The past

Assalamualaikum !! Is aldy sat morning and planned to meet bestfs to regoster kelas agama is postponed . So i shall recke my workplace with Wanee later . Something happen recently and i want to express my feeling here .
Bunneh's sister actually plan to go overseas this saturday when actually we already made plan . Then, bunneh decided and made up his mind not to go with his sister bcause we aldy plan to watch Hunger game together today . But the sister replied made me scared . She told bunneh, " you make your own priorities" wahhh sehhh !! Sounds a bit sarcastic to me . I dont knw uh ...
Why when i am comfortable with a guy, the guy's love one comfirm got a problem with me . Either the close/best friend or the sibling/s . Am i that bad ?? I have did my best to make ppl like me, i tried very hard to please everyone . I dont want bunneh to stuck in between either to choose me or his family ... never do that man ! Have tried to think positive but it seems that all the positiveness have been washed away ~ if this continue, how am i suppose to go in his family ?? Hope whatever i feel/think is not true .
Ya Allah, You know the best . If this is the best for me, give me the strength to overcome it . Amin !
HELLLOOOO xD Finally its Friday ! 3 month, 12 weeks, 90 days has passed so quickly. in 1 hr times, im going to be unofficially done with FYP. Still have final presentation to be doe on the last day of February. Currently, all my report, poster and AES are done. Supervisor is like checking it now, scared I have no time to edit when she check. totally forgot to send to her back to edit manzx :/ Waiting patiently for her reply and she is not online !!! Am so worried sick manzx ! I am preparing to burn the CD and prit my report, just need her approval.. Waiting anxiously!

And ooohh, I went to the Career Fair twice. first was with my FYP Mates ;) Walked around and see if there is any healthcare temporary job/sponsorship. Been wanting to experience working in hospital and I wrote down my contacts for a few healthcare. Met Khairiah and Eyka for lunch likka finally only !! Manage to meet them in school only now after 7 weeks school open and 12 weeks for me ;) Went to the career fair again with Khairiah and we both sign contact with the ICA. Coool only but quite scary too :X Needa decide my path after poly. Attachment starting this Monday and weekend may need to survey the place there. must not be late for the first day !!!! Time past by so fast that im ending my FYP. Learn a lot in this whole 12 weeks. but most importantly, I learnt to work independently. Alhamdulilah for the experiences ! Shall spam my supervisor !! STILL NEED TO PRINT MY REPORT !!!!
Got that piece of note and a lollipop from a stranger which i dont dare to eat :/ well, left my desktop Nd bag in library to do my sensory (see heng's cake pop and snack bar) with bunneh and his friends , then i went to do my zuhr .. when i came back, i saw that !! Panic seminit taw !! Huuuh sekali she or he just saying sorry bcause she / he use my desktop and my account while i was away . Heeh ! Okay uh not so bad but i rather not eat the lollipop .
Heeh ! And i finally finish my report and poster hopefully my poster is not too wordy uh :/ AES halfway done . Going to finish it by tmrw hopwfully then ask Wanee for help to change background and everything ;) and tmrw have IAP breifing at 2pm . Time past by super fast , next week i will be starting on my attachment already and i have yet to survey that place :X so have to survye by this weekend !!
Okay shall sleep soon . ;) assalamualaikum semua , jazakallahu khair ;)
Assalamualaikum ! I have been spending my whole day finishing my fyp report bcause supervisor wanted to see and hopefully check it by tmrw :/ i took 3 days to really understans biostat. This module was taught is year 2 sem 1 and how can i remember that even though it was one of my fav module !! Read and watch youtube to understand the concept ! And ohh yesterday the father side cam to visit their mother here which is my grandmama . Ohh well, mum cook laksa and i made churros fr the first timw . Texture quite runny making the churros a bit thin but really naice especially eaten with cinnamon, sugar and dipped with nutella ;P . Kiki came after madrasag and she ate most of the churros .was frying and planning to eat while watching some movie but the plates tak penuh penuh .si kiki keep makan ! Nyahah ! Also made coconut jelly very sodap ! And kebaboom too !! Grilled the chicken and since we got pita bread so apa lagi buat luh kebab :) served mak oteh, and ngah with those food except churros . Mummy steamed apam and kueh koceh . Im very thankful that my mum knows how to cook all the delicious dishes and kueh . I mean no those cupcakes or muffins like , but more like traditional one . I want to practise to make traditional kueh too . Bxause cupcakes, muffin and cake pop are roo mainstream aldy . If im married in future, would love to cook fr my husband all the delicious food and craving he wants ^-^ cheh berangan je !
