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30 January 2011 | Sunday, January 30, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Assalamualaikum semua ;] Am back now . Having headache because Eeqah mandi hujaaaaan tadi . So what can i said about my trip to jaybee . It was definitely an enjoyable and peaceful one . But , no phone , my heart also not that peace uh . One thing i like to go there is like i can eat any food i want without worrying if thats halal or not because almost 90% of the food there are halal . & seriously , i did eat a lot at there . I bought some scarf at there and bought lots of DVD . Watch : Ngankung , Cuti-cuti Cinta , 4 Madu , Shaolin and Pendamping Malam . Best best ~ Took lost of picture and will upload it soon . Today , reached singapore at 2 . Jaybee was flooded ith water . Banjir deh ~ Reached home , quickly change and zoomed to Tampines with Wanee to meet Arkidd . Then , off we go to meet Izan . Settle things out with him and after much discussion , he decided to pay me $360 cash . Am not sure if he took it or not but already tawakal . If dia betul betul ambil , its between him and Allah . Asalkan he dah bayar balik .. Alhamdulilah . & THANKS Arkidd for accompanying me ^^. Hopefully my tomorrow or Tuesday will buy back the iPhone . & Special thanks to Umairah for helping me in this iPhone thingy . Then at 0430 , went to Muhaimin's house to teach her sister . Mak oi ! Its on angle and i am quite weak in that . Had some difficult time answering those questions .. Home sweet home at 0830 . Am now chatting with Khairiah and Arkidd at facebook and Fyfy and Nazri at msn ;D . Fasting tomorrow ~

28 January 2011 | Friday, January 28, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Gosssh ~ It has been a troublesome day for me for the past few days . Like seriously , i lost my iphone 4 !! Less than a week seh my father bought for me and someone stole it . Whoever that took it , surely , Allah will punished you . I want to be angry also cannot . Things had already happened . Now , i dont have any phone with me , so anyone who have my contact and wish to contact me , you could do so by emaling me , formspring or msn with me . By next week , Dad going to buy for me iphone 4 again . Like really so wasting the money but what to do ~ No choice . I will pray hard for those who took my phone to be deservingly punished . Hmmm , now just have to redha . Will be going to jaybee in few hours time and will only be back by sunday afternoon . & Will be meeting Arkidd to meet Izan and settle things out with him . Not accusing he took my phone but he was the last one who used and hold it so am not wrong to suspect him . ANiway , forget about that , by now , most will know that i am posted to Nyanyang Poly inFood sci and nutrition . I LIKE MY COURSE ;DD . But i dont quite like the school uh . Thinking of appealing but after much thinking and stuff , decided to stick with this course because thats what i want since sec3 . Still remember when i got into dnt class , i die die wanted to appeal to fnn class . So , i think that Allah has show guidance to me since i had did some solat istiharah before this .. Alhamdulilah .. & Khairiah , Eyka and Umairah too are in Nyanyang poly . YAY ! Our new port will be AngMoKioHub not CompassPoint . HEHEEH . 86/159 will be our bus too . Emm not am off to bathe and will update more this sunday .. TATA ~

25 January 2011 | Tuesday, January 25, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake


Hello =) .. Tomorrow , we will know to which Poly and course we are posted too , am a bit excited yet nervous for the result . Hopefully i get SP , not TP ! I really dont want TP . Maybe some might know the reason kan .. Heeheh . Am meeting Shiyun to give her some cookies and sambal for her as she is going back China . So going to miss her . Perhaps meeting Khairiah first before giving tuition at 3 . Niway , bought iPhone today . thought of wanting to wait the iphone 5 but tak jadi uh .. Wanee also got iPhone 4 . Heheheh ;DDD . & Tadi , Asyraf called me to ajak tengok wayang again tomorrow ???! Keluar dengan dia asyik tengok wayang aja ! Too bad i cant make it , perhaps next week . heheh ~ Aniway , should i attach and commit myself to a new relationship ?? Izan asked me if i am ready or not . Surely , i havent and still cant move on . But should i accept him just to forget hiim ? & Arkidd , he has been a great friend for me . indeed , am regarding him as my best friend now . he has always been there for me for this 9 months of knowing him . Pening deh Eeqah dibuatnya ...

