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Hellllllowwwwwwwhhhhhhh :DDD So sorie fr not bloqqinq . Com has been rosak . Hehehes . Many tinqs has happened to me fr th last few weeks . & yeahh ! i am leqally 16 now . Yay ! Celebrate with Sara , Eyka , Fyfy & Farhanah at Tam . Watch ups . Tht movie is super qerek ! Erm , had fun thouqh i am a bit sick . Nw , lets talk abt my prelims . Awwwhh ! Alhamdulilah . I passed all . Dissapoined in my c.humanities . scored only 68/100 . Not to expectation . But , i scored 71/100 fr my maths overall . qrade 2 seh ! ( banqe uhh ) . And quess waht ? I PASSED MY SCI ! fr th first time in history , i passed . Alhamdulilah . Fnn , 30.5/40 , not bad .. Hope i can done better fr my N lvls . Fr my r/s , last sat , i cried . Is jst too sensetive to reveal why . & BTW , HAPPY 17th BDAY DEARR ! ILY ayte ...
& happy fastinq to all th muslims . hehes . sesaperh yq taq puaserh , aiyyoyoy !taq leh rayerh tawuk ! Aniway , today had maths ST . susah qylerh ! last min , baru dpt tawuk how to solve th question . Alamak .. Darah up ! Hope i jst pass. Enq , was bored doinq th compre . SS , revised on SBQ . Malay , watch Adik Manja . Best ! And bio , did revision .. Nw , at cuzzin house . :]]


Laqu nie even thouqh da lamerh tapy qerek . Sunnquh menyedihkan dehh . He sacrifices fr his qerl yq nqan sakitsakit . Dyeqh sanqqup py rompak jst to find th money to cure his qerl sickness i tink . Sedy sehh . Will touch wehnerve listen to laqu nie ..
At last , prelims 2 has finished . Nw , jst waitinq fr th result . I hope i pass all th subj ( althouqh i dont tink so ) . Jst nw , FnN paper was quite touqh fr section C essay questions . I studied and memorised all th vitamins , minerals , methods of cookinq , smart shop , all tht , satu pn taq kuar . Thy only asked abt sources of vitamin B6 , Thianmin and Folic Acid . I jst write any fruits and veqetables name .. Hheehs . Thouqht section C will asked us to plan a meal , skalie , naq kener bubal psl fats da . Nasib , i qt studied tht part . Alamaakk ! qeram seh .. Hope i can at least pass tht paper . Owhh yarhh , my house pt Malaysia di pecah masok skalie laqy . Ishhh ! Taq seryk seryk uhh nie stealer . Hmmmmm ! Nw , i alone at home , waitinq fr Wanneeh to cum back .. She want me to fetch her , buat kelakar sehh . I qo seranqqon sec ? No way ! Hahhaa .
Aniway , fastinq da naq dkt . In like about 1 week a jerh . So fasst ehh ? Hehehes . So , jap laqy , laqu bloq tukar laqu rayerh . Heehhe .
No skewl fr today . YAY ! But also cnt qo out . naq kuar dqn saperh ? Boyfriend ? Skewlinq . Sista ? Skewlinq . Fwend ? i tink thy are busy .. Moreover , my riqht eye is in pain now . Red sehh . Havinq a hard time typinq . I hav qot to recover soon bcause tmrw is my last paper which is FnN . I dont want to be absent frm tht paper . If i were to absent , i dont knw how qd/bad i did fr fnn . Hohos ! Hmmm . Now , lets story story cikit ehh .
Erm , yesterday , Royce text me . Sayinq sorrie to my sis after waht he had done . I tink i knw how he felt . Bcause we both are in th wronq . But we did it wothout tinkinq . Yeahh ! And i realised tht ths auqust is a BREAKUP month ! its only th early of auqust and i have qot 5 fwends whom i knew hav alrdy break up with their partner . 1st is my cuzizn and her qf , 2nd is Fyfy and her boy , 3rd is my ex and his qf , 4th is Royce and her qf and yesterday nite , i qot to knw tht Kamal has jst break with her mataey . Aiyoyo ! Breakin period ke perh . Erm , hope tht me and Khairrul will last lonq ! Heehhee . & same qoes to Eyka too , with Danial . :DD



Shld watch ths video .
Sweeet q2 .
& tht Afqhan is hawtt .
Shhhhit ! I tink i screwed up my bio paper . I hav remebered/studied all th topics but still exam time , hancur ! Doa doa i pass luhh . Since sec 3 , i hav always failed my Bio . Chem da improved . Mcm manerh nie ? ... After skewl , had to sty back fr a while bcause qt sum photo takinq session with th class committee and Mr Lee . We had to act as if we were studyinq with Mr Lee . & honestly ckp , i cant do tht . I taq leh jady modal taw actressess uhh comfirm ! I cant be natural wehn in camera . heehehs . So , tht kind of jobs is a nono fr me . I am more to serve people kinda thinq . I like to see people who eat/buy waht i made . Raserh mcm satisfied q2 . Hoho ! Alllamak ! Tuition in few hours uhh . Maaaaaaaaaalaaaas nyerh !
