The past

uhhhhhhhhh !!!! todayy hari ygg boringg ... LONELYYY ! I'M SO LONELYY .. khairiah neva come . she sick uhh . btw , get well soon okehh :) .first was eng . gt our test paper bk . 15/30 . hu-hu . jus pass lahh . maths . gt test . so0so accept for the last two questions .. dam hard . got to knw dhat eyka phone kena confisctae by teacher . haishh ! but after skool can get bk ah .malay . was sooooo lonelyy . sitting dhere alone .. i m the only gurl sesat pt situ .. all suround me are bouishh . watchh musang berjanggut . hahhaha . although watch it mant tymes , butt i neva get bored ah . hehe . dhen recess . only me , umai , eyka & siti turon .. eat egg & cheese as usual . all were veryy quiett .. nott manyy laughh .. semuer ngan sedihh . haishh .. last period was his . studyy abt russia . quite interesting luh . dhen disucc abt our class tees .. wateva hakim & sygg draw .. mr lee don wann seh . is like we re wearing the tees not hym .. heheh :) . after skool , eyka went home .. left me , umai , fyfy & farhanah .. decided to go to rivervale mall . eatt ice kachang over dhere . fyfy told us something .. whichh i was really really shockk abtt . tidak ku sangke , kau begituu ... hoho . now , its hard for me to believe you . dhen , slack awhile . walkk walk , fyfy challenge me to blaja naik basikal & i took itt . by the end of march holiday , i must knw how to main basikal .. kalaw tkk .... wooow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i sooo gonna be dead . i not going to kalah wif fyfy .. & i dont want to do wat she ask me if i lose .. wateva it takes , i mustt learnn how to naik basikall ... or else ................. hm ...... searching for someone who cn teach me .... dhen .. bused home ..

Labels: hope dhats a solution to the probems ....

HAPPYY BIRTHDAYY FARHANAH !!

heyloooooooooooooo ppl !! todayy is the most kecohestt & funn dayy for me . assemblyy , f***k ahh u . sengajer jek pijak beg org .. alamak .. huu ..dhen was contact tyme , talkk abt our class tee . dhen me , ruben , sharul , alex , sygg , hakim need to discuss abtt the designn . i did even talkk abt it . huhu . no mood lahh dhat tyme . first was maths .tomorow gt math test . sure fail wantt . nex was his . learn abt russia . quite interestingg . khairiah sickk luhh . cannot disturb her . p.e was up nex , but for us , no p.e cuz julia lim neva come again ??dmnn lahh her . is like only ones a mnth we hav p.e . hm ........... recess . eatt the freid food . yummy yummy .... now , mine turn kene air . was drikning dhen tetibe tertumpah dhen like gt one patch at mne uniform . dhey laughh at me . huhu . dhen , after dhat , actualyy wants to splash water at farhanah skali , farhanah tk kene .. fyfy splashh at umai . dhey dhen playy catching . mie was targeting at farhanah but dhen farhnah react faster so she splash at me first . dhen was like catching her ... ran ard the skool .. boom !! terlanggar umai .. is like veryy funny lahh . me catching farhanah while ffyfy catching umairah . ahahha .. dhen , cool down . up nex was eng .. wahh veryy boringggg . khairah sleep as she is sickk . me & songchin like goin to rotten soon at our place . but , luckilyy , sygg & hakim were there to entertain us .. YAY ! lce was dhen .. watch videos . quite funny actually . mly was lastt . did mine workk . very good gurl .. after skool ask farhanah to go home firstt . went c.p . bought donuts , presentsss & muffins ... took us abt 2 hrs to buyy all dhatt . hehhe .. abtt 4 plus .. call farhanah to meet her .. mie , eyka & umai were rushing to go to econ to buy lighters , candle & snacks while fyfy , siti & khairiah were to pick up farhnah . rushh ! rushh . hoping not to bump farhanah as we wanted to surprised her . while walkking to the playground beside eyka's blokk , heard someone shoutingg .sekali farhanah .. & umai was like shouting to me & eyka to runn . we dashh ahh pek lagyk . but cannot uhh . so , eyka & umai prepared the candles while i take care of farhanah . hehehhe .. she cannot sit still ahh . i was tired as we run from one place to another dhen need to prevent farhanah from going to the playground firstt . & becuz of dhatt , ii fell down sia .. malu nyer , as dhen were a group of bdk lelaki pt situ . malunyer .. dhen fyfy , khai , siti came .. so , start to sing song , & its photo takin tyme .... yay !! we spend abt 1/2 hour to take the phto . eat dhen continue again . very funn lahh .. abt 5 plus , we went home .. reach home at 6 .. now postinggggg ......................

* maths test tomoroww . studyy !

Labels: there no one left dhen ;, without you

hoho ! todayy kinda blur blur dayy for me . dont knw yy . sygg neva come . sadd ! sadd ! . SS was first , no mood to studyy . butt still can concentrate uh . chem was nex .read the teens magazines . chat chat wif khairiah , bryce & cosmas abt the artistt all dhatt . funny seh . dhey all tinking abt the design of the class tees . nex was mly . gt our test paper bk . gt 23/30 . okehh luh . nora talkk abt relationshipp all dhatt . was hearing her talking butt in the same tyme , was daydreaming . hehe :) recess was nex . eat egg [n] cheese . all a bit quiet todayy . hm ......... dhen was math . did abt equation on a straight line thingy . must concentrate ahh mathh . cannot slackk cuz i dont wanna fail math .. engg .. wah !! sooo the supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeerr boring . been doing the same thingg always .. but at least , i hand in & been on task even though i cannot focus . huhu .. talkk to song chinn abtt _ _ _ _ _ . she hav the same opinion as me . dhen noo mood . mine mood swing come bk . breifing for the camp . not sure if i going cuz i dont wanna grp wif other students other dhen mine frends or classmates . after skool , while waiting for umai , & siti .. sit at the canteen . dhats something i keeping thinking . how i wishh dhatt wasnt the probem . keep tinking of the solution . dont wanna anyone to hurt here .. dhen dhey came . went to c.p . walkk walkk . saw nazurahh . blahh blahh . eatt at kfc .. dhen talkk talkk over dhere . i was very so the blryy larhh . dont kwn yy .. ppl ask simple question butt i cn heardly understand .. yy ?? huhuhu .... dhen . went home at abt 5 plus ..

Labels: how am i suppose to put it to u in a good ways ??

yahss heylooooooooo ... todayy is a sickk dayy for me .. hari tues jekk mesti sakitt seh . reachh skool late . but dhen teacher giv us chance .. all mly students need to go libraryy . tot watt . skali abt the china tripp dahh .saper sehh nk p .. dhen first was engg . cannot concentrate .. stomachh crampp . dhen was mathh . gt bkk our test marks . gt 13/15 . ho-ho .. today maths was very interestingg . if onlyy math was as inetersting as todayy wants , i wouldd be looking forward for math lesson .. nex was bio . in the labb . did experiment . ours is waaaaaaaay differentt from watt mr tan askk us to do .. is always like dhatt . bila pt akku dan khairiah jek mesti salah taw lain dari yg lain .. tinking yy ... reccess . eatt chicken burger .. we lik sitting dhere , blokingg the pathh .. hehehee .. dhen , mine butt's basahh . umia taking revenge cuz last tyme ii laughh at her .. khairiah ketawe rabakk gyler .. nvrmdd krg .. dhen was mly . playy scrabble , mly version . blahh .. blahh . FNN . did the custard n cutlet . its like me dan khairiah soooo kecohh ahh .. everytyme mesti ketawe .. entah aper aper jekk .. hehe .. dhen after skool , went to c.p as usuall . saw the mediacorpp ppl shooting . dhen we kapo kapo wanna see . huhu .walkk awhile . dhen sitt n laughh + talkk abt somethingg . mine perutt very the pain sehh . cramp uhh . hm ... dhen after dhat , i went home first . went to mkcik hse . mine sis dpt duit sehh . her bdae .. lols . bk home at 9 somethingg .. gona end here now ...

