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materh sepet sebelah :)









was not suppose to take th veqetables but my makicks ambek jqk :]








Selamat Hary Ryerh Haji ! Sorrie late wish . Been busy ths few days . Had so much fun fr th last 2 days which were tyme Hary Ryerh Haji and last sat . On fri , i ate so so much .. My nenek cook a lot of my fav food , perh laqy , taq kn naq tenqok ajerh kan . SO , i ate th whole lot of it . Was lauqhinq all th way wehn my pakciks and makciks make jokes . Kelakar dok ! Bcause thy were loike checkinq their Hiqh Blood Pressure and said saperh darah tinqqi and saperh darah rendah ? Heehs :) Thn on th Sat mawninq , went to Kota Tinqqi wyth my cuzizns and all . Took car frm here to Woodland thn naek bus frm ther . Went to my pakciks th fwend house at ther . Enjoy th atmosphere , felt loike kamponq uhh . Aderh swan , deer and all .. Thn ard 3plus , went to shoppinq . quess what ? My makciks ( includinq my mummy ) da sibuk sibuk cary/bely baju ryeh utk nex year ?!? Mapek seh .. Belom nex year da bely .. And my mum ask me to find kain so tht nex year dun need to sibuk sibuk cary laqy . Da cary tapy Eqah neva buy it . Too early lurh . Back to spore at 9 . Was too tired to even bloq .
And so , yesterday , spent my day at home and play badminton wyth my sdare . Lamerh taq excersice seh . Thn at nite watch soccer . YAY ! CHELSEA won . As usual , is bcause of me tht thy won :)) Thn befote tht , my ex out of sudden , frm nowhere , called . Talked toh im . Lmerh taq bubal , its been months . Tot tht he enjoy hys r/s life , but little did i knw tht we were on th same boat .. Anyway , after tht Ian called me . Senyap sehh all th way . Skaly he qot probs luhh . Haish ! Taq tawuk lerh . Seriouslie is he choice whether to leave me or not . I cant force hym into makinq th decision . Dah lerh nqn sedy psl ny , thn my mataey aso buat hal .. Ths made me more headache pk kan ny benda .. Why cant i jst hav a peace of my mind .. Did i not understand you my Dear ? I hav tried you see . Wehn i told you abt ths , you said bcause of your werk aderh probs kn . I seriouslie dun knw waht to do ? May God qive me th strenqth/way to overcum all ths tinq .
Back bloqqinq . Kinda bored . 2 mnths of holidays wyth notinq to do . Turh luh , orq suro keje Eqah taq mau . So , padan mukerh . Anyway , yesterday planned to to Tam 1 wyth Wanee as she wanted to survey fr her skewl baq . Sianq ehh , bru Nov da naq bely baq skolah . Apada ! Tapy taq jady sbb aderh halhal tertentu yanq tidak dpt dielakkan :) Nite , i waited and waited and waited fr Ian to call , skaly dyerh da tido dah . Hmph ! SO , wehn i was about to slip , Kenet called . I was expected it to be Ian . So , he told me tht he jst rejected an oppurtunity to join a football club in Woodland . & th reason was bcause it is too far frm hys house . I supported hym and encouraqed hym to join Tampines Rover or Senqkanq . Heehs :DD . Thn , he talked about hys exprienced in th prison fr loik 2 to 3 days . And , th surprisinq part was , he has stopped takinq those stuff . Alhamdulilah . Hope he will slowly chanqe ehh :DD .
Anyway , i seriouslie damn missh my fwends . Reallie wanted to meet thm but jst cant find th rite date .
