aniway , yesterday , i went out with Shidah . We have been planinng to go out for the past few weeks and only yesterday we had the chance to go out together . Met at Orchard and off we go to Ayam Penyet Ria . We sat there from 3 plus until 5 plus . Indeed both of us hantu pedas so we had no problem eating the food there ^^ Talk everything under one roof , from feelings to life .. Enjoyed my day out with her , sadly i forgot to snap photos with her D: . Anyway , shall go off now . Me want to eat Nasi Goreng ! Will be back this sunday . Meeting love later for a while , Salam .

2011-10-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

cute bangat

Aleeya and Aleena ;D

Cheesecake with chocolate topping , rasberry topping and normal one ;P

After cheesecake ;P

Before cheesecake ,

Assalamualaikum ;) Peace semua . Hope all are in good condition , Insya'allah . Okie i have so much fun today . First was making surprised for love . Yesterday was supposed to meet him but then i cancelled it saying that i need to help my mum but in actual fact , i was at home , baking cheesecake for him . Was having a hard time making the crumbs as i cannot find the suitable biscuit but it turn out to be errr okay , the top layer was okay but not the crumbs . Was pretty sad as the cheesecake doesnt turn out to be perfect . I have make cheesecake for lik 5-6 times but my crumbs has never been good D: Seriously , sodih sungguh deh . Thought of not giving to him as it is not delicious but then i tried to modified it a bit and since i had made him sad yesterday by cancelling our outing so have to continue to my plan .

So today , my iphone buat hal . Supposed to meet Eyka at 0130 but i couldnt contact her so fb message love to contact Eyka . She and Dan went to Pasir Ris first before meeting me at the Bridge . Before this , i had asked Assyura to go home early and close her house door o.o . And to ensure that love wasnt asleep when i give him the surprised , i asked Dan to give him a call until we reach the park there . Reached his unit and asked Dan to ring the bell while me and Eyka hide to the left . He was kind of shocked to see Dan and after a count of 3 , i and Eyka went out and taaaaadaaa , SURPRISED ! HEHE ! He was super shocked seh !1 Yippeeeeee ~~He really unexpect me to do all this . So we went in and they taste and commented by cheesecake . for me it is not to the standard yet but they say that it is delicious and nice . AWWH ! FEEL SO FLATTER AND HONOUR . Even love's dad said it was nice . Thanks eh semua ;DD Talk talk for awhile and at 5 , we went off first . YAY ! This is my second surprised for him ;DD Went to Tampines Mall for a while as Eyka wanted to update his work's schedule . They bought Koi . While walking , got this guy langgar Dan and he punya mengamuk . Adoi ! Sama kayak pacar gue deh -_- . Andand while waiting for 27 , Raudhah texted me and say she saw me . When i look to my right , it wa sher . Oh my ! I FELL SO GUILTY FOR NOT RECOGNIZING HER AND NOT TEGORING HER JUST NOW !! But nevermind , will be meeting her this saturday for awhile to give her my cheesecake as she wanted to learn how to bake it .

27 to Eyka's house . Guess what ?! While we were in the lift , the lift got jammed and we were stucked inside ! Tried to relax but the two kids who were also in the lift were super noisy . She said that she still want to live as she have a future . Irritating nya -.- . Dan tried to force opened but fail in the end , somehow the lift closed and went to the 12 floor . ALhamdulilah , everything was fine then . Reach Eyka's house and siap siapkan the twinnehs ! Alermak they sho cute can !! So , me , Eyka and Dan walked to compass and played with them . Ate at Burger King . Aleena suka simpan makanan dekat mulut dia and Aleeya suka suapkan orang makan . SHo cute luhhh ! Walked to 77th street to meet Fyfy and she had once took care of the twins . Headed to Kiddy Palace and i found this cute little Tom and Jerry bag . Decided to buy for them as their birthday present . YAY ! Dorang happy gila bawa bag turh . Hehehhe xD And it was only $9.90 each so i bought two for the twinss ! Kiss the babies goodbye and home sweet home . Enjoy my day today pretty muchie !

Tomorrow going out with Shidaha nd meeting love after that . Friday tuition with Heeda , Saturday , tuition with Assyura and meeting Raudhah . Rest on Sunday !

Yarh , about my torres jersey . I want to buy seh ! Its only 85 buckz but then it is too big . the S size is like super big so i am reconsidering to buy it . Haihaiah DD:

ANYWAY , THANK YOU SO MUCH EYKA , DANIAL AND ASSYURA FOR MAKING THE SURPRISED TO LOVE SUCCESSFUL . Owe korang semua seeeh !!