Labels: forgive me mine weakness ...

todayyy kinda funn [n] paiseh dayy .... firstt was S.T . it was mly . just hentam jekk .. huuhuu . sure gonna fail dhat S.T . dhen recess .. it was the mosssssssssstt embarasinng day for umairahh . malu sehh . her butt's gott stain (water ) .. dhenn , the bouishh saw itt . hoho ! damn paisehh larhh .. dhen laughh all the way .. chem was nex . the mr tangg still in the hospital ?? hu-hu ! pityy hym larhh . if dhis continue , gonna flunkk mine sci dhis year .. habis larhh . hancur nanti sci aku . nex was engg . as usuall .. boringg . just finish up the journall . bio was nex .. neva absorbb wat he teeachh . it cant go on .. suree faill ahh .... need tutor for sci sehh .. last period was SS . todayy .. understandd a little bitt .. jokes agai as usuall .. after skool , plan was to go gym but againn .. us .... dh mkn mkn ... at lastt , tk jadi p gym .. haishh !! went c.p .. eat at banquett .. dhen walkk walkk .. laughh like watt sehh .. dhen went to CD shopp . khairahh mention someone name .. & ii hate itt ... ii hate dhatt name to the core .. wuhoo ~~ ahahhaaha .. dhen wentt home cuz need to go to nenek hse . she sickk .. huhu .. keciann .. tiill here .... byess ~~~
now , i m feeling miserable . dont know if you gurls wouldd forgive me . i dont wanna lose such a greatt frens like u gurls . now , u gurls shld knw the reason behind all dhis . i dont wann to tell u gurls cuz ii dont wann any of u to be hurtt . justt lett mine self hurtt deeplyy & queitlyy . i dont wan mine frends to suffer all becuz of all mie .. i realyy dont wanna to lose all of uu ..



umairah_umai : u hav been mine bestt of the bestt frend for few yearss . ii enjoy every single minute wif uu . shared our sorrow & happiness together . our memories is still freshh in mine mid . when , we spend tyme together .. just the two of us ... sharing our secretss ... ourr probemm .. everything ... in fact , u re the closet to me .. i really realyy missh all those tyme . i alwayss flash bk all the memories dhat we hav together .. onlyy uu who realyy understands me . ii doo hope dhatt uu will be mine best frend even dhatt ii hav makes uu feel hurtt .. i would really wants us to be like last tymes ... really realyy do ... even if u dont , i would regard u as mine best of the best frendssss ..............

khairiah _khai: even though we hav qurell last tyme , i really treasure uu as being one of mine best frendss .. u always make me happy :) wif all the crapss we share , all mine probems , i will forget for awhile wenever uu make the jokes ... in class , ii always buly uu but u still tolerate me . thanks fer everthingg .. ur helpp & kindess toward mee .. i realyy reallyy appreciate lots .. realyy thanking uu for all the advice u hav given me throughoutt .. & sorry abt ur bdae all dhatt . becuz of me , ur bdae plan was almost failed . sorryfor all the trouble ii hav made uu ..

syafiqah_fyfy : uu hav been such a wonderful frends :) sorry for the past dhat i hav misunderstood uu .. u re the one who is always craps & jokes . uu re a veryy firm gurll . hope to be as firm as uu one dayy . u hav help me a lots wen i need helpp in any thingg . u re mine another advisor for mine love life . u didnt show ur probems to us .. i realyy admire u lots .. u even let ur fend decide on ur life .. thankz fer evetyhing dhat u hav taught me .. u re the one who always be the center person if i & the other frend had a litle fite .. thanks fer dhatt .. thank for guiding mie to right pathh ..

syafiqah_eyka : ii really bless to hav a frend like uu . although we hav a bit misunderstandin for the past few yeasrs , u hav been a great frends to me . sorry if i make u angryy & broken hurtt .. i dont meant to do dhat to uu .. seriouslyy ... sorry . untill now , i always feel guiltyy to uu .. even though u hav forgotten the pastt or forgive me ... ii still wants to sayy sorryy & sorry for making ur life dulu kecewe .. now .. thankz fer being such a greatt frends . wen i m alone or down .. u re always dhere for me .. u still wana be mine frends after wat i hav done to u ... soryy for all the trouble dhat i hav created .. & thankz fer everythingg :)

farhanah_far : ii love uu as a frends .. in the past years , we ever quralledd .. sorry to make u cryy . it wasnt mine intention to make u cryy dhat tyme .. cuz i was very very angryy wif uu . so .. ii sayy out all those harsh words .. & dhat tyme was nearly ur bdae .. i m so so sorryy if u still havent forgiven me . now , we hav become frends again .. & ii really enjoy spendin tyme wif uu . it is great to tslkk to uu . u hav the jokes & u hav the seriousness .. really blessed for having a frend like uu . uu always cared for me .. thankz fer aall those tyme dhatt i hav spendd withh uu .. thank you a lotss for being suchh a nice frend !____________________________________________________________________
naim_syg : thankz fer brightening mine life .. u hav enter mine life & added colour to itt . onlyy uu makeess me reallyy happy .. seeing uu is alreadyy enoughh to make me forget all mine miseryy & probems .. wen i m angry at someone or somethingg , justt by seeing uu cn make mee cool down & soften . uu cn make me really meltt :) .uu rasie me backk wenn ii m fallingg . uu re speciall from others .. u hav wat others dont .. ii really love uu .. its justt dhat sumtymes i dont kwn how to show mine love towardss uu . ii dont knw if watt i do cn make u happy .. forgive me mine weakness & if i hav ever hurtt u or ur feeling before .. thanks ferr all the tyme & memories dhat u hav given me .. thanks for understanding me .. thanks for all the jokes & seriouness in you .. thanks you so muchh syggg ! I LOVE YOU !!!
todayyyy ..... noo moooddd dayyy .. so , gonna be short one . engg , didi compre . neva concentrate . talkk to songchinn dhen , mathh . gt testt , so-so .. share ans wif bryce & cosmos . nex was mlyy . no mood to laughh .. justt see wats happeningg in mlyy class . recess , eatt fish burger . all quiett .. tofay , everybodyy mood's is down ... mine was nuetral . nex was his . did the article on spore winning the bids for olympic . mie was veyy downn & boringg .. butt dhen , songchinn , bryce & syg made mine life :) . so , we playy playy .. mr lee makes joke ... dhen , released . evryone go separate wayss ... mie & fyfy . siti & eyka . far & anu . umai & khai . hm .... today , we hav no laughteeeeeeeerr .... walkk walkk wif fyfy .... talk abt somethingg . actualyy dont wanna tell abt it butt fyfy force so ..


