The past

heeeylloh ! im back . so today , basically is dhe same everyday skewl lyfe . felt a bit weird , uncomforatable , dont knw whyye . anyway , hiastory was basically fine . felt chem , was watchin some video abt american most smartest modal ? kinda funny . math , learnt abt scales & maps . must study super hard fer math as dhat subject is needed fer N-level . recess , eat and talked as usual . malay , was just marking & hearing mc\dm Nora story abt her cuzzin . pity laryh . last was eng . doing summary . after skewl , headed to c.p and went to library . homed ard 2 plus . end here .


hear mine blog song . its quite nice . perhaps , it has some meaning in dhat song . :)
Hey , sorry fer n0t p0sting . Mime c0m s0rt a byt . S0 , n0thing much happen . Tue , as usual pe . Was simply playimg netbal wyth Khairiah . Dhen , chem was anthusiatic to do some activity but s0meone sp0ilt it . D0nt tink yu re smart , yu re g0od keyh ? Mly , watch Dvd . Recess , n0thing hapen . Eng , did dhe picturd discusi0n . Fnn do our decisi0n planing . To Khairiah ; bersabar keyh . H0med after dhat .

Labels: It seems dhat yu re nt coming bk .

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> > As fer todayye , was chased off again by Mrs Yoga . C.T was fun . SS quite boring , chem revise works . Me & Khairiah wanna beat someone in different subj . Lawl ! Insyallah . Math , test . Recess , as usual . Mly , Ms Liyana last dayye . Kecian . Eng , gt bk our S.T . After skewl , h0med . Abt 5+ went to grandma hse to get our money fer dhe hardwerk . Laugh lyke hell as we recall waht happened . Wanna shopping luryhk . :) bye !
hey ppl . let start wyth today . me & Khairiah had stomach cramp as we ate something whic is not good ! Lawl ! assembly was craps . ferst lesson was pe . mrs Lim didnt come . haiyo , always lyke dhat seyhh . so , we listen to Cosmas story abt hys exprience of dancing yesterday . dhen was chem . had test . malay did dhe compo . recess , was super hungry so decided to eat rice . eng , was simply chewing bubble gum :) . & Fnn , did our coursework . in 3 weeks tyme , our pratical exams are coming . hoho ! havent prepared yet . homed after dhat . will stop here .
& i really hate it wehn ppl keep asking me fer Fan Sign in frendster . Whhye must dhey need a fan sign ? erghh !!
Heyloo . im now tired . so , dhis gonna a rush one . yesterday & sat , got rewang . nothing much . accept fer dhat Sat mine cuzzin dhe bdae . so celebrated there . pity hym . all hys clothes kena egg . ahah . on sun , erm , no comment . was super tired . dhe held it at CC . so , need to go up & down dhe staircase . dhen , got dhis cute guy , help me . ahah . keyhh , i knw its lame ! . today , walkk to skewl . didnt wear any traditional custum . assembly was boryng . recees , didnt eat as im fasting . SS was fun . malay , did some work . Farhanah become so hyper until she wanted to kiss me & Khairiah . eng , did journal & math did question on graphs . homed wyth Khairiah . tmrw , hav Fnn . Hai .....
today nothing much happen . assembly , mr Tang SIT me . talkk abt many things . & ask me abt hym ? hmmm . ferst was eng . did plot fer compo . mrs chong gave us lolipop as we were well behave iat dhe ITE . in 0ne wk , we got 2 lolipops . dhen was math , had test on graphs . His was studyin on new topic abt Japan . recess eat fish burger . last was bio , went to lab & did experiment . after skewl , went to cp . walk ard . eat at banquet . homed ard 3 plus . it seems dhat mine sista gonna hav a bf soon . LAWL ! will end here .


i hav yet to forget yu , its hard ; takes tyme

step maneq jeq diaktuk .

