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29 April 2011 | Friday, April 29, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Awesome friends that i have made in Poly :) - Funtastic 5

Awesome girlfriends i have since sec1/2/3 :) -isms


Notice those two photos have the same pose ?? Yearp , it was both my idea to pose like that . Nice kan ? Those are my awesome friends :) Hehehe !


Anyway , am going off to Jaybee at 6 plus . Going to stay there till Monday . Am going to miss looove D: . Yesterday , we had a big tiff . I mean we think differently and it led love thinking that i wanted to leave him . I wouldnt want to do thaaaaaat okie ! Was confused and has a mixed up feelings . But , alhamdulilah , everything was settled . I pray to Allah for the strength :)


& Todaaaay is such a looong day . Started first lesson at 9 - scientific writing and presentation . The lecturer scolded us for coming at 0903 . We with the other of the students reached at 9 am sharp but the door could not be open which led us to get our seat at 0903 . Because of that , our class next week shall start at 0830 ! peraaaangaaaai seh ! She talked on how to write a report and we have a project to do which is to write a report on any experiment that we wanted be it chemistry , bio or food science . Of course my group chooose food kan ! straight after that was chem lecture . & it was 3 loooong hours ! Cannot tahaan seeeh . 2 topic in 3 hours . Plus i was hungry somemore . Luckily Sydney and Eunice brought some snacks and we were so called having picnic in the lecturer room when we were not supposed to eat in the room :)) . After that lecture , straight we have maths for life science tutorial again for 2 hours . NOOO BREAK ! Fortunately , our tutor is very coool . She asked us to finish a number of maths questions on polynomials and exponents . i haaad a goood time doing maaaaaths man ! Although it was A Maths questions , most of it were similar to E Maths so i dont find it difficult . & Eunice did help me in some of the questions too . THANKS BABE ;D We finished all the questions and off we go too eat at NAKED FISH ! The place where me and my -isms eat for breakfast during my 17th birthday . STUDENT MEAL AT ONLY $5 WITH DRINKS SEH ! How cheap can that be ??! . i ordered fish and chip and chicken soup with ice lemon tea . it was a goood and delicious lunch i had with my girls :DDD . Photos of it will be uploaded when i come back from Jaybee . Then , Love fetch me home . Sanggup seh dia turun my school walaupun jumpa sekejap jeeerh . AWWWWH ! Sooo sweeeet luh :D & He bought for me chocolate as usual . HAPPY DEH :DDDD . && I realised that my Malay are now verry baad ! Because all of my poly friends are chinese so i tend to speak english . And because of that my malay has been down graded . Now , i need to speak malay back so that it will not be rusty :D Alermak , got to go noww . Chios :]




27 April 2011 | Wednesday, April 27, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Assalamualaikum seemua :D . Today was indeed a fun day with my loves ones . Okie , i had class at 10 , Basic Mandarin . Went to that class with Zahirah . We exchange our love story and talked bout guys . Guys are guys , they are certainly impatient -.- Anyway the class was really the basic , and we need to made a short scence video (we are the actors/actresses) and the scripts will be in MANDARIN . Next was Inorganic Chemistry . Tutorials were on molecule and ions . MY FAVOURTE TOPIC :D . Dissmised at 1 but we ended up being dismissed 1 hour ealier . Gave Khairiah her cupcakes and off i go to take jumpshot photos with Syd , Abbie , Eu and Carol :) . Like when i took with my -isms , jumpshots have always been a fail attempt . Tried more then 10 times but we failed . Ended up taking several shot and off i go to meet love . He was being sweet by coming all the way down to Yio Chu Kang just to fetch me . 86 homed to take my cupcakes for Zaidi , Hafiz and love . Bused to Tampines . I was really fatigue and sluggish . Feel like going to bed but taaahankan this mataaa . Met Zaidi and went to lunch after that with love . Then , went to SunPlaza Park and love forced me to give the gift that i brought . It should be my choice to give when kan ? Aiyoyo . His Baby came awhile and i being a concerned girlfriend wanted to know what their conversation was :) & They were not happy with Wanee's boyfriend . I am soo not going to involved in this .. Gave love his gift when i was about to go off . Luckily he love it very much . It is a customized mug with our cute picture when were were like 4-5 years old . I neeed to thanks EYKA a bunch as i so callled curi her idea . Heeeh =) . Thanks eh :D . Off went to SengKang CC and gave tuition . Hafiz came and we talked about his ex . I know how it felt when your guy/girl didnt acknowledge you as their boyf/girlf , or even wors when they say to others tht they are single ! its really hurtful ! Impact is great man . Then , Asked Eyka to joined us as she was with Dan at Compass . So i was like teaching while talking and doing some A Maths :) . Homed at 0740 . Going to bed soon as i have class at 9 tomorrow and only end at 6 D: !

