Salam semua. Ahhh tired! Alhamdulilah fasting been good and so far belum buang lagi. Gotta feeling my mences will be end of ramadhan. Okay so, today is Thasneem's birthday so we decided to give a birthday surprise fr her. She only know that Fazirah and Fitri will be there and not most of the exco. And sooo we meet at 6pm at Bugis junction and was wqitinh fr Basyir to reach. He was one minute late!! Roamed ard till 7.10pm before we all surprise Thasneem at 18 chef. She was really shocked to see us 🙆🙆 While waiting fr azan, me, Atikah, Hiddy and Basyir were having IA meeting. Needa comfirm a lot of event and concept paper
Manzx!! I dont wanna do IGE. Is a very bigbig event and i scared i cant lead :( also i scared to make decision. I must learn to be firm and make wise decision ah.
When azan, we were eating and discussing till like 8pm? Then Fitri treated us waffle ice cream. Kenyang, sedap and alhamdulilah. And soooo went to Masjid Sultan to pray and few of us were contemplating whether to terawih or not. I mcm tak nak but in the end i jst do terawih ah. Heh! And Basyir being nice to me, which is rare, sent me home. Heheh! Thanks eh! He bully me as always luh. Tpi hati baik. Home sweet home at 10.30pm. Capek bangat deh 😂

Alhamdulilah. Bulan yang dinantikan umat Muslim telah tiba. Bulan mulia yang penuh bermakna. I hope i can utilize this one month by doing good. I have my flaws. I have my weakness that wil surely lose to my naf sometimes. But i hope that i can fight and be better. Sooo first day mum cook ayam lemak and we went to Arab St to buy baju raya. Yay! This year is cream and i manage to buy another one which is maroon. Nak black my mum tak kasi.
Is okay ah! We didnt buka there. Bought fr at bazaar outside Sultan Mosque instead. Mcm mcm beli maklumlah puasa tgk semua nak 😂😂 reach home on time to prepare fr buka. Then out we go to Teraweh at Mawaddah. InsyaAllah can go Mawaddah often this year since tak sekolah :) ramai org dekat masjid. Whooppz! Went to NTUC Buangkok after teraweh. We did 8 rakaat. Heheh! Bought some groceries and walked home. Yay! To many more fasting days 😄

Okay soooo i will ber very busy! My very first event this ramadhan. Alhamdulilah concept paper aldy approved. Nows the execution part. Honestly im scared of failures. Doa doa it goes well :)
Sooo today we have to pack the dates and put at musollah as its part of the ramadhan campaign. I am very blessed to have sucha caring and helpful exco who came in the afternoon to help me even though yesterday we had exco photoshoot and ends late. Heh! And ohh side track a bit. Yesterday photographer, Fatin's friend told me i can pose. Heeh! I dont knw why he said that but maybe in photos i can give diff expression? Hahah!
Okay back to story, so most of them come down and pack the dates. Alhamdulilah 3 boxes of 5kg of dates finish within 2 hrs. We rushed fr Zuhr and off to SMU. Ada dialogue session with MP Masagos Zuklifli. Wahhh! First time i attending this kinda dialouge session with MP somemore.
All of us were super hungry as we didnt have time fr lunch but we have to reach there by 3.30pm. Power all of us decided to go Dhoby BK to mkn and then rush to Bras Basah and by the time we reach SMU was aldy 4pm. Oh my gooooodie bag!! We had the gran entrance and made MP and other Unis wait fr us. Betul nya power kita!! Heh! Paiseh seh! 😂😂
The session was good. He talk abt malay and islam community and theres an interaction between us. I mean i ddnt talk of course. The ntu and nus did. Lol!
Ard 5.50pm, rushed to Dhoby back bcause meeting Sara to give her dates frm Masjid Ba'alwie. Heh! She gave famos amous cookie in return 😍😍😍 thank you!! Rushed homed fr asr! Tmrw terawih. Yay!

