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27 October 2010 | Wednesday, October 27, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
HHHOLLAHO ~ SORRY FOR THW MIA-ING . BEEN BUSY WITH Os . 1/4 OF MY BURDEN HAS BEEN RELEASED AFTER THE 2 MOST EVER IMPORTANT SUBJ HAVE ENDED WHICH ARE ENGLISH ND MATHS :| . WHAT CAN I SAY ABT BOTH PAPER ? IS MANAGEBLE ND DUA-BLE :) ALHAMDULILAH . JUST NOW MATHS PAPER 2 . LUCKILY I MANAGED TO CHECK 3 TIMES . HOOH ! I AM MORE CONFIDENT IN PAPER 2 THAN PAPER 1 . BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY , I HAVE GIVE IN MY VERH BEST . SO I WILL BE CONTENTED WITH WHATEVER RESULT I GET . NOW I MUST GET RID OF MATHS ALREADY WHICH I DONT WANT TO . NOW , IS SCIENCE ND HUMANITIES ! FRIDAY CHEM . && I AM STILL MOT SURE ABOUT OXIDATION STATE ! CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME !! HUAKHUAK :( NIWAY JUST KNOW THAT A FRIEND OF MINE JackO , IS HAVING LEUKEMIA . ND DOCTOR SAY HE HAVE 1/2 YEAR TO LIVE . MASYALLAH , SEDIH SEH . EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT CLOSE WITH HIM , BUT I DO CARE FOR HIM . I HAD MET HIM ONCE AT CAUSEWAY . HOOH . THOSE WERE THE DAYS . NOW , HE IS COUNTING ON THE NUMBER OF DAYS . KESIAN NYA ~ . INSYALLAH , I WILL PRAY FOR HIM . TILL HERE =]

21 October 2010 | Thursday, October 21, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Assalamualaikum ;DD . Wuhooo ~ Today practical O . & I dont know how to read the temperature using the themometer ? Can you believe that ???! Last last , i just whack any answer but hopefully it will be accepted . For the food test , is it D,C,B OR B,C,D ? Chem wise , ada yang ohkeh , ada yg susah . Hopefully , all of us will get the marks that we deserved .

After the whole prac thingy , had lunch nd went for english consultation for the last time . Went through Mock . Will be doing my situational back . Then , off we went to CC . I did maths for like 4 hours plus minus . Hooh ~ . Walked homed and while walking , kena kacau dgn mat bawah block -.- . Masyallah , they dah tader kerja betul . Home sweeet home . Now , will be doing some english . & i will try to solat istiharah later on ;DD

Let you be my secret crush ,

18 October 2010 | Monday, October 18, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Keh , i am back from CC , studying with Khairiah . This going to be a short post as i am timred already . 3 MORE DAYS TO O LVL SCI PRAC ! Masyallah , sungguh the cepat seh . GOOD LUCK SEMUA ;D Went to meet Eyka at compass at 1030 to cari cake . Met Khairiah nd off to school . We were 20 minutes late for Bio class =.= . Baik uh . Then went to Compass and bought some food . Ate at CC . Talk about Poly course . I am considering to take engineer because it involved maths ! But , Nazirul told me that its a nono for girls . Hoooh ! Study study study , here we come . Managed to wrote 2 essays on rise of Venice for 40 mins . Then , homed as i have tuition . At 6 , went to CC back and met Khairiah . Did maths again . St Joseph Institution Paper was tough ! I managed to get 40/80 , just passed only , but Alhamdulilah . At 9 , we stopped studying nd see some TP rawks video . Uhh , i am sooo nervous nak go there . Macam menyesal plak go sign the camp . No , i have to be friendly with all the people there . Takutnya Eeqah ~ . Homed after that . Esok , going to school again for maths consultation at 9 .

When Eyka told me , she sang a birthday song to her Boyf , it Reminded me of Khairil . He did that too for my birthday I like you secretly .