ii knw the whole storyy abtt our friendhip thingyy . ii guess we re differentt . our thinking is soooo way difeerentt . maybe , for uu all , i m minahh , showing all mine attitude ... butt , i hav mine own reasons .. u all tinkk dhatt i hav changee .. yearp . i hav change to become more sensetive . u all hav been a GREAT frends all dhis while . maybe the probems is on mie . becuz of mie , our frendship turns out to be dhis way . butt , dats wat i m . ii hav beome more serious & sensetive . ii cant see myselff of how mine reaction towarddss all of uu .. ii knw dhatt uu all confirm talkk behind me .. but ,, all dhis , dhatt i hav been showing mine attitude , all had a reason behind itt . find it from fyfy ... u all don knw how i feel ... uu all dontt understands me . but , everbodyy is different .. & i ... wiff all of uu is differentt . we think in different wayss . ii want the olds uss . where we share our happiness & sorrow together .. abtt the blogg ... ii express itt all in mine blog , cuz ii hav noo one too talk or express mine feelingg to ( onlyy naim ) . at dhat tyme , i was reallyy angryy wif her ... so , dhat yy ii write like dhatt .. butt , after ii cool downn , i myselff thinkss the same wen i read watt i hav written ... maybee all dhis is mine faultt . i tryy to changee myselff & understandd all of uu .. SOOOORRYYY GURLSS !!!!!!!!! is nott watt ii wantt for all dhis to happen ... is not mine intention to hurt u all feelingss .. sorry if i hav accidentally or unaccidentally hurt uu all .. u all hav been a greatt frendsss .. hope dhatt our frendship will lastt :):)

**** i dont want all of uu too keep quiett if u dont like mine attitude .. sometymes , i neva realised mine mistakes or watt i did make all of uu feel hurtt ... ii want all of uu to tell mee directlyy . so , dat there will be no misunderstandingg .. dhis hav happen been occuringg before .. & now ... i hope dhis one will be the second & the lastt incidentt .. if uu gurls thingg dhatt ii m in the wrongg , plesa let me knw & i tryy mine bestt to change mineselff for our frendship . pleasee !! tell mee ...
yahhs heylooooooooo !! todayy skool so-so . khairiahh bad mood in the morningg . so , tryy nott to disturb her . first was mathh . revised the yesterdayy workk . tomorow gt maths test ... dhen was history . mr lee was like sooooo thee perasann sehh . act as if he is one of the royal familyy .. butt veryy funny .. ii sadd sadd cn become happy happy after heariingg his jokess . dhen was p.e . bahh !! me [n] khairiah was like we wanna to challenge the bouishh , we want to be as the same standard as the bouishh .. dhh confidentt sehh ... readyy .. skalii . wenn startt .. haventt 500m , we stop readyy ... ahahha .. ader hati nkk lwn lelaki sehh . so , dhen , we realisedd dhatt we shld nott eat too muchh fried food [n] exercise more in order to hav the same standard as the bouishh . huhu !! gt 1/2 hr leftt . first me [n] khairiahh playy volley ball .. actually we dont knw , just tryingg . dhen played badminton wif gary & songgchinn . pinyangg wantss the ball to hit me . so , i faster take both the ball [n] giv one to khairiahh . so , he come [n] bully me .. he chase me [n] khairiah sia . dhen , mie & khairiahh playyed netball for a while . as it hav been a longggggggggg tyme since we playy it . ii take out the netball goalpostt witout anyy permission from anyone . hehe . & we started to shoott . wahhhs sehh !! khairiah expertt readyy sehh . she cn score in the goalls or hitt the rim while me ?? nk mskn satu gol jekk , nkk kene struggle .. huhu .. i guess mie job is just to defend . cant be a shooter . yearpp . cuz i cant even shoot .. but uu see , wen i defended khairiah , she cn score a gol very easliyy , wen i neva defend her , she must try twice or more dhen cn go in .. but at least , she cn shoot .. dhenn , changee .. recess . todayy friedd fooodsss !! yay ! we , hav been noticing dhatt some oness alwayss stare at us .. cnt mention who larhh but he keep staringg at us as if we did something wrongg . i knw we re popular larhh kn , butt dheir staring makes us feel uneasyy sehh . hm ... been wonderingg yy ... dhen , khairiah spotted dhatt me neva button mine pinaformm ?? cn u believ dhiz .. & dhey sayy dats the reasonn yy someoness see uss .. becuz of me neva button mine pinaformm .. hohoho ! dan khairiah ketawe kn aku rabakk rabakk sehh . paisehh nyerr aku .. nex was engg . did the compre . mine bodyy was there but mine mind was at somewhere else .. got to knw dhatt we are gonna hav spotcheckk . panic sehh ! kept mine phone at mine p.e shortt .. scared if its not the best place to keep . decided to giv it to eyka . dhen was lce .. see the video & watchh captain planett ?? dhat show hav been mine favourite one since i was youngg . hehee .. learnn how to rite chinese .. songgchinn teachh . last period was mlyy . huhu .. nora keep sindiringg far [n] fyfy .. i was lik laughingg jekk .. did the wkbkk . after skooll . plannedd to go to gymm . but farhanah dont wann go .. umai no mood . me also no moodd .. so , cancell again .. went c.p . fyryn call . nk jumper ?? tapi , giv her excuse . hoho !! sit at the CC . was ik noo moodd . butt don knw yy .. i aso don knw watt am i tinkingg abtt . hm ......... so , dhey all talkk talkk while umai sleeping [n] me dreaming .. went bk to c.p . go best denki .. saw somethingg . havent decide to buy or nott . play psp over there .. hehe . playy like no bodyy business .. boughtt waffle .. homedd ......... 7 plus ... go ngajii .. now , studyingg mathss .......

Labels: its justt me [n] uue

heyylooooooooo people . watt to sayy abt todayy ? assemblyy at hall . SS was firstt . mr lee tells us abt 4Ds ?? is like it is nothing to do withh SS .. ahaha . but , interestingg ahh . dhen was chem . mr tang no come . so , a relief teacher take us . do the experimentt . ours is weirdd . huhu !! while i was washingg the beaker , it acciedenttlyy or unaccidenttly fall .. prink !! gt the soundd . butt , luckilyy , neva breakk .. dhen was mlyy . were ask to read a storyy .. very funnyy . ii keep laughinng at mineself wen reading the stroryy . hehe . recess . boughtt sandwiches .. see fyfy & eyka boughtt fish burger .. like veryy sedapp . so , after eatingg , decided to buy the fish burger . khairiahh very badd karhh sehh . she saw the fish burger leftt two & she quicklyy grabb the burger & paid for itt ... dhen , wen i was abt to buyy , the uncle sayy , finishh liao .. huhu .. sharedd wif umai the burger .. thanks yahhs . maths was nex . do the same thing . engg ...... cannot concentrate . was in mie LALA landd .. dhenn , observe the china gurll . dhen , mrs chongg gives private teachingg on the gurlss onlyy . cuz , manyy of the boys , did not wanna listen or studyy . dhen , one by one bouishh , startt to concentratingg .. after skool , while waiting for umai & far , wentt to our usual place . the table hav been vandalisedd .. wuhooo ~~ .. fyfy & khairiahh was like listening to dangdutt & crapiingg while eykaa playingg wid ballonn .. & me , doingg mine mathh . so guai . while writing , remember something dhat mie & sygg msgingg last nightt . SHLDD & MUSTT DELETE THE MSGG . i was sooooo forgetfull dhatt i nneva delete itt ,. dhen , at dhatt tyme , fyfy was lik reading mine msgg . i was like sooo panic sehh .. grabb the phone from fyfy .. dhenn had a little so call fite wiff fyfy over mine phone . she wantss to knoww yy ii wantt to delete the msgg .. its nott the tymee to tell yett . & maybe it shall be foreva a secrett between mie & sygg onlyy .. hm .... dhenn , headed to c.p . walkk & walkk .. boughtt honeydew .. while i was drinkingg , i dont know hw , the drinkss spill off . i was lik shockk . ourhh ourhh fyfy accidenttly telanggar .. luckilyy , the drinks ii boughht is cheapp . kalaw tkk ... huhu ! . eatt at banquett . after dhatt , dhey want to buy waffle .. dheyy all laughh laughh as usuall .. mie ... emoingg .. but dont know abt watt .. decide to go home .. sleep as usuall .. dhenn , shower , eatt & do mine hw all .. now , chattin ... bye ~~~~~