2011-10-04T16:38:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;) Okie , today at 10 , i have register my GSM for sem 2 . If last sem i choose Basic Mandarin and Food Culture , this sem i decided to choose the module which ha no exams , quiz or anything that got to use brains . I want a chillax GSM , hence i choose Pillars of life and Teamwork and Network ;) Got to know that i have 6 module next sem plus 1 project . And all the 6 modules are sciences . Here are my modules for next sem ; Biochemistry , Organic chemistry , Intro to nutritional science , Human biology & Immunology, Microbiology for food science, Physics for food science . i dont know if i can take it but Insya'allah . So total 7 modules , plus 2 GSM 9 modules and next sem i also have the sensory panel . I dont know if i can cope . Time table will only be release on 10 october . Sighh . Currently now baking cake , hopefully menjadi ;) Love , sorry for today , jangan sedih please !!

2011-10-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;) Above are some photos that are taken during my birthday at the airport , Mai has just uploaded it as she is a very busy women , Thank You ;)

Am waiting for love's text , will be going Compass to have lunch . While waiting , i wanted to check if STANZA CINTA LAST EPISODE has been uploaded , and alhamdulilah , it is . Am so going to see the ending ;) && YESTERDAY I DREAMT OF TAUFIK BATISAH SEH !! In my dream , he was with my family , visiting houses for Hari Raya , dalam mipi pun Eeqah cair tawuk !! Aniway , back to reality , for the past few days , had some problems regarding Abang Edi's marriage . We couldnt cook even in the void deck and we have nowhere to cook the dishes now . Today , Dad is going to the town council and try to book again the void deck . Abg Edi solution wasjust to cook at the Pasir Ris park itself . Its a NO-NO seh ! Hmm , May Allah help us in solving this problem , Amin ..

Okie next up , i have just finish reading this novel "Akhir Yang Indah" , a good novel with good plot and bahasa . I like Alaf 21 novel as the vocab used is fantastic but my favourite is Farjer Parker , have been their novel for ages ;) This novel is about a girl , Syadia Taqwa ( indeed a unique name ) is a beautiful young lady whom a lot of guys like and wanted to have but she is the hard to get type . For years , she finally fall in love with Emir Muhklis and only to find out that Amir Muhklis ( her boyfriend's brother) also fall for her . One day , while her boyfriend was in the airport , she wanted to give a surrised to him but she got surprised to see a Japanese lady , hug his boyfriend . Immediately , she ran away then while after that Her life was in danger when a guy (Irfan) kidnap her because Irfan really love her but his love was being rejected or better still ignored . Irfan is so called gangster besar :/ He thought by kindapping the girl , he could have the girl forever . He nearly raped her but in the end , Syadia have no choice but to marry him . Kuasa Allah , Syadia managed to escape and run for help . In the end , She got back with her current boyfriend ;D Okie , i need to go now , if interested , do go to the library for this book ^^

2011-09-30T23:00:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;) Today went out with my 3 awesome poly girls , Sydney , Carol and Eunice . Abbie couldnt make it as she has her dance practise . Met them at MRT Control Station and we went for a window shopping and headed to Pasta Mania . I ate a dessert called "Banana Dessert Pizza" , its quite nice while the rest ate main dish . Sydney told me that she wanted to break with her boyf and i was like are yoou seeeerriooous ??!! Predicted ! She told me that both are way different and she cant stand her boyfriend . She also keep comparing her boyf with this guy . Told her to wait for that guy , but she choose to accept her boyfriend . She was just giving her boyfriend a chance to proof something . Hmmm ! Best of luck to her !!! ;) Then decided to change our venue , went to this Japanaes restaurant at T1 as they wanted to eat ice cream but i didnt eat as i was uncertain if its Halal or not . Played monopoly Deal and story story . Hopefully , next sem , our modules will not be many !! . At 4 , we snap photos for awhile and off i go to meet Khairiah . I really hate waiting at the interchange there . Accamponied her to buy this gray shoes while i bought for myself a shawl ! YAY ;D Off we went to find some travel shampoos and staff . She ate at Food Culture around 6 , we make our way to her friend house which is at emmm , 342 !! She thought it was 343 and when we were already at the 4th floor , finding for the blocks , i reaslised that we got to the wrong blocks , pathetic isnt it ?? Then , we tried to look everywhere for 342 only to know that it was right in front of our eyes , heheh , selenga bangat deh ! Cepat cepat take the lugguage and cabbed home ;)

When they were few months old last year ,

when they were 1 year plus

Today is actually their birthday ! HAPPY 2 YEARS OLD KAKAK AND ADIK! May Allah bless them with good health and wealth and always protect them from an harm , amin . Will be going out with them and Eyka next wednesday . MISS THEM !!