26 April 2011 | Tuesday, April 26, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Us in dress (our monday is a dress day )
My blur girlfriend (she is the first girl whom i made friends with )
Future chemists :)
Syd , Sha , Abbie , Eu and Carol ;D

Am really fatigue right now .. Waiting for my upcakes to cool down . Yearp , i did make some cupcakes . Dont ask me why . I just feel like making it . But surely no one will it , then Hafiz told me that he want cupcakces so as a good friend , i bake for him and decided to give to loove , Khairiah and Zaidi :) Meeting love tomorrow (YAY) . Okie , yesterday was a short day for me , that explains why me and my friends decided to wear dress on Monday . Clinical Trials is forever boring . Listen for 1/2 hour and for the next 1hr plus , guess what i did ? Eat , talk and text love . && Camwhoring with Syd :) Night , on the phone with love . I know something bad and told him soemthing bad too . I was actually sad to know about the news . I wonder why would she still wanted this tuition if she think that its not effective ??!

& I was a bit late for today . Luckily we were not late for class . Econs was the first lesson . Studied about Demand supplier ? Okie , i can understand but i need to revised if not i will forget :) & I must start to read about current affairs which i rarely read :/ Then break for like 2 hours . Then was tutorial for econs . & Another 2 hours of break again . Ate lunch and off i went to prayer . Zahirah was being so kind by accompanying me to pray although she cant pray :) At 3 , had our Inorganic chemistry practical . My first thought that it is going to be bored . But , nope ! I enjoy doing the practical !! Did some basic technique with Syd and we even had the time to take photos in front of the teacher and during practical . Coool ~ After school , at 5 , headed to NYP Lounge to take our laptop and i need to bring it back . Take BUS SOMEMORE ! & 86 was fulled . Really tired seeeh ! Tomorrow lesson at 10 and end at 1 :)

24 April 2011 | Sunday, April 24, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
YoYoYo ... Hehehe . Haaad a great timeeeee spent today with L.O.V.E =) I was earlier than him today . YAY ME :D .. Off to Clementi and we were early . Supposed to start at 1 but we reached there at 12 ? So , decided to sit at the park and we or should i said love started to snap snap photos . Uhhh , he always disturb and cubit me sehhh . Sodih T_T ! At 12:45 , went to Muhaimin's house . Went through with Ain her PSLE book and asked her to do some division without calculator while i did my zohur . Off at 0245 . & YAY ! CHOCOLATE AGAIN . Me likee it :P Then , mrt to Bedok as i asked love's cousin to print for me my lectures, practical notes for Inorganic Chemistry . I dont quite trust people when they say its near because whenever they say near , it actually mean far .. & I was really thankful as his cousin already arrange it for me and even put it in a folder . Sungguh helpful , THANKS A THOUSAND LOTS :) I was actually a bit malu to meet her but just tebalkan muka . Heeh =D . Went to mama's shop and love treat me chocolate again . Comfirm am going to put on weight if this continue :/ Bused 87 back to SengKang as i wanted to meet Eyka's twin babies . Waited for her under the block and part ni love start to kacaaau me . He pestered to carry me seh !! Mati mati dia nak and i really really dont want . Kan paaaaiseeeeeh ! He insisted and after really pujuk me , he did carry me for a while and i qucikly asked him to put me down . Kalau jatuh turrrh , mak oi ~.~ . Waaaalked home with him at 0630 :) . Thanks for the daaaaay my looove ;D . &&& anyway , CHELSEA IS NOW IN 2ND POSITION AND LATEST NEWS , TORRES SCORE YESTERDAY !!!!! OHHH MY , am super happy seh ! Am soo going to buy his chelsea number 9 jersey , comfirm one . Heeheh . But now , my money tengah merosok as i just paid $500 for my laptop -.- .. Pelaan pelan kayuh uhhh .

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22 April 2011 | Friday, April 22, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
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21 April 2011 | Thursday, April 21, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
2008 , me and Khairiah :)
2008 , me and Nana :)
2008-Me and Eyka :)
2009-Me and Mai :)

2008 , us :DD

Guess why i posted all the old photos of us ? I miss those times so much D: . Enjoying ourself so much that we barely care about what people think of us :] Now , everything is different but i hope this friendship will stay strong :) Meeting girlfriends tomorrow for some meetups session :D

Anyway , today was another long day for me . Syd instructed me to wear cover shoes and sock because she wanted to learn how to shuffle ? & I was like , shuffling is ssoooo the zaman 2007/2008 . But , she say never mind , she is keen to learn -.- . So , i wore shoes today . I was again nearly late for today . 86 tawaf satu sengkang seh ~ . First 3 lessons were all lecture . Had scientific writing and presentation . The good thing is that there is no Common Test nor Exam but the bad one is , need to do group project and presentation D: . Next was Maths in life sciences , at the same lecture room . I like this subject but i was a bit slow in doing A Maths questions on Polyminial (whatever it is called) . & I felt like crying because i was the slow one there . In need of tuition or someone to help me in that .. Then was break . As i already told love that i will be eating with him later , i gave lunch a missed and instead , i went to perform my zohur with Zahirah . & She was shocked to know that i was attached :O . Hhahah :DDDD . THEN , Had Intro of food science ! I LOVE THIS MODULE ;D . Its like FNN . Learn about sensory evaluation , food addictive and etc . All the facts started to coming back :D . I am excited to do the practical as we will be making ICE-CREAM ! Hhahaha . Then , had to stay back for a while as our mentor wanted to talk to us . Guess what ? I volunteer myself to be the class rap . Can you imagine that ?! Hhahaa . I want the CCA as i would really like to further my studies to University hence i volunteer to be the class rap . Coool ` Me and Khristine together :DD . Syd becoming the food science rap , Abi the Bio rap , Eunice the chem rap and Carol the economic one . My girls conquer all the position . lol ! No one wants to be the clinical trial rap but mentor pick Zoey . Heeehe . After class , waited for Melva and the guys to shuffle but they were slow . My girls told me to go off first as i was already late meeting love but i could still say to them "let him wait for me , once in a whil" . MUHAHAHA :D , Soorry love :) . Met Khairiah and love and off we go to eat at Ang Mo Kio . Khairiah interviewed love . Uhh uhh ! Homed with loveeee :DD .