& btw , jst read my sdare perh ex bloq , Shidah . Taq sanqke dyeqh ite simei =.= . Kesian seh dyeqh . Sdare i taq baik sunqquh . He qt mataey sume lawa lawa , pandai pandai & baikbaik . but thn , sume kenerh treated samerh . Firstfirst , i lurf you , you lurf me . Last last , timer dqn pompan lain . All his ex kenerh samerh act . Dpt satu pompan , mataey , few mnths , buat hal ( pompan baru but stiil aderh mataey ) , make excuses and lata will bweak . Ths cycle will continue . Besa perh liars . Tapy q2 q2 , sdare i jqk .. =.= . I slalu buat kwn nqan mataey dyeqh but bilerh da kwn jerh , drq bweak , bilerh i buat kwn jerh soon drq bweak . Aiyyooyoy ! Thts why i believe in Karma . Whats qoes ard comes ard . I naq chat nqan dyeqh uhh , kapo cikit . Hhee .
&& i realised tht i am interested in learninq abt peoples' mind , their body lanquaque , what thy are tinkinq , etc etc etc . Mcm interestin q2 . & Fyfy pn samerh jqk . so we make a qd pair . Kalaw kiterh nmpk orq buat sumitnq yq taq perlu or we qt probems comfirm kiterh ckp why thy did tht , wahts their motive , all tht . I will also make inference and try to tink/sit at a person shoe . Nie sume psl Mr Lee uhh . In th past , i dont like . But startinq frm last year , wehn i take SS & His , start turh sukerh benderh nie sume . Bcause we studied SBQ skills & it can be apply to our lifes as well . SO i am tinkinq if i shld consider tht kind of course .. Hmmmm !


Sorrie ! Tht incident will neevr be repeated . It will be th first and th last . I promise .
Heyyyyy ! Left two more papers fr prelims and i n relax a bit . ( a bit only ) Waht cn i said abt my holidays ? Enjoyed ! Althouqh its not at Spore , i still enjoy th fun i had over there . But , i missh my Dearr seh pt sanerh . I left him bilerh dyeqh nqan sakit . Haishh ! qet well soon Dear . At there , i spent most of th time play badminton with cuzzin and Wanee . Thn , fr th FIRST time in my entire 15+ years of livinq , i jln jln pt sanerh without an adult . qosh , pretty seram jqk , walkinq there with jst my cuzzins . But its an awesum exprecience . & btw , i witnessed sum accident while i am there . Weeeee !
Today , had History paper . Hope i can pass with flyinq coliurs althouqh i dont tink i cn . After skewl , accompanied farhanah fr a while . Thn , headed to Woodland . Ard 2 , meet Dear . Even thouqh dyeqh sakit , he tetap naq jumperh . Awwh !
Thn , he found out . Cant hide it . While explaininq , tears cum out . Felt quitly fr doinq so . As if i didnt apprciate/treasure him . Da dpt yq bqus , buat hal . Dulu , setia abys . Haisshh ! I dont knw why i did tht Dear . I dont want bcause of ths , you da lain . Comfirm you sedy , i knw how you feel . I jst hope nw you will qyve me another chance and th lurf will not fade . Bccause of my past exprreciences with thm , i did tht . Blame me fr tht and you can marah dkt i . I will take all th blame and i will be responsible fr it . Distrust is nw you hav ! Cant blame you fr tht . But wahteva it is , only you are in my heart .My One and Only quy :DD

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Owhkeh ! Since i will not be here on th 9 of Auqust . I shall wissh spore bday in advnce . Happy National Day :DD . Hehes . Yesterday nite , chatted with DinKorea . He qt sum r/s probem . & after tht , i had realised tht my bf btl btl understandinq . Kalaw luh dyeqh mcm Din , ..... ( no comment seh ) . ILY bf <3 . & Din jst realised tht i am cute ! LOLS !
Today , had National Day celebration . & my school dont hav concert ? Aiyoyo . & th activity planned was also BORED ! Imran & Reuben bullied me to write th reflections . =C . After skelw , went Houqanq to buy sumtinq with Wanee . Saw KamalKenet . Mmq kenet pn . I thouqht saperh jerh yq shout my name , skalie dyeqh . Went to Ths Fashion to buy dress aqain ? Braperh byk da eeqah naq bely . Otw home , satu mamat nie suwiiit pt me . I dont kwn him tapy mukerh mcm mataey aku perh kwn . Hehhees . Not sure uhh . Thn , homed !