Labels: watt hapeen to mie todayy .... everthingg ii do seems to be wrongg ?? is somethingg bad gonna happen ??

uhh .. todayy so super duper booooringggg ...... assemblyy .. we need to separated from our class as we come in skool so call ` late ' , whic is actualy not ahh . crapss wif farhanah . dhen was en . had the proposal test . were doing & ii was like no foolscap cuz the last piece ii had justt give to songg chin . dhen i was lik so panickyy .. last 10 mins & i hav no foolscap to finish up mine prposal . ask song chin to ask asyraf . huhu . at lastt . gt one foolscap from sharul ? nex was math . new chapter .. okeh larhh . first was quite confusing but dhen .. quites so-so .. bio .. mr tan talk to hymself sia . sometyme ii pity hym cuz we all neva listen to watt he sayy .. i was so damn hugryy .. dhenn something happen in class .. nec was recess . eat egg & cheese [n] boughtt drinks .. as usual , dhey all were crappings .. after recees , i was so no fuckking mood . mine mind was tired cuz sleep late last night .. dhen keep thinkin of somethingg . dhen dheyy all were crapping abt dont know watt . ii like wateva luhh . mlyy ... see the video .. no mood to do the compre butt did itt at lastt . faster finish it up .. was damn pissed off & angry but dont know yy or wif who .. dhen , sygg pull mine chairr . he playy playy . wahh . dhen mine mood change bkk sia .. terus dhh tkk marah lagikk . wuhooo ~~ but abit of sad sadd luhh . dhen gt still like 20 mins .. so mie & khairiah decided to sleep for awhile . serioslyy , i m really really tiredd . sleep .. i tot i was at home sehh . dhen , ringgggggg !!! mly goes .. i stil neva wake up . but asyraff kejot kn aku . dhen .. was FNN . gt bk our test paper .. gt 21/40 .. did the roasted chicken . ours is best seh . the most superb ones from all the pastt ones .. went to libraryy , borrow books .. dhen , meet att dhem .. dheyy al donno wanna go where . decided to go home .. homed .. sleep ........ wake up , bathh & eatt . celerbater adeq bdae .. wuhooo ~~ delicious ... now , postingg .......

Labels: superrrrr dupeeer tiredd larhh todayy ..........

uhhh !! todayy skool vewey the boringg .. assemblyy . watch the drama .. veweyy shiokk ahh .. funny . dhen khairiahh always laughh for nothingg . donnoe yy hah .. recess . dhey all eatt . i onlyy buyy drinks . khairiahh donnoe todayy watt happen to her . laugh with no reason . dhen chem . walao !! tang neva come & the chio teacher relief us again . veweyy boringg sia .. okehh , now khairiah no mood to talkk or laughh . she mood swingg larhh sehh . same as mie !! eng . did the journal thingyy . writ as much as i cn cuz don wanna to do it as hw . hehehe . dhen bio . tan neva come . one relief teacher relief us . complete the worksheet ... after dhatt ... mie , khairiah & song chinn damn high man !!! it all started wif song chin . she singg song . dhen follow by me , dhen khairiah . so , we sing like no bodyy business . hahahha .. funny sehh .. we all singg & keep thinkingg other songgss .. like , when you gone , too late too apologize & etc ... dhen ,, we become childish ... singg Hi-5 , teletabies , powerpuff gurll , etc songs .. dhenn some of the guys look at us . we laughh non stopp . song chinn keep me wanna laughh somemore .. dhen ,, SS . got to know dhatt mr tang was warded at hospital .. heard dhat mr tan too was in hospital . huhu ... SS studyy abtt spore govenment again .. okehh larhh . actually is boring but mr lee make the lesson interesting & funny . plan to visit mr tang in the hospital but dhen mie & khairiah lazyy to go . dhen after skool , mie , farhanah , khairiah & eyka wants to eat in skool . while fyfy & umai went to c.p . buy food at there ... meet dhem outside skool . khairiah decided to go to c.p . walao ... just now , fyfy & umai went there readyy . so , we went there again ... hehehe . sakk ahh . i SAW AMNI AGAIN SEHH !! huhu .. mcm dari dhat saturdayy , saw her .. huhu .. asl sehh .. try to act as usual . turn one whole roundd .. dhen , mie , eyka & farhanah check kalaw dier ader ke tkk . tkder .. so , we walkk walkk . dhen 4 plus .. i went homed . tired sehh . dhen sleep .. wake up , bathh , do hw .. chatt wif fyryn .. i donnoe if i wanna go Rc or not .. hmmm .....

Labels: decison havent make yett .

ahh !!! todayy wentt to the fnn tripp . waited for khairiahh . dhenn going 8.50 readyy . tot she hav gone to skool larhh , so ii go in the skool . otw , met garyy .. dhen walkk wif hym .. dhen mett CT . reachh there , KHAIRIAH HAVENT COME YETT !! dhen askk micheele if she wanna buyy sweets . wentt too shopp for awhile . dhen , saw khairiahh . she waitedd for mie ?? duhh .. ahhaha . dhen zoomm !! too katongg . saw ratss .. eiwww .. att there .. walkk walkk . eatt eatt . all the muslims eatt together .. the food were quite okehh luhh , omlyy mie who tkk selera nkk mkn .. take pic of the peranakan place . sempatt utkk kite berperasan . hehe :) . ambikk gmbr nan khairah , CT & nazurah . dhenn , our class are all inside . readyy to take class pic . but dhen me & khairiahh outside the place .. theyy take pic withoutt us ? i cantt believe itt .. so , rann itt quicklyy & took another two more shots wif the class . yipee ! first tyme take pic wif 3.c . dhenn , tour ardd the katongg . donnoe yy .. suddenlyy go churchh ?? mapekk sakk . decide to go in & take a look at the churc .. the teacher or tour guide is like tryingg to influence us , indirectlyy byy sayyingg all sortt of thingg larhh . like veryy the f*ckk .. wateva it is , kite islamm ! we neva get influence by dhatt easliyy . took pic at the churchh . learnn abtt how theyy prayy or watsoeva .. abtt their fathers .. all thatt .. i was justt like ourhh .. okehh .. me , khairiah , CT & nazurah like veryy bingitt . they shuldd bring us to the food culture .. not to the churchh ??? boughtt some fruitss ..in too the bus . dgr lagu skalii mie & khairiahh tetidoo dahh . huhu ... smpai skola , terus blahh .. wentt c.p . otw , saw sygg . khairiahh boughht laksa & mie boughh something for mine sista ( as her bdae is in 2 days tyme ) . saw amni wenn searching for sista somethingg . was actually REALLY SHOCKED ! was holding the something & saw amni skali benda ygg aku pegangg jatuhh sehh . nasibb tk pecah . firstt she neva saw mie , dhenn after dhatt , she saw mie . dhen she was like staring att mie .. keepin looking mie . & ii was like justt laughh laughh . don wann to make eye contact wif her . damn man !! wentt to the Cd shop quicklyy after bought the thingg . sygg msgg . nkk jumpe . too give mie valentime giftt ?? so , while waiting fir sygg , askk kahriahh to acoompanyy mie utkk tnguu sygg .. wentt libraryy . abt 2 plus , met sygg outside seven-eleven . he bwkk kwnn . kalaw tk silap , dhats pktehh . huhu .. dhenn talkk to sygg .. wentt homed after dhatt .. mie & khairiahh hav a ` fite' over someone . hehe . onlyy she knows . homed abt 2 45 . change . btw , thnk sygg for dhatt giftt . simplyy LOVESS itts !! wentt to grandma hse .. blahh blahh ! dhen to nenek aku nyer twins nyer rumahh . sbab dier sakitt . she vewey the skinny sehh . kesiann diew . hm .. after dhatt , went to mkcikk nye umahh , at marslingg . talkk talkk . eatt eatt .. bkk att 10 pluss . shiokk ah todayy .. laughh alotss .. butt gt the limits ahh . curentlyy chating wif fyryn as she gt probemm . cian diew . & chatting wif sharill whic dhh lamer tkk chatt .. so , noww , the postt will stop here .. byebye ~.~
todayy , tot don wann come skool buttt ........... come jgkk ahh .. boring luhh .. nothing special happen . after skool ,, wentt outt .. homed att 6 plus . go ngaji . ii m now started to lovesss go ngajii . kwn kwnku di sana semuer membuatku tersenyum & gembira ... especially DWI ERDINA !! kamu suggunhh kiutt larhh sehh !! ngann aja diek sekali bila die nkk ckp jekk ,, die kentoto dahh . muhahaha !!!!! kelaka siott . semuer ketawe .. luckyy to hav dhem as a ngaji frendd . fun .. even thoughh ii onlyy share mine personall stuff to mine closett , butt i donnoe yy , ii share it wif dhemm . mcm dhh rapatt pulakk . hehe :) .. enjoyy goingg ngaji man !!! looking forwardd for nex thurs .. puteri atikahh , fitri amira , dwi erdina && semuer kwn kwn ku di ngaji .. bestt larhh krgg ..