16 October 2010 | Saturday, October 16, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
ASSALAMUALAIKUM SEMUA :D HARI NI ADALAH HARI YG AMAT MENYEDIHKAN , KERANA NENEK SEDARE EEQAH DAH KEMBALI KE RAHMATULLAH PADA 12 SETENGAH PAGI . INNALILAWAINAHIROJIUN . SO WENT TO MELAWAT AT TAMPINES AROUND 9 PLUS . MASYALLAH , SUNGGUH MENDUKACITAKAN . I CRIED CONTINUOSLY . BARU HARI RAYA TURH SHE CAME TO MY HOUSE ND ATE TULANG , & SHE WAS SOO SIHAT , TAK NMPK SAKIT PUN . TAPI KALAU DAH AJAL , KUASA ALLAH TIDAK ADA SESAPA YG BOLEH HALANGNYA . THEN ARD 3 ZOOMED TO CITY HALL ALONE TO MEET EYKA ND ABG DANIAL . && MUHAIMIN WAS THERE TOO BUT EEQAH TAK PERASAN . SO , WALK HERE ND THERE ND FINALLY DPT JUGAK THE PRESENT ^^ . WINDOW AHOP JAP ND DECIDED TO SIT AT COMPASS STARBUCK . TALK ND TALK . I DO MISS HIM :( SUSAH UTK MOVE ON . BUT EYKA GAVE ME SUPPORT . ENTAH DIA INGAT EEQAH KE TAK . WHILE TALKING , SAW HAFIZ ND I SHOUTED HIS NAME . MAK OI ! THEN HE JOIN ND WE TALK ABT POLY ND ISLAM . BEEN THINKING TO GO SINGAPORE POLY RATHER THAN TEMASEK POLY -.- HOOH ! THEN , TANPA DIDUGA , SAW MY GIRLFRIENDS , MAI D KAHIRIAH , SO THEY JOINED US WHILE HAFIZ ALIK . THEN , WE GAVE EYKA IDEA HOW TO CELEBRATE HER BOYF BIRTHDAY . && I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT MAI GAVE THE BEST IDEA . SHE IS SOO CREATIVE ND ROMANTIC . NASIB DIA POMPAN . LOL !

14 October 2010 | Thursday, October 14, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Study with this awesome ladies ;D

Torres is effing hawt ^^ . And to Umairah : She was purely jealous of my Torres nd she is pelat . Instead of Torres , she pronounced it as Torrek (purposely) . Hurhur xD


I dont know why i feel like blogging . I need to pour it here . Hoooh ~ I have been losing my friends nd my close ones starting of this year . First was my Girlfriend , to my love ones . Now , i am not in good term with Farid Bear nd Faiz Ipin . But , i am still strong with my girlfriends around , Eyka ,Khairiah , Umairah nd Nana ;DDD


So , eversince the study break , Eeqah have been going to school for consultation and studying with awesome girlfriends at SengKang CC . Left 8 days to O LVL SCI PRACTICAL ! Ohkeh , i shall calm down nd do my verh best for every subjects .So , as for today , had Humanities Consultation for 30 mins and went to CC to study with Umairah nd Khairiah . Before that , we decided to eat at Long john Silver . Had an awesome talk ndd gossip here nd there . There , around 3 , we start to revised . Did SS for 40 mins and the other 3h plus on maths . Had a fruitful study session ;D We stopped at about 7 plus , nearing 8 . Then , went to Compass to accamponied Umairah to buy something . Home sweet home . Did some SS on Venice , nd now , here i am . Penaaaat sungguh D:
I admit , after Khairil left , i still thinking of him , am still missing . There is just so much to say . I really have to let you go even though it will be difficult . Whenever a thought of you stuck in my mind , i would quickly try to erase it nd byk byk istifar . Now , i dont know what should i do if i ever bump into you . Sengkang dah luh kecik and at TP nanti ? I dont know what expression shall i give when i saw you . ??? I could still remember , at that point , i was trying my best to forget Edi and to love you . Now that i have succeeded , you want to say goodbye to me , leaving me just like that . I admit that i have my flaws which you could stand no longer . Tapi , i agree with what Muhaimin said , kalau dah tak sayang , macam macam alasan . Haihaihaih . But apa apa pun , i would like to say a thousand thankyou and a million apology to you . I thank you for antar i alik sekolah , teach me , accampony me , belanja i mkn KFC , kasi all your O lvl notes/papers nd etc to me , buy for me the Maths TYS nd most importantly , i thank you for wanting to spend this 9 months of your life with me and gave me your love . I treasure every moment i had with you . & i am sorry for 3 kali paitao you , for not texting you first , for not keluar with you , for not being able to love you whole-heatedly , for teasing you about the bus no , for bullying you to angkat the bag nd for everything single thing that i have done wrong to you . Knowing you is a blessed for you are almost a perfect guy for me . With you , i realised that there was still a good guy in this world . Having you for 9 months has taught me a lot of things nd for that , i thank you . Lastly , a last goodbye from me ( huuuuuuuuhhhhuuuu )