You never fail to make me smile every day. And i dont knw why i can be so annoying and perasan nak mampos to you. Xiao ah! I jarang ckp myself cute and force a guy to say i cute seh! But i did that to him, nyahahah 😃😃. Even with my ex i dont do that. Dengan si Amad also i didnt feel comfy. The last time i was this comfy with a guy was in 2008. Huuh!
Im sorry if i was oblivious to you. Im sorry if i forget little small details about you, it is so not me. If i was you, i confirm sedih bcause i like guys who care and notice small details abt me. Im amaze that you remember what i told you abt myself and stuff. I dont even knw why i can be so open to you. Like weird gytu. Especially abt my family. Apart from my bestfriends and Nad, i dont tell my family situation or what i am going through but i jst told you. Huuh!
I really dont knw your feelings towards me but i do have feeling for you. What kinda feeling, i myself still unsure but one thing that im sure, i miss you when you dont text me. Hahahh sound clinche gytu. But yearp. Thats what it is. However i dont want to put any hopes and what not. We are still in process of knowing each other and i dont knw who i am to you. I might jst be one of yr girl friends. And we have yet to meet after 4 months of knowing each other. Mana tau bila jumpa you dont really like me ke. Hahahah! Soo lets just go with the flow. If we are meant to be.... ☺😊😀😁

Salam everyonee! Soooo yesterday i woke up extra early then usual. Had to reach Joo Chiat at 9.15am but guess what?? At 8.30am i still at hougang. Actually can make it luh but i dont want to rush so i cabbed down. Reach at 8.57am. Waited fr Nad and she walked super fast!! Cun cun reach office at 9.15am! Waited fr Khai and we felt soooo menyesal pakai buckle sandle. Ya Allah!! Punya susah nak buka. And we confirmed overdress gila😂😂
Vanned to Ang mo Kio and wahh they all reach aldy. Since the South Mosque Cluster having their RYC, they include sping cleaning as one of their activities which is goood. I was in charged in supervising them cleaning. Kirakan bukan me yg buat the kerja ah. My group all so keycoh and all girls so we all can be ourself ☺☺
Drg loud and very sweet also. Call me kakak. Went to the house and we thought tak ada org check check drg tgh tidur. Paiseh pulak kejutkan drg. Huuh! Actualy the hse kinda clean and tidy aldy eh. So jst instruct them to clean apa yg perlu je. Awesome ah plus kecoh nak clean. Luckily no pesticides and what sort of it. We ended at 11.30am and chill chill with them. Tried my best to remember their name. Before we go off, gave hamper to the owner and back to our meeting point. Best ah! Awesome first experience i had. 😉
Then vanned to Paya lebar mrt and went to Kembangan bcause Nad wanted to collect her eye shadow since she won some contest. I still cant understand how ppl spent a lot on make ups though. Heh! Trained back to Tampines to meet my kaki gerekzx. Watching Insidious 3 at 4.15pm but we have yet to buy tix 😮 nak beli tix but only Raz has the HSBC card so that we can get discount. Huuh! Bought 4 fingers first and we had no idea how to eat chicken and watch insidious. Only managed to buy the tix like at 4pm. Hahahah rabak rabak nasib ada lagi! But we had to sit 3 and 3. So the mkn ayam sit in front. Shirz bought sushi. Yummy yummy!
Okay luh insidious wasnt that scary ah. Expect more frm the show only a bit yg terkejut and seram. Like bcause of sound effect i think. Funney bcause Shirz grab my left hand and Nad grab my right hand. Nak tutup muka pun tak boleh. Hahahahah 😄😄. Went fr asar and mahgrib then window shop a bit before having our dinner at food court. I didnt eat though. Then plan fr hari raya outing. Hahaha puasa belum lagi kan. 😆 so excited to puasa!!! Sempat wefie before all go separate ways. The photos we took mcm susah and tak lawa then there was this passer by kindly offer to help us snap photos. Fuuhhh! Bukan kita minta tlg dia yg offer tau. Heh! Homed at 9pm.
Penat but manged to watch labu labi with sister before tidur. Heh!