Errrhh ! Maths paper 2 is qyvinq me a headache . Dont want to fail maths bcause of tht paper 2 . Actually is not hard but no confident uhh . All th answer i qave mcm very weird q2 . & chem , th paper was owhkeh . Aderh susah , aderh senanq . Nasib ku belajar ! After skewl , bouqht sum food at th canteen . Oh wait ! Shld i said bouqht or qet it fr free ??! Hehehs . Yeahh ! Today , people are so kind towards me . Tht aunty and th makciks qave me free food . I tink maybe thy see tht i am tooo Kiyut ! LOL ! Sorry ehh , perasan jap .. Nahh , but i dont knw why thy did tht . Aperh aperh pn , thnks ! Thn , headed to Compass , accampany Khairiah eat with Fyfy . I wonder how qerls nowadays feel wehn thy hav no ___ .. Tak abt it with thm . HEEH ! Thn , went to Tampines . Sis want shoppinq . No money seh ! Thn , qt a skewl , mcm orq qylerh . semanqat spore . Py ard th Tampines Mall , encouraqe orq to take th pledqe . & th worse part was , drq stopped pt tenqah tenqah road and said out th pledqe . If i was in th car , da kenerh lanqqar da drq . Heehehs . Went houqanq Mall . Saw Kak Azera . & homed ard 8 . Pontenq nqajie sehh ! Hooho !
Errrhh ! Maths paper 2 is qyvinq me a headache . Dont want to fail maths bcause of tht paper 2 . Actually is not hard but no confident uhh . All th answer i qave mcm very weird q2 . & chem , th paper was owhkeh . Aderh susah , aderh senanq . Nasib ku belajar ! After skewl , bouqht sum food at th canteen . Oh wait ! Shld i said bouqht or qet it fr free ??! Hehehs . Yeahh ! Today , people are so kind towards me . Tht aunty and th makciks qave me free food . I tink maybe thy see tht i am tooo Kiyut ! LOL ! Sorry ehh , perasan jap .. Nahh , but i dont knw why thy did tht . Aperh aperh pn , thnks ! Thn , headed to Compass , accampany Khairiah eat with Fyfy . I wonder how qerls nowadays feel wehn thy hav no ___ .. Tak abt it with thm . HEEH ! Thn , went to Tampines . Sis want shoppinq . No money seh ! Thn , qt a skewl , mcm orq qylerh . semanqat spore . Py ard th Tampines Mall , encouraqe orq to take th pledqe . 7 th worse part was , drq stopped pt tenqah tenqah road and said otu th pledqe . If i was in th car , da kenerh lanqqar da drq . Heehehs . Went houqanq Mall . Saw Kak Azera . 7 homed ard 8 . Pontenq nqajie sehh ! Hooho !
Yoyoyo :D . Maths paper 1 is finally over fr PRELIMS jerh . Erm , not so difficult . Finish it in 1.5 hour & took th 1/2 hr to check if i hav made careless . Lose mark bcause of carelessnees is jsttt ...... Hoho . SS , th SBQ haish ! Psl Myanmar . I skip tht and did th SEQ first . Th SEQ also lyke =.= . Choose abt nothern ireland . No other choice seh . Harapan utk dpt qrade 1 hancur . Oh , btw , yesterday had th Malay papers . Compo was ayte but th paper 2 cloze passaqe ehh , heeeish ! Tmrw , Maths paper 2 & chem . Qd luck to me , and you :]
Still cant upload picture . Haishh ! yesterday , went Aunty house . quess waht ? Jack wanted to meet me . qeesh ! Wehn he da smpai my Aunty block , i told him tht i cant qo down . Hehes . Busted ehh Eeqah ! But , i dont want to meet him luhh . && Btw , Prelim starts today . I was puzzled why our skewl start th prelim early . My fwend 's skewl start only nex week . Enqlish paper 1 , tkt out of point . Format fr situational wronq . =.= . Paper 2 , hancur ! Th passaqe super hard to understand .. Die ! Beranqan jerh luh utk dpt qrade 4 . Hohoh ! Must work hard fr th upcominq papers . After skewl , went c.p with Fyfy & Khairiah . Eat at Banquet . Lauqh lauqh .. Thn headed to Houqanq Mall to accompany Fyfy to buy sumtinq . Otw back , saw Royce . Hehes . Walk home with Fyfy . Talk abt her ex-es . Homed after tht . & btw , Khairrul has qot a new twin . I jst found out tht Mini ( th on who like my sis tapy peranqai mcm siak ) has qot th same voice as him . hehes .
Haish , prelim will be tommorow . I am half prepared . New probem has arised . Fwenship ? Yeahh ! Here it qoes ; There is ths quy , whose said tht he will wait fr me . I dont knw waht/how to react . He knw i am attached but thn .... Blame me fr tht . I told Dear abt ths . I dont want to hide it frm him . He must knw so as to prevent frm misunderstandinq . Haish . Exam are cuminq . & i hope it wil not effect my studies . I would always do my maths or read books if i have qot probems . Try doinq maths sum , comfirm qerek ! Hehes . Met Dear a while jst now and now , qoinq to Makcik's house at Marslinq to qet my $$$ ..