*** tomorow kenekk p skola larhh . ader fNn tripp sheyy .. huhu ..

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HAPPY VALENTINE DAYY !!!





todayy , so happyyy .. meet dhem as usuall . assemblyy : studentt leader investiture .. watchh them ... YAY ! no mathh .. dhen was his .. gt our testt bkk . gt 8/12 , okehh okehh larhh . mr lee tell naim abtt prematal sex larhh . hehe . dhen was p.e . walao !! no p.e again .. is like 1 mnthh no p.e . julia lim , where hav uu go ?? the chio teacher relief uss . she gives us ferarror rocher .. but at dhatt tyme , i was sickk , so like noo mood to eatt ... butt ii finishh it up .. dhenn sygg sitt beside mie .. playy wif hymm & talkk abt todayy plann . nott going to esplande .. dhen our class gt paper fight . sygg , hakim , imran , ruuben , cosmos & gary vs bryce , chaun shun & gabriel .. funny sia .. then , the paper hitt mie cuz ii sit beside sygg .. watt to doo ?? wee watch dhem playy . the teacher aso neva sayy anythingg . dhenn watchh dhem playy heartt attack & sissor , paper , stone . hehe . recess . frendss giv somethingg .. so TOUCHINGG SIA !! thankzz okehh ? dhatt gurll jealous larhh sehh . dhen was eng .. did compre & mrs chongg give us chocolate .. eatt it again . giv sygg hys presentt . :) ,. nex was lce .. EIWWW !!! on valentine dayy saw penis & vagina for real .. see the pic of dhatt . veryy the digustingg .. imran take the pic sehh . mlyy .. huhu .. do the same thing again . after skool , wentt c.p . dheyy eatt at banquett .. ii neva eatt . feel like vomittede , so no mood to eatt . dhen , walkk walkk .. meet din berukk .. talkk to hymm waste current larhh deii .. blahh ! pesteringg me & fyfy to go esplande . dhen , saw her lil sis .. veweyy the cute larhh .. dinn berukk veweyy controll to hys lil sis .. dhenn , he wentt to mini toons wif his lil sis .. waited for hym for awhile .. saww the jokers + syg . meet dhemm .. the guys see mie like wann to eatt mie . scaryy sehh .. talkk to sygg while fyfy talkk to din japp . dheyy wentt off .. mie & fyfy walkk walkk ardd c.p . homed at 5 + . saw fyryn & nazurahh on our way home . talkk to her awhile while fyfy talkk to nazurahh . funyy sia fyrynn .. know ur secrett !! shooo ... dhenn walkk home ... lata going ngajii .. till here ...
wuhooo ~~ tadayy quite fun . assmeblyy as usuall . skipp .. skipp . furst was SS . talkk governmentt . dhen chem . nr tang veweyy LAME ! wanna make jokes aso nott funny . he veryy watt lorhh . songggchinn sickk , dhen wanna scold her somemore .. haiyooo !!! dhatt teacher soo not the caringg . lastt lastt , songchinn wentt home . HUHU ! ii no frendd to gossip wiff other dhen khairiahh . hehee .. dhen was mlyy , lol . did the same thing again & again . recess . eyka boughtt jemputt jemputt , so we each eatt one . boughtt drinkk . nex was mathh . somethingg excited happen to khairiahh . yeahh !! sygg & hakim sabo mie .. & the gurlss cuz we havent rite on the boardd yett . dhenn , mdm eelina choose us . huhu . after dhatt , mdm eelina tell us ghost storiess . veryy the scaryy sia .. ii donnoe , weneva ii heardd ghostt storyy , mie tears will fall .. butt actually ii not dhatt cowardd . it natural sehh . mustt findd the reason soon . dhen was engg . need to rite proposal again . mie & khairiahh no mood to do . so , w keep talkkingg . yay ! after skool , wentt c.p to change & buyy food , drinks . meet umai there & went to khairiah hse . changee .. explore her hsee . hehehe . walkk to the GYM ! mine furstt tyme go gym .. ii was like veryy jakun sehh .. wen mie & eyka mskk & nkk tryy jekk , ppl at there all see at uss . veryy paisehh lehh . butt nkk kurus nyer psl ..... muhaha . did the activities over dhere . wentt home at abtt 5plus . bathh .. start doingg math att abtt 6 plus .. keep doingg & doingg , keep trying & tryingg for like two hour . after the 1 1/2 hr thinking abt the math solution , mine headd like wan to burstt .. headachee sia .. veryy the pain . like gt migrain like datt . huhu . after dhatt , feel like vomitingg . & buekksss !!! ii vomitted . cnn uu believe diz ?? ii m sickk becuz of doingg mathss question ??!! ii dontt belieeevveeee dhizz ... now , mine kepala mcm nkk pecahh larhh seyy . tomorow maybe cum or nott , i donnoe ...