trying to climb :D

another class pic :)

whyle havin refreshment ;
today went to ITE Simei again . reach there at abt 9 . Dhen wait fer dhe leturer . while waitin , p cuci mateq skejap . LAWL ! dhey ask us to change to p.e attire . so , dhey gerls go to dhe toilet near dhe class but at there got some ppl so no choice but to go to dhe toilet beside dhe food court . dhe toilet was SUPER smelly & dirty . our skewl toilet is 10 tymes much better . hoho . Dhen play some activities . fun luryhh . ferst played dhe game wher we as a class need to stand in one medium circle . all lik need to hold one another . i squeeze inside & hold ppl collar teeshirt . ahah . our class can make 21 ppl . proud laryhh ! second activities i neava play . need to climd dhe wall wyfth dhe supprot of some gerls & guys . as im too heavy , i dont want to play . LAWL ! last one was swing . neva play dhat too . :(( , break , seat near dhe toilet . dhe Coral sec student see us like waht seyhh . Dhen went to IT , played wyth PDA . dhe leturer said dhat i look like one of hys students & i was like yeahh ? so , dhat dhe reason why he keep looking at us . hmm . Dhen had dhe closing ceromony . dhe cvss students were too quite while dhe Coral student was noisy luryhh . feel lyke sleeping in dhe theathre ,. dismiss at 12.40 . Dhen had lunch . saw 2 , 3 cute guys . ppl there lykekeep asking waht skewl are we frpm . went to Cafe 2 & Asyraf call dhe whole class to go there . student i there were looking at us . we re lyke from outer planet come to earth ! dont knw waht to eat . at last , eat Nasi Lemak jeq . Dhen , wait fer dhe bus to come . see ard . hmm . perhaps dhe last tyme i m going there ?? who knws . ahah . till here :)

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hoho !

dhe result after bandagin Khairiah's arm

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Heyl0o . T0day me as a class went t0 Simei ITE . Fer waht , t0ur ard . Reach there abt 9 . Dhen , wehn we just step int0 dhe skewl , eveyone there started t0 stare at us . Haiy0 ! VERY PAISEH ! Need to wait awhile . Dhen , me , s0ngqin & Khairiah were searching fer suai keq . Aha . We sp0t dhis mly guy . Hoho ! Ferst dhey talk abt dheir skewl all dhat . Wyfth us was Coral Sec student & dhey re fuckin irritating . Dhen had refreshement . How i wish Kak Jaza was there , so dhat she can guide me to dhe skewl . Lawl ! Was divided int0 grps . Went to nursin thingy ; learnt h0w t0 bandage our arms all dhat . Dhen learnt abt business . Quite interesting as s0me of us handle dhe sh0p while others + mr Lee bec0me dhe cust0mer . Me & Khairiah need to help dhe statue wear cl0thes . Funny ! Lunchtyme . Wehn everywher as we d0nt knw wher t0 go . at last me & Khairiah decided t0 foll0w Asyraf & Hakim t0 dhe Foodc0urt . Step in & m0st of dhem stared at us . Paiseh !! Eat dheir western food . 0tw to buy dhe f0od , me , khairiah & gary went throu hard tyme . Walkin t0wards dhe Stall wyfth ppl keep starin . Is lyke everywher yu g0 , ppl will stare at yu at one kinda lo0k . Dhen , a grp of mats & minah reps lyke say to us ' bju mcm bju tyd0 ' whic mean dhe unif0rm l0ok lyke pyjamas . I was lyke wahteva . Dhen need to wait . Gt dhis grp of guys asking us wahts skewl ish dhis . Brrr ! S0me tot dhat we re fr0m PRI SKEWL ! Hoho ! Wait tyll 20min be4 touring ard dhe campus . Went to dhe t0ilet & cn smell cigeratte . Uryh ! Wait again fer dhe last pr0ject . Dhen do d0nt knw waht IT thingy & dismiss . Mr Lee alight us at C.P . Walk ard & h0med .
gonna be short post . today had eng ST fer eng . not so difficult accepft fer dhe part wher dhey ask to wryte own words . hoho ! recess , Fyfy & Eyka were fasting so just me , Umai & Khairiah . SS was okeyhh . Dhen was malay . i hate it ! she wanna act lyke a bitch . siak aryhh dieq ! eng , mrs chong was disappointed in us :(( . maths , boring . hmmm .
Sorrie fer dhe last post . Abit emotional luryhh . skewl as usual . today , neva saw mine mr Cute . perhaps , i take 27 too late . he go ferst . :(( . Maths , skip as i need to go to dentist . Yay ! Eng , was super boring but need to concentrate as there gonna be St on mondayye . SS , dhe 4 teachers come to our class . didnt talk as much as dhat tyme . recees , nothing much . last period was Bio . we end up playing games . be4 we went off , play heart attack . Pity Gary . hehe :) aftet skewl , went home straight as dhe dodols went to Khairiah hse to watch movie . nothing much happen fer todayye .

