Alhamdulilah, its already the 7th day of Ramadhan. Time pass by so fast. And alhamdulilah also, i ended my last exam in uni yesterday. My first paper was last 2.5 weeks ago. I was super scared, nervous and just gelisah about pom. I just feel that i cannot do it. The more i study, the more i feel unprepared. A lot of breakdown because i was mentally and physically exhausted with a lot of family issues going on. On that day, before the exam paper was distributed, i can feel my heartbeat was fast and my mind just went blank. Jst istighfar and keep reciting Ayat Qursi. Ya Allah, nervous sangat. Bila dapat paper and tengok, okai luh boleh buat. Cuma tak tau if i answer it correctly ke tak & one of the question ada calculation like seriously since when pom ada calculation? & i took my own sweet time doing the paper hence when it was already 12.20pm, i still have like 4-5 more questions to complete!! Chionggg sehhh! Abis on the dot but my calculation confirm salah. I was super relieved that pom is over and hopefully boleh pass! On that weekend, took a break sekejap.

Nana & Wani sweeet sangat sangat. I was texting Nana the other day, asking about early childhood. Yes, i was considering early childhood as one of my career after this but ada ragu ragu sebab if i choose that path, that means, my uni degree will be redundant. & without me realising, i was ranting to her. Ya Allah, kesian dia. Then she being such a sweetheart, ajak me go karaoke to distress. So we went to karaoke at Pasir Ris and i was late. Aiyaaaa! 4 hours all out karok fuhhh go je! Once i am okai to karaoke with someone means i am comfortable with them. But yeah, i can make friends with everyone and anyone but i dont open up to them if i tak selesa thus i will be more of listener than talker. Lepas tuh, i kelam kabut go solat and after mahgrib, they layan me go Cajun on Wheels sbb cravingssss for seafood. Sodap seh! We bought the salted egg flavour with lots of prawns wow alhamdulilah. Lepqs dah kenyang, we run errand sekejap dekat Whitesand mall and decided to try new matcha flavour and uhhh tak sukaaaa! Then we walked back to doentown to take bus home and tetiba kena kacau dengan a group of guys. Okai, ni zaman 2018 masih ada jugak eh? Huuh! Im indeed thankful for the both of them. Never thought that i can be this close and comfortable with them. Thankiew ladies for layaning me, appreciate it so much.

Then, for the next few weeks coming to today, i was trying to memorise isorg. Like really, when in lecture it seems easy and can understand tapi bila makin lama belajar, makin confused. Was physically and mentally exhausted but i feel this year, i had more time to revise for my mods walaupun 2 mods je. I guess for the past years, i have been busy with different commitment that i have a tight schedule for self revision. I mean, i did focus on my study but the feels this year was better. Cool and chill je. But isorg was so so? I know 2/3 questions. Like i didnt study DMM sbb i really tak faham and fuhh that question keluar. Nampak sah tak boleh buat ah so last question i whack question 6 je. Ya Allah hopefully boleh pass seh. I want to graduate pls, dah 4 tahun. A lot of bittersweet, sweat, tears, anger and happy moments.

To end off, i doa this year ramadhan will be a meaning one and full of His barakah.