The past

Assalamualaikum ;) wuhoooohooo ! Needa sleep . Having rewang right now and its raining ... well lets talk abt my friday with bunneh . Went to his house after school and ohh i spend 4 hrs finishing the novel cinta Dania . Awesome book ! and i was kinda nervous to go his house . Dont knw why uh .. like you got the vibe if ppl dont like you . And since i read too much novel, i really scare if they dont like me or my presence.. yknw how novel storyline can be and i always imagine the worse situation being happen to me. So talk to his family and had Nasi Lemak fr dinner. Bby Umar seriously super cute !!! Miss playing with kids and i really like kids :) bunneh walk Umar downstairs and train him in taking stairs . Awhhhh he bery cute ! He ran towards me when i ask to come but he dont want me to carry him YET ! Lol !
Watched Hunger Games and Kak Nas came back was kinda scared .. huuh ! Went home ard 9.30pm !! Great day and thanks to bunneh and his family ♥
SORRY FR THE FEW PPREVIOUS POST ! IT WAS LAST FEW YEARS ONE BUT I SAVE IT AS DRAFT THE WHEN I PULISH, IT APPEAR AS THE NEW ONE :/

Anywho, I had so much fun yesterday with my girls! almost all of us are 20 but we still act as retarded and childish when we meet! Met Fyfy first before going to the restaurant. initial plan was me, Fyfy and Eyka goig to have dinner at Le Steak but then I just ajak the rest ad interestingly, they all can make it but a bit late so me and Fyfy go in first and we catch up with each other life. Eyka came in and we order French fries since all were famished :/ tunggu punya tunggu hujan tak timbul timbul apadah! we were paiseh and stress bcause more and more people are dining in and we took 6 seats without ordering anything hence we decided to order garlic bread ! The girl who served us name Umairah was very patient and baik sgt, love her service! Ard 8 Nana came and we finally made orders just before she arrived and at this point, we already told the waitress to get ready the cake ad all. but honestly, all these is IMPROMPTU PLAN !! Once Khairiah and Mai reached, we deliberately wated Mai to sit in the center ^^. I ordered black pepper chicken! apadah, restaurant name as le steak but I ordered le chicken! it was not bad and the ambience is great too :D When most of us are finish with the food expect fr the bday gil and Khairiah, the waitress took out the cake with candle and al of us sang fr her the bday song! muka Mai stunned she ! Then they gave ice cream and we all had to finish it. Mai being so sweet wanted to suap us ! Snap photo before going off and ohhh I decided to treat them because .... I have a lot of money and don't knw where to throw it? yahahahah good excuse to treat your bestfs! Camwhhore and as usual talk lame and retarded things. I guess I can only be retarded with them ! home sweet home ;) Great day to spent with ! been ages since we can go out and really have this laugh (except for Raya). all of us used to be so busy during the freshmen ad junior ploy years but nw dah kakak kakak so boleh chill sikit :DDD














Assalamualaikum . Yeashh now its the 14 week . 3 more weeks before exam start and after that out i go for fyp . Yay really cant wait for all these to end . Selagai belum study break, selagi turh ada byk benda nak buat . Year 3 is really so stressful and i can barely breathe . And i hope i can endure for another 3 more weeks .