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20 April 2011 | Wednesday, April 20, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
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| Wednesday, April 20, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
I miss my secondary schoool lifeeeeeeeeeeeee D: .. The teachers , classmates , friends , food and studies !

Had a very loooong day today . I was really lazy to wake up . Was a bit late then usual because i was having a hard time to choose what clothes to wear . I had put on my dress but i changed it back to blouse . In the end , i was late to catch the bus . But luckily , was still the first one to reach there :) . I am a pink girl today . I wore pink with Carol and we look like a pinkish ladies . Our one and only lesson today was emm , Inorganic Chemistry and i like that . Even though i forget most of the chemistry stuff , somehow , i enjoy learning that :D Finish 40 minutes early . Ate lunch with Syd , Eunice , Carol and Abi . Guess what we talk ? We talked about guys , our exes , our boyfriends criteria and i kena interviewed by them -.- . && We will be wearing dress on either monday or wednesday . Heeh =D . Walked walked to the Club Crawl . Soo many CCA and i sign up like 7 different thing , NYAA (like award thingy) , Netball (all time favourite) , Piano ( very keen to learn) , guitar( quit interesting) , Foreign Bodies (am sooo not going to join hiphop) , Malay cutlural groupeither dikir barat or malay dance ( dikir barat is cool ) and last is , Muslim Youth thingy .. I seriously dont know why i ended up signing for the hip hop dance .. My face cannot make it seh ! I signed up because the guy said one for all , all for one .. Hurhur . Then , met Khairiah and we talk about today .. Waited for EYka and then went to the club crawl like aaagain . Supposed to meet Hafiz but then cancelled again . Met Dan and he made some chocolate puff ! Sooo sodaaaap deh .. Me and Khairiah finished it like in less than 2 minutes ? Bukan gelojoh tawuk tapi laapar :) . Bused 72 to Tampines . & Guess what ? The bus break down right after Eyka and Dan alighted -.- . & The worse thing was the bus driver didnt tell the people who sat at the second level .. I was alreeady late for tuition with Heeda and now , it made it worse ! Reach there at 06:10pm and i waited for her till 06:45 . She went to meet her boyf .. & speaking of that , i misss my boyf sooo mucchhhhhh D: While waiting , i did my revision on Economic :) . & We did some questions on circle , and some mean , median , mode thingy . FInish at 8 and i accompanied her to wait for her boyfriend awhile . She love baking ! YAYAY ! We even thought of opening a blogshop to sell cupcakes but she has her O level so we cant do that .. Talked and talked about cakes and we talked about love and his sister . LOL ! Gossip sat eh . Heheh . While waiting for 27 , i saaaw HARI ! Oh my ! I miss his jokes man ! I was reluctant to approached him at first then when he smile at me , i went to him and talk for a while .. Hehehe :DD . Reaach home and i am super tired . Tomorrow school starts at 9 and am going off at 4 instead of 6 ! YAY ! Am going to shuffle with Syd tomorrow :>

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19 April 2011 | Tuesday, April 19, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
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| Tuesday, April 19, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
So well , today was a looong yet fun day for me . Meet up with my girls at our usual spot . As always , i am the first to reach :) . Walked to school . our first lesson was Principal of Economic . We only study that for one semester , and i like that module *thumbs up . Talk about government , inflation , sound like SS kan . Heeh . Then was our break . We bought our lab coat . Was told that each lab coat is $30 and food science students need to buy 2 which cost us around $60 !! So expensive ! Then , we were told it was actually $13 each . Pheeeew , a sign of relief seh . & For the first time on my life , i wear an XS . LOL ! Because the S is quite big for me . Lunch . & I am gooing crazy because i have to print all the lecture notes by myself . So me , Sydney , Abigail , Khristine , YenMei , Zoey , ChungMun decided to go to the library , download the week 1 ,2 and 3 of the notes and print it . We have no idea on how to print it in the photocopy shop , having a hard time seh ! We downloaded 23 notes and only 6 are available for printing . Isnt that pathetic ? So , each notes is like 10 sets and we seat at one corner and divide the notes slowly .. We took about 3 hours to finish all that . Then , i went to do my zohur prayer with Zahirah . Guess how i and her took our wuduk ? When we are washing our feet , we put it at the sink . LOL ! Perangai -.- . & 3 , had a practical class to 5 . But first lesson no practical so the instructor gave a briefing and i sempat snap a few photos in the lab . Heeeh =) . Accompanied them to South Canteen . I wonder why we always go to that canteen when we have actually another 2 more canteen to choose . Meet up with Khairiah . I keep seeing Khairiah like almost everyday we terserempak . If besok we terserempak again , means she and i cannot be separated :) . She had her early dinner and homed we went off together :D Texting love from 8 am in the morning till noooooow :DD