Labels: ii hav forgive uu gurl ... even thoughh uu still hate mie ..

heylooo !! tadayy skool as usual . meet dhem at usual place . assmeblyy . theyy talkk abt prematural sex . blahh ! blahh ! firstt period was eng . did comprehension passage . mathh , did the same thing . bio , testt . all were like seeing the book [n] notes for the answer . mr tan dont bother to scold uss . hehe . sygg `sakitt' . nkk alikk nyer psl . butt dhenn , askk hym nott to alikk . lol . recess . mie , far [n] eyka sitt at the roundd table outside mine class while fyfy , umai [n] riyahh went to the canteen . feng yen , garyy [n] cosmos wentt upp [n] sitt wiff us .. dheyy asskk uss abtt dhatt gurll .. dhen our ans is likee , wateva .. dhenn , we all playy heartt attack wif jasmine [n] one other gurl . shiokk sia .. dhenn , boom ! eyka saw lester .. we faster faster run [n] go to toilett . for our safetyy larhh . wenn we go outt , lesterr sprayy att us withh his salivia .. YUCKZZ ... luckilyy neva kena mie .. but kena far . ahaha .. veweyy dangerouss larhh sehh . dhenn was mlyy . hearr songg [n] need too doo practicess . [n] FNN !! yeahh ! todayy we cook springg roll & mayonise . the springg roll turns out superbb butt nott for the mayonise . mie very clumsyy sia todayy . all the foods whic ii chopp , all fall downn , either on the floor or in the sinkk .. yy sehh ?? after 3 hr off FNN , dhenn mie [n] riyahh wentt to cantteen to buyy drinkss . seatt at the roundd table in the canteen . sygg [n] hakim join uss later . while ii was drinking , saw mr lee [n] dhatt riyahh wass like ` shafeeqahh shafeeqahh , mmr lee ' . dhenn i was like shockk uhh . dhenn mine water spill outt of mine mouthh sia . kena hakim siakk . hehe . dhen , riayhh was lik laughingg ( hu .. bknnyer nkk tlgg ) , sygg was like wtf ? [n] hakim was like eiiiwww !!! ahaha . sorrie ahh hakim . dhen meet dhem outside skool . gt dhis one mkkcikk [n] one so call `kakak' saw far or umai doingg something [n] they was like staringg at uss . dhen , theyy talkk to us likee we watt lorhh . wateva larhh mkcikk . nkk bilangg , bilangg lurhh . wentt to c.p .. eatt kfc . fyfy , umai [n] riyahh was likee laugghing non stopp while me , far [n] eyka was like watchinngg dhem laughh . lol . wentt to findd somethingg for fyfy the matair .. at lastt , fyfy boughtt somethingg after muchh serachingg . meet dinn att 292a att abtt 5 plus .dinn bringg akai skalii . wahhlaoo !! khairi face rezallyy look like sygg sehh .. wenn din [n] fyfy wass talkking , ii observe khairi face , really look like sygg .. hehee . dhenn , see din [n] fyfy likee talkkingg abtt valentine dayy [n] ii was like `cepatt lurhh .. akuu dahh tkle tahann . nkk k*****g ' . din [n] fyfy cnn still `fite' to see who winn [n] lose . bothh don wanna to give in . ii was like haii .... din was like ` ehh kaw tengokk matair aku , degill siot ' , tknk kalah .. fyfy pn satuu , veryy stubornn .. din aso stubornn . ii donoe how dheyy communicate wif eachh other . i was like disagree wif din idea to go outt wif jokers on thur to esplande . mie [n] fyfy wantt on fri , with NO jokers patt maner maner .. dhenn , fyfy [n] din was like disagreeingg wif eachh other . at lastt , fyfy belahh dari situ cuz dahh kull 6.30 .. talkk to fyfy . homedd att abtt 6 .45 . wentt to c.p . mum boughtt new hpp . lol . homedd att 8 + ... noww ,, i m here .....

Labels: if we laughh too muchh, we mightt cryy dhatt muchh one dayy ....

uhh ! todayy is suchh a boringg dayy . at skool , same thingg happens as usuall . how to studyy wen the teacher who teachh us is so boringg ??!! butt , thankz to mine sygg & all mine peeps whic hav brighten up mine life so that it is no too boringg . now , still tinkingg if i shldd go there wif dhem or not ? ... hm ... anyy suggestion ?? * ( ii havv yett nott recover byy dhatt pompan nyer cerite )


maybe uu guyss justt dont understandd yy ii & her re frends now . its a long storyy , whic ii may or may nott tell uu guys . althoughh uu guyss may tinkk dhatt ii m a stupiid ppl to befrend to ppl whic ii ever hate the mostt for assumingg dhatt she did somethingg , butt , uu guys don know the REAL reasons yy we re frens . ii mayy hav misjudge her . butt , ii tinkk , onli she understand mine ffeling rite now . she has help mie a lots . ii hope dhatt all mine judge towardd her iss true .. hope dhat she will not lie & betrayy mie as for now , ii trustt her too . sometymes , ii feel like crying wen uu guys dontt understandd mie . eg . watt wouldd uu guys feel wen u re down or sad but dhen ur frendss all laughh laughh , talkk crapss & hav funs all dhatt ? its like dheyy donnoe how ii feeling rite now . ii feel very angryy & sedihh uhh . so , ii didnt tell uu guys abtt the whole thingg becuz of thatt . maybe ii onlyy assume dhatt uu guyss dont understand mie . but wateva it is , thankz fer urs help all dhis while & the happyness ur all giv to mie .







toadayy , mine dayy quite boringg . abtt 3 am in the morningg . someone call . tot whoo skali dinn larhh . aperr jekk ygg diekk nkk , skalii sygg wanna talkk talkk wif mie . he att dinn hse . huhu . talkk wif sygg till 4 plus . wake up & bathh . plann to go to mkcikk hse nearr c.p there . veryy the kelam kabutt sheyy . att her hse .. eatt eatt & talkk talkk . fyrynn call .. talkk abtt somethingg . blahh ! blahh ! . dhenn , wentt c.p abtt 4 plus . walkk walkk . wentt bkk . dad sayy he wanna go c,p . so we wentt to c.p againn . walkk walkk . dhen homedd at 7 plus cuz dad nkk p keje . studyy japp & dhenn watchh tv . fyrynn call againn . now , postinngg ..



