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Hey , i am back .. Did anyone miss me ? Bcause , myne eyelash keep fallinq . LOL ! Anyway , i do enjoyed qoinq to K.L . A lot of incident happened lerhh . Start off wyth Sat . went c.p fer a whyle before qoinq off . Saw Little Nyonya banner & shit i was not there . I wanna know if dhey are cominq but dhe banner were in Chinese . Off to Chekpoint . Fyi , i lyke to cuci materh pt situ . Dont know whyye . Hoho . In dhe bus , i dont know waqht to do . Just sleeeeeeep , Day dreaminq & listen sonqs . Reached there ard 6.45 . Seriouslie , K.L & Spore is waaaaaaay different . Taxi to hotel . Ferst impression , not dhat bad . But , dhe service urhh , Haiyo . Until myne father become angry . Smpai naqk jumpehr manager taw . Malu dehh . Check in after dhat . Myne other cuzzin were not there . Dhey went shooppinq so left us 2 families . So , we qot no wher to qo . Jst qo to mknnn . Dhen , meet dhe rest at dheir hotel . We qot different floor . So kecoh larhh wehn we met . Mcm taqk pernah jumpehr g2 . Lol . Second dayye start pretty early as dhe rest wanna qo back already . Went fer breakfast & off to swimmmm . So jakun . Mcm taqk pernah swim g2 . Swim fer lyke 2 hr . Dhen went to shoop . We were seaprated from dhem as dhey go off ferst wehn we were swimminq . Dhen we were lyke wher to qo . & we hav no handphone . Mcm manerh naqk contact sehh . Dhen start to used public phone . But dhat public phone , put 50 cents , only 10 second can used . lyke wth sehh . Lol . So , after 1/2 of outtinq dhe coin in , we managed to call dhem . Headed to dhe Place . Dhen went to eat . Also qot probem . myne makcik seat & buy food at different stall wehn she supposed to buy at wher she seated . Dhen , become a probem . Haiyo ... Dhen shop shop , walk walk until 3 . Back to hotel fer dhem to check out . ARd 5 plus , went to Petalinq Street . I swear it is a dangerous place fer ppls lyke me to qo alone . Bcause erhh , at there qot manyy i dont know how to put it kinda ppl . But , it is a gd place to shop . Bought shade & perfume over there . Planned to watch movie at Midvalley but we were separated and cant find dhe other family . We searched fer dhem fer lyke 1.5 hr but to no avail . Last last alyk hotel & otw saw dhem . Dhey actuallie were there , at dhe same spot , but i dont know whyy we cant saw dehm . Hohoho . Eat at dhe same place . Dhe next dayy , again eat breakfast . But dhis tyme , dhe food is not dhat yummy . Check out & put our bags in dhe looby whyle we go & shopp fer dhe last tyme . Finallie , i got a wallet . Yeahh ! Dhen one of myne cuzzin ask me if i wanna marrioed an old but rich man ? I was lauqhinq lyke hell sehh . I would never do dhat . Aahahha . Ard 3 back to hotel & went homed . Journey home was faster dhen journey come . Planned to qo to myne other house but mum dont wann . At spore checkpoint , there was dhis guy , hys hair was funny lurhh . I & sis lauqh out loudlie . I tot he was chinese but dhen =.= , he is malay . Lol . paisehhh . Dhen took cab home . So damn tired dhat after i bathed , i qo straiqht to zzZzZ . So , toadyyer i bouqht skewl uniform . Saw many sec 1 students . Dhen qo & find skewl shoes . Saw Fyfy & Eyka . & now , i am almost doen wyth myne hw . Qot any blanks but at least , i do . Lol . i am not prepared to qo to skewl yeeeet . Haiiiii . How i wish i can fasten myne lyfe . Aniwae , i am off now . Bye .
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HELLOH :DD
Todayye went to Chagi Beach . Been ages since i went there . It's cuzzin dhe cuzzin 's bdae so just hav a simple celebration . Play Badmintonfer a whyle . & went to shop to buy `upan' ( worms ) to pancing . Its myne ferst tyme pancing . Slalu nyerh pancing benderh lain jerh . LOL . Kakak Deane brought it so we were having a hard tyme putting dhe worms at dhe materh kail . & Wehn we were fishinq , there was dhis aunty , perh sibukkk . She say ` jgn pancinq pat sini , nantie kenerh anak makcik . ' wtf sehhh . Tepakseh kyterh tukar tmpt . Dhen got dhis hawt guy , pheeeew , can melt larhh see hym . He was just besyde our pit . Dhe start to BBQ inq whyle we , dhe children plus Deane play monkey doo . Quite fun . Dhen played captain ball . Super gerek lurhh . We also play rugby . Damn tired lurhh . Run lyke waqht . its lyke everyone ard us looks at us . We were lyke pusinq dhe other in order toprevent dhem from winninq . In dhe end , we lose . =.= . Next , we play black & bone . Gerek lurhh . But tired . Play wyth water fer a whyle & actuallie i planned not to swim but dhen i cant resist dhe temptation lurhh . Lol . Ard5.30 , we stopped and eat . Attack deh food lyke PIRAHNAS . Dhen take a quick bath . & i swear dhat dhe toilet is super dirty . Got kotex somemore . Yuckkss !! Me , sempat cuci materh arhh pat sanerh . Best sehhh . Aderh skaters aderh matrep . LOL !! We go home ard 7 as tmrw some of dhem will set off to K.L already . Naik loorrryyyy . We can reached home abt 8 . But dhen , myne uncle drive from Changi to Sims Avenue pass throu Geylang . how far can he go . & we were lyke sqqezing each other . Dhe capacity allow was13 but we sumbat smpai 19 persons . & dhe other ppl stare at us lyke one kind alreay . Hoho . Balyk tros kaki cramp sehh . Lol . But i had a great dayyer todayyer wyth dhem . Dhe dayyer after tmrw will be going K.L . So , yeahh dhats it fer todayyer . I will surf fwendster fer a whyle and offf . Btw , fwendster ppl kekadg mcm mapek urhh . Ask fer fan sign larhh . Dhen dont mute larhh , kalaw taqk naqk delete . Perhh jerhh .
&& some even worse , put dhem ` cute kan ' , `lawa sehh ' ?? wth . palinq teruk skalie , ltk sebesar besar nyerh `i am single but unavalaible ?? . Hoho . Aperh aperh larh erhh . Aniwae , i am off now .


