The past

Assalamualaikum semua !! Common test timetable has been released and wow i got paper on mon , tues , 2 paper of wed and 2 paper on friday . Huuh ! To add on i got rewang on fri and sat and th saddest part is Gula Melaka is going to China on sunday !!! 2 weeeks pula turh !! Sodih berbulu seh ya Allah :(( how seh ?? But luvkily can oovoo here too . Huuh ! Tak apa jauh di nata dekat di hati dan doa ! And oh my TP is at th end of this year and i am nervous . Tuesday morning had my lesson and my circuit was horribly done ! Parallel parking is still wokay although i need to do coreection lucky never hit th kerb ! But my slope suddenlt i stunned dont knw how to do it seh !! My car roll back you know !! Thankfully he didnt scold me and instead teach me again that module . Crank course and vertical parking was alright . Huuh ! Emergency brake super epic seh ! Huuh xD . Yesterday too had a little tiff with Gula Melaka . Ni semua ny fault seh :(( resolved things at night and today too . Alhamdulilah managed to talk and solve it ! And yearh tmrw i had 2 module pre common test . Stress ni . Keh shall sleep now . Nak bgn pagi utk belaja in sha Allah i will be able to do . How do you feel if your boyf compliment a lady alot directly to her eh ? Just wondering ..
Assalamualaikum semua !! Above were some of th photos taken during rewang yesterday . It was at masjid Al-Raudhah . Masya'Allah nikah and sanding dekat masjid is beautiful !! Rumah Allah cantik seh . In sha Allah nak nikah dekat masjid juga :) so instead of going on fri and sat we went fr just a day which is yesterday bcause mum was busy baking ! Heeh xD . Me and wanee was fasting Asyura . Ya Allah dugaan betul punya dugaan . Imagine serving delicious food to people but we xant eat it just yet !! I have this habit of just taking bites when arranging kuih . Luckily i ddint eat seh !! Was this close to batal puasa . But keampunan Allah lebih mulia dan baik dari nafsu makan . So endure and endure . Did our zohur and asr at th masjid . Best seh !!! Ended at 4.30pm and i help to clean and wash th utensils . Reach home at 6.40pm about time to break fast :) That was photos fr today . It was our one month . Alhamdulilah syukran kepada Allah swt fr this . Thankyou ya Allah !! Meet up after zohur to catch movie at Vivo . Suppose to watch Ah boys to Men at 2.40pm bcause he booked th ticket online but we only meet at 2.15pm and ended up reaching at 3 . Had to walk quickly and rush to get th tickets and bought popcorn at 7-11 . Went into th cinema and lucky we didnt miss much ! The show was funny and very informative but th ending was abrupt :/ . Headed to Diaso after that and went fr a brisk walk outside Vivo bfore going to Giant to buy snacks fr a little picnic at Labrodor Park !! Nrarly lost there virgin trip mah ! Heeh ! Walk and walk ard 20 mins ! Nasib sampai but sun dah ser dah !! Drew cute stuff behind out movie ticket fr each other !! Awhhh !! Then we eat our snacks . Played Monopoly deal , Snap and Uno . I won him at MD and Uno ^-^ . Walked back to th mrt station and trained home . A great time spent with him !! Totally good time !! Alhamdulilah !! Shall head to bed now . Have class at 9am tmrw . Monday bluezc ! And driving later at 2.35pm :) selamat malam semua !