Tomorrow going to be a short day in school but a loooong day for me D:

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18 April 2011 | Monday, April 18, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
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| Monday, April 18, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
I am soo confused now ! I dont know what to print for my notes . For other schools , they have got books and notes but for my course , i have to log in to blackboard and print by myself seh ~.~ & worse thing , i have no printer ! Uhhh ! Tomorrow am going to print all my notes and bind them :)

Hows my first day ? It was bored ! I was nearly sesat to go to South Canteen (padahal dah byk kali pergi) . What to expect ? I was alone . Luckily , i saw my OGL , Azela and she help me to find my girls . Went to the lecture room together . We chose the front seats and i regretted it .. Wanted to tap our card for attendance but in was spoil .. So , at the start of the class , i was attentive . I was shocked to know that i need to study about drugs . I mean what have food science got to do with drugs ?? Then i got to know that it is somehow related . Then , i cant concentrate anymore . Why ? Because the lecturer was like mumbling to herself . We cant hear and i gave up . So ,i go facebook and talk to Sydney and Kristine . & They even listen to music while the lecturer was talking . =.= . The rest of the time , was just staring at the screen but my mind was like in hibernation . 0445 dismissed and i met Eyka . Homed together . Oh , before that went to Compass and sat at CC for a while to have a chat . & So , tomorrow class starts at 9am :(

| Monday, April 18, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
My love :)


Hallo Hallo ~ It's starting of new school and new environment . & i bet most of us are already in school . But here i am at 11:11 blogging . My class will only be starting at 0310 . YAY !

Anyway , by now everyone should know that i am already attached with Kidd , my love .. Its kind of weird after for so long i am single , now am in a relationship . Most might ask , why now do i accept him ? Many reasons uh . First , he has already waited for me like 1 year .. I am happy whenever he is around and am giving a chance for both of us . Hopefully , he is not just the same . I will pray for us :)

Anyway , let me story story about last saturday . Its my 1 year of friendship with Kidd . We went out for movies . As there are no other good movies , we decided to watch Aku Tak Bodoh . The storyline is the same as I am not Stupid Too .. & Yearp , its super funny , tak kering gusi deh ^^ . Then , went to eat and he like always disturb me .. Bused back to SengKang . Decided to seat at Eyka's block .This part i was super paiseeeeh . He gave me a small card , a flower (which i never had received in 17 years and 8 months i lived ) and he asked me to close my eyes to wear for me a necklace .. Awwwwh ! soo sweeeet luh diaa * meltsmelts .. Hehheeh . Talk and talk and he sent me homeee . Had a great time spent with him . Thanks love :)

Then at home , cousin came . She told Wanee an unexpecting news about her boyf . Uhh ohh , Kamu ketahuaaan ! Lol . So , Wanee and her boyf gado gado and phone while me and my cousin were like cooling her down . I was like "breakbreakbreak" and my cousin was like "dont break dont break dont break" kind of attitude . Hee =) & LastLast , i was the victim here . Her boyf called me like 12345678 times and text me like 91011112 times . Talked talked and around 9 , cousin went home . & on the phone with Eyka and Kidd . I accepted him on the phone so thats how we became official xD .

On Sunday , i had tuition at Clementi . Reach there at 1 and asked Ain to do Maths paper 2 . Alright , i must know my primary school problem sums . It seems to be very tough . I pray my zohur first and then ended at 3 . Trained to Tampines . Eyka and Khairiah were late and satu satu tak jawab telefon ! I was all alone at Tampines mrt station . Taaakut deh gue -.- Meet them and off we go . Then meet love and his baby . Walked around to find a place for us to eat . Lastlast , choose TehTarik :/ . At 0530 , i went back to Sengkang and love gave me chocolate :DD Thanks ! Tuition with cousin and at 7 , met Ezzianti for a while as i asked her to print my poly timetable :) Had my dinner at Arnold with family :D

Am going off now , want to take a bathe and pray and off to school i go . Hopefully , i am not later , or sesat !

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| Monday, April 18, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
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15 April 2011 | Friday, April 15, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
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| Friday, April 15, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Classmates and my OGL :Azela :)
New friends are made :D
YAY !

Am sorry for not blogging about my orientation . Am very very tired so i went to bed early . So , my orientation was fun yet boring kind of thing .