Seriouslie , i hav qot notinq to bloq about . Nowadays , i lead a borinq life . So so borinq until tht i hav no words to describe it . And yarh , in least thn 1 mnths , th N level result will be release and i am super scare . Anitinq can happen and its unpredictable . Nw , let me find a topic to bloq . And i really hav notinq . Currently chattinq wyth Asyraf . He and hys craps . Tapy q2 q2 , dyerh baek jqk . Hoh ! Erm , till here . Will update more soon :)
I miss thm ; Fyfy , Umairah , Farhanah , Eyka & Khairiah :(








I am feelinq miserable ryte now . Jst cum back frm clinic at Houqanq . Hoh ! Now , i am super bored . Nutinq to do . Plan to qo owt but hujan . & yarh , my mum and dad ask me if i wanted to hav tution fr my Chemistry fr nex yr if i qo to sec 5 . Saperh tanak seh . I really want . My sci suck seh . But , if i take tht means , my so call abq sdare will be teachinq me . Buley keh Eqah blaja wehn a quy teach me ? Hmmmm ! And tht means , i must choose either him or Ms Iziantie to teach me Maths . HmmHmm ! So , now , let me jst express my feelinq to ths bbloq of mine =)
You re qettinq on my nerve my dear kamarruzaman ( kn Eeqah da ckp your full name ) ! Heehs =) . Anyway , back to th topic , yarh , i dunt knw what to do to our r/s ryte now . I tried my very best to make sure tht its qoinq smoothly but it jst doesnt werk loike tht . You did not make an effort to do sumtinq . Or is it jst me who tink tht our r/s has qot a probs ? Perhaps , you thouqht tht everytinq is ayte and fine . But th fact is no .. Erqhh . Tinkinq of ths can make me headache luhh . I cant even tink of any soltuion ryte now . I am stuck here , plish , cn sumone help me to knock sum sense to ths quy of mine . Binqit seh if ths were to continue . Waht am i suppose to do ? Wait fr him and Leave him ? Wuhhh ! Its a hard decision sehhhhhhh :(
Anyway , my dear fwend , yq smlm i talk on th phone wyth . You want to knw who tht sumone kn . I tell you here ayte . I jst dun dare to say it to you . Th sumone is you . And aderh typo error on tht sentence . Heehs -)
Shall i qo and watch th spore idol ths wed ?



Finally , I am backk people :DD Missh me kann ? Alerhhai . Hoh ! My days at Jaybee was BORINQ ! Mostly , i eat , slip , watch tv or solat . qosh ! I am qrowinq fatter and fatter uh loike tht . And fr three nites , Eqah slip early . Senanq jerh tido pt sanerh . On th ferst nite , i told Wanee abt my probs and her opinion is same as th others . Hmmm ! And i dun qo owt tht much . Buley kire braperh byk Eqah kuar . Is loike only 2 kalie ajerh . Heheh . Malas uhh . & yeah ! I missh my boyf' and i miss my Ian too . And my 5 qerl fwends too :DD Rindu krq lurhh .
And yarh , wehn i loq in to my Taqqed , i found owt tht a fwend of mine , ckp mcm fhm seh . She said tht she will wait fr her boyf' who is now masok boys home uhh . Skaly checkcheck , smlm bru bweak and qo wyth her new boyf' . Keeeeeeeeeeesian seh mataey dyerh yq pt dlm turh . Dulu ckp naq tnqu , setia an all , padahalpadahalpadahal .... And i dun want tht to happen to me :[[[ .. Hoh !
My kepalerh nqn headache ryte nw . I dun knw why , ths few days always saket kepalerh . Anyway , today went to Nenek's hse to visit my sick cuzzin . Before tht , went to Compass . I was sooo fedup . Every little tinqs cn made me marah . I asked Wanee if she tink tht i am irritatinq or nt ths few days and she say Yeash ? Hoh ! Smpai sanerh keycoh , abt my cuzzin . Kiterh sume naq tqk Sarah Aquilah perh qmbr . Wanee add her in Facebook aso havent accept . Aiyooo ! I startinq to hate her MORE ! Erqhh ! Thn , we talk abt marriaqe . Kelakar lerh :) My nenek wan my abq Sdare to kawin cptcpt . Hahahas . Keycohkeycoh :DD .
Lately , Eqah asyik sedy seh .. Boyf perh psl uh nyy . Peninq seh . What Umairah said yesterday is superb true . Sumtimes , I knw tht th quy is nt qd fr me tapy naq buat aperh kn , da syq pt dyerh . Why cant i be loike wehn i am wyth Ladoii ? I was soo firm and stronq . I dun wan History to repeat wehn i am wyth tht pathetic quy .. Am i stupid ? Wehn ther is sumone who lurf me , i choose to be wyth sumone which i dun even knw if he lurf me or nt . Hmmmmm ! Hai , why you must chanqe f rme ? sedy seh wehn i read waht you hav to said .
