Salam! Okay today was jst crazy! I did one of the craziest thing. Ahhh! Okay after fr nearly 1 year i not kenal kenal and dated a guy, today i finally did. Huuuh! As crazy as it sounded, it wasnt that bad, i suppose? Huuh! Soooo actually it was an impromptu decision to meet Amad. Okay yearp so i knw him in early feb? Then we became close somehow but i dont have his number yet till now. Then he suddenly ask nak gi jalan kayu mkn prata. I dont knw why did i said yes to that. But i die die dont want to be his pillion and ride his bike. Nak mampos kena tibai dgn my parents! Even Asyraf, my close guy friend ajak tumpang i tak sanggup inikan pulak dia 😶. Told him i would take bus to jalan kayu and he wait fr me there.
I reached first. Hati dupp dap dup dappp sehh! Mcm first time gytu jumpa lelaki. Eh actually yearp this is my first time meet guy when i wear hijab. So i feel a little awkward and vry nervous. Step dgr lagu then i smell a very strong perfume and i knw it was him. Hahahah! He smiled and i smiled but tak berani ah buat eye contact.  First qn he ask why pakai so lawa? Hahahah duuh takkan nak pakai selekeh kan. Apadah! 😏😏
Walked to Cafeela and baru nak choose makan, all the food we wanted tak ada. And paiseh seh i forgot to bring tissue tapi dia yg bawak -.- and ohh we ended up eating at Tang Tea House. Tak mkn sgt walaupun order bee hoon goreng. Cant finish and he fed me. Okays thats really awkward 😂😂😂i dont even knw why i cant talk much to him. Dia yg byk bubal pasal his ite and sec school days. I at there dgr and ketawa? Lol seh! Maybe belum selesa dgn dia. Then accamponied him to Seletar mall bcause he need to buy pre8 for his friends. He told me how he got into 2 accident. Seram oi! And i realised he very manja. Alamak! Im not pampered and i dont knw how to manja manja to a guy. Seriously even with my ex, i independent tak merengek rengek and manja seh! Gila tuuuh! Parted way ard 5 bcause need to meet Mok at CP. Kinda scared that he will not like me after the first meetup but hey its positive eh. He ajak gi johor to eat subway. And i gotta treat him that. Naik public transport pls! Hmmm dont want hope. Mok told me she dont really like him. The thing abt my sister is she can feel the guy whether its a good or bad vibe. So far yg dia kata bad vibe mmg betul all fail ah. Lets jst see??

Tak boleh take it seh with Matin! Bubal world gila babs! I aldy knw you have a girlf dude so stop acting as if youre single. Geram gila dok! Mcm nak smack him pun ada. Thanks to one of my sec school friend who told me he is attach. Matey kau lawa seh why tak setia? Huuh! Layankan kau je nak tgk how far you can go. Ohh did i mention he call me at night. Okay uh that one i need to ask him something abt dikir so had to takk to him on the phone. Gila panggil or bby. Bby kau ah! Ishhh! Ohh well budak budak muda kan. Huuh!! 😂