I miss my bestfs !! They are th best i could ask fr ! We did have arguement, fight and misunderstanding but they never fail to be there fr me . When i had to fight with her in sec 2 , who was there to encourage me and push me ? When i was injured with bruises and bump bcause of that , who was there to console and comfort me with healing words ? When a group of matrep and minahrep pretend to be close to me and attack me frm th back , who was there to go through with me ? All those running away from them , playing hide and seek to make sure they didnt see us , sending me home to make sure i was safe and who was there when i cried and cried and cried bcause ppl were hunting me outside school ?? It was them ! My bestfs all 4 of them including Fyfy . It was really really really a BAD EXPERIENCE , BAD SEC SCHOOL MEMORIES THAT I CANT FORGET IT UNTIL TODAY !! Every little thing that happened years ago still fresh ! I can still feel it now . The anger and strength you wanted to give but you just cant bcause you are too weak . Haih , bcause of me , they were dragged in too . I love all of them seriously !! I pray that all of us will stay strong and be a better muslim insha'Allah :) Anyway driving today was totally awesome ! I forgot many thing but manage to refresh it bcause i keep notes on it . Drive to Ubi and first did th slope . It was wokay , then did th Parallel parking , wokay not bad didnt hit any kerbs alhamdulilah :) then did th vertical parking . First time pass . Second time at different parking lot , hit right kerb and i manage to did th correction myself . Alhamdulilah !! S course no problem alhamdulilah . But Crank course bila nak keluar jerh selalu hit left kerb . I turn too early ! And he taught me how to do emergency brake . Its when th tester tap th front board and i have to quickly step th brake very hardly then clutch in . Firs time i tried, i step the brake super soft heeh and the sexond time i wasnt prepare terkejut seh terus tekan brake kuat kuat ambik kau teperanjat !! But he said thats better !! Heeh xD Hoem after that ! Insha'Allah with doa and usaha , i can do this ! Bila balik it saddening and really kesian to dgr org Israel nak runtuhkan Masjid dekat Gaza . Ya Allah , kesian sgt tgk keadaan di sana . Hanya doa dan harapan ypt diberikan kepada mereka . Allah sentiasa berada dengan mereka di sana !! Sedekahkan Al Fatihah and surah Al Ikhlas after my prayers . May Allah pritect them and th mosque there . Amin amin ya rabbalalamin !! :)
Saya betul betul dah penat dengan ni semua . Sekarang ni tengah ada perang dingin di antara kawan saya . Dah nak dekat seminggu kita tidak saling bertegur sapa . Saya cuma utk berbubal dgn mereka tetapi mereka memberi kelakuan yg dingin . Tidak mengapa , walaupun saya agak hampa dan cuak , saya harus hadapi ini semua . Saya mahu cepat cepat dapat diploma dan ingin ke universiti dengan izinNya . Semoga Allah berikan saya kekuatan ! Amin :)
Assalamualaikum semua !! Alhamdulilah my wekends have been good and fun one . On sunday i went for deepavali with Carol went to Sharmila house (cca memebers) . We nearly got lost mamzx !! Was a bit akward nono i mean super akward over there bcause we didnt talk much . Bate Nasi Bryani and took photos before we went off ard 4.15pm . Bused to Yishun with Carol . Separated with her at Yishun and off to Ngah hse . She cok Mee Kuah indian style ! Masya'Allah sedap seh :P . Was chilling and reading my novel only to find out that mum talk abt Gula Melaka to her sister (my makciks) . MALU TO TH MAX SEH !!! SHE NEVEE TALK ABT MY GUY FRIEND OR WHOEVER TO THEM EH !! After prayer , we chill until 9 plus and home sweet home . Yesterday i woke up early to bake egg tart . Yummy yummzxx !! Was a bit rushing as i had to accamponied bestf fr job hunting at Vivo . Then meet Irsyad after mahgrib ard 8pm to accampony him to have flu vaccine injection but he cant get due to th sinus he was having !! Then bought maggie and went to void deck to watch School of rock . Seriously funny movie !! Home at 11pm . Heeh xD . Things are being akward with me and my clique . I am just going to be neutral . Tak kisah luh . Want to get my cert and get out of here in 2014 :) ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala ujianMu . Andai takdirku begini , kau berikan aku ketabahan dan keredhaanMu . Amin :)