22 January 2011 | Saturday, January 22, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
HeyHeyHey ~ Had an enjoyable day today and yesterday . Lets talk about yesterday . At 3 , went to meet Sara to accompany her to Potong Pasir to collect her pay . Eeqah thought that org mealyu jerh yg pakai janji melayu , tetapi tak ku sangka , cina pun pakai janji melayu . Janji pukul 3 , datang 0330 . Hurhur ! Tapi , dah biasa mah . I had even waited for people for like 3 hours plus . Zoomed to Potong Pasir and seriously , that place reminds me of Kamal . Used to go there to meet him . Uhh , bad memories ~ The place there was quite isolated , with alot of constructors here and there . Collect her pay and she was seriously pissed off with that company . Cheated of her money . So , inside the cab , she really frustrated and i was like , "Sara , calm down ." Hhaha ! Met Fyfy at Compass . She came with her boyfriend and met Eyka . Went to SengKang CC to have a chitchat . & Sara gave us tips on dating guys . YAY ! Need more tips from her . Talk about guys and Cosmas joined us after that . He is a "girl" , so he dont mind listening to our talks . Hhhaha ! Miss him though . Waited for Liana and Amirah and off we go to Hougang for the BBQ , with empty stomach , hoping that the BBQ has started . Meet Khairiah too . Reach there only to find out that the BBQ can only be start at 8pm ! Geeh ! Darah terus mendidih seh . With the empty stomach , kita seret diri kita go Channel's house to help her to bring down the food . & here the funny part . There were quite a few stray cats over there . Channel , Khairiah and Eyka were scared of it and they ran all around the pit just to avoid the cats . Verh funny though . While Amirah , she can now open a cat show . HAHAH ! After for 1 hour plus of waiitng and making the fire , finally , we started the BBQ . Eat here and there , help to BBQ a bit and snapsnap some photos . Talk to the malays . & Guess what ?! CIKGU SHALLEH SAID HE WILL BE TREATING US , THE 5NA MALAY MAKAN NASI BRIYANI ! Wuhoooo ~ . Going to set a date to have lunch together . Homed at 1030 .

Today , gosh ! I need to wake up at 10am ( but i woke up at 0957am) because am heading to WestCoast to give tuition to Muhaimin's sister . Mak oi ! Macam malas seh tapi rajinkan diri juga . Hampir sesat sekejap Eeqah dibuatnya . Is like i will neever step my feet to West area unless something takes place there . Here i am going alone to the west side . Supposed to start the tuition at 12 tapi reach WestCoast at 1230 . Haiyoo ~ Went to Popular with Muhaimin (after for 1 year plus , we finally meet eh ) and he treated me bubble tea . Maceh ehh ! Went to his house and teach his sister . His sister so cute and talkative . i like ;DD . Around , 0230 , i left his house and met Arkidd . Kesian dia . I asked him to take me from clementi padahal rumah dia at Tampines seh . Ishishish ~ We went to SimpangBedok for lunch or should i say early dinner ? He gave me a treat . ThankYou ;D . Planed to go to town was cancelled because i dont like go there during weekends so asked him to turun sengkang jerh . Muahahha ~ Slack with him jap and we talk about our problems . Yeah , Am really trying to move on now . With the support given by my friends and myself and guidance from Allah , hopefully , i can move on . Before he sent me home , went to 7-11 , and again , he treated me some snacks . mak oi , malu deh Eeqah dibuatnya . & When he sent me home , i was shocked when he gave me a novel !! I was joking of asking him to buy for me a novel and yet he did buy for me . Masyallah . So so paiseh seh . he treated me so much lerh . I think today , i didnt fork out any money . Muhaimin and Arkidd treated me . THANKYOUSOMUCH KORANG SEMUA ;] Now , at home waiting for soccer match ^^ . MANU KALAH HOPEFULLY !


