// Strawberry Cupcake

movie date

27 July 2020 | Monday, July 27, 2020 | 0 comments

Holllaaaaa, semekom! Its raining here at my place so syiokkkk sehhhh! Actually plan to go office today but still have some packing and mailing to do. Kinda miss office and Muadz... he is so big right now🤩

My kaki is aching, apahaaaal sehhh padahal smlm jalan tak byk sgt pun. Ohh i met Yana before meeting K bcause dah lama tak catch up jst the 2 of us. Alwaysssss selenga moments when im with her hahaha. Dari uni sehh. We manages to solat zuhr jemaah before having our lunch at Working title and did i mentiones that tengahari panas-panas buta kita gunakan payung??? I pegang payung dia pegang kipas, omgggg🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ we bought the burger but besar sehhh and i managed to finish it?? Hahaha lapar agaknya! Catch up with her and i guess im happy for her that she will be nikahing in nov? As long as she is happy... im happy for her❤ we walked to broti fikir dpt 1 for 1 but timing 8-10pm je hahaha but we still beli bcause hausss sis. Walked to mrt and separated wayssss and i thought i was late meeting K but nopeeee. It was already raining by then and we both takee payung hahahahah! Kinda early fr our movie but wahhhh after for so longg ehh. Kebetulan i cant solat like wahhh the timing always bila jumpa diaaaa tak boleh solat. Hahahah! So lazy to walk so we had our dinner at plaza sing. He wanted to eat soup spoon but it quite costly ehhhhh so we endes up makan BK!!

I really feel like i talk/share alot with him and i hope he is okay with that bcause yknw my life, alot of things going on. Kadang kadang sis pun penat, letih, lelah. Ohh we dont want to balik lambat bcause bola start at 11 so sampai sengkang mcm cun cun 10pm. I lowkey feel guilty bcause he has to always park his bike at my house and take the public transport with me. Bcause i never be pilion before and he never tompangkan a lady before. Extra effort seh ni semua, thankyou for being amazing!!! Home sweet home and i had a hard time finsing inline streaming for chelsea match bcause my dad was watching man U match in the living room. Booooo but akhirnya dapat jugakkk so had to do screen mirroring. Behhh Mai bilang she salah book movie ticket!!! Ya Allah we supposed to meet on tues but she book it for today fr 3. Kesiannya!! We all have these selenga moments... like how i bought 56 pieces of chicken accidentally🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Okay, i really need to start savings like properlyyyy but i have alot of outing/lunch/dinner/catchup sessions with diff group of friendssssss in aug. Now je dah more than 5, how to save money? 😭😭😭😭 and my check up is next mon. Consultation je dah berapa ratus, belum buat testsssss alll and definitely cant use medisave and i didnt tell my parents punnn. I really have no idea how to do all these but alhamdulilah jugak dpt jual tapak kuda kann.....

Okay dah bye

randomness

14 July 2020 | Tuesday, July 14, 2020 | 0 comments

Its 2am in the morning and i have meeting at 9.30am later. Sleeping soon but decided to do some blogging.

Ever since phase 2, im trying my best to meet up with different group of friends. & kinda hard when im trying to save up but at same time nak keluar jumpa kawan. Trying to schedule meeting my friends twice per week. So i have 2 this week, 2 next week and 2 following week. Ha ha ha!

And i finally decided to go KK to do checkup on myself. I feel that there is something wrong with me but im kinda scared to find out if its true. But yearp, finally doing this and im not sure how much it will cost, like the consultation is aldy between $100-$300 belum masuk tests and etc. But tak pe luh duit boleh dicari. I have no idea who still reads my blog but do make prayer for me.

Ohh work has been kinda... draining?? But i guess all is goood. Cuma i think im feeling burnt out. Sbb kan i rarely procrasinate but i did that fr past few weeks and always feeling restless. Guess maybe jst needa break, like a goood massage and reading some novel maybe. Oh wellsss but alhamdulilah coping well.