May Allah be upon you . Alhamdulilah today is th first day of Muharram and the first year fr us the muslim . May Allah accept my prayers and deeds and may He forgive my sins . Amin amin . I want to be a better muslimah and definitely am trying my best in terms of my attitude . Is not easy especially leaving in this kind of environmwnt but insha'Allah , He will help me ! Anyway today class is bored but. Nothing to talk abt . Meet gula melaka after school and i had to go to this tutorial room as he and his clique were doing covers fr Sephia . Hahaha ! Super akward seh !! Then went to compass to get my printer ink sadly all no stock so went down to check at Harvey Norman Hougang Mall . Things went bad between us . But i did try to be strong . Mmm my fault anyway . It has always been my fault . I can never be good to my boyf one !! Huuh ! Share our snackers and bused home . Showered, prayed, and print my noted before practising guitar . No mood to do revision . If tomorw got pop quiz , i cant survive seh !! Wokay i am planing to open a blogshop that sell cakes, cookies and etc ! Not just cupcakes but more than that :) trying to make macarooon tmrw night insha'Allah and egg tart this weekend :)
Assalamualaikum :) i am sleepy right now but i want to wait till ppl upload adam hawa . Really want to watch this epsiode badly . Heeh ! Anyway my rewang was really a fatigue one . Reach Tampines ard 6 and we had to slice onion fr 5-8kg using machine . Mata sampai nangis nangis seh starting !! Then we had to go to shop to get burners . I had no idea where is th nearest shop so we just keep walking and tadaaa alhamdulilah saw Yes mart or somwthing . Get stuff there and i bought ice crram frm this apek basikal ! Mmmm sedap :P . Reach back to th place and help out with th nessasary things . Was super tired aldy but cant sleep first bcause need to prepare amd arrange all th buffet trays and utensils . We cant do all that bcause th jemputan masih tak balik seh . I was really super tired till i feel like wanted to shout at them and ask to go home !! And th worse part was they didnt want to hire us to wash th utensils but they themselves dont have person to wash . Mmm wokay maaf taknak bbal pasal keburukan orang tak baik !! So we arrange and clean up th place abit until 2.31 and i went to sleep and below is th toilet that unlce make for us to bathe bcause ALL OF US HATE TAMPINES TOILET BCAUSE ITS THE PORTABLE ONE !! Tak ada air pula turh ! Aik nak yakyak pun tak boleh ! Woke up at 6.50 am and bathed with Mok together . Awhhh ! Sister luve katakan ;) was lazy to siap and i didnt even wear any powder or did i comb my hair or wear contacts ! Emm ramai org juga seh and i feel time pass so shlow !! But everything went smoothly and home sweet home at 6 plus . Had a quick nap and bathe and etc . Wanted to stay up longer to accompany gula melaka but in th end i show him attitude . Left him hanging and striaght to sleep . What was i thinkjng manzx ?!?! School was alright . Cold whats app to each other and Carol was stress up fr her upcoming 1 yr . Heh ! As usual marketing boring !! I understand th tutorial better than lecture . Suppose to finish at 12.50 bit we finished an hour early !! Accamponied them to eat and went to Hougang Mall to find figurines of OP to give Gula Melaka but they said tak ada !! Wahh stress you knw ! Bcause i know NOTHING abt OP let alonw his fav character . How he look like and etc . Had a super hard timw searhing fr it ! Headed to Watson to get different chocolate . Took 15 mins to decide what chocolate to buy fr th brownies ! Went Phoon Huat and NTUC and home after that ! Was really sleepy but i oush myseld to have my lunch and start my FPP report and Food Safety and Quality tut . Alhamdulilah finish at 7 and after a quick shower and pray, started my brownie . It was easy but had to wait fr mum to come back . I regreted not to go to my grandma house . Lotzx of naice food there and my cousins went there too !! I already plan on how and what to decorate and stick with it . Alhamdulilah ya Rabbi , i turned out well and naixe and delicious !! So gave Gula Melaka ^-^ . Heeh ! Syukran fr today !! Deepavali tomomorrow and i want to finish my lab report and FPP and FP short assignment ^-^ . Keh shall see if Adam Hawa episode 45 dah keluar belum ;)
