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23 June 2020 | Tuesday, June 23, 2020 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Its 3.47am and i still cant sleeep. Was thinking abt what happened earlier. Well, my day was kinda packed. Grab to Yishun for my first ever facial. Didnt knw that i had to bukak baju but it was a goood experience, might visit again next month, if i hv the money. Then i decided to take train to Toa Payoh bcause i aldy grab to Yishun. Waited 30 min for my befriendee and we went to SSO but only to find out it closes at 4pm and we reached at 4.03pm?! Wahhh! Then she ask me if im okay to use my ic to register for her son phone and without thinking, i agree (see how naive i can be). Its only after it was done that i realised... eh, she pernah kena charge of frauding.. what if.. what if she using this line to do illegal activities? Then i started to panic!! Called K and ask fr his opinion and i was really panic (im so glad that he managed to calm me down). Yknw one side of me really wants to help her because everyone can change and i want to be there to help her change. She told me she starting her part time course in earlychildhood so part time belajar and full time kerja. MasyaAllah, im so happy for her but... hmm, there is a little part of me that ask me to becareful, for my own safety (or maybe i watch too much Crimewatch/CLIF) but suddenly, im jst scared that she will do that. As much as i believe she wont. After discussion, i decided to cancel the line and told her that. She kinda sad but i have no choice.. i paid her $15 bcause she paid $15 for the line and i will call starhubs tmrw to cancel the line off. I feel so baddd ya Allah. But i think... its time to go and close her case. Seeing now that she is stable, i shld close soon (aug might be too long). Bcause i have 2 new befriendee to help with also. I need to stop going hard on myself and put myself first and stop being naive. 😔😔😔😔 And i was 10mins late for dinner with bestfs. It was a good catch up sessions although weirdly i didnt talk much bcause i was feeling the guilt. And guess who i bump into? ITS USTAZAH! HAHAHAHA SHE IS EVERYWHERE!! Had a good talk on how different both my personality vs Mai & Khairiah. Both are socially awkward and feels that their energy is being taken away when start to socialize while me on the other hand is totally opposite. Its funneh how we can even be bestfs but since sec 1 sehh. We see how each other were very immature and childish back then sampai luh skrg! I love both of them so much. We walked to suntec ( i love going to suntec/marina sq bcause the chances of you bumping into someone is slim- but today i bump into ustazah). We walked back to marina and chill outside the roof garden. Had a good conversation on marriage, guyss, etc. It got me thinking about my future wedding planssss. Hahahaha, i mean everyone do plan it right? (Im not a visual person though so i suck at imagining things) I want it to be simple yet elegant, i prefer not to have bridesmaid bcause i cant choose and i lowkey scared to hurt any of my friends feeling. Hahahaha, and then suddenly talked to K abt this while otw back home. Im glad that we are on the same page so far abt weddings though for me, i prefer to be engaged end of the year and ikat fr 1 tahun but he prefer to tunang next year and ikat less than that? Like dugaan tunang is real so he thinks shouldnt tunang lama-lama. But i guess im okay with that too as long as he is really serious abt me and abt us building our future together and i surely can see him in mine. He did told me that he is serious and thats all that matter. Alhamdulilah and thank you Allah for crossing our path and show me how amazing a guy can be (after all the heartbreaks)...
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