Assalamualaikum ! Today is definitely new experience fr me as i got th chance to assist in poly forum . Poly forum is where all the different poly come nyp kitchen to help elderly to cook . So we help to assist them . The food science and food bussinessstudent . Well both was in my choice during jae but Allah has chosen my path and alhamdulilah fr that 1 well its very chaotic with the grandma speaking chinese, asking this and tha and most of the students is not familiar with the kitchen . So i jad to do to and fro the next kitchen to get some equipment, help them find things and all but definitely a good experience . Made new friend name Nabilah frm food bussiness . She is in yr 3 ! Yay ! Ada juga melayu nak berbual . We talk abt ourself and sempat gossip sikit . Lol ! Have to becareful of what we taste bcause not all are halal as in the sauce . Just fyi kikkoman sauce is nt halal so when i saw the uncle use it , i straight away told Nabilah not to eat the chicken but it look really naice => all ended ard 11 plus and we had to do the mass clean like mop and sweep as usual and ensure all is dry . Good experience and i heard this event will be held again but nt sure yet :D
Then i was craving fr Macspicy and Bunneh was kind enough to accampony me fr lunch at Mac . Well my boyf is awesome ! Lol ! Spend time with him till 2pm and i had to go for solid session . Its kind of sharing session by lecturers aprat frm talking abt school and our course . But te talk was abt clinical trial seh !! Boring .. but feel like volunteering to be in their phase 1 . 1000 for 1 week deh . Tapi must go hospital and yr health is at risk uh bcaue they test new drug on yr body :X
Then meet Eyka after school ohh before that accamponied Bunneh to buy food . Talk and catch up with each other abt our fyp and work . Then she told me her problems and yeash frm there we talk abt our sec school life . Rindu seh zaman dulu !! Yeash the school may hate us and wahtsoever but we definitely enjoy our sec school . Eyka said , "korang fun and kelakar selalu buat lawak" well of course . Siapa sangka frm enemy to really bestf now . We may not always be there in good time fr each other but when she need me i am always there . My prayers are fr my bestfs . InsyaAllah hubungan persahabatan kita akan kekal hingga ke jannah ♥

assalamualaikum semua:) well, im free in school. supervisor not in till next Wednesday but I have to finish my literature review. 3/4 done left 1/4 je so will finish it off tomorrow ! Went for lunch with Miki, Hwee Sze and Vanny. they are a nice bunch of classmates ! now, trying to finish up my stories :D

and yeah, I sign up to be a volunteer at MINDS! I don't know why, but everytime I look at this special kids, my heart sank nd cried literally. hi want to know more abt them and how society see them as. haihhh.. They will have  aplce in Jannah insyaAllah ;)

Okay, meeting bestfs later for dinner. eating at Le steak, chef Amri restaurant. whoopz whopppz !
Assalamualaikum ! well, my weekend was spent at woodland. having rewang there. & it was a tiring one for me. I had tuition from 9.30 to 4.15pm straight. cant afford to cancel any because their exams are nearing soooo near! cabbed to woodland and help with the necessary things. I did the onion and halfway I gave up. tak boleh uh! so ended up cutting the potato and I keep eating like 123456789 times! taught Fyra as her psle is next week! well, I don't remember I studied hard for my psle which explained why my score is only 180 but I got A* for malay (been my forte since I was young gytu). still remember my first every malay compo was in the newspaper when I was in pri 4. nyahahha xD

Then waited for the guests to go home to clear and rearrange buffet trays. guess what? Kak Niza, ABg Faliq and Aziefa went home to watch Liverpool match! beh leave me and Wanee & Fyra to settle things! baik :X but lastlast, still Liverpool lost ! was super ultra tired didn't get to rest till 2 plus. took the pelamin bantal and slept with it. auto wake up at 7 sharp and bathed. sejukkk airnya :D then help with the kuihs. mak oi the jemputan quite ramai and Wanee had to leave me for tuiton at 4pm, so I was alone all the way till the maljis ended and then the rest of my cousins came to the kuih booth and help with the packing up ! went home and lepak uh penat! wanted to watch ManU and ManC match but couldn't afford to wake up. LOL! but manU lost right? well, padan muka cousin cousin saya !
Hollllaa, Assalamualaikum ;) well, results are out today but I managed to sleep peacefully yesterday. maybe too tired after tuition-ing with Irsyad yesterday. Alhamdulilah I maamge to clear all my modules, means no more exam or test whatsoever till I graduate! But then... My GPA dropz like waterfall. hooh ! Is wokay shall focus for my FYP so that it can pull back my GPA. (insyaAllah)

I am glad I have no D and C but I got 3 C+ eh which pull my GPA. Is wokay uh I do my best already. Now, in school library doing some literature research which im soooo lazy to do. Think going to continue with my story and finish it ASAP ;)
Salam semua !! How was th weekend ? My weekend is awesome though i had to go malaysia . Friday i had to rush home after fyp and went to jaybee . Well we didnt had any car fr that day bcause kinda last min so we took the bus . Epic moment when we were in singapore checkpoint, the queue is super duper crazy . Super pack eh like really no kidding one . If we were to queue, we would be stuck fr hours . But yknw my dad and mum they walk and walk terus cut queue to this malay mats . Bukan selmaba je my parents while me and Wanee dah paiseh ! Then, came this makcik scolding Wanee asking us to queue . My parents apa lagi buat bodoh jerh ! She keep asking us to queue and we keep ignoring her. Then when the bus came, the malay mats gave us to go in and cakap buat bodoh je . Lol ! Baik uh , team work :D
Reached there and we bought burgers as usual . I didnt buy though . Since we brought lappy, we watch Spt Next door and Siapa kawin dengan Lisa . Kekek uh awesome night to spend !!