Assalamualaikum everyone ;) jazakAllah khair =] . Waiting fr Wanee and we going to have rewang at Tampines this weekends . Mmmm anyway yesterday had a great time spent with Gula Melaka ♥ . School before that was nothing much . Afrer school had my egg cheese prata at North Canteen with Carol and Eunice while waiting fr him to finish his prayers at th mosque . Then ard 1.45pm walked and trained to Orchard with Carol . She is watching movie too but at Dhoby . Separated frm her and we reach Cinieleisure around 2.35 and Pitch Perfect is starting in 10 mins time !! And it was like full house only left th front seats so we decided not to take that slot . The next slot was at 5pm so we had a hard time chooosing next cinema . Ended up going Nex to catch th 4.40pm show ^-^ while waiting went to Hougang Mall as Mum ask me to buy somwthing and back to Nex . Just in time to buy popcorn !! Shaw popcorn is naice mamzx !!!! Th show was rrally great and i was mesmorized by their voice (Y) !! Then wanted to eat KFC Bandito sekali dapat tahu tak ada lagi . So we went to Pasir Ris Asli Village to get my banmien . Been craving fr it :P THANK YOU MY LOVE FR THAT !! HE added so many cili padi seh !! Knws me well gytu :D home sweet home after getting our drinkzx :P . Thank you so much syg !! He have always fork out th money wheeneever we go out . I wanted to pay then he dont want and refused to take it . So i sneaked in moolah in his file . Hehe . Shhh !! Balik jerh ard 12 plus need to make brownies ada org order . Mmm sedap seh !! I really really love that brownies . Shall bake it again this ddepavali :P wokay shall go off nw ! Selamat semua ;)
Assalamualaikum ;) above picture was taken during my driving practical just now . Heeh ! I was waiting fr my instructor to set up parallel parking marks at Ubi Carpark . Before driving had one and th only lesson which is my elective , food service management . Had quiz but MESSCI ended up comparing ans to each other ^-^ . Ended class at 10.52am . Since my driving is at 12.40pm and i dont want to go home bcause i will be sleeping and get tired and feel lazy to go driving , hence i had my lunch in school with my dearest Carol !! She is really super shy when bump into her boyf . Alermak same same eh XD . Then BabyGirl called me and i dont knw why it cant get through we had some private discusion and off fr driving !! Steven taught me on parallel parking . He really really teach me sampai keluar kerete tunjukan all th point and marks seh !!! He is gooood ever since he cut his hair !! Heeh xD and he allow me to book my TP . Alhamdulilah ya Allah . Syukran jazeelan ya Rabbi ! Segala kebaikan datang dariMu !! So went i reach home i called th centre only to find out that th earliest slot is jan 17 next yr . Sodih seh !! Had my short nap and went to Hougang Mall alone to buy ingredients to make brownies ! Trying out innovative ways to present it . Got my dress refunded and off to Kovan . And i aldy book my TP (shall not reveal th date here . Will be a surprised keh) . Went home after that and started to prepare fr tmrw pop quiz . Every wed will be a revision night fr food processing and food preservation :X . Tmrw 6 hrs lecture and since i cant pray , and i am dieting , shall think of something to do !! I need to pay fr 6 lesson of driving prac first eh !! I think my dad spend ard 3k aldy just fr driving . Insha'Allah i can pass dgn izinNya and if i pass i shall rent car and driveeeeeeeeee =>
May peace be upon everyone ;) alhamdulilah today i get th oppurtunity to go to this youth event call th last mandi . Its more than mandikan jenazah . I learn a lot from how to mandikan jenazah , soalan soalan yg akan ditanya , kafankan dan mandikan dan solatkan jenazah ibu bapa kita suatu hari nanti . Dan yang penting sekali , event ni ingatkan kita yg mati itu kejutan . Kita tidak tahu bila dan siapa akan pergi dulu tapi yang pasti mati akan berlaku ! Oleh itu , kena sentiasa takut pada azab Allah dan insha'Allah kita dapat kurangkan dosa . I am really doing my best to be a good muslimah . May we die as a muslim ;) amin !! Anyway i went there with Gula Melaka , Wanee and Shidah . Heeh . Being seperated from him and starting jerh dah nangis nangis . They jenazah live seh !! Ya Allah . When th ustaz recites duas , air mata dah meleleh leleh luckily they swtich off th light ;) we were taught on how to mandikan and kafankan jenazah ;) interesting . Jenazah tidak pakai apa