The past

HAPPY TEACHERS DAYY ! So , in skewl , had ACES dayy too . need to walk 2.2km . Eng was watchin Kite Runner , SS was watchin dhat soldiers movie . concert ., was Great ! fer dhe ferst tyme in myne secondary skewl lyfe , i hav seen the best cncert which was todayy . so , keep it up :) after skelw , homed ard 1+ . fer dhe progress report , i failed myne sci , as expected . everyhting else is okeyhh . soo , tmrw going malaysia . hmmmmphh !

& im waitng fer dhat dayye wherby i can say ` boy , i dont miss yuu anymore .
HOHO ! todayye saw dhat cute guy at dhe bustop . CT tyme , all dhe class comittee members had to discuss abt our sec 3 c class tee . is it too late fer us to create it ? hmmmm . nahh , we will just do it . hehe . SS , nothing much . chem , boring . maths , erm , as usual , pratice pratice pratice . recces , as i as fasting , so didnt ate anything . malay , no mood to do anything . & lastly eng , did compo test . after skewl , waited fer Umai & Far to do our malay project . went to Umai house & did dhat project . dhen , we watched Sky Of Love . dhe japanese storyy is supeeeeeeeeer sweet luiryhh , + somemore dhe guy is hawttt !!! weeee . gonna watch dhat mvie soon . tooddless
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our grp effort ;

mixed vegetable soup wyth Nann .

it turns out to be niceeeeee ; baked banana wyth orange sauce

yummmyy ; chicken & coriander lasagna
wuhoooo ! our foods is not dhat bad after all . get a good comment from ms Simon . YAY us ! ahah . today had fnn . were in total bluryy . we were lyke ??? , dont know wahqt gonna happen all dhat . al last , after much strugglling & effort , we make it . nex year , fer N level , im gonna try better & improve on mine weaknessess whic is chopping . hehe . dhe rest of dhe subj tofayy , kinda same things . so , didnt need fer me to elaborate , after skewl , ` pirahnas ' , atttack dhe food . ahaha . JKJK . myne frend all took dhe chocolate syrup & dip wyth dhe Strawberry . it is sooooo shiokk to eat it . hehe . dhen eat dhe lasagna & shrimp . homed after dhat . sooo . yeahh . byeeee
Don't Wanna TryFrankie J
Oooo)...
don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)(oooo)..
don't wanna try no more(ooo)..
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try
[verse 1]I can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
They hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it ..4 years go down the drain
Oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
I try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
U kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
And now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
And ur tryin' to come back home
Ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floorB
ut baby i
[chorus]
Don't wanna try
don't wanna try
don't wanna try no more
U keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
I hurt u bad to when we both begin to cryD
on't wanna try
don't wanna try
i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road
Baby just let it go
Don't wanna try
don't wanna try
don't wanna try no more
Tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
[verse 2]
U and i had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we having a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seems so far away from me
Had to wake up face reality
It all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
And now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
And u tryin' to come back home
U tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
But baby i[chorus]Don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
U keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
I hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
Dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
Baby just let it go
Don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
Tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love
[..fading into beat]
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)

(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo
ahhhhhhhhhhh !! tmrw FNN pratical exam & im gonna dead !! havent ready , things are gone . how on earth can i pass dhat pratical ?? hoho . om soooo worried abt dhe lasagna & shrimp & baked banana & soup ... allll . aiyoyoyo . lets wait & see waqht gonna happen tmrw . =.= . todayye , had SS st . its SBQ . i was lyke mostly wrote NONSENSE !! looks only lyke so many content , but its all full of craps . nahhh . Mr Lee period is getting funn funn & funn . he know how to teach us . i lyke dhat . almost laugh every Mr Lee's lesson . ahaha . malay , i dont know whyye we are sooo hyper until we sing dhe Hari Raya song . reminds me of Hari Raya whic will be celebrating soon :) eng & maths was just study . after skewl , went to Fnn room to prepare some ingrediants . homed ard3 . change dhen head to Penin wyth Eyka . bought Hoodie . took a lot of tyme choosin dhat . at last , bought pink one . ahah . dhen went back to c.p bought FNN stuff & eat at KFC . homed ard 7 30 . gonna pack things & get ready fer tmrw . byeeeeeeeee
fridayye is todayye , todayye is fridayye . Khairiah was sick & so im alone . hehe . btww , get well soon . assembly , SIT wyth mr Lee . whyye me ? talked abt relationship & stuff . pww ! math , circles again . it make me headache . i dislike circles . eng , Mrs Ching was absent fer dhe 3rd tyme . spend dhe rest of dhe 1 hour doing maths . SS , watch movie abt war . kinda interesting . reccess , ate rice . bio , relief teacher came . & she was damn pathetic luryhh . hmphh ! gotta study fer SS ST on mon . byeeee .
sorry ppl , i hav been privating mine bloggg . todayyye had SS test fer dhe ferst lesson . wrote rubbish . math , again mdm Ellyna didnt come . YAY !! was planing fer a 3C group study . hehe . lce , was learnin abt resilient . & dhese girves me a lot of lesson . hehe :] . reccess , ate mee siaaaaaam . bio , went throu dhe St . as expected , fail . =.= . eng , mrs Chong was absent . how cool can it be . ahah . was crapping wyth Cosmas & Khairiah . malay , watch movie . after skewl , all were bz goin to workshop . left me & Khairiah . plann to do dhe Lasagna but no one would want to lend us dheir house . hehe . went to c.p . find dhe ingrediants & bought sushi . homed ard 4 .