The next day, woke up help mummy prepare food and we watch Pusaka Pontianak !! I reslly like watching old movie like P Ramlee etc . Tak kering gusi and tak pernah boring !! After that we as a family wash and scrap the in front of our house area . Biasa uh dah 2 bulan tak datang kotor sgt !! Then parents dexided to rent the house . Buat duit xD
Went to Tesco after asar and we had awesome dinner . Live the banana chocolate almond crepes . Awesome in malaysia you can just eat anything you want without caring muh abt the halal bcause its almost all halal !!! At night we watch 3 Abdul ;)
Today at 5pm , taught Syahidah . pheew luckily can answer volume and surface area question bcause i really dont like the topic :(( alhamdulilah ! Managed to make this pink ombre cake with buttercream as flower petal :) menjadi juga walaupun tak secantik ;) next up trying to make tiramisu and kuih keria and finishing my first 10 bab of novel and last 5 bab of novel ;)
Assalamualaikum !! So basically today is my second day of fyp ! Well guess working alone is not that bad as of now . First day was yesterday and my supervisor is not there so she gave me some question fr me to research on . Been spending my time in the livrary doing research . Awesome feeling when the library is really quiet and less crowded (hardly seen once school reopen) . Well today i meet my supervisor and she share with mw abt the ckiwnt we are working with and its interesting expect the part i will have to do some chemistry analysis !! Okay admit rather do chemistry then microbio . Huuh !
And spend my free time trying to finish my novel . Yeasg ! I have to retype and rethink my whole story bcause the original one is in my lapy which now spoilt !! Can even on seh ;( but think current idea is better . Well, cant say much only when i managed to publish it (lagi lama but hopefully they accept my story) will update more when the time come :D
I is sad todag bcause i plan to surprised bunneh with his urbanears . I am not ear piece kinda person but i managed to ask Hakim the colour and brang and even location etc . Plan to buy for him bcause his earpiece kesian spoilt uh but then i didnt manage to stop him from going to Plaza sing to buy his earpiece . Sianzxx betul !! Tak apa uh, cuba lagi ! Anyway nak sleep day 3 of fyp awauts me tmrw ;) wasalam xP
Assalamualaikum ! Sorry this rewang i didnt take any photo in my phone . Heeh xD im very tored but not sleepy . How ?? Tmrw my first day of fyp and my project is to develop a healthier choice soya bean product . Well at least better than HPLC :/ but i dont want to do it alone eh . Huuh !
Anyway back to the rewang . My kakak kakak saudara went Jakarta so there were not there on sat so its only Me, Wanee, Iefa and Fyra . We had to peel and chop ingreidents and i had to grind onion . As usual, my eyes would be tearing :( and i swear i dont like this manzx which is my mum ex . YEASH I I KNW !! Was shocked to knw his is my mum ex boyf before my mum and dad together . Kauuu that man irrating mcm nak maki seh ! People knw me that i rarely in my life use vulagrities but once i ter use abis uh means its really overboard but i never maki in this case ;) i really think people who use vulgarities is immature . Really turn off gila seh org maki maki ni -.-
Anyway he bought fr my mum mangosteen pls eh jgn fikir kasi mangosteen kira on Sepak kang -.- -.- -.- !! Went to giant to get something then had to arrange and clean the buffet tray everything all and finish everything at 3.30am . Sleep at abt 3 50am gytu .