2011-09-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

Uhh , that is soo 2006 seh ! Hurhur , Assalamualaikum semua . May all be in good health ;) I am sorry for yesterday , some might know that i was feeling super down yesterday . I feel awful , useless and worthless . I admit that i am really not good , in fact if this were a subject in schools , i would have a U for it ! & Its proven !! My first love left me for another plump girl because i cant make him happy . Kamal left me because i dont understand his life and his world . Shahiran left me too because he cant stand my attitude and K left me because i have a lot of flaws . Its already proven . I have lot of mistakes and weaknesses and its really saddening to know all this . Hmmhmm . Sometimes i dont know what m boyfriend sees in me as i have nothing haihaihai . Alright enough about that ...

Today i finish reading up my novel , the whole day i just read the book . Hmm . Anyway , Hari Raya dah abis seh ! Sho saddd . And i really enjoy my hari raya this year . Again i though it is going to be boring but i was wrong . I had so much fun with my cousins and relatives , visiting houses and all . ALhamdulilah , may the upcoming raya be a good one , Insya'allah ;)

Wokie , am meeting my poly girls tomorrow and supposingly , i have tuition with Heeda but she cancel it so going to meet Khairiah after that ;) & I MISS MY BOYF !

2011-09-28T21:42:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;) I had fun today with the awesome girls , Mai , Eyka and Khairiah , a pity Nana could not join us . Plan to actually met at 10am but i woke up only at 0930 and decided to sleep back .. Perangai sehh ! Then around 10 plus , baru nak mandi semua , in the end we meet at 12:20 and Khairiah as usual , she come around 20 minutes later ;) 27 to Tampines Mall and we were all starving , started to imagine the delicious food there . Reached there and we started to take almost eveyrthing , even try to rice and spaghetti . Seriously a lot ! & we can finish the whole food ! Indeed , we are super hungry . Not only that , mai took more seafood and beef for us . Wuhoooo ~ Enjoy the food pretty much . Last but not least , we ate the ice cream , shiokness !! reached at 1 plus and we left the place at 4 . Hheheh xD Then we took finding a spot to snap photos and only a few are with me , the rest is with Mai ^^ . Accamponied Eyka to work . Mai and me were like so called searching for jobs . After October , i dont know what should i do to earn money , i cant be giving tuition on November right , who wants to have it -.- So , then off we go to Mac , planning where else to go after this as its only 4 plus . While planinng , they sempat main stress quiz and mental age quiz . After so much thinking , we decided to go to IKEA , to jalan jalan . Shutter bus there and we started to imagine how our future house will be like , planning ahead manzx ! I really cant imagine if the 5 of us living together under one roof , comfirm keycoh gila ! Hhehehe , at 7 , Mai wanted to eat the chicken wings there and as she eat , we talked about guys and the past . Hhehhee . Bused home at 8 . A fun day out with the love ones after for so loong we did not meeet ;)

2011-09-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum ;D . I had fun today with love . Actually the start of the day was not fun at all because we had a tiff and when i meet him at Tampines to go Changi Beach , we barely talk and when he talked to me , alermak takut sikit seh , i am scared when he tengah nak meletup/nak tahan marah , ishhh >.< . We were supposed to go East Coast but instead i choose Changi and somehow i show off my attitude and taaadaaa , argue -.- . Bused 19 to Changi Beach and we talk things out , wow ! First time sehh and yearp , i know is my fault . Somehow , i dont know my i have such a bad attitude -.- But , ALhamdulilah , eveyrthing turned out well and we settled everything . Then we started to play boyf/girlf tag . Each of us has to asked 5 questions to the other person to see if he/she know the answer like the questions can be favourite food and etc . FUNNEY GYTU ! In the end , we draw , means we know each other equally . Funn sehhh !! SHould play this game more often ;DD . After that we play with water and i dont know why suddenly he wanted to carry me and he die die wanted to do it !! Luckily i am strong enough to stop him , sampai terjatuh jatuh , aand unfortunately i didnt bring any clothes -.- , basah kuyup baju ku because he splashed water to me . NAISB DIA UH !! Revenge is not sweet sebab turh tak anoh balik . Had fun with him and then off we went to eat , i mean him . Talk and gossip here and there , walk a while and waited for 89 . Mak oi ! Ramai nya orang and lambat pula turh . He sent me off ;D Aweosme day with him . Start with a tears and end with a smile ;)