Alright shall sleeep sooon . Too tired monday have clean the kitcheb at N6 and finish my poster :D
Hello !! Assalamualaikum ;) mama side came to my house to visit nenek and at same time give moola fr cik Harris wedding ! Alhamdulilah met them and when i step into my house kak shary call Shafeeqah ameera . Wahh they like to call my full name gytu !! See all the delicious food on table make me hungry but was fasting so tahan ! Did my prayer and talk to Fyra *call her adik since she is the youngest amg all ! Like to entertain her tmrw is her psle results and she seems scared !! Sekejap dia dah besa :)
Breafast with her at living room and heard Kak zera story abt her breakup . Menangis sekali and mmg kesian . I always knw that never take anak mak seh ! Hmmm . There is a differenxe between anak soleh and anak mak . Anak soleh is dia tahu pendirian dan tanggungjawab dia sebagi seorang anak dan suami tapi anak mak dia dengar ckp mak dia and biar mak dia buat keputusan .. takut sgt but have faith in Allah !!
Alright now im trying to finish my fyp report and poster by mon and/or tues. Hence my writeup have to stop for a while . I write for fun and to challenge myself so no hurry in submitting :) ohh and im currently finding some work after my diploma which is in 3 mnths time :X dont knw what to do but if can i want continue to degree uh ... check out some Unisim course and NU courses . Next friday last day in school have to attend the career fair in nyp . Huuh :m
Assalamualaikum semua ;) sorry fr not updating bcause busy busy busy . Busy me . Heeh xD okay so will be updating abt Cik Haris's daugher wedding . Ohh he is my uncle but not quite close uh but still i knw him ^-^ is actually on fri-sat uh but my family came ard 7 plus on friday , luckily not many ppl only a few families and finally i got to know who Syafiq is . He was supposingly need to teach me chemistry but somehow tak jadi . Nyahah ! He looks different though . And Wanee find his oldest brother attractive :P . We start doing the buffet and arranging plates all earlier bcause the jemputan gone back much ealier . They bought satay and we planneed to Bbq it but si aziefa fall asleep so no satay for that night ;(
Slept ard 3 plus bcause we marinate the fish and cut all the vegetables for chap choye . Woke up at 6.23am for fajr prayer and had my earky eaeky breakfast eat satay !! Yay ;)) then help out with the kueh but have yet to bathe :X maljis akad nikah started at 11am while the wedding official start at 2pm . Kak Niza , Kak Shary and Abg aza came after 2 weeks in Europe . The akad nikah was scary , always as usual . Then jemputan start to be pack till 6pm and saw all my uncles aunties and cousins . And guess what ? One of my aunty whom i am not so close with ask me to make a bonquet of chocolate flower to hold for her son engagemnet . Was super shocked manzx !! Why me seh ?? I no confident can make very naice aunty ;( huuh ! Finish ard 6.50pm and hoem sweet home ^-^ overall, awesome rewang with them :)
On sunday suppose to have ngajie was so excited and enthu to go only to knw Wanee canot ngajie . If dah quran susah sikit kalau dah dtg bulan cannot ngajie ;( so we decised to go for a jog after helping nenek to change her pampers ^-^ met Eyka and Khairiah after asr . And imagine we talk abt marriage and politics ?!!! Its like so not us gytu . Nyahaha sec school we always talk rubbish (okay only me and Eyka talk less rubish ) but nw we planning on the marriage aldy . Wahhh look how much we have grown up !!
Assalamualaikum ;) waiting the clock to be 5pm so that I can sign out. well, having rewang at Woodland later this evening till tomorrow evening. yay! FYP is going to be over real soon but at the same time that means submission of report and etc is due soon too :/ alhamdulilah, completed more than half of it, hope to finish everything by next week eh ;) been trying to think what cool food to bake this sunday as I wanted to test my baking skills. thinking of tiramisu swiss roll or chocolate e Clair. confirm very difficult! But lets give it a try. or worst come to worse, shall try and make some malay traditional kueh instead. ohh, I have ngajie on that day too and hopefully si Amir tak Tanya soalan yang susah uh. Been practicing my surahs, envy those whom can recite the Quran very fluently and with rhythm. tried to make rhythm but kinda fail? Huuuh :X, oh well, just have to keep practicing. Quite tired but have to reach woodland and help with the maljis, and its like my far cousins wedding , kenal tapi tak rapat type :/ okay shall make my move sooon, wasalam ;S
Salam semua ;) above are some photo we snap while in the hospital just now . Cant really go up as nenek have a lot of visitiors today which some i dont even knw . Lol ! Cabbed to hospital and ate yong tau fu again , hehe tak jelak gytu ! Soooo lets just enjoy soem of the photos we took ,
Assalamualaikum semua ... alhamdulilah, bersyukur sangat kepada Allah swt sbb dia makbulkan doa kita ;) friday night was nerve wrecking! Tooo scared ..
