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Missy Shafeeqah. Since 2008. +65
Eldest daughter, ibake, iread, ifootball.
"Never look down or judge anyone because you have no idea if they are more devoted to Allah than yourself"

Banana Strawberry Friends ;

Farhanah.
Atikah.
Hirah.
Assyura.
Khairiah.

Making the effort

29 February 2020 | Saturday, February 29, 2020 | 0 comments

& So, i tell myself... In 2020, i will give myself a chance, to open up and slowly get to know someone, and eventually allow them in my life. I will make the effort to text first instead of just waiting for him to text me (mmg perangai dari dulu gini, ish ish ish). I will not ghost on him halfway (because i kena ghosted a few times before and its lowkey hurting me seh!). If I m really interested in someone, i will give myself and him a chance to meet rather than pushing him away. Also, i shall stop thinking that i dont deserve a good man and i shouldnt feel that I m never good enough for someone to like and accept me.

Bcause (honestly) after A, i dont find the excitement in talking to opposite gender anymore. Yeahhhh, i can be talking to people and telling them stories, looking like I m already comfortable with them but thats just...me.. I clique and get comfortable with others easily, i share to them things that i feel is okay for them to know about me. However, deep down... I just like the companion. i like to exchange conversation and opinions. For me to be interested in someone (like yes, you! i want to get to know you more) i need the, keserasian and i prefer someone with similar interest, similar mindset as mine.

So, im actually talking to someone. Well, honestly, im kinda interested to get to know him because... mmm, he is interesting, he didnt try too hard to like get my attention. As each days goes, we have a lot in common and we can connect with each other. One thing that attracted me is that he is kinda observant and remember small details. But oh wells, too early to say.

im exhausted, mentally

28 February 2020 | Friday, February 28, 2020 | 0 comments

Yes, im exhausted, from all the work and drama in my life. Since sec school, my life is full of drama. My bestfs and sister can vouch fr that. In sec school, i have ppl hating me for no reasons, rumours here and there sampai kena kejar and kena rembat all. It continues till now, working life, people disliking me just because im working with Ustazah. Well however, im blessed with the amount of love and concern i received from my friends. Baik sgt sgt, masyaAllah!

Just last week, one of LMN Biggest event has ended. I definitely learnt alot from the first one, but yeah, it was mentally and physically exhausting. Always always tak boleh tidur one day before event and Mok wasnt home too bcause it was her bestf wedding the next day, hence she sleepover at her bestf's place.

I had to wake up straight after subuh bcause fetching kak hana from airport. she is super sweeetttt! rindu dia! Send her to hotel and went to office. Wanted to rest but Sha came right after that, she accompanied me, yay!! Some of the crews came and we angkattttt all the pokka bottles to load in the lorry. It was kinda choatic at the start because everyone were looking for me to find things but everything was well, really. im so blessed for all the crews this time round, suka sgt sgt!

Was extremely tired upon ending of the event but hearing all the audience who thank me, i felt so relieved. alhamdulilah, alhamdulilah, all the goods come from HIM. But lepas tuh, penat jugak seh, badan all aching. On Monday, Ustazah brought us to seoul garden, to reward myself and then when back to office, and Yana bought me xing fu tang drinks while Huda bought for me hot chocolate from starbucks.. Masyaallah, so blessed to be surrounded by these beautiful soul.

Okay thats all ~

Making the effort

29 February 2020 | Saturday, February 29, 2020 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

im exhausted, mentally

28 February 2020 | Friday, February 28, 2020 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

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