11.07.08 , 60 dayyes since yu left me . & im styll counting .

Usah Lepaskan ;

yang terindah, terlukis dibibirmu.
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu.
pudarkah sudah cinta yang kuberi.
berwarna-warni segala yang dijanjikan ia..
usah biarku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini
seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu...
usah lepaskan.
namun aku melupa segala yang berlalu
ku ingin selalu bersamamu..
usah biarku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disinis
eorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu...
ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
kita perlunya masih bercinta
usah lepas kan...
yang terindah,
terlukis dibibirmu..
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu,

dhis song has its memory . & i lurf dhese song <33
im so not in dhe best mood fer now & tmrw . sorrie ppl if mine mood affects yuu . tot of not goin to skewl tmrw but to tink dhat tmrw is just a short dayy , i will go . After dhe lkast nyte conversation wyfth Hakim , i keep tinkin abt t . he 's got a point . maybe hys ryte . i was rude . hmmmm ! shld try & change mine view abt hym . mine mood is damn low now . sadddddd ! Regret ?!
today was kinda okeyhh okeyhh day fer me ? take 27 & YAY ! saw dhat cute guy again . hehe . assemle in class . take temperature . Dhen do our work . i was simply daydreaming . dhats one i do always :) . ferst lesosn was SS . do dhe ekpanation thingy again . tmrw there will be teachers coming in again . hmphhh . chem , tot mr Tang didnt come but he show up in 10 mins . :((( . just lying on dhe table . but i listen too . math was brrr . nowadays , i kinda hate math . not dhe subject but dhe ?? i aso dont knw . =.= . Recess , Shasha went home . dhen , fer dhe ferst tyme dhis year , we ate bee hoon . ahahha . cool ryte ? Malay , Hate it ! seriously , i not so much like dhat Ms Liyana . eng , half an hour as usual . mine eyes were really shuting down . Lawl ! dhen Ms Liyana relief us ?? wtf . she keep sclodidn & warning us not to do dhis , do dhat . haiyo !! after skewl , while waiting fer Umai , went to void deck & talk abt someone . hmmm . Its raining . back to skewl to ` fetch ' Umai . headed to c.p . nothing much . just walk ard as in been awhile we hadnt went there . went home ferst . till here .

Labels: im tinking of waht i say to hym s rude or waht ? hmmm

lahhh lahh lahh . todayy , as i went to skewl , in bus , saw dhis cute guy , he was standing beside me . ahahha . Lawl ! dhats fer your inf0 jeq . assembly was in dhe hall . mrs Shariff talk abt waht teacher award laryhh . Ferst period was His . & i forgot waht i did . Reuben didnt come so im scared at a moment . dont need to knw abt waht . Math , mdm Ellina didnt come . YAY !! . i m soooo happyy . dhen , got relief teacher . me , Michelle , Khairiah , Songqin , Gary & Cosmas seat together & gossip abt someone . ahah . we were so bz listenin to Cosmas . Recess , eat fish burger . Dhen was Bio . Cosmas was telling us ghost story . its creeepy . malay was simply talking to Khairiah . & sbb Farhanah , 3c ketok dieq . ahah . after skool , mcm mood swing g2 . i feel really sad . but dont knw abt waht seyhh . hmmm . decided to go home as i dont want to make mine supeeer kecoh feel bored . today kinda bored day fer me luryhh .