20 January 2011 | Thursday, January 20, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Hello =DD . Going to be quite busy nowadays . Aniway , yesterday , went to nenek house after giving tuition to Royce . I ate my all time favourite , Nasi Ayam and jambu . At , guess what happen there ? I stained my skirt ! Uhhh ~ Paiseh seh . Luckily , tak derh lelaki . & Did i mentioned that my niat to fast last tuesday was not counted because of halfway , in the afternoon , my period came ? Aiyooyoo . Niway ,Later at 3 will be going Tampines to teach Arkidd's sister .. Hehehe . Then , tomorrow will be having class BBQ at Hougang , but before that , i and Eyka will be meeting Fyfy in the afternoon . Saturday , will be giving tuition to Muhaimin's sister at Clementi area which is faaaar faaar faaar . & after that , meeting Arkidd and will be going Simpang Bedok . Heheh . Sunday , out to CompassvaleSec for the last time to take my edusave scholarship and will be going there with Reuben i think . Next week tuesday , have a date with Shiyun , just the two of us . She wanted to spend some quality time with me before she go back China . Hheheh ! Friday to Sunday , out to Jaybee with family and cousin .. & I have yet to plan any outing with my Girlfriends , Wardah and Izan . Hurhur ~ & Before i go , yesterday , i chat with Hyrah , Khairil's girlfriend . Exchange stories with her . & yeah ! She is indeed a nice girl . Last long with him ehh Hirah ;DD . DOnt worry about me , i will not take Khairil from you because i already accepted that he is not meant for me ~

I dont know what to do . The chinese guy told me he like me . Err , should i accept ? No , i dont think i should . Or maybe should i ? Uhhh ~

formspring.me
| Thursday, January 20, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Meh Ask Meh http://formspring.me/Eeqah

17 January 2011 | Monday, January 17, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Okie , I miss them , Khairiah and Eyka . Should meet soon keh babes * loves loves . Anyway had a fun fun day yesterday with family . They came to my house to discuss about Abg Edi's marriage and the date is 20.11.2011 . Nice date seh .. & Yesterday , mummy cook sup tulang seh ;PP . Sodap ! Masak jerh , terus i makan . Hheheh . Am lucky to have a mum who knows how to cook , Even my makciks . Last year , me and Wanee teringin nak makan pulut kuning , with rendang and my makcik made it for us and when hari raya haji , Wanee nak makan Nasi Briyani ikan , again , one of my makcik cook just for her . So fortunate seh .. Now , will ask my mum to cook for me gado gado . hehehe . Aniway , back to the story , i also help to make Kway Teow Goreng Cockles . Heeh ! When they came , talk about the place and all and we decided to check out the marriage that is going to be held at . Guess where ? PASIRIS PARK ! OH MY PRADA >.< . Sooo soooo going to be killing us . I mean we need to rent nearest block to cook all the dishes and travel all the way to the park by van . Uhh , so troublesome deh . but on the bright side , the scenery is fantastic ! Comfirm , i will take some shot , perasan perasan jap pat sana . Eheeh ! Then , check out the block and home at 6 . Again , discuss about the dishes , berkat and etc . All were done at 0840 and they went home at 0930 . Kemas kemas my house and i ate tulang again because today i am fasting .. . Heheh . & i was so shocked to know that a chinese guy is trying to woo me . LOL ! He confessed to me about it and say he wanted to learn malay and woo me in malay . I was like serious perh diakni . Emm , okie luh , he is a nice guy , in Ngee Ann Poly year 2 . Hurhur . Lets see how far he can go ..

If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?
| Monday, January 17, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Treasure him more so that he will not leave me ....

Meh Ask Meh


formspring.me
| Monday, January 17, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Meh Ask Meh http://formspring.me/Eeqah

What would your dream job look like?
| Monday, January 17, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Emm maybe seeing myself involve in politic or have my own ofice ? Or or better a job which i could help people ;)

Meh Ask Meh


Girls/Boys, i wanna ask you this question. for boys, if this girl have 2 guys, n she loves both of them, n one of the guy is you. wat would you do? for girls, if this guy have 2 girls, n he loves both of them, n one of the girl is you, wat would you do
| Monday, January 17, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

If i really love him and i think
he is worth my love , i would do my very best to win his heart . And also berdoa byk byk uh . But it still his choice uh at the end of the day :)

Meh Ask Meh


based on the response to the questions,i bet you are a smart girl.congrats for getting good result..And i know everything between you & khai :)
| Monday, January 17, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Emm what questions eh ?o.O how you know ? Aniway thanks ehh :) uhh , how you know abt me and him ? And abt what you know ?