now in a confusion , sadd , guiltty & down feelingg . kenape hidupku harus begini ? sudahh tertulis takdir untukku .. ku tabahh mengadapi nie semuer .. tomorow , ii m nott goingg to be so happyy mood . likee laughh laughh all dhatt . tried not to show outt mine probemm to ppll aroundd mie icludingg uu .
heyloo peyplee .. im backk .. misshh mie rite ?? ahaha . hav a great tyme at malaysia there . lots & lots of things happenn . mie familyy go firstt on wed so dhatt we cann prepare wen they come . before ii go , received some BAD news . baru nkk celebrate hapyy hapyy pat saner dahh sedihh alikk . hm .. dhen reach johor att abtt 8+ . eatt , watchh tv & sleep earlyy cuz ii veryy tiredd . cntt sleep larhh . keep thinkingg abtt itt . & here comes tomorow . wake up earlyy earlyy , eatt & go buyy somethingg at shop .. the mats over there was so eiwwww . dhen 2 plus .. all mine cuzzin come . its was so shocked cuz neva thoughtt dhatt dheyy wouldd come dhatt tyme .. dhenn we talkk talkk . wow ! the hse were full withh laughter .. shiokk man . dhen mie & sis playy badminton while kak sharyy dgn semangatt nyer nakk nyanyii . suare diekk power sheyy . dhen after maghrib , we startt outt bbq . vewey good larhh . all our adultts grill it for us while we eatt onlyy . hahaa . dhen , all mine cuzzin sitt inside .. abgg faliqq interview mine sec 1 cuzzin abtt hys new life in sec 1 . hahaha . damn funnyy sia . askk hym if he gtt matear & gt minahh kacau or nott . ii keep laughhin non stopp . dhen we eatt again but now eat nasikk . while eatingg , ader bunga api sheyy . ngann mkn skali dgr bunyi mercun .. ahaha . all of us quicklyy see itt . veweyy splendid sia the view .. dhen we continue watchh tv . ii seatt pt bawahh . ngann shiokk shipokk ngokk tv , skalii mie tenmpk lipas siott , pt bwhh kak shary jekk . toldd her & AHHH .. she shouted as ii expected ahh .. hehee . dhen was surprised dhatt abgg faliq aso shoutt . ii quicklyy jump up the sofa . adeqq jump at another sofa . mie , kak sharyy & abgg faliq at the same sofa . kak shary & abg faliqq telampau panic sampai terlanggar eachh other sehh . hahhaa . neva thoughtt dhatt orgg ygg berumor 20 yrs oldd pn tkt nan lipass . dhen me & all the other cuzzin wentt to another sett of sofa . mie & abg safuan at the same sofa . abg yann was the onlyy brave ones who cnn kill the lipas . he take broom & pushh the sofa . discovered LOTS of lipas behind it . i was so panickyy until i bangg abg safuann . ahaha .dhenn all were scaredd to watchh tv & sit over there . so , we wentt outside .. abtt 10 pluss . abgg safuann , abgg faliq & abgg yan wentt to kedaii buy rokok sehh . dhen , mie , adeqq & kak sharyy ; sitt outside , dgrr org tua berckpp . ahaha . dhen abtt 11 pluss . we celebrate cikk dahh bdae . yay . happy bdae yearrhh ? dhenn , potong kek , & mkn ... the cake was superbb .mknn untill kenyangg . dhen , kite kemas kemas ; drgg play water .. pancitt sanerr , pancitt sinii . ii juss see dhemm playy . mustt be funn .. dhenn , semuer dahh penatt . kul 12 makk cikk makcikk aku semuer dahh penatt . is like ii the house gtt manyy bilikk but semuer nkk tido pat luar . haha .. kak sharyy nkk tido skalii tenmpkk lipas , terus tkk jdi tido . mie & adeqq cntt sleep . decided too watchh dvd . so mie , adeqq yayann , abg safuann , kak sharyy & mie parents . we watchh anakk halal . actually plann was to watchh the house , thailandd ghostt storyy butt abg safuann dhh tengokk . so , halfway watchh , one by one go . left mie , adeqq , kak sharyy & abg safuann . watchh the movie untill finishh . the movie quite good larhh . dhen , mie again saw lipas .. huaishh . its on the wayy too attack mine pakcik pakcikk ygg ngan tido pat bawahh tuu . aper lagikk . kite semur pekik . kak sharyy askk abgg safuann to take broom . diekk tk beranii , he go & take torchlight and tryy to kill the lipas wif the torchlight ? ape jekk .. mapekk sehh ,. las lastt , ku jugakk ygg kenekk ambikk . hehee . while abg safuann was trying to kill one lipas , we saw another one . kite tige tige pekik kuat sakk . terus lari atas sofa . tryy to controll our shoutingg cuz pakcikk pakcikk ku sedangg nyenyakk tido . drgg tkk sadarr sehh kite nan pekik . hehehe .tido mati larhh katekn .. hehe . dhen mie jump from one sofa to another to stop the dvd . kite ape lagikk , tutop lampu semuer ... LARII .. naikk atas & bumpp , tido ..sleep at aroundd 3 45 . be4 sleep , keep thinkingg abt sygg . kalao kalao dier okehh ke tkk .. hehee .bskk bgnn kul 7.30 siotts . tkt kena tingall nyer psl ahh . semuer tkk mandi dulu . kite turon bwhh & mkn .. lepas mkn , mie & adeq exercise , main badminton . dhenn , kak sharryy wanna playy . eeqahh lawan sharyy . ahaha . dhen we minumm coconutt water . thank to abgg yan & paman who panjatt our pokok and ambikk the coconutt . hehe . dhenn abtt 10 plus , kite semuer take turn to bath & siap utkk g jln jln .. sampaii tempatt tu kul 11 . mine cuzzin all serangg the food & snekk . buy sushii all dhatt . dhenn , abgg faliq putt brgg ygg org tkk belii pat satu satu nyer trolii . dhenn kak sharyy nmpkk . diekk buatt balikk . so , we repeatt doingg the same thingg . kelaka sehh . payy the stuff & we go and mknn .. yay ! we simplyy love to eatt .abtt 2 sumtingg , kite alikk . drg karaoke lagikk . the restt ngan mkn ..bestt sehh . ketawe ketawe . dhen , all mine pakcikk pulakk yg nyanyii . hehe .dhenn 4.15 , van dahh sampaii .. dheyy all wentt backk to spore .. onlyy leftt mine familyy . huhu . mie & adeqq bathh . dhen watchh tv .. ii wanna watchh jablayy pasti berlalu but dhen mine dad nkk ngokk the house . hm ... ngok je larhh . cerite tu okehh larhh . seram tu seram tapi bykk yg tekejutt nyer party .. sholdd watchh dhatt movie .. dhen , on sat , wentt bkk spore . reachh home ardd 6

Labels: hadd a greatt tyme wiff dhem .

heyloooo !! toadyy is a funnyy & happyyy dayy for miee ... skool . sygg neva come . he M/C larhh .. khairiahh was the firstt one who come . dhen meet the restt . wahh ! all so pretty larhh .. dhenn , tot fyfy will confirmm bringg bkk cuz we wantt to putt our thingg in her bagg but in the end , she NEVA bring .. eyka who bring a small bag becum the victim .. hehee . dhen khairiahh kena caught becuz of wearing slippar . lame lorhh our skool . dhen assemblyy . saiful suddenlyy say hi to mie . like very weirdd . we neva even talkk wif eachh other before .. hmm ... weirdo ! dhen chatt chatt wif dheyy all . bkk to class . songg chinn neva come . huhu .. sitt wif khairiahh &firstt period was SS . mr lee lesson was lightt . dhen abt 8.30 , he toldd us jokess . veryy funny larhh . dhen he toldd us abtt ghostt storyy . but to be continued .. dhen , went to hall for concert .. dhiz yr was okehh okehh larhh . nott so boringg & not so interestingg . 10.30 & YAY ! dismiss ... waited for CT in the canteen . she sayy she wanna go toilet . saw a lots of ex cvss studentt . wahh . all very different readyy now . dhen headed to c.p , khairiahh want to draw her mobneyy . $$$ .. bus to jalan kayu . eat there . wahh ! veryy the regret lorhh . eat over there . tot of eatinngg mutton chopp but need to wait until 4 . wtf ? dhen order rice aso need to wait untill 12 .30 . fyfy & ii need to be home by 12 ?? in the end , all fed up . but we order roti prata whic ii hardlyy eatt itt . dhenn , its photo tyme .. we tookk lotss lotss photo , no matter where we re , no matter where we re standingg . snapp ! snapp ! & wenn we were abtt to snap fer the last one , umai saw the 86 bus . & she shoutt ` bus ! bus ! ... we quicklyy runn witoutt readyy . in the bus , we all laughh over the incidentt . sendd all the photo to eachh other hp .. mine head headache reayy sehh . wentt home .. later will go to malaysia .. maybe sat & sun return bkk to spore . before ii officiall go there .. ii mustt sayy dhatt .. II WILL MISHH MIE SYGG & ALL MINE FRENDD !! & ii gonna miss all of uu + mie sygg tpoo . huhu .. okehh .. tada ....