09 October 2010 | Saturday, October 09, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
HELLO ! YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BUT I DIDNT HAVE THE TIME TO BLOG ABOUT IT AS I WAS BUSY REVISING . O LVL SCIENCE PRACTICAL - LESS THAN 3 WEEEKS !! HOOH . HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY FOR MY O , INSYALLAH :)
LETS TALK ABOUT YESTERDAY . YESTERDAY , OFFICIAL LAST DAY , WAS QUITE SAS ABOUT IT . COULD STILL REMEMBER , SEC 1 , MY WISH WAS TO QUICKLY GET TO SEC 5 , GO PROM NIGHT ND GET OUT OF THAT SCHOOL FAST FAST , NOW THAT WISH HAS COME TRUE . HURHUR :( SO CHEM , BOOKED CONSULTATION , BIO , LAST REVISION IN CLASS . MRS FOO IS LEAVING :(( SOO SAD SEH . BECAUSE OF HER , I COULD FINALLY PASS MY BIO ! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SEC 5 ! ALHAMDULILAH . THANKS SO MUCH MRS FOO :D ENG , WAS PRETTY BORED JUST LISTENED TO MRS CHONG . TOOK SOME PICTURES WITH HER . RECESS , ATE MEE SOTO FOR THE LAST TIME :((( . MATHS , OR SHLD I SAID PHOTO TAKING SESSION . WE TOOK PICTURES HERE ND THERE ND AS A CLASS . (BUT PICTURES ARE WITH AMIRAH ND KHAIRIAH) SO MUST WAIT FOR THEM TO UPLOAD . LAST LESSON , HAD SOME BRIEFING ABOUT Os . ND , AFTER SCHOOL , EEQAH , KHAIRIAH , EYKA , AMIRAH ND LIANA WENT AROUND TO FIND OUR TEACHERS TAKE PICTURES WITH THEM :DD EVEN WITH THE CANTEEN VENDORS ND SECURITY GUARD . && WE SNAP ONE AT THE USUAL BUSTOP . NOW , NO MORE US AT THE BUSTOP :((( THEN MEET IEFA . WHILE WAITING FOR HER , THERE WERE THESE 2 GUYS LIKE SWEETING AT ME ND I WAS LIKE =.=" . CHECK CHECK WHILE EATING AT MAC , I SAW THEM . THEY LIKE GAVE PAISEH FACE . HOOOH . WENT TO LIBRARY ND HOME . WE 3 SLEEP IN ONE BED . BANGUN , BATHED , PRAY ND START REVISION . AT 10 PLUS I CANNOT TAHAN , SO WENT TO MY LALALND . ND GUESS WHO I DREAMT OFF ? FIRST I DREAM OF KHAIRIL AGAIN ?? BUT THIS TIME I DREAMT THAT HE IS ALREADY ATTACHED WITH OTHER GIRLS D: . THEN ANOTHER DREAMT , NI SHOCKING . I DREAMT OF NAZIRUL . PELIK BIN AJAIB BETUL SEH . OUT OF ALL , EEQAH MIMPI DIA . ND IN MY DREAMT , HE HOLD MY HAND ND ... . HOOOH . PELIK PELIK .
TODAY WENT TO STUDY WITH EYKA . PLAN TO BELAJA AT WOODLAND TAPI BARU PKOL 11 DAH RAMAI ORG . ALL WERE SO FULLED WITH STUDENTS . LAST LAST PATAH ALIK COMPASS , ND AGAIN ITS FULL !! DARAH UP SEH . LASTLAST , WENT TO RIVERVALE PLAZA ND EAT CUM STUDY AT THERE . THEN HOMED ARD 6 :)