i may be smiling on dhe surface but no body knws dhe pain dhat i goin throu . i just want to prove to yu dhat i can live wythout yu . it seems okeyhh fer dhe moment , but not till yu come back . & it takes tyme .
Hey ! today kinda sleepy & dirty dayye fer me . fer dhe ferst tyme , i meet mine frend late . ahha . usually , i was dhe ferst one to reach . assembly , just talk . whateva . p.e was astrosous . played volleyball & i play it soooooo dhe suck man !! taqk tawu main deyhh . chem , mr tang just go throu some notes . & msg iitaa abt something . malay , talk wyfth cikgu Nora . & i missh her teaching laryhh :) . i dont seem to lik dhe way cikgu Liyana teach . well , what to do . aniwae , dhen cikgu nora lend us magezine fer us to read . i flip flip & saw a breast whic one big , one small . its a kinda cancer . digusting seyhhh . recess , nothing much . eng , was supeeeeeeeer sleeepy sakk !! ngat0k gyleq babi luryhh . mcm nk kene letak stick to open mine eyes . Lawl ! FNN , theory fer dhe fesrt part ; can understand . Dhen went to lab to find our recipes . need to do 5-6 dishes . aku taqk habys habys asyik naqk buat smoothie . ahaha . end ard 3.30 . me & Khairiah were shock after waht we saw . is hym ?? is he a Gay ? he kiss a guy ? its lik OMG !! mashaallah . hmmm . dhen while waitng fer dhe bus , dhere dhis Punggol gerl , whic wytfh her boyfiee . Her teeth & bibir is colured green , sbb die minum slurpp . digusting seyhh . in front of her boffiiee she like dhat .. eiiiw ! hmmmmmm . dhats all fer todayy .
:))

3 more bdae to go & dhats US <33

Qaqah dan FYFY !

alamak ! hylang due org aryhh !

smileeeeeeeeeeeeeee :]

& we re supeeer kec0h !

p.s : more photos will be update soon or just view any of dhe supeer kecoh bl0gs .
Hey Hey Hey !! HAPPY 15TH BDAE MINE BEST FREDN ; SYAFIQAH aka FYFY !!

