I dont know how to feel honestly. Was scrolling the ig newsfeed on my main account and saw someone commented on Syazwan picture, more specifically, the pictures that i took during his birthday. Saw this girl commented, "Wan, you look super cute here! Want to pinch your cheeks,"

I really really dont know how to react. Emotionally, of course rasa jealous sehhh! Sapa seh ni minah ckp mcm gytuuuu?? Like helloooo I SENDIRI BELUM PERNAH AND TAK PERNAH LAGI PINCH HIS CHEEKS HELLOOOO!! But, of course thats just how i feel. I tried to istighfar & breathe in and out calmly so that i can be rationalise and husnuzon. Like mana tau thats jst his cousins or relatives ke. So i check out the girl ig and tak private. Mutual friends, takde adik adik dia so maybe bukan sedare. But again, i choose to husnuzon and put my feelings away. Texted Wani to clarify if they have cousins or relatives with that name ke tak... she said nope but maybe she tak sure bcause it can be sedare jauh which she tak kenal...

I really dont know how to feel. A part of me finds that its petty and i should jst ignore this, hence trust him fully. But there is this small part in me just feeel... meh??? And the what if questions and scenarios stucks in my head.. bcause it happened to me everytime. Everytime i see anything suspicious and that everytime i husnuzon, it turned out to be otherwise.

Haishhh ☹😭☹😭