Ya Allah, im sick again. I should be strong and not complaining. I should be thankful for my sickness. I should be strong. my immune system mcm weak ah. After KL monday terus no voice aldy! But still went out with cousin fr karaoke session bcause dah book aldy. So 1pm-4pm melalak at Rendevous hotel. Whoooo! Shioook but i cannt really sing. No voice sehh! Tapi who cares kan go je. They keep laughing at me ;((( then had our late lunch. Kononnya nak mkn at pizza hut dah duduk beh tgk mahal so cabut gi Mac. Hahhahaha perangai betul!! 😅 ohhh i finally bought Melissa. Wuhoooo terkopak big time buy worth the invest!! ☺☺☺
Tuesday sakit sakit pun keluar gi rumah nenek bcause ada nephews! Sho cuteeeee cannot tahan. Oh before that went to Pertapis at Geylang with honeybee. Yearp going to volunteer there ✌
Wednesday dah sakit teruk ah. But still pudh myself to wake up early to go Kiki hse. Lepak and chitchat session with her sambil mkn Naan! Wuhoooo!! Off to school at 1pm bcause got safety briefing. Wahhh sianzx lerh! After meeting they ajak go dinner but nah meeting my sister at woodland bcause she puasa. Mok thought ada bazaar but tak ada. Fuuuuh!! Bingit. Had my banmien. Sedaaaapp☺☺.
Thursday suppose to meet bestf but me was so sick. Early morning go Hiddy hse to make air batu malaysia but then leave halfway cannot take it eh. I look so sick even though i dress up 😕 balik terus mkn ubat and knock out ah!
Friday? Its the fundraising day. We jual air at masjid mukminin. Nearly didnt go but push myself to support secetariat dept events. But dtg lambat ah. Heheh! It was okay ah but dont knw if we make profit ke tak. Alhamdulilah bcause its hujan ah so org tak beli air sgt.
Then, off for tuition with Sofie. Dah penat seh but after that the mum nak tuition with Haris okay uh jst endure je. 😣 sampai rumah terus mkan seh lapar tau!!!!
I cant believe i survived the whole week of going out sakit sakit!! 😊😊 thank you Allah fr the strength.