apa baju sebab jenazah boleh berpeluh . && ada 3 kain kafan in total untuk balutkan jenazah . then this ustazah gave a talk about how we can make contributions to our parents even after death . Kita boleh puasa dan sedekahkan utk dorang dengan niat pahala kita akan diberikan kepada ibu bapa kita yg telah pergi . Masya'Allah , sunngguh th menarik !!! Then they went fr asr prayers . Me , Wanee and Shidah kebetulan tak boleh solat so we waited and saw Sabrina . Heeh ! Thought she didnt recognize me bcaue we didnt meet before . Continue with this uztaz kelakar sungguh dia !! Taught us how to change slolwy and prepare us fr death . Ya Allah and to end it , we did zhikir and again i cried ! Waited fr Gula melaka and went home together with him and Shidah ;) snap snap first at th platform !! Benifical event fr everyone ;)) i also recorded th talks ;) & ohh yesterday had a study date with Gula Melaka . Had our breakfast at Anchorvale CC and we satisfied our hotcakes craving ;PP . Jokes with each other and start to do our revision/tutorial until 4pm . Wanee lost her wallet few days back and she was really sedih !! Alhamdulilah when gula melaka called th sbs office , her wallet was there so we headed to Punggol Interchange to get her wallet and we went to KFC fr dinner there to try th new rice . Emm is not that naice uh fr me expected more fr a $6 meal ! It was raining quite heavily but luckily got th umbrella ! I was shivering hence wearing 2 hoodies =D. Went to some dewan and finish watching our ombak rindu and contonue watching movie until 9 plus ! Headed home ! Great time spend with him ! Syukran ya Allah for this weekends . Thank You ya Rabb for everything ;)
Assalamualaikum !! Above were some of th photos we took during our guitar session with gula melaka !! & today first lesson was Food processing . I really thought got pop quiz . Lina tan wanted to give pop quiz but wint tell when !! Luckily dont have !! Then had break . Tapau food and eat outside our lecture room . Q6 is mostly fr FS students frm yr 1 to 3 eh xD . & guess what ?!? Iz mum said that gula melaka is good looking . Awhhh bangga seh !! Tgk uh girlf dia siapa :DD . Met Wanee and went to pray zohur . Rushed back fr basic pharm lect . Dr loke gave us clue saying he going to finish early fr our sake . Then we all predicted cfrm got quiz !! So apa lagi tak dgr uh . I recorded th lect and study my food preservation modules !! And tadaa cfrm have !! Discuss ans with Carol . Shhh ! Hd a short lecture on traditional food presevation and finish ard 4 plus . Met Wanee and bused 86 to Rivervale Mall . Meet Gula melaka and th three of us went to buy cats' food . Walked to th carpark and we feed th cat there . There is this cat we name is manja bcause she is really very very manja !!! Asyik mengesel dekat kita 3 . Awhhhh !! Wanee has known manja nearly a year seh . If only mum allows us to keep one ... huuh !! Play with manja and went off ard 6.45pm . 85 to compass while Wanee went home to take guitar . And ohh gula melaka's mum give me some mee siam !! I live mee siam manzx !! Sodap uh !! Terima Kasih deh (Y) . Searching for a spot to practice and we ended up walking to Sculpture Park and sat at a long bench . Was really mesmorized by th way he played th guitar and sing !! He try to sing one in a million by Neyo cute seh seriously !! Suara tak sampai th high note !! The way he playes guitar like wow gytu ! Bery th talented !! Proud to have a boyf like him ^-^ . Wanee came and we had our guitar lesson with him . I really really think its super difficult . Wanee dah shiook dah dia dah tahu . I was stuck at first 2 chords . Actually in th oast i dont want to plah guitar bcause i thought its common . Ilike and want to play piano but eversince i knw gula melaka , he makes me curious and want to knw more abt guitar ;) he was really being patience to teach me !! Terima Kasih syg !! Went to compass at 9pm bought dinnee fr Wanee and him and off we went home . A great time with him today !! That was photos on wednesday . He accamponied me to book driving . Ohh i am going to book my tp next year jan . Most probably th first week of jan bcayse dec this yr fully book seh !! But nevermind at least more time to prepare ;) alhamdulilah ;) then we had our dinner at Qiji and i had my laksa . Mmmmdaaaap ;PP . Home sweet home . Quality time spent with him ♡♡