First day :
Wake up as early as 0640 as i couldn't get back to sleep . Did my prayer and off i go to meet Khairiah in the bus . Then , waited for Zahirah at YCK mrt station . It was filled with the freshies :/ . We got to walked from the atrium all the way to the sports complex , like from one end to the other end .. North to South gytu .. Luckily we were not late . Sadly , i and Zahirah had to be separated as we are in different class . Emm , i feel a bit akward as i am the only MALAY int the class . Can i survived ? Insyallah , i hope so . Then , they have a few presentation while i started t make new friends . Sydney asked me to hold for her a small mirror as her contact lens were off . Then , we started to talk and then Kristine talked to us too . After about 20 minutes of the presentation , we play ice breaking game (usual game which i hate it ) . Now , i already know most of my classmates . it consists of 20 girls and 4 guys , 3 of them from Malaysian , 1 from ITE , so its really a mixture . I think my class is very competitive , semua macam very pandai gytu , hopefully i can make it too :) & My timetable was quite awesome . monday school 3-5 , wednesday 11-1 tuesday 9-5 and thursday and friday 9-6 .. But this havent include our GSMs uh . Had our buffet lunch and at 2 , went to our class and we got to see our mentor . She is quite friendly . Again need to self intro and talk about ourself , but i was not that nervous as last time . Pheeew =.=" . At 4 , we played Amazing Race . This was fun as we need to drink 2 litres of water , make the longest line using our belongings , sang "Baby" and "greenade" as a class . It created bonds between us . YAY ! At 6 plus , final briefing , was given Freshman tees , snap pictures and home i went with Khairiah and Eyka . Thanks for waiting for me for like few hours :) . Went to Hougang Mall for a while to find our school bags . Home at 8 .

Second day :
I was really super LAZY to go for the 2nd orientation . I was really sleepy and sluggish . PLus , i was sick . Am having a cough , making my voice change . But , i dragged myself to school . Was supposed to meet the girls at 0820 but all came at 0830 instead . We were so late and when we walked to the Atrium , the OGLs there especially my class OGL were cheering and shouting for us , as if we are the VIP they were waiting for -.- .. Started off with a different talks session . I was really thinking of taking German as one of my General Studies but in Singapore , Mandarin is important as it will help us to get job much more easier . But Mandarin is only 1 credit . I need 2 credits so the other on i will be taking is Health Cooking :) . We had our lunch . And i was a bit pissed off with this makcik . Maybe its my fault . My food was $2 and i gave her $50 . She scolded me for giving her $50 when she was busy ?! Oh My , she could just talked to me and yet she was like not happy like that . Hurhur .. After lunch , went back to our class to practice our cheer and skit . We need to perform on stage -.- . Really , i nearly lost my voice because of the cheering and shouting . We were told that our class was late for the performance so our OGL asked us to run if we do not want to be the last class going to the Sports complex . At that time , i was pushing Kristine at the wheelchair and i was like running while pushing her . Imagine , from one end to the other end , run like marothon . Was gasping and my leg was aching after that . & Only to find out that they were even some other class who were late but they were like strolling in .. Uhhh ! The event started . Each class performed and i was waiting for them to finish as i really wanted to go home badly . I was really tired . Then , Amir texted me saying that he was in my school . He waited for me to finished my orientation and he sent me home , naik kereta dia . Save duit tambang bus :) Thanks anyway :D .. Schools starting on monday at 3 and later going to NYP again to take my student card with Eyka and Khairiah :D

12 April 2011 | Tuesday, April 12, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Ohhhh Nooo , tomorrow is my orientation and i am a bit nervous now ! Wish me good luck :D . & I got to know that i and Zahirah is different class . I in FS1103 WHILE SHE IS IN FS1104): , Sodih bulu deh T_T . But i made some friends which is in the same class as me :) . Okie enough about this orientation . I can surely get along with people , Insyallah . & I miss my -isms already . Hoepfully , no matter how busy we are , we can still have the time for each of us since we had already gone through alot in this 3/4 /5 years of friendship :D

Anyway , today i went to accompanied Kidd to Changi Hospital as he have an appointment with the bone specialist . & He really really cant stop talking for even one minutes . Lol ! He bought for me chocolate . YAY ! 31 to CGH and we waited and waited for his turn . While waiting , i read my storybook . Sodih bangat deh .. I cried a bit seh after reading the book . The guy died because of leukemia and sincerely gave his girlfriend to his bestfriend .. Huakhuakhuak ... Terharu gytu .. Kidd was being slenga when he dont know that he need to change into a rob before x-ray . takperh luh , first time kan . Lol . & He always disturb me and trying to always pinch my cute cheeks . I know i am cute . LOL ! self compliment . After waiting for few hours , finally its over . He need to get a surgery soon as he knee bone is torn ? Uhh ohh , pain seeeh ~ ..

Headed to Simpang Bedok to have our lunch .. Didnt eat for one whole day so he was starving . I order Nasi Pattaya but i ate a bit . The rice is so many , i cant finish it on my own so as usual , he finished it for me . One good thing when going out with guys , they will help you to finish your food :) . Heehhe . Waited for bus 10 but it was soo loong so decided to take 9 to Afgan and walked to Tampines to take 27 .