Meh Ask Meh


15 January 2011 | Saturday, January 15, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Guys will forever be cheater right ? Yeah !

Niway , today went to Singapore Expo . Not for the IT Fair but for the wedding thingy . Maklumluh , dah nak kawin . Hhehehe . I mean , My abang sedare is going to marry in 2012 , so we went there to tengok the deco . Coincidentally, Izan was going there too with his family and i was like uhh shud ! Tried to play hide and seek and he saw me first and i cannot see him . Checkcheck , we walked pass by each other and he called my name and i was shocked . 0.0 . Terus i tunduk . Hooh ! Then , unexpectedly , received a text from unknown and guess so ? Its NAZIRUL ! My crush ~ He still save my number after for 7-8 months . Weeeeee ~ He wanted to meet me since he is at Rivervale Mall . Came to SengKang just to cut his hair . Lol ! But sadly , cant meet him as i was outside . Uhh , takperh , always be a next time ~

14 January 2011 | Friday, January 14, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake















| Friday, January 14, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
HELLO ;DDD Had an awesome day with friends today . Sara asked me if i want to go Nafa . Actually , am not interested to go Nafa , I cant even draw a stick men , let alone draw clothes and etc . But since i am kind of bored at home , decided to accompany her go . Planned to meet at 0130 , but i was late for the first time . Because i go and pray first .. Mrt to Dhoby Ghaut and change to circle line and alight at Bras Basah .. Its raining heavily and we didnt even brought an umbreall aceept for Sara . SO , me , Eyka and Liana had to share Sara's umbrella . One umbrella , 4 person , baik eh .. Boleh dikatakan kita sesat so no choice , cabbed to Nafa . & again , we sesat at Nafa . LOL ! Went to Campus 2 and see the fashion show there . Clothes were design by the students there . Students there banyak yg weird weird seh , i mean their dressing and all . Comfirm i cannot fit in with them . Heheh . Then , accompanied Eyka to pick Dan at Cathay . & like always , whenever we go out , comfirm ada orang will ask us for direction . Muka kita ni muka counter untuk tanya direction ke ? Hhahah ! Went back to Campus 1 and had a little giggle with them about someone . I asked Liana to accampony me to get the NAFA bag since i want it so much . Cuci mata sat . HEEHEH . Around 4 , decided to go back but then si Sara wanted to go Nex . SO trained to Serangoon . Last last , Sara went with Amirul ( Sara's friend whom i met at Nafa) , so left me , Eyka , Liana and Dan . We had our dinner at LJS and walked around before decided to go to the rooftop of Nex . WOW ! Gerek seh . If Wild Wild Wet , we need to pay to play the water , but here , its free ! Luckily , i was wearing dress , if not , comfirm dah main air . Heheh . Snap few photos before we went home . Indeed , its a fun day out with lovely friends . Now , just uploading some photos for today and helping Sara about her love triangle thingy . Hhehehe ! & Its really irritating when guys force girls to give them our numbers . Sumpah irritating seh ~ . Aniway , just yesterday , i make 3 new friends and surprisingly , all are from Polytechnics . 2 from NP and one from NYP . & One of the guy did attract me . Nama dia Izan . You can never know that he is a poly guy because my first impression of him is kind of mat mat . So , when i know that he is in Poly , i was like uhh ohh . Hhahaha . Niway , he is a nice guy , heeheh ;DD

