Assalamualaikum,

Last week of aug is super packed with back to back thingssss. I took a break from Masjid (my own break, bcause im so drained out but nanti malam ada meeting online. Why do i not feel motivated now?) I started my day at 8plus because i have to reached Ustazah's house at 9.30am. At 9.20am i baru keluar rumah and i fikir i lambat but bus came on time and i reached her house at 9.34am only to check that she is not home yet. Ya Allah! So had to wait outside. We are kinda late supposed to reach the studio at 9.40am but 10.30am baru sampai. Sampai je, i kena gosok the abaya, hahaha! but best jugak gosok baju gunakan steamer. Ustazah asked me to be the model for lifestyle and i said nope! hahaha, as much as i like to selfie, i dont really like to be on camera, because i kaku, dont knw how to pose. Ni pun nanti photoshoot sebab kawan nya pasal. Tak cukup masa but by 12.30pm we had to leave because someone else is using the studio. I planned to stay at Bedok mall but had to go back to rumah ustazah sebab our 15 pieces of white abaya went missing. padahal hari tuh ada tau so had to kemas and carik punya carik jumpa dlm store! I was aldy so exhausted so gotta chill for 20 mins while waiting for K. He sent some food home while im not at home, why so sweeeet! Ustazah asked me, 'K prefer you in dress or in pants or in skirt?' HAHAHAHAH Is that even a question? He supposed to prefer me in everything kan? LOL! 

Grabbed to Nad's house to meet our princesssss Zahra! MasyAllah lebat sungguh rambutnyaaaa and so smol! Introduced K to my chicassss and i hope he is comfortable with them. Had a goood catch up session with them though Shir was supposed to come by 6pm but she sampai dah nak mahgrib. We bought this cute baby gift so princessy and cute ehhhh! Planned to leave by 6plus because nak buka at swensens at Tampines mall but changed plan because we knew by then, swensens will be fill with humanssss! Confirm packed eh! So, decided to buka and mahgrib at her house first then dinner around simei. Then, we took our leave and went to east point mall. Planned to makan the hotpot but nak tngu sampai pkol 9plus?? hahaha in the end we dinner at sanook kitchen (the thai cuisine yg ada dekat jewel). I ordered the same thing as per last time, K ordered toomyam fried rice and we had some mango salad and tried the red ruby! Had a gooooood time spent with K before he sent me home. Why is it that time pass by fast when im with him? mcm huhhh dah balikkkk time aldy? Huhu, okay im not clingyyyy, im justtt....? 

 I was super busy for the past few weeks and its been very exhausting. I took a short break from Fitwah and Fitrah bcause work has been piling but in a good way i guess. And i turned 27 last Sunday. Wow, dah tuaaaaa nyaa. What have i done for the past 27 yearssssssss! I guess, i have grown up and able to think and make decision, well i did make some unwise decision but i guess thats where we learn from it?

Ohhhh, im so thankful and blessed to be surrounded with a lot of lovely companions. On the 2nd aug, i went out with my uni girlfs, chicas. Its super adv birthday celebration for me and Shireen as Nad would be giving birth anytime soon. It was a nice early dinner at Central Thai and then Shireen told us that she is 10 weeks preggy. awhhhh, alhamdulilah for the goood news!! Wanted to go to Tampines for dessert but Shireen's car sddenly break down. hahaha kelakar seh all of us panic sbb tak tau nak buat apa. In the end, we go jek je and it was aldy 6.45pm!! Dah sampai sana quickly order waffles eh sedap jugak not bad but a little sweet for me. They tried to persuade me to stay longer but i really cant eh bcause 8.30pm ada ustazah Nadia's fiqh conference. Left at 7.50pm and reach home at 8.20pm. Hahahaha cuncun sehh! Ohhhh they bought for me bag at charles and keith. Then the fri, i went out with my Dubai girls, like finally gytu. We decided to wear abaya and bawak bag yg kita beli dekat Dubai. Hahaha! Gi art museum ehhh but it was fun, i like going to museum walaupun i dont knw how to appreciate artssss! Then we go solat at sultan but i forgot to bawak my telekung aiyoyooo so had to borrow secretly from Hidayah. Then we go fr early dinner at royz et vous (susah benor nak ckp). Tekak mcm nk mkn duck so i ordered the duckie. Sedap ehhhh not bad, alhamdulilah. We went to dUck and apparently my friend ask me to choose fr her friend which tudung lawa. Had kunafe for dessert and mahgrib before singgah-ing to Esplanade to chill chill. Beh both of them surprised me with cake and birthday gift. So th tudung was actually for me. Awhhh masyaAllah! Really tak expect sbb i thought they dont knw when my birthday is tapi they said i aldy told them my birthday bila dekat Dubai. Heheh ya Allah!!! 