today went out wyfth mine super kecoh's gerls . wake up ard 6 plus as ned to accompany sis to kovan . she had something on at Tao Payoh there . dhen it was lik 8 plus , i walk walk ard Heartland Mall & headed to c.p to wait fer Umai . Eyka msg sayin dhat she can go out early , so change of plannn . went to Umai hse & play com . see see her kakak nye baju , all nice nice . Lol . & play her computer . abt 12 plus went went back to c.p . Khiriah is waiting fer us there :) . dhen went to basement & meet Shasha & Nanah ! sit at Starbucks . kinda gerek , sbb asyik dodok pt Starbuck jeq dhis week . LOL ! abt 1 plus . girf fyfy a surprise . ask her to come down . me , Nanah , Umai & Khairiah were singin fer Fyfy bdae song . we sing in dhe middle of mrt station . ahhhaha . dhen headed to Orchard . sooooooooo many ppl . it been ages since i last went to Orchard :D check dhe movie , plan to watch Hancocok but is supeer dupeeer LAME !! cn sleep seyhh watch dhat movie . dhen decided to watch Strangers but at dhat place shows start late . decided to go to Plaza Singapura dhe cinema . Dhen Umai say its near so decided to waalk . now i knw dhat i cnt believe Umairah nye dekat . wen she say is near , it mean FAR ! we got to walk like 20 mins . as i , Khairiah & Shasha wear pam shoes , our legs were veyr pain . mine kaki got blisters . AIYO ! Umairah & Nanah + Fyfy walk ahead of us . bought newspaper to see dhe movie schelude but we bought dhe wrong newspaper . so , in dhe end , dhe newspaper ended up in dhe dustbin . mcm at last smpai Plaza Singapura . Dhen nk kene jln lagyk . book our ticket , dhe 5.10 one . dhen plan to eat Secret Recipe but naaaah , dhen we tahan . neva eat . LOL ! so , we take pic . mcm bdk beylooo kitee . bought Pop corn all dhat . dhe movie hav a LOT , ( i mean a lot ! ) of suspend . & got one part , wher Umairah & Fyfy or Khairiah shout VERY LOUD ! tapyk dhat part is not so scared one but she shout & one grp of guys behind us laugh at us :))) very paiseeeeeeeehh !! dhen , me & Shasha cover muke kite byle nk kuar . tkt drg nmpk . LOL !! . our expression were damn funny seyhh . shoout her shout there , scream here , sream there . overall quite fun aryhh . Dhen headed to dhe mrt station , while walking & watching dhe movie , remind me of something . dhe memories dhat i had wyfth hym over there . hmmm , nothing to say . aniwae , dhen i went to pick min sis in Kovan back . dhen headed to c.p . we wee lik super lapar & only hav $3.80 left wyfth us . bought mee yg $1.40 , share it wyfth her . dhen sooo spicy . we only had o.90 cents left . korek nye korek , i got i o.o5 cent & mine sis got another 0.05 cent . now i realised dhat even it is o.05 cent , it play a very important role wen yu dont hav enough money :)))) . bought drink at Pasar mlm . dhen kite jln mcm org mabuk . TILL HEREEEE PPL :))))))))

begitu susah unt0k aku mencaryk mengganti bagy dirimu . adakah dirimu dapat digganti ? ataw pn tydak ? aku hanya berharap kaw bahagia .
today asembly was talking abt STI"s ! khairiah was sick & i dont want to disturb her ~ let her rest luryhh :) SS left fifteen min & we need to stay back fer half an hour to complete some SS thigy ~ nex was chem : boring ~ dhen was math ~ nothign much ~ recess & after recees malay : need to do some project abt Tanggang : let Irene do :D eng : ms Widayah relief ~ was playin Tic Tac Toe wift Cosmas ~ after skool had half an hour lesson & tmrw % teachers gonna come in to our class & one of dhem gonan be Mrs Ang !! dhe lucky grp will hav her ! i hope its not mine :))) eat in canteen while waitng fer Umai & Far ~ dhen < talk talk ~ be prepared !! till here ~ cheers !!


aku dayrh tk kisah laryh psl hidop kaw ! kaw jgn nk salahkan aku okeyhhh
sorry fer not posting yesterday . read Khairiah blog if you wanna abt yesterday . today , nothing much . SS was fun playing gameeeeeeees . only if everyday we can play games lik dhat , i would sure lurf to come to skool seyhyhh . & dhat Fengli & Cosmas were pushin me while i was like usin mine whole stregth to fite dhem back . LOL ! math , our grp had to stand up fe givin wron answer . wtf ??!! dhen Mrs Shariff came in . baik uryhh .Dhen Khairiah grp too need to stand ! ahahs . Lce , gerek !! talk abt cyper pal & sex . & i do hav a lot of cyper pal . LOL !! . recess , nothing much . bio , talk wift Cosmas & dhat Fengli wift Khairiah . eng , half an hour , everybody sleeeep , whic includes me . xD . malay , quite gerek . kecohkecohhh . after skool , eat in skool & headed to c.p to buy teeshirts . :)) dhen homed . nw , just frendsteringg .

51 days since yu lft me :(