13 January 2011 | Thursday, January 13, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Assalamualaikum semua =DDDDDD . Am bored right now so will do some blogging . Yesterday starts my tuition . After for 2-3 months tak pegang buku maths and did any maths questions , i find a bit hard to teach people but slowly will try ;D . Will be giving tuition today too at 3 later . & Yeah ! Till now , i still am not sure of which course to put as my choices , soooo many seh and the only comfirm one is Human Resource with psychology at SP . The rest , i choose sciences , a few engineering and bussiness . Yeah , i myself shocked that i deicded to take sciences as i ever told myself that i dont want to choose anything that is related more to sciences . HAHAHA ! Hopefully , i get the course that i really want :) Am going off right now as i want to eaaaaat ;PP

11 January 2011 | Tuesday, January 11, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Yesterday was the released of the O Level result . As expected , our sec 4 cohorts produced the ever best result with more than 85% are eligible to JC . What about the sec 5 ? I think our badge is the worse ever with only 65% eligible to Polytechnics . I was worried sick knowing that statistics . Waited patiently and nervously for the result . Alhamdulilah , i got 15 points . Am contented though . But , am quite disaapointed with my english . Got a C6 for it man ! Maths & FNN a B3 . Combined science was the unexpected . As we all know , my science is forever failed but i got a B3 for it . & I am soo happy that i got an A2 for Combined Humanities , am really proud of myself for getting that grade for that subject . Malay , A1 from mid year . So , my L1R2B2 is 15 and L1R2B3 is 18 . Now , am having a hard time to choose what course and which polytechnic to go .. I took almost all the courses that have Psychology in it . Hhehe , even bussinees course that have Human Resource also i take . The rest , maybe engineering ? LOL !

Aniway , today , i and Eyka met Hafiz . We went to En-Naem . We joined the youth thingy at there . I think its better if i joined this youth rather than going out and waste my time . At least , by joining this , i can make myself near to Allah as we all can see , Hari Kiamat can be anytime as the tanda tanda banyak dah nampak . Masyallah .

09 January 2011 | Sunday, January 09, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Oh NOOO ! Less than 24 hours seh ! Calm down Eeqah . You have already did your best . Hooooooooh ~ Dont think am going to sleep tonight :@

08 January 2011 | Saturday, January 08, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Assalamualaikum =DDD . Am going to talk about yesterday . & Yesterday was splendid yet tense day . As you know , i went to the poly open house . Planned to meet Sara and Amirah at 11 , but semua sampai around 1230 . & My new shoes totally kills me . Baru jalan sampai Compass dah ada blister blister . Mrted to Clementi and we took 184 to Ngee Ann Polytechnic . Went to International Business booth and headed to Mass Com and course course yang sewaktu dengannya . At that point , my legs were like in deep pain but just tahan ! Then , went to Humanities area where Sara went for the Arts Management , Amirah for the Early childhood with Psychology while me , Psychology with Community service ;DD . Not much talk and since they were hungry , decided to go Lavender and eat at Beach Road . Our plan to go Temasek Poly was cancelled due to the limited of time . My actual planned was i already planned to catch a movie with Asyraf since we had plan it few weeks back but was cancelled everytime we planned it . Then , Sara wanted to join too so asked Eyka if she wanted to join us . & Eyka asked Danial to joined too . A weird combination at first but surely , had a great time with them .

Then , while waiting for Asyraf and Danial , Sara , Eyka and i took Neo-print . The last time i took neo Print was like in sec 3 , Eyka's birthday . Had fun though . Then , go to Mr Teh Tark to eat again . & Asyraf treat me . YAY ! Thanks ehh . Around 0630 , straighted to Tampines Mall to catch the movie called Where got ghost , its a local movie . & Taaadaaa , Haziq was there surprisingly . Tried to run away and he talk to me one kind . My friends were angry with him . Haih , am not contacting him anymore . Around 0830 , Sara was hungry again and we decided to have a quick dinner/supper at Compass Point Long John . Went separate ways at 10 . & I was afraid to go home alone after that incident so Asyraf kindly sent me home . & when i was on the phone with Arkidd , got to know something which pissed me off . If Haziq were to cari Arkidd and buat hal , i will surely despised him ..