Labels: hav lots of fun todayy

todayy gonna be shortt post . assemblyy in class . need to collect moneyy . dhen , gott to noe , sygg kena accidentt , detail shall not be elaborate it here . engg boringg . mathh , cntt concentrate . bio , gt testt butt in the endd , all copyy eachh other paper . recess . sitt att the roundd table wif eyka . got to noe dhatt fyfy wentt home cuz she don wann to attend to artt lesonn . lame lorhh . no mood to talkk butt juz dontt show it lurhh . dhen mlyy , nora crapp wif us .. juz laughh laughh . FnN , got testt . quite hardd if neva studyy . dhen got breakk for 10 mins . after dhatt need to do the eatingg plann donnoe watt . dismiss at 2.45 cuz haventt finishh doingg itt . decide to go home . change & wentt to cuzzin hse at woodlandd . todayy veryy unluckilyy lorhh . searchingg for mine clothes , hair pin , wallet & lots lots thingg , i forgott where i putt . juz becuz of dhatt incidentt , ii now becum shortenn memoryy . cntt do workk focuslyy larhh sehh . hmm .. take 161 to woodlandd . reachh dhere , straight awayy eatt sia . veryy the hungryy . dhen talkk talkk over dhere . laughh laughh & plann abtt diz comingg holidayy watt to do at malaysia all dhatt . gonna hav so muchh fun . yeahh . hope ii cann forgett mine miseryy for a while . backk home att 9 plus . prepared for tomorow cny , watt to wear all dhatt . hm ....

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todayy ... hai... veryy the sadd dayy for mie . waitedd for bus abtt 15-20 mins sia . reachh the bustopp , dheyy all reachh dhere readyy . dheyy talkk donnoe abtt watt [n] laughh laughh . todayy like no mood to laughh . keep thinkingg abtt somethingg . walkk wif liyana while the rest were behindd laughingg abt sumthingg . aseemblyy . talkk abtt nickk . symapathoze hym lots . althoughh hys hav no arms [n] legs , he still cann succedd in hys life . its onlyy the matter of us who wants to give up or nott . hm ... dhen was recess . eat egg [n] cheese again . we bullied khairiahh . hehe . actually no mood to laughh , but force myselff to laughh . dhen was chem . haiyoo ... gt bkk testt paper . fail .7/20 . huhu !!dhen , khairiahh was disturbed byy the class . now , mr tangg dtott dhatt khairiahh is sharul the gf .. muhahhaa . nex was eng . did the reportt thingyy again & again . boringg .dhen , dhatt dumbb dumbb ruuben , wantt to throw paper , hitt mine headd . watt sia . dhen was bio . wentt bio labb . did the potato thingyy . donnoe watt larhh . dhen , some of the boyss includingg sygg , attack mie wiff all the cutt potato sia . dheyy throw att mie . but sumtimes , ii avoid itt [n] it hitt khairiahh . haha . wen `listening' too dhatt mr tan , suddenlyy got current in mine bodyy , tot who . skali sygg go `current' (shldd noe watt i mean ) mie . muhahaa . lastt period was SS . khairiahh again get teased byy mr lee & the whole class . but now , nott wiff sharul . now wiff diference person's . . mie wiff naim [n] khairiah wiff donnoe whoo . . funnyy sehh . after skool , wentt libraryy for awhile , dhen headed to c.p . decided to eatt MAC . saw lina [n]nana gendengg nyer kakak . dhen , dhiz punggol gurll , keep staringg at mie , donnoe yy . maybe ii too popularr larhh . eatt eatt over dhere . talkk talkk , laughh laughh . tryy to laughh butt it seems veryy hardd cuz it justt a fake one . cannot laughh so muchh as we mightt cryy dhatt muchh we laughh one dayy . hm ... msgg sygg . dhen , dheyy all donnoe go where . mie decided to go home . change [n] wentt out again . went to rivervale plaza . boughtt shoes ... yay ! dhen , walkk walkk over there . homedd at abtt 6 . & now , here ii m , postingg .

ii know it wasnt uu whoo hav replyy mie . it's the other uu . butt , i tryy too tink positive [n] nott jump into anyy conclusion . [n] ii hope dhatt watt ii conclude is all wrongg . hm ...

Labels: tryingg nott to jump into conclusion .

REGRETT ! regrett dhatt dayy . regrett the dhayy wenn ii bringg uu to hymm . the dayy whicc make mie feel so regrettfull . if onlyy ii could turn backk the clockk . i will neva askk uu to follow mie . i will neva neva bring u to see hym . it turns out to be diffenrentt fromm watt i dhott . hmmm . & now , u hav change . ii like the old uu . wen uu know how to manage ur tmye . wen uu know how to spend ur tyme wiselyy . now .. its all too late . issin it ? ii really wishh uu couldd be the old uu . dhatt dayy ... ii made the wrongg move . bringing uu to the wrongg wayy . leadinng uu to the wrongg direction . & now ... no pointt regretting the pastt , the mistakes dhatt i hav made .. sorry for doingg all dhatt to uu . i shouldd show & leadd u the rite ways , not to spoiltt & make u becum more worse . for uu , is nothingg muchh or uu mightt not realisedd itt .but , i feel uneasyy& unpeaceful seeingg uu like diz . is truee watt ur fendd sayy to mie . no pointt sayinngg i m regrett now cuz no use . is like not goingg to turnn backk the tyme .. hm ...mine mindd neva be att peace after the incidentt . always & keep thinkking of uu . is mine mistake , mine mistake forr askiingg uu to see hymm . ii neva stopp blamingg myselff for doingg dhatt to ur life . keep tryingg to find ways after ways to mend mine mistakee but havent foundd itt yett . neva fail to prayy for uu . prayy for ur safetyy & ur whereaboutt . hopingg dhatt a miracle couldd happen whic can change uu . change the wayy u re now after dhatt dayy . sorryyyyyyyyyyyy .. ii spoiltt uu . is mie who change uu intoo differentt person yesterdayy & is aslo mie who change uu into the same oldd u todayy . yearpp . u tinkk is nothingg bigg deall abtt it . but for mie ?? it is a big deall . it will hav a greatter impactt in ur life . but u neva realisedd it . now , dhats no pointt regretingg the thingg whic ii hav done . maybe dhat a ` hikmah ' behindd all dhizz thingg whic has happen . juz relax & one dayy ii will findd a solution for dhis or maybe u will realisedd it slowlyy . now , ii justt prayy hardd for u ..

Labels: it turns outt to be differentt fromm watt ii tott .

todayy's is so-so . meet dhem as usual at usual place . walkk to skool . assemblii . our class need to stayy behindd . cuz of dhatt f___ teacher lorhh . complainn complain . our class all piss wif her . sygg , imran & hakim kene scoldingg . hope dheyy dont gett canningg larhh ehh . prayy for dhem . dhen was engg . did the reportt . ii finishh the whole report , so did mine maths hw whicc ii left it under mine deskk . hehee . ii copied cosmos math & he copied mine report . fair rite ? . mathh . doingg the same thingyy . almostt half of the class , fallingg asleep readyy .mlyy . nora talktalkss & did our wkbkk hw . recess . eatt nothingg . his was nex . got a test . okeyy okeyy larhh the test . if gt studyy , is quite easyy . after skool , fyfy & eyka go to NAFA . leftt mie , umai & iyahh . actual plan was to go home butt mie decide to go pasar mlm firstt to buy sumtingg . reachh pasar mlm & nothingg to buyy over dhere . decided to eat ice kachangg . dhenn cancell . we eat at longg johnn . longg tyme neva eat over dhere . abtt 2 plus . leftt dhere . raining . so , we wenn each blokk , finding the hse whic has umbrella outside at rivervale over dhere . but , none of dhem left their umbrella outside . we tot dhatt the whole flatt is poor but dheyy scaredd iff ppl like us will take dheir umbrella . hehehe . while searchhingg , the rains stops a little . rann to the shlter . take bus home & saw Gary . reachh home att abtt 3 . straightt after changing mine clothes , i wentt to mine LALALAND . until 6 plus . wake up eatt & go ngajii . now , postingg . till here ..

Labels: uu all mustt understandd miee .. is nott i donn wann but ... its justt ... hm ...