Assalamu'laikum. A sudden feel of updating this blog. Hehe! Hows life so far?

Alhamdulilah, managed to clear all my mods fr last year. Passed all 4 mods though markah macam.... But really i deserved that marks especially fr my bmgc. 46 je seh!! HAHAHA! Bcause i remember that 2 days before bmgc paper, i went for night cycling dry run. NONSENSE SEH! & I REMEMBER I NEARLY GAVE UP MEMORIZING the next day. Was just bullshitting my way through doing the essays but alhamdulilah Allah ease my affairs. && Oh i am so happy with my POA seh!!!! I SWEAR IT WAS THE MOST DIFFICULT PAPER EVER for this year and i was so scared i will fail that mods. To make it worse, Mok told me i fail POA by 3 marks. Down gila seh!! But when i see my result, alhamdulilah 61 (second upper) happy sehhh!! Macam nak pekik je. I guess my hard work paid off. Apa apa pun alhamdulilah!! So now waiting fr 5th sept to choose my mods fr 2nd year. Doakan.

So.... now im in MYF committee. Well, my friend dragged me and surprisingly i didnt reject that. At that point, i just want to make myself busy i guess? ALHAMDULILAH made new friends from different tertiaries NTU, NUS, NAFA all. We are making big plan for the youth. Doakan jugak :)

Now abt my exco.. well, im so so blessed having sucha strong and dedicated team. Everyone are so helpful and kind and gile gile. All of us are struggling. Having one of my exco tendering means now left 10. And one more super duper extremely busy and couldnt really commit, so left 9. We really have to help each other and support mentally & physically. Definitely not easy for me and all of us but as the VP, i promise to never let them go through this alone. I will be their strength to hold on and i believe in my exco.

Anyway... i have this eye candy.. ehem ehem(yes i got over Z aldy. Found out he is a player). Well, eye candy usually nampak then mcm wahhh! Yes, i first met him at myspace while chilling there. He just randomly joined my convo with my friend afterwhich, the four of us including Wan had dinner at KGC. I tasted his mee hailam and it was so much better than my maggie goreng😂 lepak with them till 10plus. And when i reached home, i realised he look so familiar. & somehow, i just find him errrr adorable? Physically okay ah but more of  his character? Gile gile but bila serious terus wow😍 . Then, somehow i saw his ig and followed him... jengjengjeng.. lepas tu i dont kne maybe carik chance to DM him but NO i need his help fr my b2b concept paper. I asked Ustaz, i asked my friends and also google abt it so why not asked him jugak kan since dia budak al-azhar? Oh yearh, he taking theology in Al-Azhar. Wahhh gytuu!

Few days after that we didnt talk till last monday he DMed me. Heheh happy seh bangun pagi nampak popped up nama die
He informed me he going myf to meet Qayyum then tak jadi he meeting on tues. Then i though the convo going to end there but we did continue to DM till i go mkn lunch with Ain at al-azhar. Then he was like tak penat ke bubal dekat ig. Hahahahah! Then i just said is okay kalau penat talk to me. Then terus he kasi no dia. HAHAHAHAHAH dont judge pls! Then we just talked.. co-incidentally on tuesday he had to come to myf fr meeting then i also need to come myf fr the same meeting. Then i was testing jom gi together. He said okay. HAHAHAHAH seriously! But i came late though. He reached them 10 mins before me and i asked him to.go first but he insisted to wait... sooo okay! Actually nervous jugak seh and takut tak cam dia but he saw me nasib seh!! So we walked to myf together and his pace was fast. Huuh! Kinda nice talking to him. Then he went to buy teh while i went up first. HAHAHA. Skipskipskip to the point after meeting, we both just talk and talk. Then lepas tu dia ajak gi makan. I mean not jst me and you but with the rest. Heheh! Then walked to mrt and took the train with him. Okay ah not bad. Ada krik krik moment jugak ah.

Just letting out this here because no one will be reading so no one will judge me. Im just happy that i can move on and have an eye candy. I know people will say i senang dpt lelaki dari dulu and all but nope, its not at all. I dont want to choose the wrong one.. ( everytime i know someone i will do istikharah and alhamdulilah Allah answered me by making them away from me). Im not hoping for anything to happen with him also. Bcause i ni sapa je seh. My islamic knowledge compare to him is seriously jauhhhhhh. Entah entah he dah ade yg punya or else definitely can get better than me. Confirm tak pandang i. But having him as my friend and someone whom i can talk too is already alhamdulilah. He also said he is willing to teach me how to converse in arabic fr freee. Alhamdulilah!! Dari dulu nak belajar but no money seh!! Hopefully boleh belajar basic before he fly off to Egypt.

If its meant to be....