& Today was indeed another great day with Khairiah even though it was short . Went to Temasek Polytechnic with her . As usual , sampai sana , buat muka selamba . See the peformance . & while we were seating , Fahmi came and approached us . We were like over the moooooooooon ;DD . Hhahah ! Terus energetic seh . Went to Business school , Forensic thingy , Scienec and humanities school before we leave there . Had an early dinner with Khairiah at Century Square . Talk about many things but mainly was about our O level result which we will know in less than 48 hours O.o . Just have to tawakal for now ..

Aniway , i ran across this friendship thingy qhile i was bloghopping and i feel like sharing it =DD

Boys Issues :
If your friend has a boyfriend, do understand that she needs time with him. Don't force her to always hang out with you ; learn to give and take as long as you have your own BFF time. Also, never gush about her boyfriend in front of her, or get too friendly with him. It's very inappropriate and can ruin the friendship.
Disliking her boyfriend is also a common problem that could end a friendship, if handled badly. Tell your friend about how you feel after seeing them together, but don't make a scene about it. Unless your friend is in real danger (like being in an abusive relationship), don't encourage her to break up with him or it'll strain the freindship even more.

Together Time :
The final and most important rule :
Always make time for your girl friends no matter how busy you are. With the prevalent use social networking sites like Facebook and Twitter these days, it's not as difficult to keep in touch now. Also, never show your unhappiness with a friend's busy schedule. Take a little bit of effort to ensure you and your friends don't drift apart.

06 January 2011 | Thursday, January 06, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake


I abked this chocolate cake yesterday ;P ( Its so chocolatish )

HollaHo ! Am tired now , my legs are aching . Brr ! Today , went to Singapore and Nyanyang Polytechnics with girlfriend , Eyka . Met her at 11 at usual place and mrted to Outram . We were unsure of where to alight either Dover or Buona Vista, so we decided to just follow the crowds . Step out of the train and there were a whole bunch of people . I felt like going into the train back and go back home . Menyesal pun ada . So i told EYka to just " buat muka tembok " . Hheheh . Reach Singapore Poly and we were LOST ! :@ . Like seriously , it is big and with a lot of people , mana tak sesat seh . Ask Eyka to called her cousin down to help us in the tour because we definitely will not go there , roaming ourself helplessly . Then , a guy approached me and i was like 0.0 ???! with a blur face . But he is quite cute . LOL ! His friend offered us popcorn , wanted to take tapi paiseh lerh . Thought they going to help us touring the place which what he told us at the first place sekali tak luh =.= . Then , went to science school and students there approached us and we were like smile and tersengih sengih . We walked and walked until i dont know where we go . Last last decided to leave that place . Had our Lunch at Banquet IMM . Actual planned after that was to go NgeeAnn but since we dont want to be paiseh going there just the two of us , decided to go Nyanyang today and Ngee Ann tomorrow , with hope that Amirah will join us . Masuk jerh , got this group of sec school guys say something or somewhat , i was like uhhh , i am older than you so shut tup ! LOL ! Roam around as we already know the place . It was just last year when i and Eyka went there with the school wearing school uniform , now is us again but without uniform and 5A . Walk to science , enginerring and design school , in hoping to see someone ( Eyka someone ) tapi too bad dia tak ada . & ada a few booth selling some cookies and a few guys like asked us to buy the cookies and we gave tehm a sombong kind of face saying , not going to entertain . Lol ! But , we dont have the money seh kalau ada udah dibeli deh ~.~ . Around 5 , bused home . & i got to know from Wanee that he saw Khairil at Temasek Poly just now too !! Teeheh ! I will cry when i ever bump into him . Hoooh ~ Tomorrow going to go NgeeAnn and Temasek ;D

im just curious coz pple have been asking you abt khai.when i read ur blog,you post abt him.its okay babe.there are other guys out there who love you more than he do.I know it takes time to move on.I understand.cos i have been through all this shit before
05 January 2011 | Wednesday, January 05, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Awhh ! Thats so sweet of you :) Thanks fpr your support , appreciate it . Who are the guys out there that love me than he did ? Its very hard to tell . Yeah ! Niway mind telling your name ?

Meh Ask Meh


04 January 2011 | Tuesday, January 04, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
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Geeeh ! Am missing my girlfriends so so much ; Umairah , Farhanah , Eyka and Khairiah .. Its been a while since we last met . All are busy but hopefully we will meet either this or next week . & hope kita dpt conference when the day before O level result like last year ..