Assalamualaikum. Wuhoo!! Am in KL currently. Okay i went to KL with the 9th exco. Went to Fazi's houee at Yew Tee first bcause his dad sending us to Katong. Reach Katong and waited fr the rest.  Hs reached at 11.40pm. I sat with Shirz. And somehow i was over senstive nak mamps seh! Tak pasal oasal cari pasal dgn dia. Huuh! Kesian dia...
And ohh did i mention it was my frist time going to biometric pasport at soore checkpoint. Dont like go there bcausd mst do the thumbprint but with them i tried. Alhamdulilah senang ☺
Try to sleep in bus okay ard 1-2hrs than ard 3.30am the bus stop. Thought it made a pitstop butno we aldy reach Berjaya Time Sq!!!! Wahhh all dgn muka baru bgn tidur terkejut!! 3.30am at KL nak buat apa?!??! So we ended up lepas at kedai mamak till 5 before our van picked us up and go to our hotel. Wahh fr a 3 star hotel, Corus was not that bad!!we cant check in first so we went to the surau and they solat and siap. Bcause must go UTM ah meet Prof. ohh before that we had early breakfast at 7.45am? I tak abis mkn prata bcause too early.
Reached UTM and had to listen to lecture. Okay uh interesting jugak. But all of us super tired. Semua sedang bersengkang mata untul tak tidur. Luckily i choose sit yg jauh dari the Prof. 😂😂 then had to skip lunch and go ISTAC. Okay uh the tmpt was nice. Took lots of photo dah mcm photoshoot gytu 😄😄😄 ard 5 wen back to UTM to sit fr another lecture. Yg ni sumpah nantuk gila. I slept fr few second. Not only me hor!! Huuuh! By 6.30 dah abis terus gi Johnny Rocket and had our dinner. I like the peanut butter milkshake. Sedap oi but didnt manage to finish the burger set even though share with Fazi.
Were contemplating whether to go Danau or not (kinda like petaling st). Decided to go there but nak jln jln at the mall dulu. Few of us including me nak balik hotel and tukar baju bcause dari tadi pagi dah oenat all. After so lonng baru dpt masuk and lepak jap in hotel. Changed and went back out to Danau. Wahh tmpt dia punya susah nak cari lepas tu seram sikit. We all pimpin tangan jalan. Lelaki one depan one belakang. I no mood to talk bcause my perut sakit. Dah jalan jalan ard 11 nak go dip and dip and Bangi but we sesat. Sampai ard 12 and mkn dessert pagi pagi buta??!? Wahhhh its nice the chocolate but very thick chocolate seh!! I was more tired thn hungry. Went back to Hotel at 1plus. Only managed to sleep at 3??
Second day was emmm more tiring?? Morning we played game abt each other? Every one of us has to gues who wrote the strength and weakensss and then say something abt each other. So when it was my turn ( which i was the lastone). Alhamdulilah nasib no negative feedback or comemnt. Honestly i dislike to intereact with new ppl  but they think otherwise. Hahahah! But i really little confidence of myself ;( huuh! Takes time to be a good leader!
Bcause in afternoon we went for some bonding activitu which is karaoke. And we had 1 hr to shop. 172 RM spent in less than 1 hr. Hahahaha hope to shop more. Had fun karaoke with them. Lagu jiwang, Korea, eng and chinese all go je! 11 of us in big room. Havoc!! But had to rush back to hotel bcause need go UTM to sit fr lecture. Wahhh penat seh. Jubah with converse again. Go je dont scared! I didnt really listen to the levture but i recorded though. Ended at 11pm?? And we went to VVIP room fr dinner?? Or supper? Lapar seh tak sedap ke sedap mkn je! Back to hotel ard 12 plus. Dah wash up all, Basy and Fiqo ajak lepak. We sneaked out not telling the other 2 room bcause got president tkut kena marah 😂
Lepak eh pakai baju and seluar tidr and tudung style mapek. Huuh! Went to mamak shop to buy supper and lepak and the guys room. Wahhh suddenly have H2HT gtu with the guys. They shared their love stories and i jst listen. Dont want share my jst yet. Bubal nya bubal ard 5plus baru semua masuk tidur. And we need to get up 30 mins after bcayse by 6.45am kena siap and check out! Guess what time we woke up? 6.18am!!! Rabak kan 😂😂😂 as usual i will mandi last but fast game gila ah!!
sempat check out ard 7? Not that bad ah! Bused to Janda baik and it was kinda errrr okay? But too much time spend there till bila nak balik traficc jam and ended sampai Berjaya at 3?? Wahhh no shopping eh!! Had sakae sushi and then buy our auntie's anne. Sedappppp!! me, Shirz, Fatin, Fiqo and Basy were rushing to find the bus till we jst jay walk the road. Wahhh damn scary seh!! Not going to do it ever again!! Thought can reach spore early but nooppe! Bcause jam rabak jugak. Journey balik was 5hrs while pergi is ard 3hrs only! Fuuhhh! Sampai spore Faiq sent me to Tampines and homed by cab ah! Cannnt ah penat. Balik mandi and terus knock out ah! Cant even unpack my bag 😅 overall, not bad but didnt really enjoy my stay there. But goood companyA

I jst updated few minutes ago but i feel like blogging again. Huuh cant sleep. I dont knw what to feel now. im over him. Yes, he was the first guy i ever dated after wearing hijab and break with I. So ard like 7-8 mnths?? I swear a little of me regret knowing him. As in agreeing to date him. Still remember that day after prelim, inside 27 bustop, he ask me fr my number after 2 mnths of knowing each other. He told me we are dating. I didnt knw to give it a try or not sbb takut gula. Lama tak kenal dgn lelaki but i decided to say yes. Bcause why? First i really think his character is not the typical one ah. Like he dont sweet talk to me and he veey honest to his words. If he dont like he will say. Ingat seh first jumpa dia, his first qns was, "asal pakai lawa lawa sgt?" Ambik kau! Lol! After first meet up, i scared he will stop DM me bcause we still didnt have each other number. But he did. He did ask me out again. Means its positve. I was kinda hoping that things will turn out well fr us. Like even though its new, i hope eventually we will work out one way or another. But after second meetup, it turned kinda bad? Somehow. Some sort. He started to change. He told me he very busy and regard me as friends. Okay tak apa, i sabar and tetap layan dia mcm biasa bcause i tried giving him time. He told me he is busy..yes, i understand that. But makin lama, he changed. Then slowly didnt reply my text and didnt text me fr 2 days then 4 days then tak text langsung.
Perangai immature abis! Aku bukan nak sgt dekat kau. At least tell me what went wrong or what. Ni terus tak layan and tak text. Buat aku mcm org bodoh tngu kau punya txt. Few days before, wanted to let go but he changed awhile. Started to be very caring and sweet to me. He step nak manja luh purlease! Nak pegang sini pegang sana -.- My bet bcause i kasi muka dekat dia. My fault bcause i was too loyal to him sampai tak layan lelaki lain  when in fact dia? He told me he tak contact pompan lain padahal?? Kau contact pompan seh. Jgn tanya how i knw girls have their way.
I got a feeling one day he will text me back bcause he leave me hanging. Dah pernah kena sekali dengan si Edi ni. Fuhhh. Suka dia sgt and dia pun suka aku. Last last sbb kan ex, kena ditch seh! Ni pun sama jugak ah. Feeling kuat pompan tu yr ex or someone whom you use to knw back then. Kalau sbb dia kau tak contacf aku, is okay.
At first i thought maybe i was wrong. Im not good enough. Im not up to yr standard but then again... i live not to please you. Huuh! Is okay, i redha. Allah shows me. Bcause i pernah dia if you meant fr me, make us together if not break us apart. I guess the answer is obvious now. Sayonara boy ~