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09 April 2011 | Saturday, April 09, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Am actually tired right now . So yesterday , i had tuition with Heeda at our usual place . Before meeting her , i met Kidd . Went to eat at Food Culture and he accompanied to Burger King while waiting for Heeda . Our tuition was supposed to start at 4 but she came at 0455 , imagine if i was alone ?! 0_0 We talked and talked and talked until she came . She wanted 1 hour of tuition so i did revision on Vectors . Luckily , i still remember that topic if not , paiseeeeh deh .. She talk to me almost everything about her and her boyfriend , so just listen and tambah tambah jerh . Then , she asked me if i want to buy Koi tak , i waaaaaant ! Heeh . Met Kidd again and we walk together to buy the drinks . The queue is forever looooooong . She continue talking to me about her boyf and stuff . Girls time uh kirakan . Then , accamponied Kidd to met his Baby and off i went home . Thanks for the time spent even though its short :) . & I just got to know something about my cousin . Uhh ohh , pity her uh .

& Today was also a great and fun spending time with my Dear , Kidd :) . Was late again but guys should have no problems waiting for us kan , hehehe . But for me , i rather wait for someone than let them waiting for me , dah biasa dah tunggu orang sampai lambat ... He keep merajuk with me and i have no idea how to pujuk him so what did i do ? Dont talk to him and last last he will talk to me . Heeh . & He really talk a lot , HHAHAHAH ! I asked Ain to do PSLE Paper 1 , and she was really proud to know that she has made some improvements . Alhamdulilah , bagus turh .. He was being sweet when he bought for me plaster and help to pakai kan at my kaki yang blisterblister .. & He always buy for me a chocolate every Saturday without fail , ThankYouSoSoMuch Love :] Headed to Clementi Mall (has been our usual place to eat)for our lunch .. Kidd kept pestering me to make eye contact with him ! I cant . I dont usually make eye contact when talking with guys . Hurhur xD .. Trained home , and siap siap for ngajie . Amir teaches me and Wanee for ngaji . Heheh . First lesson was spoil ! Amir thought that i cancel ngaji with him when Kidd was just bluffing it . So , terus tak jadi ngajie . Heehe , ended up Me , Wanee and Kidd going to Hougang Mall as i wanted to buy a slipper for my cousin . Home sweet home at 7 . Then , me and Wanee become P.I to investigate something .. Watching Chelsea's match later at 11 :)

& Did i tell you about my NYP Friend , Zahirah ? She is my course mate and we simply are blessed to know each other . why ? Because we are about the same ! Heheh . We already plan what to wear and etc on the orientation and we thinking of nak bawak telekung , sejadah and she bringing the compass so that we can solat at the campus , sekali check check at NYP got Musollah already . Heheh . We are helping each other to be a better muslim , try to advice one another if we did any wrong . Hopefully , we can get the same class , Insyallah :) . And we start off with our "what ifs" questions .. Example , what if we kena bully with the popular girls , what if the two malay guys in our course is hot , and etc . HAHAHA ! Had funs texting her . Cant wait to meeeet heeer this Wednesday :D .

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Holla Holla Holla :D . Its 1109 and here i am blogging . Well , i had fun yesterday going out with
-isms :) . As usual , meet at 1 but all come at 2 . Danial joined us as Eyka told me he missed us . Awwwh ! We are nice people to be missed :DD . Heeeh . Off to Temasek poly for Mai enrolment package . Feeling budak TP jap with Khairiah but we behaved like a primary school kids . Then , bused and trained to Nyanyang Poly to get Mai transfer letter . Uhh , its very troublesome as you need to go here and there , write letter to here and there . Met Eyka as she already finished her class and at 5 , trained again to Somerset . Yesterday was simply traveling around . Accompanied Mai to meet her friend . & When girlfriends started to disturb me , i started to majok and told them " Eh korang aku ngah majok . Pujuk aku uh" , hahaha . Is there anyone who dah majok but asked others to pujuk them ? Heeeh :D . Since all were really famished as we didnt eat since morning , all were looking forward to eat . We went to Lucky Plaza to eat Ayam Penyet . Order chop chop and when our dish came , all really focusing on the food and we could hear the "Heeeessss" , the sound of the spicyness of the chilli Nasi Ayam Penyet . Heeh . Nana disturb me but i cant shoot back at her because i was really tahaning the spicyness . Lips were red and some dah selsema already . All finding extra water . After eating , my stomach began to make some chemicals reaction . HCL (acid) + HCL (acid)= BOOOM ! SAKIT PERUT T_T . All the way , am having stomach ache but tried to hold on . Then , decided to have ice cream .. While eating , we play a game call "Five Ten" i think . Mai , Dan and Me won quite a lot while Khairiah was trying her very best to win just to have a couple scoop of ice cream . After much trying , she finally won . Hahaha . Then played monopoly Deal . Oh my ! Mai and i were really paanaas seh when Dan started to take our property and money . We tag team together to make sure he lost and yearp , I won . Because we wanted to end the game quickly . Trained home with them . Awesome day i had spending with my awesome -isms :)