i wan to lead a new lyfe . i can almost forget abt yuu . wyth dhe help of myne dear friends & classmates , i would soon forget yuu .
bdae have passed . i want to have a new lyfe . i probably can forget abt hym now . bit by bit & i will soon lurf yuu no more . enough of dhese craps . today had SCI ST . dhe chemistry is okeyhyhh luryhh but dhe bio , hmphhhh ; i did soo badly , i tink . reccess , eat rice . & nowadays we been eatin rice fer recees as dhe foods now is not soo good ! SS , wed got test , so pratice our . SEQ . malay , did worksheet . eng , test on oral . =.= . maths , mdm ellyna didnt come . YAY !! did indicies revision . homed after dhatt . taaada !
Thanks fer dhe wishes ppl ,

peopla who had wish me ;
1) Sufi , mine sis boyfiee ,
2) Khairiah ,
3) Asyraf , Sofian & Hakim ,
4) mine mummy :D
5) mine sista ,
6) mine daddy :D
7) Syafiqah ( Fyfy ) ,
8) Faiz (SSS) ,
9) mine cuzzin , Azera ,
10) mine cuzzin , Aziefa ,
11) Syafiqah ( Eyka ) .

&& DHOSE WHO WISH ME IN FRENDSTER & MSN , THANKIEEW PPL .


MINE WISH ARREE
-TOO PASS MINE EOY ,
-PASS MINE N & O LEVEL , GO TO POLY ,
- SUCH A GREAT FAMILY ( AS ALWAYS )
-CONTINUE MINE FRENDSHIP WYTH MINE FRENDSS FOR LONGG ,
-FORGET ABOUT YUU , BOY !


dhe ballon wyth dhe legs ,

our names , so sweet of dhem ;]

happy bdae to us <33

walkin carefullly :)

** for other pictures , you can get from Eyka 's blog . thankiew !
TO MINE BEST FRIENDS ; KHAIRIAH ,

UMAIRAH , FARHNANAH , SYAFIQAH &

SYAFIQAH ,

THANKS FER DHE WISHES , PRESENT &

DHE ACTIVITIES YU HAD PLAN AT

ANCHORVALE

CC TODAYYE <33

TODAY IS SUPEEEEER TIRING DAYYE FER ME IN SKEWL . AS YESTEERDAY SLEEP ARD 3+ , TODAYYE IN SKEWL , MINE EYES WAS LYKE ZOMBIE SIA !! JUST FEEL LYK SHUTTING MINE EYES BUT I TRY NOT TO AS EXAM ARE AROUND DHE CORNER , THERE NO TYME TO WASTE ANYMORE , I WANT TO PASS MINE EOY BADLY !! MATH , DIDNT UNDERSTAND ABT DHE CIRCLES PROPERTY . ENG , I FORGOT WAHT HAPPEN . SS , WATCH VIDEO ON JAPAN . RECCESS , DIDNT GO TO CANTEEN , SPENT TYME AT 3DEE TO SLEEEEEP : .LAST PERIOD WAS BIO & I SLEEP FER DHAT WHOLE ONE HOUR . GRINS * . AFTER SKEWL , FOLLOW EYKA TO HER HOUSE TO CHANGE . DECIDED TO GO TO CP WHILE WAITING FER DHE OTHERS TO PREAPRED SOMETHING FER MINE BDAE CELEBRATION . WHILE WALKIN , SAW MINE EX . TAAADAAA . I DONT KNOW HOW I SHLD DESCRIBE DHE FEELIN WEHN I SAW HYM WYTH HER . HOHO . BOUGHT BUBBLE TEA & OUFF . HEADED TO S.P DHEN TO CP LIBRARY . READ DHE MAGAZINES & EYKA SPOTTED SOME NAME . & ME TOO SPOTTED DHE SAME NAME . LYKE WTF !! OTW TO GO DOWN , SAW HYM AGAIN . WHYY MUST SEE HYM TODAYYE ? HAIYO . LRTED TO CC . REACHED THERE TO KNOW DHAT I NEED TO BE BLIND FOLDED . WALK CAREFUL & WEHN I 0PEN MIEN EYES , THERE WERE SURPRIESES . HOW SWEET CAN DHEY BE ?? SO , ME & EYKA CUT DHE CAKES DHEN EAT TOGETHER . DHEN , WE POP DHE BALLON TO READ OUR BDAE WISH . VERY INTERESTIN LARYHH . SOME LEFTOVER CAKES WERE KEEP ASIDE TO BASH US . WE RAN DHE WHOLE 4TH LEVEL LYKE MAD WOMAN , TRYIN TO ESCAPE FORM DHE BASH UP . REVENGE FER DHEM . DHEN , PLAY MUSICAL CHAIRS . FOLLOW BY UNO . IT WAS DAMN FUN . THANKS FER DHE TODAYYE CELEBRATION . I REALLY ENJOYED IT BABES <33>