05 October 2010 | Tuesday, October 05, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
HS
That boy is cuteeeeeee :D
Ohkeh short post for today as i have completed what i supposed to complete . Today is the 4th last day of school before its officially close for the sec 4E nd 5NA . I have booked several consultation with teachers nd hopefully i will be displince enough after this . Left few weeks so must chiooooong ;D Just a few side tracks . Firstly is about my ttm , Min Prince . He is like so whatever seh . He is like pervertic , sex maniac . Uhhh . he told me that he wanted to have sex with me on my 18th birthday ??! . Mapek seh ~.~ . I told him to change nd etc then he said " i am who i am , accept me for who i am " . Uhhh ! That's the reason why i dont like that sentence to some extend . SO , i did my part as his friend by reminding nd advicing him so up to him lorh . Hoh . & Khairil finally text me today which is so unexpecteD . Try to sort things up . Until , i tertidur while waiting for his text . && I dreamt of him so suddenly . HURHUR ! To YOU
, i still syg you =.= .
School ? Today , was so quiet as the sec1-3s were having EOY . sekolah macam sepi gytu ~ Hoooh . After school , headed home and zZZZz . Tomorrow , tuition at 8-0930 :

02 October 2010 | Saturday, October 02, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Holla :) I had an awesome day today with my girlfriend love . Met Eyka and buSed to Airport . KiTaboleh sesat dah carik Nana dan Danial . After about 5 mins mencari , baru nmpk TCC . Order a cake with Eyka nd did somE maths nd history until 6 . PlaNned to eat Popeyes at Airport but it was packed so decidED to eat popeyes at Tampines . In the bus , there were this 3 girls mcm whateva gytu UHH ! Then mkn mkn . Suddenly , ada 2 girls approached us , they wanted to tak our pictures for a contest . Menang dpt duit ! :) . So , after that , we jaln jaln cari present for EykA 's boyf . This part gerek . Eyka saw this guy on White , outside the toilet , nd she said that like patung . When his friend keluar , WOW ! We were so meSmerised by thm . One wear white , the other one wear black . Eyka pkai putih while i wear black . dah kena sgt uh turh . We cant get over it for a while . Nana's Father sent us home . WhilE waiting , talked abt Prom Night nd TP Rawks . HehhH ! Overall , indeed a fun day out !

01 October 2010 | Friday, October 01, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake














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Above ^^^ are some pictures during Abg Yan's tunang ;DD I am bored right now so decided to do some blogging . Today is the second last week of schoool , hoooh but it will be the last week for the N level takers . Endure lagi 1 more months and i am freeeeeeeeee ~ What shall i do after Os ? First , cari kerja . Next will be taking up baking course and if can , Arab's language . Eversince i watch "Ketika Cinta Bertasbih" , i was amazed by the way the speak Arab so fluent with the accent . Wow ! Insyallah , if can , i want to learn how to speak Arab ;D Baking ? will be taking with Eyka ;DD Wanted to make wedding cake . Eheheh . Ohkeh enough about that . Lets talk about today lesson . Chem and Bio was doing revision . English , boring seh ! Hooh . Recces and maths , i did some practises . Victoria school paper was super difficult -.-. Contact Time ? Busy collecting money for the Graduation Night . Most of the class will not be going so i reconsidering to go & i am dooomed for my yesterday SS paper ! FAILED cfrm ! Because i didnt have a linkage fr SEQ D: Haih ! Ate Rice after school and revised for maths mock . The paper is quite do-able . I havent check the answer yet . && They want us to go to the Graduation Night seh . I dont know what clothes , makeup , heels nd etc to wear . Then , went to Compass library with Khairiah . We were finding Lagenda Budak setan punya novel uh . Takderh seh ! i am soo going to find that boook . Even though i have watched the movie , i still want to read the novel ^.^ . Now , watching Ketika cinta bertasbih 1 pula . Ehheheh ~