Today , plan to go out with Amirah , Hafiz and Sara but last minutes i cant . Because it was raining heavily at Sengkang and by the time i reach there , i need to go Tampines already as i have tuition with Assyura . Met Kidd at 6 as Amir wanted to meet both of us to give something . He die die say must meet both of us since today Kidd was on leave as he was sick , so met Amir sekali . He bought for us shirts and some necklace . Its like we three can wear it , macam jiwa uh gytu . & Kidd can still ask him : "Eh how to wear this?(the necklace)" . I was like , "pakai dekat telinga uh " . Ask bonus question seh sygku itu .. ThankYou eh Amir :D Then play Monopoly Deal with them . Uhhh , i hate it , i simply cant accept i lost playing it with him . Not once , not twice but 3 times i lost to him . Malu sunggguh t_t . Must ask Mai to teach me and i will surely win him one day :) At 0648 , went to his house . Was nervous seh ! & When i was outside his house , i dont want to go in to his house to meet his parents . Tried to calm down and in i go . Hurhur , suara terus tukar . & yeah , his mum looks way younger like kakak kakak like that . and his house is very cosy , good place to chillchill . Asked Assyura to do 2008 paper 1 . Was concentrating only to hear Kidd maki maki at the phone . I was like "wei org ngah belaja , diam uh " dlm hati . Heeheh :DD . Finished at 0910 and he sent me home . Now , he wanted me to go makan with his family one day . I dont know what to do , what to say and etc . Uhh ohhh ~ .~ . He is sleeping right now while me ? Am chatting with his Baby . Heeh . off i go now . TATA :D

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Who is your first love? And who is K ? Datuk K eh? hehe. what did they did to you till make you didnt trust any guys for now?
| Sunday, April 03, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

I guess you do read my blog but you didnt read my past post . Never mind , i will still share with you my stories but bare with it , its going to be very lengthy .

It all started with just a crush . He was the one who gave those letter which i posted at my blog . As he was my first boyfriend at that point , was simply excited to have one . Fooled by his sweet talk and stupid me of trusting him just too easily . He even swore to me upon his family name hence i believe him because i thought that he was serious . & Did i mentioned that my best friend and i shared the same ex which was him and he was our first love ! Oh my !

Can say that i sacrifice a lot uh for him . Some of the incidents that happened to me . when i was in sec 2 and 3 , without fail , nearing mid year , there will be someone who is finding me . Because they were not happy that i am with him . & I even had a fight once with this minah because of him . I know i was really really stupid to do that and i regretted it .

Next , around sec3 , me and my friends was being followed by a 3/4 guys at Compass Starbucks (was the same person whom i had a fight with) . They followed us everywhere . We tried to hailed a cab but failed . Tried to turned right , they followed , left they also follow . All the 4 of us were girls and we were already panic seh ! I tried to call everyone for help but none came to the rescue . Feel like crying jerh . Outside my school , they stopped and then a group of minahs (which were them ) came and confronted me . They asked me to fight against them . Uhh NO NO NO ! Not again . Talked talked and talked and luckily at that point a friend of mine came to the rescue . Because of him , everything were settled and nobody was injured . My ex ? What and where were him when i need his help ? He told me that he cannot do anything or get involved because those were also his friends . Its really saddening to know that your boy f cant/didnt do anything to help you . But it didnt ended there .

Around April i think in 2008 , I found out that he play behind my back . Not play as in go out with a girl but he "main" with his friend (one of the minahs mentioned in above story) . Feel really devastated . At first he denied it . Instead of i being angry with him , he scolded me for not trusting him . Then , few days after , i asked him again and now he admitted . I feel really devastated and asked for a break . Cannot take it uh . But he gave me 1001 excuses to not leave him , but stupid me i trust him just too much . Then ,2-3 days after , guess what ? He told me he started to love the girl who he had main ?!& i asked him to choose either one . So , he let me go just like that just to be with the girl . I did feel insulted as he chose that girl ( not trying to be rude) . Maybe i cant give him the pleasure that the girl did . & It was nearly mid year .

Okie , next is about this K . If you read my past post around last year , you will know who i am referring too . I know him from tagged . He wanted to give me his O level notes and books so we decided to meet at SengKang . First meet and he told me he like me and i simply like him too . Then , we began to text each other and on the phone . Was happy with him and when he wanted me to be his girlfriend , i told him i cant and i wont accept anyone for now . because at that point , i was having my O level . I mean an NA student going sec 5 , there is just a lot for me to catch ups . I dont want to regret when i got my result later kan . So , he told me he can wait till after i finish my O . He promise me not to love anyone but me . I dont quite trust him but i don see that any reason why he should lie kan so i trusted him .