Labels: i already accpeted dhat yuu re not meant to be wyth ;

hmmm , dhis few dayys , kinda happy ? dont know whyy . aniwae , todayy kinda normal dayy . His , doin dhe SBQ , fer your info , i dont lyke dhat . hoho . math , circles & i hate circle . prefer graphs to circle . Lce , learn abt Abortion . will neva eva get an abortion ! :) recees , dhe queue was so long & decided to eat spaghetti . recces nowadays seem to be quite short . hmm . bio , almpost everybody were sleeping . eng , conversation & picture too . Dhne got back our eng test . hmm . last was malay . did nothing . i wondered how Mdm Nora knew abt all dhes eryhh . hmmmmmmm . homed and now posting . tadaaaa .
its been ages since i last updated mine blog . recently many things had occured .

yesterday , chatted wyth Itaaa . & i know yu do read mine blog . Sorrrry if waht i told yu yesterdayyye hurt yuu . & dont worry , i will not take revenge in yuu . i already accepted dhe fact dhats he not meant to be wyth me . it just dhat i need tyme to heal dhe wound dhat he created . & Thanks fer telling dhe truth to me :)
& to Yuu , who pretends as if yu do not know whos dhe culprit who spread dhe rumours , i advice yuu , to stop doing all dhat & pleaseee change laryhh eryhh . i can clearly remembered your reaction wehn i asked yu about it , yu acts as if it is not yu who told it . your atttitude eryhh , haiii . please , dont do dhat again laryhh . because of yu , i was dhe one who get accused of doing dhat . hmm .
im quite sad after waht she told me yesterdayye , am i ? hmmm . is it real ? i just hope dhat its not . now , i know dhe reason . & yeahhhh .

enough of mine yesterdayye stories .

todyye , is a loong dayye . assembly is always craps . to Khairiah : I DONT MISS YU AT ALL !
pe , was super fun . played frisbee . we won . ahah . chem , feel lyke sleeping . malay , mdm Nora talked abt our Nlevel . i must work hard fer mine MATH !! reccess , ate fish burger . eng , all lyke no mood to do eng . so , we just did dhe conversation . Fnn , had test . section A was hard . its a O level standard . & im hopin dhat i can at least pass dhat paper . dhen , did our coursework . dhe skewl computer is too old already . must change to new set . hehe . dhen homed ard 4 wyth Fyfy & Khairiah .

hohoho ?

hehhehe ;

FYFY , FAR , EYKA , EEQAHH .

smilee :)))))))))

Far , naqk step kiyut ??

yearp , we playye dhat .

dhe angel ( white ) & dhe devil ( red ) pss : shld be opposite ! hehe

soooo childish ( mcm aku taqk naik )

nice one :]

bluekksss

muke selenge sak eeqahh !

& its darkke .

light up

us luryhh <33

eyka & eeqah
sorry fer not posting yesterdayye . yesterday was tiring dayye fer me . skewl , as usual , nothing interesting happen . after skewl , decided to go to Penisula to buy skinny again ? hoho . meet Fyfy , Shasha & Far near compassvale lrt there , ( me & Farhanah wear dhe same skinnies colour but we neva plan to wear dhe same ) . headed to City Hall . Farhanah was being an insane lady . choose one shop and bought 2 skinnies . Fyfy was seraching fer clothes to wear fer dhe countdown . after much searching , decided to go to Bugis . we walked . luckily is not dhat far laryhh . Bugis is always pack wyth ppl . whyye uryhh ? LAWL ! search & search . i tell yu , i can go lost if i go to dhe Bugis STreet alone . all dhe shop looks dhe same . hehe . well , im not dhat kind who lurf to go there or any town area . will only go if needed . heeh :) .Dhen bought 3 shirts last last , Fyfy get one teeshirt . abt 6+ , Far want to go Vivo to buy her clothes & Fyfy & Shasha want to check abt dhe countdown . went there just to find out dhat dhis year NO countdown . hoho . pity dhem laryhh . bought clothes to wear already in dhe end , no countdown . took pic in Vivo . we were so thirsty but neva buy drinks . went to cp & buy coke . homed ard 8 .

