Assalamualaikum,

It’s already 2022. Cepat eh masa berlalu! 2021 pergi macam angin. Tapi i felt like Jan 2022 mcm lambat pulak. Its been near to 2 months having our own house and gotta say, alhamdulilah. Its a nice feeling ( though i miss my family sometimes), like there is no pressure of doing house chores (OTOT) and i tried to cook everyday but my first trimester was kinda.. bad? I vomited everyday and my headache is almost everyday too. Tekak rasa mual and because of that, sis jarang keluar. Nasib jugak tak kerja kalau tak, asyik MC agaknya (indeed Allah is the best planner). Im lucky that my mum always cook so the days i didnt cook, K would take food at mama’s house. There were dags that i just want to baring and not do anything. And food wise, i dont really like asam pedas but when mama cooked it, sis makan tambah 2 kali eh hello! Hahahah, terkejut wei! And my fav pindang ayam bila sis makan, terus rasa mual and muntah balik eh. Even tomato or benda tomato based mcm errr gitu. & i realised i tend to like sweet things (i use to dislike sweet treats and desserts but now suka pulak) 

 My hormones mcm all over tibe muka ache, breast sore and always nak pee. I became extra and super sensetive to the point K ckp sikit je i can just melalak rabak. Still remember that one day i had to letak baju inside washing machine while he was WFH but suddenly my kepala headache so i rest for awhile. After K finished his work, he went into the room and saw the bakul masih ada baju and said, ‘aik masih belum basuh baju lagi ke,’

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Sis terus melalak seh! Kental kan but yg paling kental, i cant stop crying. Gi toilet sambung nangis. Hahahah! Oh wells! There were some days that i vomited alot sampai kena heartburn and i dare not eat. But K being the sweet husband made me Some ginger tea (he called it Healing Honey Halia) in hope that it would stop me from vomiting. Well, it works to a certain extent i feel. And almost everyday, he would picit my kepala sampai both of us ended tertidur (thank you so much). Last 2 weeks was my 12 weeks and somehow, it got better. I didnt have any headache nor did i vomit (maybe sekali je) and my appetite increasing. Alhamdulilah! I can even go out and work ( alhamdulilah got myself a 6 months work- till my EDD). 

As of today, Im in my 14 week (4 months). Going for checkup this coming Friday.

 I have been feeling unwell for the past few weeks. It started out feeling fatigue, vomiting and tekak rasa mual eh. There was one weekend where I vomited alot, to a point that i kena heartburn (where my chest feel heaty and my throat feel mcm nak terkeluar). It was my first time experiencing it. The vomiting continue for 1 week and it came to a point that i didnt want to really eat bcause makan je muntah.. at first i thought it was food poisoning (because my body immune is kinda weak in general). Then somehow.. i just feel like doing the urine test to check if im pregnant. So on 1st Dec, i took a glass and peed inside it. While waiting for the kit, i washed my teeth. Honestly, i didnt hope for anything and i thought that it will be negative and its just sick season. I was super shocked to know that... it was two line..  I went to check the leaflet to see how to read the result (in case i read it wrongly). I immediately showed to K the result and he double check it for confirmation! Alhamdulilah, alhamdulilah! Didnt expect it but rezeki! 

The next day, went to nearest GP to get confirmation. We were contemplating between KKH subsidy or private route. Wanted the subsidised one but that would mean that we cannot request for a female doctor and the chances of us getting a male doctor is there. However, choosing a private route meaning that it is slightly expensive.. Hmmmmmm, after calculating our expenses, we choose the private route. The first appointment with our gynae is last 2 week. 

Before going there, i had an interview with this organisation that i really wanted to join and the interview went well i would say. Had to rush to KK after the interview and we were supposed to reach at 10.50am but we sampai 11.20am? ahahha, awkward lerh as this were our first time going there and we didnt even know where to go but the nurses there were helpful. After registering, we waited for my ultrasound. Nebous to meet our bby. When our number got called, both of us went in and wow i didnt knw that this time roud dont need to full my bladder to do ultrasound. Saw the small fetus inside me, awhhhh masyaAllah the feeling is surreal. Alhamdulilah! Got the gambar and next was urine test and physical examination. At abt 12plus, we met with our gynae, she is gentle and young, kinda okay! Had to go for another round of check in two weeks time to confirm the EDD! And another time for a blood test. Everything was settled by 1pm. Went to Tekka to get my thosai but takde seh so in the end ate bee hoon goreng ikan bilis heheh! Need to remind myself to avoid raw food and caffeine! Home sweet home after that.