:(((
I had jst received a shockinq news yesterday . Heehs :) Wanee told me tht one of her skewl fwend , a 15 years old qerl is qonna qive birth in less thn 10 days . Is loike omq ! And th worse part is , she is proud of tht . She even hav prepared th names of her son . I reallie cant imaqine how her lyfe wil be after she qive birth . And her boyf' is only loike 17 ? Waht cn he do ? Seriouslie , i really cant imaqine . Hoh !
& Yesterday , planned to slip early but thn Wanee keep disturbinq me . Huish ! Thn , my fwend kol me as he had sum probs . After Eqah knw abt tht , i cried . I was so speechless . I dun wan him to wait fr me , i dunt want to qive him false hope & i dun want him to waste hys tyme waitinq fr Eqah . I asked hym to move on , find another qerl who he really lurf and same qoes to th qerl . & th worse tinq is , you didnt tell me tht you feel uncomfortable wehn i talkinq abt my boyf' to you . I am sooo sorry my fwend . If i knw , i wouldnt told you abt my probs wyth my boyf' . Eqah reallie feel quilty ryte nw . I hav no appetite to eat or slip . Haisssh !
Anyway , today , spent my tyme bakinq sum cakes . Since i am soo free and bored , i planned to bake a cake . Hoh ! Went to Houqanq Mall to buy th inqredients and bake it on th eveninq . Tmrw plan to qo Vivo but nt cfrm yet . And on thur , i will be in Jaybee till Sun . Soo qonna be borinq . Hoh !
waht a horrible day today ! erqhh ! Anyway , i was soo happy tht CHELSEA BEAT MANU IN STAMFORD BRIDQE YESTERDAY ! Baek uh , 1-0 and its a qreat match . And after tht i cant slip . Dunt knw whyye . Felt tired to woke up . In th afternoon , accamponied Wanee to meet hys mataey Royce . quess why i need to teman dyerh ? Bcause last tyme wehn Eqah wyth Ladoii kn , i asked her to teman jqk . Thn she said tht wehn she aderh mataey , i mst temankn her jqk . I tot she will neva hav a mataey as she dun want to , checkcheck skaly aderh . Da Eqah naq kenerh temankn . Leceh seh .. And wehn da jmperh , drq bknnyerh naq ckp , i was th one who need to start th conversation . Mcm bdk bodoh pt situ . I was th one yq keycoh . Heheh . & met si Rainy turh . He is so fwendlie , smile at us . Tapy wehn he wyth hys makciks' , perh sombonq . Hoh ! Thn , wehn i went off to meet Ian , thy owhkeh alrdy . Kirekn wehn i was ther i mcm sibuk uh ny . Huish ! After planinq wyth Ian , we decided to qo Junction 8 . Walk skejap and thn meet Wanee back off to Nenek's hse . Thn , walk home . Nw , i am so tired & i am missinq my cute boyf' . Lol . is he cute ? Yes fr me ! Hehhehe .
qreat ! I am super bored rite now . Wanee went owt sbb cikqu dyerh kawin and i alone at home . So decided to do sum bloqqinq . Nw chattinq wyth Yan . Lamerh da taq contact dyerh . After he knew i qot mataey alrdy , he da taq text . Sedy seh :( Ayte . Let see . Yesterday , stay at home all th way .. Eat , watch tv , on9 and slip . Almost everyday th same . Wan to qo owt aso no place to qo and no money . Today , wanted to qo to makcik's hse at Marslinq . And tmrw maybe meetinq tht fwend of mine and tues tht boyf' of mine . And perhaps wed , fly to Jaybee . LOL !
And abt my boyf' , Alhamdulilah , da settle . I manaqed to talk to hym wyth th encouraqement qyven by Umairah and tht fwend of mine . I cn see th difference frm thn to now . Thnks ehh krq :D . & to my dear fwend of mine , i hope tht you re owhkeh . Jqn piki psl death sqt ayte . I am sure you cn qo throu all ths . I will always be ther fr you :DD . Enuff abt r/s .
Nw abt our fwendship . Fyfy tetx me jst nw , sayin Sorrie . Yearp , i accepted her sorrie . & nw , th only tinq is tht i wan our fwendship to be stronq and we share out little tinqs toqther th 6 of us . I am happy rite nw qs both of my probs da resolved . Alhamdulilah .