Then, one day after national day, i went out with Sha and Sha. The first Sha i mmg rapat but the second Sha i only meet her during Safinah vols so tak rapat sgt but we follow each other in IG. But alhamdulilah 3 of us clique so well like semua sama kepala so senang ahhh! Sha bought for me and Sha birthday cake bcause advance and belated gytuuu. So sweeet! Yg lagi sweeet both of us belikan present for each other. Heheheh so much love for them. Padahal tak rapat but they are so baik and we can connect easily! They are planning to do staycation soon yaaaayyyy!! 

Then one day before my birthday, had birthday lunch at home with my family but kesian my mum and dad tgh sakit ya Allah!! Both tak selera makana nd i was having flu. Beh adik i act sikit ah bcause dia je yg sihat so she ate alot of udangggg! Hahah on my birthday, went out with K. Hahha i had no idea what he planned so go with the flow je. Apparently we were late so chope chope to Somerset and i found out we were going to do the VR! Omgggg exciteddd dari hari tuh seh nak cuba yknw how jakun and excited im when trying out new things! Hahahaah! Eh but penat jugakkk seh tapi funnnn!! Hahaha then kebetulan i cant solat so we took mrt to Bugis and had dessert at chocolate origin. Sedapseh my all time fav now!! Then we walked and walked and i hve no idea where to so actually we going for spa. Wahhhh! He paid for my spaa! Suddenly he extra sweeeet ehhh!! Alalala❤ lepas tuhh feel super fresy and goood but.. i forgot to bring my makeup bag bcause menses what so tak bawak. Ya Allah!!! I look so horrible sehhhh nasib pakai mask but we went dinner at The Halia so paiseh sehhhh!! He had to solat at some corner yg rumput rumput aduhai kesian dia! We had a nice dinner and dessert. And grab home after that. I really enjoy my day and most importantly the companion!! Thanks lovee for the plan and gift and everything❤

Lepas tuh monday pulak, jumpa Hasif fr birthday lunch and thanksssie for the gift tooo! Sedap eh the steak but the portion is terlalu banyak and Hasif dont eat beef so no one finishes it. Adoiiii! Catch up session with him before we went to As Souq! Also on fri, had a potluck session at Eyka's house! I cooked some macaroni goreng and my bestfs all time fav ayam hangus. Heheh! Nak buat tapak kuda durian but no durian liaoooo :( had a great catch up session and Eyka and Dan nak tau how i got together with K. I told them short and sweet story but nope, they wanted detailssss. Hahahaha so cuteee! I love my bestfs so much! We went through alot together and they are the honest and judgey sgttt and our character lain sgttt but i really treasure them❤❤❤

Alhamdulilah ya Allah! For everything for all the love i receive from everyone. What did i do to deserve all these... masyaAllah!! Alhamdulilah!!

 Its 4.10pm and i have yet to eat anything since morning. Extremely drained out and i still have 1 more hour to go. I feel like i needa break, because maybe im feeling burnt out from everything but here i am pushing and trying to move forward. kenapa i always feel like things cannot continue if im not there?? Kenapa i always think that im wonder woman, trying to do everything, prioritising anything and everything other than myself? Oh welllsss, whatever.