Todayye , mr Lee scolded us . hoho . no ss as we spent tyme doin Poster . Chem , went lab . & again wehn doin experiment . ours is way different from waht Mr Tang asked . math , had test . waht is 1mm change to cm ? idk . hehe . reccess , eat rice . mrs Ang was being a rusher . she ask us to throw dhe food dhat we bought just because dhe bell has rung ?? isin it ridiculous ? we dont wan to waste food so we try to put all dhe food in our mouths . hoho . and myne stomach was goin to bloated soon . malay , did nothing . & eng did our summary test . erm , i tink i will end here . tadaaaa :))

Labels: help me to forget yu

todayye is a loooooooooong day as we know . start of skewl was sooo boringg . p.e , fer dhe ferst tyme , we dhe sec3c plays together accept fer someone who tink dhat she is good but dhennn nahhh , she is so wrong ! we played so call captain ball . FUN luryhh !! ferst tyme during p.e i perspire alot . hehe . Chem went to lab and did experiment . malay , Mdm Nora talk abt BGR . she made me realised something . reccess , eat fish burger , kinda dislike dhe food now . =.= . eng , sooo sleepy . sleep awhile & do summary . FNN , as usual did our coursework . tmrw gonna buy ingrediants & cook it ! ahha . homed after dhat . hmm . i hav been tinkin if i can get a guy best friend . hmm .


Almost every nyte , i cried , cried fer yu . wher are yu now ? i misssh yu sooooo . pleasseeh God , mae me strong . prove dhat i dont need yu in myne lyfe !
today is mondayye , so skewl starts at 8plus . was considered late again . Haiyo ! i hav lost mine voice . tsk tsk tsk . aniwae , no assembly so just in dhe classroom , sitiin & rotting soon . recess , ate western food . Bluekss ?? His , was always funny . Malay , just talkin to Hafiz . eng , uryhh , did conversation & math did circles . straight homed after dhat . kinda lazy to stay back . :))) .

its really hard fer me to let yu go ...

Ku bertanya ( lagu nie sedyhhh ! )


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Hey , weekend is going to be over soon . so fast . yesterday , had tution dhen went to mine cuzzin bdae chalet . its takes abt 20 mins to find dhat chalet . dhe chalet is not at down town east although it is at Pais Ris . it kinda Bunglow chalet . very nice laryhh dhe bunglow chalet . its cheap . 1 day abt $125 . eat there and walk ard dhe chalet . ard 8+ went to Tampines . mine Makcik dhe daughter marry . so went there . dhe food is all yummyyyy . ahah . of course . its mine relatives who cooked it . Lawl ! eat sup tulang . ahah . Dhen , there dhese group of guys , some of it is mine far cuzzin , all sooo ke'ai . hehe . todayy , went there too . soooooooo many ppl . dhe majlis is lyke 4000+ ppl . dhe food ermmm , no comment . but dhe sevice , sloooww ! i must help to top up dhe foods as dhe ppl there all dont wann tooo . Hai ! Dhen went home ard 5pm . im a bit sick now . got to do mine hw now . tadaaa .

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dark picture .

second shot !

after swim , all become ` black '

reflection , ( everyone knw dhat is reflection )
us ;

in dhe poool <33
trying to be a ?

muke mcm siak .
weeee !
today hav a super fun days wyth myne best frends . lets start from skewl ferst . assembly , nothing much . ferst lesson , math , test on fri abt congruent & similar . haiyo ! eng , test again fer summary nex week . haiyo , haiyo ! his , had our test . dhe question mr lee gave us was reapeated one . LAWL ! receess , eat rice . dhen bio idk waht happen :)) headed to anchorvale CC . i was tinkin of not goin there but dhey pull me in to dhe lrt . ahhah . reach there so jakun luryhh . we were lyke rushin rushing wanna go in . step in , we were lyke so , wahhh . ferst , i dont wanna play but dhen dhey persuaded me so i change laryhh . after we change , peq lagyk , masuk dlm ayr aryhh . we were lyke dhe semangat to go in . dhen , dhe lyfe guard there told us dhat Fyfy & Eyka cannnot swim as dhey dont wear prper attire . is like th ?? dhen dhey let dhem play only at cetain side . so , we decided to play dhe slide . tried dhe small one ferst . i shouted lyke waht . padahal , taqk tinggi . Lawl ! tried all dhe slides . ahhaha . swim until 3+ . dhen took a few snaps . changee back . went to 7-11 . homed after dhat :))