The weather is reay cold so has to use kain batik since i dint bring jacket or sweaters . Woke up at 7.30am and my eyes really cant open . Mxm nak continue tidur gytu butcannot eh ! Bathed and prepare the food all and why oh why i have to be kendarat eh ;( me no likey to be kendarat kena ask ard semua but no choice uh . Other than kendarat, had to top up kuih and lauks and ensure the table is wipe clean and all ;) i like the rushing feeling sometimes . Heeh xD settle everything ard 5.52pm when the maljis ended at 5pm . We really able to clean everything that early so home sweet home Abg aza antar us , thankz bro => i guess i was really tired bcause my air liur terkwluar and baju basah seh . Nyahaha penat uh turh xd
Salam semua ;) been thinking lately, what is my future plans and goals ? How do i see myself in 5 to 8 years from now ?? Im the eldest in the family and i have reached 20 this year . Thats make me having a lot to more to commit with more responsibility ..
I know and definitely want to be a better muslimah. InsyaAllah dengan izinNya kalau bileh next year after poly will wear hijab . But doesnt mean i dont wear it now, i am not trying . I always pray that Allah swt accept my deeds and forgive my sins bcause im a sinner ... i know people look at me or maybe say something abt me when i go masjid without wearing hijab .. but my intention is purely to perform my prayer . Doesnt mean i am outside i dont need to pray right ?
Thanks to my bunneh !! He encourage me and advixe me not to care abt their view . Hanya Allah swt yg berhak menghakim kita di akhirat nanti bukan mereka . Alhamdulilah :) eversince i m with Bunneh, i started to pray outside and doing my best to do all my 5 prayers . Yeash all this is after i knw him and truly because of Allah swt :) i just hope i can khatam Quran by mid of next year and i want to do maljis khatam Quran during my wedding , InsyaAllah :)
But as of now, what should i do after poly ?? Really very stressful . Last few nights, i check NIE website, in order to go degree fr malay teacher, you will need to pass an interview, O lvl malay with A1, poly GPA of 3.2 min . Ya Allah takutnya saya . I pray soo hard that my gpa this sem mantain and i pass all my module . Really i am very scared to see my result . Year 3 sem 1 has been very very very stress and i fail my CT for 2 modules . I dont to fail and i dont want my gpa to drop .. now just have to berdoa kepadaNya .. i am also going to try applying Newcastle Uni in spore bcause it offer Food and Human Nutrition .. yeash i want to be dietitan bcause i really want to help people and make a different in their life . Seeing the smile they make create the sense of satisfaction for me . But its really like impossible fr me to be one bcause there is no dietitian degree course in spore :((( why oh why ?? I want to work im hospital with cancer patient or children wards . Haih , wait fr the result on 17 sept then can talk abt my goals uh eh ... since i will be in school when the release of results, i wont see it in school, will ask my sister to check fr me as usual ;)
Yesterday was one of the very bad day i supposed . But alhamdulilah i managed to stay calm and not break down ;) Bad day ... was late to go back to my secondary school . My form teacher informed that we can go in frm 11-2pm but when we going to meet at 11.30am, he said cannot go in bcause the teachers are going fr teachers day lunch ?!! Say whaat ?? But managed to meet my awesome lovely secondary friend ShiYun . Yeash she is frm China and when she first entered my class,i dont like her at all . Almost everyone dont like her and call her name and since she dont really understand eng, we make jokes . But oneee daaay, she willingly help me in my maths and thats when we started to be close . In class, i help her with english and she gelp me in maths (china student the maths very good) . Still remember that me and her need to go to this maths remedial just because only we two managed to pass our maths for O lvl mid year .nyahahaha xD those were the days who knows we can still be as close till now . My parents likes her too ♥
Back to my bad day, after accamponying bestf Khairiah to polyclinic, met Bunneh . Took 1hr plus to reach ECP in the rain with no shelter . Then had a tiff with him . Guess what !?? I didnt even go and meet his classmates , halfway walming in th park, i left bcause we quarreled !!! I tried to make myself look brave and get back to SK on my own under the black cloud with rainfall ... alhamdulilah reach SK at 7.45pm , and suppose to have tuition at 8pm . Reached Irsyad place at 7.55pm, message his mum and waited till 8.10pm and surprisingly, she called and informed me she forget that tonight have tuition so she wanted to cancel bxause she and Irsyad was ouside . Subhanallah .. my head is already spinning , i didnt eat anything since morning, quarrel with Bunneh, didnt get to meet my sec school tracher and now she just has to cancel tuition when i already waited at the doorstep fr 15mins ?!!