Yesterday went to Sqaure 2 at Novena as Dad got $500 voucher .. So we can take whatever we want . I bought a shoes and Adidas perfume . The rest , went to NTUC and take anything that we wanted . Gerek deh ! & Yesterday also , had an arguement with Faiz Ipin , which led to him spitting out all those words . Am not worth to save this friendship because he himself do not respect me as his friend . 4 years of knowing him and now , just gone like that . Haih ! 3rd of 2011 , lost a friend already . Niway , just came back from Nex . Bought a top and hopefully the tops that i ordered through blogshop will be here soon :)) & I miss wearing school uniform and the food in Compassvale sec D:

01 January 2011 | Saturday, January 01, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ;D . I know its kind a late to wish that . I was away yesterday to Jaybee .


So let me start off with reflection how my 2010 life ;D . Honestly , 2010 has been a roller-coaster one . First lets talk about the people whom i had lost/made . Earlier of 2010 , i lost one of my best friend , Fyfy . We had a tiff , a very bad one and ended up breaking the friendship. Yes , i admit i do miss her sometime . Other than the things that she did to us , she was actually a great friend . Always been there for me . Memories with her shall not be forgotten ~ Now , Am okie with her . She is just a friend of mine .

The next person whom i lost in 2010 is Khairil . Yarh , i do miss him until now . Still remember how i first met him . He wanted to give me his books and notes for my O level . Waited for him at bustop near school and he gave me a fright . From there , we started to contact each other and confessed our feelings . Blame it on me who spoil everything . Nevermind , those were the days . Now , he is happy with his life and i am happy for him .

Then , i lost my nenek saudara . Gosh ! This is saddening . Every year , without fail , my family never fail to visit her . She was a kind and fun to be with . Still remember , 2010 Hari Raya , all of my family and relatives went to her house and we ate mee soto which was soo spicy but sedap ! & she went to my house and eat tulang , her favourite . But then , Allah lebih sayangkan dia , she went away first . Hmm ! Have to redha kan pemergiannya ..

Those were the few whom i really love that now i have lost .

In 2010 too , i had made new several friends . Wardah Maria is one of them . At first , i thought she was an arrogant , vain kind of girl but my impression of her is totally wrong when i get to know her closer . From tagged , started to tego her and then we become friends . we didnt have the chance to go out together , but we surely will one day ;D


Next , i also have known Arkidd this year . I admit that he is a great friend of mine . He has always been there with me through thick and thin and i appreciate all that . We know each other from Farhanah , when we went to the Dancework . Few weeks later , Farhanah gave my number to you and we became friend since then . & i remember that you had made me cry once . But , those were the days . Am happy to have a friend like you . ThankYou for being my friend ;D
Lastly , when i was in need of help , Nazirul came to my rescue . He voluntarily accompanied me to Temasek Poly for my DPA thingy . I remember clearly how nervous i was going there and meeting him for the first time making me more nervous . Geeh ! The epic momet was in the bus when we were seated next to each other and yet he texted me . LOL ! Then , we lost contact because of some reason . Now , hopefully , we will be friends again ;D
& I have made a few more but this were the ones that i really really treasured ;D


Finish with the lost/made friends . Now , is about studies . 2010 , had my O level and that year was really a stressful and weary one . Really had to endure and made a lot of sacrifices . Beginning of the year , did cried twice for my maths and English result . It was my worse peformance . Had a few "F" here and there . But with the help of my family , friends , classmates and teachers , managed to pull through , Alhamdulilah ;DD . Now , waiitng patiently for the release of the result which is in like 12-13 days time ? Cepatnya !

Am done with 2010 . Now come 2011 !
My New Year Resolutions :
- To improve myself as a muslim (not just by name) ; abide all Allah dos and donts .
- Be anak yg soleha to my parents .
- Must try my very best to be a good friend , who will help them throguh thicks and thins .
- Be consistent and more disciplines in Poly ( Insyallah ) .

Am done for now ;D