We did meet frequently . He usually send me home from school and sometimes we studied together . Indeed he was a nice guy to be with . Then around September , everything changed . He didnt text nor call me as usual . I remember end of september (time hari raya) , i texted him first and he told me something devastated . He said he cant wait any longer as he need the love from the opposite sex too . & it was again my fault too for not spending time with him .I didnt have time for him like going out and catch a movie with him . I mean i was really busy with fnn coursework and i study almost everyday . I barely go out with my friends to have fun let alone with him kan . Since thats what he wanted , i had no choice but to let him go . Imgaine , O level was really around the corner and he ditch me just like that when i really need the support and encouragement from my loves one which include him . I fight and tell myself to concentrate first on o and put aside my problem . I prayed almost everyday to seek guidance from Allah and my friend did help me too .

I thought i can move on because at that point i didnt quite love him but as each day past after he left , i realized that i do love him alot . Now he is already happy with his relationship and i am happy for him . Trying to move on slowly .

Those are the 2 guys which i really love , promise here and there but ended up breaking my hearts and go just like that . Thats the reasons why i dont trust guys when it come to love . Their words seems so sweets but the hurt they gave are just so deep . Whenever a guy told me that like/love me , i would not likely believe and will always have doubts . The experience of the past has always make me paranoid and sacred . Who would want to get hurt kan ?

Can i know who you are ?

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| Sunday, April 03, 2011 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Yesterday , had a tiff with Kidd . I mean a major one . We met but we didnt talk for quite a while . I asked Eyka for help . Sorry babe to disturb you . It was about trust and we ended up like this . Quiet all the way until reach Clementi . Decided to apologized to him as i am in the wrong . It has always been me who created the problem . But jut before i wanted to do that , Kidd was going to throw up . Uhh oh , he was sick . Oh My ! His stomach hurts and he really look in pain . So , i told him to go eat first or buy drinks .. Was worried about him as he would be alone while waiting for me to finish my tuition . Thanks so much for willing to accompanied me every saturday :)

Then , went to Orang Kahwin at Orchard . Imagine its at Orchard ?! Luckily i didnt wear baju kurung , if not eh , people will start to look at me one kind . Uhh , it was held at Desa Kartika . Homed around 9 as i wanted to watch bola . Am not going to talk about that because am pretty sad about the result ):

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Friendship Day 2008 by Umairah :D
Muka sec 2 :/
From Reuben , my chairman , my rival :)
My 17th birthday card from Mai and Khairiah :)
N level Entry proof , still keep it :]
Muhaimin gave this card to me when i was sick on 2010 .
Nana gave it to me on my 16th Birthday , so sweeeet :)

Could you please read that .. Kekek seh baca balik !
& this toooo .
Someone gave this to me :)

Those were some of the cards and notes i received and i still keep . Yang epic , is the letter from my ex (girlfriends should know from who) , siap letak powder dalam letter turh lagi .
Muahahha . Took this photos as i have nothing much to do . More can be found at facebook .

I dont know why i couldnt get to sleep today morning . At 6 i was awake , did my subuh prayer and tried to get back to sleep but i just cannot . Until 0720 , then i manage to get my sleep . Was shocked to see the time when i woke up . Its already 12 noon . Uhh oh , perangai seh ! & Again tuition today with Asyurra was cancelled as she need to attend some classes . I still remember when i was in sec 5 , afternoon classes were not that much , and i think i have many free period some more . Heeeh . So , decided to meet Fyfy earlier . She was with her friend , Adi . & When we meet , we talk about this and that . & they went to smoke while i play my games -.- . & When Adi left , Fyfy told me that she was match making me and Adi . I was like whaaaaaaaaaaat ?! , Kau biar betul seh .. She promote me by sayying , "Kawan aku ni lawa tawuk , pandai , rajin , verh cheerful" . I feel like killing Fyfy . Sodap sungguh dia bubal pasal me . Hurhur ! Now , his friend added me at facebook but i have yet to accept :/ Paiseh nya ! Uhh . Then , we order something and bused to SengKang . & Fyfy's boyfriend buat perangai dah . This is the reason why i dont want to have a boyfriend , very possessive .. Accompanied her to meet her friends . Emm , tried to see how her lifestyle was . Indeed , i just cant clique with that kind of atmosphere , so weird . So , when Eyka came , decided to talk awhile and off we go to Compass . Bought bubble tea and we seat at SengKang CC . Talked about our past especially our exes . We just simply regret , i mean so so regret to take him as our so called first love .& really , were stupid uh . Made so many sacrifices in the end , he ditch me like no body business . & Fyfy ask me just now " Dont you feel hina when he ditch you for someone who is ___ " , feel in the blank . Hurhur . If only time can be rewind , i wouldnt want him to be my first . Indeed , me and Eyka agree that because of him , we lost trust in guys when it come to love . I just felt that those words from the opposite sex shouldnt be trusted . Whats more , after him , i really like K . And K too did the same thing . So , its proven .

Then , went to my block and talk talk again while waiting for Dan to come . And i kena April Fool By Zaidi and Muhaimin seh -_- . Zaidi told me that he wanted my help and i must call his home number . When i called , it was actually IMH number . I got fooled ! & Muhaimin told me he kena warded because he fell down the escalator . Yet , he told me it was just an April fool . Uhhh !