Okay i update more later...

Are you serious?

02 July 2020 | Thursday, July 02, 2020 | 0 comments

So on tuesday, Ustazah asked me to go her house for a meeting. Its awesome that we live very near each other bcause nak meeting gi rumah dia je instead of office. And we can share grab home together. He he he. It took me less than 10 mins to reach her house if i take the bus. Sampai je, she told me she jst woke up, hahaha perangai! She asked me to bukak tudung and make myself feel at home. We started our meeting with Afiq (he couldnt come so otp je) and she was busy folding her kids clothes. Kinda excited for the rest of our crash course weekend bcause the topic is awesome!! After abt 45mins, Ustazah realised the MacD belum sampai-sampai. She called and they said there was no order under her name. Hahahahah busyyy member dah stress!

15mins later, the MacD sampai and we decided to makan first. Then out of sudden, she started to share abt something. She forgot that she aldy shared to me during our trip to KL (the 9hrs plus trip). But this time round she shared to me the reason. Well, now everything makes sense and its really kinda sad that she had to go through this. She told me not to judge her and i said definitely no.

Abih, tup tup terus tanya pasal K. The first thing she asked was, 'why him?'. I personally find it hard to answer this everytime anyone ask. Hard not because i do not have anything to answer but because i have alot to say. Honestly, when we had to decide to be together, i didnt have any doubts or objections, which is strange because i always build this high wall with guys and i am not someone who trust guys that much. But, yeah, its jst this calmness feeling that i have when i got to know him. And at that point, i know that i dont want to lose him too. I understand that i have this lotsa insecurities and doubt but i dont feel all that when im with him. Yeah, we have only been together for 4 months and its too soon to even say all these. Yearp, that i agree. & i guess i have dated quite a lot to identify those feelings? I mean, when i was with my ex, i used to have alot of doubts with him and always feel uneasy. Then, i dated A. i was constantly worrying but we both got lost with our feelings along the way. And then, he came, at the least unexpected time. I never imagine him in my life but yeah, alhamdulilah for everything, really. Okay but i didnt tell Ustazah that. I only told her that K was very sabar with me and he takes the effort to layan my perangai, annoyingness and he always give me the assurance. Hahaha So i told her how i merajuk one time with him and she was laughing. She told me that she can see how happy im when i am with him and that now i dress up more? Hahahaha apa sehh! She wants me to be happy and taknak salah pilih.. like her.. Honestly, i dont knw if im the right one for him. Like i do not have the straight answer. But i feel right when im with him (unexplainable feeling), i feel safe, protected, love and appreciated. I feel at ease. I know that this may not be all smooth sailing but insyaAllah, im willing to go through everything with him.

Bubal nya bubal dah 4.30pm and we have like 30mins to go Arab St. Belum asar and siap lagi.... hahahah well we reached arab st and Nadia has yet to arrive. Carik kain sampai 1 jam. Hahahahah! Lepas tuh, rushed to Vivo to meet Ain and Sha. This is my 2nd time going to Vivo in less than 1 week. I was still full so i didnt buy any dinner fr myself. Had a goood catch up session. I love both of them. Its weird how i am close to Ain (in uni) and Sha (ustazah's ngaji student) . Then 3 of us can clique and got close! We make plans to trek (hahahahaha tgkluh jadi ke tak).

Home sweet home at 10pm and i was super tired, physically. But had an awesome dayyyyy🌹

movie date

27 July 2020 | Monday, July 27, 2020 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Okay dah bye

randomness

14 July 2020 | Tuesday, July 14, 2020 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Its 2am in the morning and i have meeting at 9.30am later. Sleeping soon but decided to do some blogging.

Okay i update more later...

Are you serious?

02 July 2020 | Thursday, July 02, 2020 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Home sweet home at 10pm and i was super tired, physically. But had an awesome dayyyyy🌹

The past