Ya Allah, ni semua dugaanMu . Aku inginkan kesabaran supaya imanku tetap teguh !! Amin ;) but alhamdulilah with this, i manage to calm myself and teach myself to be more patience ;)
Assalamualaikum !! Basically the wednesday i spend my time with the awesome cousin and sister Shakirah and Wanee at Shakira's crob . Ohh before that i meet Bunneh to have Mac Breakfast with him . Awhhh thanm you fr your time its really goood ! Then we walked to amchorvale cc and went to the roof top and guess what ? We decided to listen to MJ 12 xD huuh till 1pm we walked back and i accamponied bunneh to watson bcause he wanted to buy something fr his sister ;) met Wanee and separate off from Bunneh :>
Bused to Shakirah house and we were sooo keycoh and took 15 mins to decided what to order at domino !! After much discussion all agreed on celebrity meal with 2 regular pizza, chicken chunks and bread . And since we have this sorry we are late coupon why not get another pizza fr free ??!! So its like 3 regular pizza with 18 slices each . Well thats us ! I was short of cash so we had 15 mins to quickly rush to hougang 1 withdraw and go back .. sekali the delivery man dah sampai . Alahai maaf yeeh !! Laid down all the food and prepare the drinks so apa lagi ataaackkk !! Since all were famished :) planned to watch conjouring but so lasy to find part 2 hence we check out other ghost story but coudlnt find any .. after like abt 25mins we decided to watch bring it on abt cheerleaders .. oh my !! Out of alll eh xD but it was not bad !!
After that movie , they were still pizzas left so we played games and the loser has to finish it and guess wht ?? All the game we played cfrm i got lost once!! Nasib nasib :(( then we started to play do action games like second player follow first player action and need to act his own action which all will be accumalate to become one cheer action ? Lol gytu !! Had so much fun withe them but had to leave ard 6 plus as i need to make my nutella polka dot blossom !!
Rushed home and mum nag nag nag at me giving me sooo much pressure bcause i make the order super last minute . Come on mum , sometimes you have to be put under pressure to work !! Seriously seh ny mun really nag till i cannot tahan but whats mum if she dont nag kan ? ♥ managed to finish 200 pieces of the pokka dots blossom within 3 hrs and i really need to buy new electric mixer . Been contemplating to get the first aid kitchen mixer which cost $600 plus plus plus !! Oh well glad bunneh sister and the family loves it ♥♥
Salam semua ;) so last monday i gave Sofie a treat . Ohh before that being a good sister, i accamponied my sister for her tuition at Tampines then i went to fetch Sofie ard 5.40pm . She was super happy and eager to go . Took 89 straight to Hei Sushi at Pasir Ris and she quickly asked me to go in and eat . Lol budak budak kan ! Sooo after filling ourself with sushi and i really like the sashimi there, Sofie being a 9 year old girl wanted cotton candy . Alahai perangai sama mcm Bunneh gytu ! Then we walked walked ard and snap photo before my stomach could cool down she requested for mac hot fudge ice cream . Wahh boleh tahan seh perut dia !! Send her home at 9 plus before heading home drenched frm head to toe :((
Assalamulaikum ! Saturday was basically my second last raya and its with my 6 bestfriendz ! Ueash we reunite after 2 years not being able to raya together .. This was the last time we went out raya together but without Fyfy zaman sec 5 !! Huuh ! Anyway we planned to meet at 12 noon but knowing my girls, we managed to only reach Fyfy hse at 1 plus . After 1 yr we finally meet Fyfy again and im glad there no awkwardness between us . And did i mention Bunneh joined us too bcausw they invited him !!! Alhamdulilah :) Dan as usual being our photographer ;) we went to bunneb hse next and THANK YOU NANA FR DRIVING US ! WE SAVED A LOT OF TIME !! Had a hard time finding parking slot and in Bunneh hse all keycoh . Helped his mum to served food and Mai love one of his kuih . Lol !! Got moola frm Kak Ela too alahai terima kasih ♥♥ next to Nana hse . His dad is forever funneh wanting to cari jodoh fr the single ladies . Myahah xD then to Eyka hse .me and Mai decided to do our prayer there . InsyaAllah i will wear hijab after my attachment dengan izinNya ;) though i find it awkward when i stopped by the mosque to perform my prayer without hijab on ...