I was praying mahgrib when i heard dad call grandmama but she didnt respond . She was about to do her prayer nd suddenly she cant walk and stopped there , she was in her own world and cant talk either . Only Allah knws how scared and worried we were . I was there crying in tears while reciting Ayat Qursi and some other surahs . I swear all of us were nervous and grandmama cant talk !! Ya Allah, and grandmama was like hugging and holding us tight . Dad call the rest and theycame . Semua risau sgt sgt seh !! They baca doa, kasi ubat, urut and all but still nothing happened . Checked the blood pressure and it was very high . About 10 pm no improved so drove down to KTPH A&E . Only Wanee and mama stayed bcause need to takecare of atuk . The rest went down and was there till 1 plus to wait for ward . While waiting, me , Kiki and Mizah discuss where to go for cousins outing 1st dec , a day before my attachment starts ;)
Me went home while papa and ngah stayed . Cant sleeep seh only manage to sleep at 3 plus . Subuh and woke up at 9 plus , get ready and me and wanee went hospital again . Guess what ? Still havent get any ward waited for 15 hrs aldy seh :((( hmmm ! Bought yong tau fu fr lunch and waited till 4 plus before theycall us that nenek get a ward and bed aldy . Alhamdulilah , when we see nenek she can talk better than yesterday . Can laugh somemore :) Went home ard 8 plus :)
Assalamualaikum semua ;) may Allah bless us . Made this mango sticky rice yesterday . And its like super last min . Was scrolling fb page and my member inside nak masak apa grp made that . I remember this dessert is like famous in thailand and difficult to get halal one so why nt give it a try . Thought it would be difficult be hey, is really easy ! Visit learnhowtobake.blogspot.com for the recipe . Will upload it soon ;) and surprisingly is very sweet savour chewy dessert . Even my sister who dont really like sweet loves it so much ! She ate 3 plates of it . Alhamdulilah ya Allah ! Wanted to giv bunneh to taste since he like it too but then its aldy night for me to givw him and that thing must be chill so if i give him next day must reheat and etc . So tak apa uh next time kasi ^-^ shared th recipe at my fb grp too ;) next up lets try some dorayaki, japan dessert like pancake . Yes, im very random ! I bake whenever i want regardless of time :DD
&& to my future husband , i will cook everyday especially for you ;P till next time, wasalam .
Alhamdulilah . Tonight is the 1st muharam, a new beginning . For the past one year, i manage to achieve what i want. This new year, i wish to change to be better and better, anak yang soleha , seorang muslimah yang patuh dengan ajaran Allah and paling penting cuba khatam Quran . My dad made me promise to khatam Quran and i really want ! InsyaAllah ;) lets hope fr the best . May Allah bless all of us ^-^ . And and ohh me, Eyka and Khairiah are taking andalus kelas agama call kelas bimbimgan dewasa . Its time for me to continue back my religious class ever since i stop one during pri 4 :/ been ngajie since sec 1 do now have ngajie and kelas agama . Alhamdulilah ! Finally after 6 years we get to go religious class together . Eggcited !!!

Assalamualaikum ! Alhamdulilah had a great time today with bunneh mok ! Lol ! But first went to ngajie after ages of not going . But alhamdulilah still manage to remember all the surahs, luckily got practise a bit eh ! Amir keeo asking qn , as usual . Did zuhr there and home sweet home tochange and meet Buneeh at CP . Actual plan is to go Gardens by the bay but sinxe we meet bit late so postpone uh ;( decided to watch Carrie at Marina sq 3.15pm show and we only took the train at 2.35pm . Awesome gytuu !! But we manage to rush and buy tix plus popcorn plus snap photo and still make it to the show . Overall rating 7.5/10 i would give, plot normal uh not that scary but a bit gore ? Hehe xD Then we actually plan to bowl or pool but to think back is like wadte moneh to play fr only 2 ppl . So bunneh suggested to play arcade, dah kena main dgn dia !! Huuh xD but gerek juga .
We decided to snap photo along the marina bay and esplanade but ended playing wrestling to see whos the strongest !! Of course i am . *taknak kalah okay ! Snap snap photo Then make our way to esplanade there and camwhore more !!
Around mahgrib walked back to marina to do our prayer . Good thing that went there with cousins few weeks back, musolla is near the carpark and is soo convenient !! Alhamdulilah . Love going out with bunneh, he always remind to pray and honestly i can admit that i started praying outside when i know him , alhamdulilah !!
Had our dinner at swensen he treated me . Awhh he always treat me oh ! Ordered quite a lot but we didnt order any drinks ^-^ With fries as side and merri mint ice cream as dessert :PP Home sweet home and ohh before that we exchabge our annivasary gift ! Awhhh he gave me portable charger , bcause he know i eanted it badly . Awesome luh dia, alhamdulilah ! Alhamdulilah fr everything . Im thankful and very blessed to have you ♥