Assalamualaikum! Alhamdulilah!! Finally back frm jaybee. All safe and good. Heheh! Went there on friday after mahgrib. And jam at woodland checkpoint eh!! Lucky it not that bad. Reach ard 9 plus and sampai je makan seh!perangai budak gems!! Luckily we brought tab and aldy downloaded several movies to watch.
On saturday, ard 10.30am mum woke us up to go Mydin. Malas gila seh but go je lapar nya pasal! The 4 of us went Mydin and shop. I mean i bought prepaid card fr KL. Didnt really buy things except fr foood. Heheh! Then at 3pm, changed to go fr jemputan. My neighbour's daughter got married. All of us didnt bring baju kurung but lucky me, mum got put her baju kurung here so i jst try and wear and it fits nicely. Tudung pun kena. Wahh dah match gytu..check check i didnt bring sandle or shoes!!! Only flippers seh!! Paiseh pakai lawa lawa tapi slipper je. Aiyoooo!! But Mok worser lorh. She wore seluar tidur and baju and tudung all tak match and slipper. Heheh! Go je ah!! Manage to snap beautiful photos there of me of course. Heheh! Okay the org kawin there same as us except us better? Lets not criticise or what not but ....

Moving on, went to pasar tani next to buy chicken and etc fr kenduri on sunday! Every year we do kenduri at jaybee bcause of a few reasons. Again, gi mydin untuk kali yg ke seribu. Hahahha mum and aunty suka sgt gi sana! Home sweet home at 7pm. Coincidentally when i tried to find wifi, saw one open wifi. Macam happy gytu! Texted him. Hahahah! Tak rindu me bcause he told me we can still text. Hahaha! He owed me an expensive set of chocolate eh! Better give me before i majuk more. Hahaha!
Side track a bit. I shall not reveal about him but we been friends for 4 mnths. I knw him same time as i knw Amad. Jsf that, i didnt really bother abt him bcause i was into Amad that point. I feel super bad that he remember everything i told him abt myself and i even forget his full name..what de?!?? Haish....
Aldy told myself to move on and yearp moved on. Dont ask why so fast or what not because you dont knw what i had to go through to this strong. Some, might ask dah tau lelaki will hurt you why still kenal kenal with them? Bcause i always believe there will be the guy who will come at the right time. Have faith even though the trust level for them is very very low.
Okay enough abt that. So.... on sunday, kinda busy day. Help mum cook fr kenduri and alhamdulilah it went well. Still remember last year kenduri my nenek fall so bad that all of us were worried sick and cry. It was so bad!! But with Allah, a year later, my nenek dah baik and can come here to have the kenduri. Heh! Syukur :)
Last day monday, suppose to go back at 4pm but the jam was crazy! Stuck and tried going second link pun jam also and tak gerak so decided to make u turn and balik yesterday. Rabak ji!!! Huuh! But i believe everything happen fr a reason so lets not complain :) heheha! Had fun there. Going KL in 2 days time. 😄