Anyway continue next is my hse wow they serbu the macaroni sehhh and my girls all time favourite ayam hangus !! They were panting bcause too spicy and Bunneh really cant take it . Sorrry u cant eat if the food is not spicy ;(
Miss Widayah hse was the 6th one and we spent one hour plus there catching up . She still cant believe we grow this big mesmorizing how childish we use to be !! And she thought bunneh is chinese ! Lol gytu xD After her hse is Khairiah one . Our attention were on her kittens . Shooo cute sehh but the owner takut kucing dah !! Last hse is Mai we ate kway teow goreng and its soo sodap fr me maybe bcause i like kway teow (Y) . They wanted to go to Kidd hse but i decided to give it a miss :/ home sweet home with bunneh ♥
The sunday it was like tuition day . Had tuition as early as 9-11am with Irfan bcause he got maths test . Alhamdulilah gt my kacing kacing => then 1hr with sofie . She was soooooo eggcited bcause she pass her maths ca2 !!! I promise her i would treat her hei sushi if she manage to pass and true enough that being her motivation she passed !!! Alhamdulilah ya Allah ;) all come frm You !! So she really happy and wanted me to treat her so decided to give her treat on monday :) nyahah ! Then went over to Compass to buy my p plate bcaus ei manaed to rent a car frm my mum bestfriend whixh her daughter is my childhood friend and her son is my sistee first boyf when she was 3 yrs old ?!?! Yeash !! Bunneh being so sweet accamponied me there and had an epic moment pasting the triangle plate ! I swear i am not use to drive auto car and to make it worse the steering was lock !!! Being a dummy , i nearly hit another car phewww nasib selamat and Syahirah xame to help me . Thankzxx you !! :) then drove off like normal alhamdulilah ! Bunneh was worried that i cant focus and drive to ngah hse with mummy especially at expressway :/ but alhamdulilah i managed to drive safely ! The cool thing is i managed to hit 100km/h at the expressway ad thats coool enough fr me !!!! Safe and sound to Ngah hse and i took 5 mins to park the car and that five min i keep steering here and there and yet the car is still slanted :( must brush manzx !!
Went to ngah hse went the adult go to org kawin . Me gave Yana and Dianti tuition with tahu goreng beside . Yummy yummm !! As usual when cousins meet... kecoh pls !! We all lepak at Kak Niza room and watch im not single . Keycoh uh ! Run here run there gossip all . Nyaha xD home at 7.45pm bcause i had to teach syahidah tuition she gt maths test on set thw next day !! And epic sekali when i enter wrong exit at the expressway instead to Punggol/SK , i went to AMk . That being said, we lost our way and panic rabak seh !! Tried to drive ard and managed to get our wat back to SK ! Nasib seh !! Sent mummy home and Wanee accamponied me to tuition wait inaide the care bcause i lazy to park at the carpark uh . I reached at 8.55pm so only got like 1hr 5mins to finish everyhing .
Decided to return the car back after that with Wanee ;) alhamdulilah great experience driving ♥♥♥♥
Salam semua ;) sorry was busy to update this blog . Well i definitely have fun last thursday with Bunny . Went to town at 12 noon to watch the Purge at Shaw Lido ! Ohh my !! I really like how suspend and shocked the movie gave ! I punched bunny and keep shouting . Lol . You see its weird when i feel nothing watching ghost movie but this kind of movie i felt scared . Scared of what happen next . But really awesome one !!! After that we shop around to find bag fr me as a birthday gift . Nyahah walked like 1.5 hours eh penat tawuk but we make a pit stop at Al Falah to perform zohur and asar prayers :) alhamdulilah ! Then after much consideration i decided to buy this Charles and Keith wallet and bag (he bought fr me the bag) so happpy pls ! Trained to Dhoby and we decided to buy couple rings after for so loooong !! So this is it ! To end the beautiful night, we have our first virgin try at Nandos !! But by that time my stomach masuk angin so not really feel like eating but just eat uh . The food is awesome to me !!! Collected back the ring and ohh saw Izzhakim so bunny talk to him fr awhile . Home sweet home ;) great time spent with him after fr so long ! Thank you !! ♥♥ Wokay i got to mandi first . Will update abt my raya trip with bestfs and yesterdat outing to cousins hse later =>