I wish you were there ....







Taqk tauw malu sehh .

Keyhh , i am back . It has been a busy weekend fer me . Fridaayer go JayBee . But before dhat , Thursdayyer nyte , had a looooooooooooong chat wyth Fyfy since its has been ages since we last talked on dhe phone . Frm Fyfy current bf 's probems to her ex to our memories wyth `dhem' & to guys . & i reallie mishh dhat alot . & i gonna find ways to find `hym' . Lol . Fyfy start to tell me dhat her grandma house got sooo many (erhmmerhmm ) . Dhen she told me abt her grandma's neighbour which happen to be a hawt guy . So , we start to exagerrate thinqs . LOL . Btw , me & Fyfy do share one character in common . We lyke havinq dhe feeling of knowinq someone ( i dont know how to explain lerhh ) . Sleep abt 1.30 . Off to jaybeee . Seriouslie , i am bored to death over there , rotting at home , watching teevee . I mean wehn i am in spore i too watch teevee but over there i also watch teevvee . How boring can myne lyfe be ? Me & sis decided to take fresh air outsyde since i dont dare to go out wythout myne parents at there . We started to sing and dance lyke mad women . & dhe Malaysians see us lyke wtf kinda face . Hoho . Alhamdulilah , I can sleeep peacefullie dhat nyte . On saturdayyer go rewang at Yishun . Its was damn boring i shld said . Bcause we simply got nothing to do accept to made dhe fish lerhh . but dhis tyme riund dhe fish doesnt turned out to be a perfect taste . Hmmmm . & Deanne was there too but i just dont dare to tego her as i am not dhose fwendlie type . LOL !! . Sleeeep ard 3 . Woke up at 7 & imeediatelie queue to dhe toilet . As you know , we takes turn to bath and it serve as ferst come ferst serve . So , i am proud dhat on todayyer rewang i am dhe ferst one to bath ! YAY ME . Eat Prata & start wyth our work . Actuallie , i got to be kendarat as dhose fuckers didnt turn out at dhe last minute . wtf sehh . Dhey promised to come but in dhe end one person dotn wanna come and dhe rest follow . Kirekan mcm one for all all for one lerhh erhh ? Myne aunties were quite dissapointed wyth dhem as she actuallie planned to take kendarat yg lain but she took dhem bcause dhey is myne cuzzin's fwend . In dhe end , me & some of myne cuzzins need to be dhe kendarat which i Hate totalie abt dhat job . I was just standing there wyth myne blur face . Ard noon , a WHOLE bunch of mat riders or shld i say mat motors came . Dhey made so much noise wyth dheir bykes . & I was lyke are dhey trying to show off or waqht ?? So , dhen i was busy doing myne job which was super tired . I cant seat . Hmmm . But , at least , got $$$$ . Hehehh . Wehn dhe majlis was abt to end , dhere were dhis old makciks & pakciks were danicng . Its lyke dhey gelek gelek sambil nyanyi Dangdut . Omg man , waqht has happen to dhe world .. Really embarrasing larhh . & i keeep laughing seein dhem dance . I cant imagine if dhose were myne aunties . Lol . Homed ard 6 . &&& Spore lost to Vietnam ??!!! I cant believe dhis sehh . Hoho . So , i will upload some pictures . & i am off to zzzZZZzz .
WTFFF !! Tmrw going Malaysia again !! Hate it . & will be spending a nyte over there . Dhen Sat got rewang somemore . Wth sehh . & i seriouslie , a bit scared to sleeep there tmrw after dhat nyte incident . Dhe dog howing thingy . Sooo Fuc*inq scary seh . & Btw todayye N lvl result has been released . All dhe best to all dhe N lvl takers . I cant imagine if i were to take N lvl next yr . I mean nex yr cut off point to O lvl is muuuuccccccccch more HARDER !! . & i reallie WANT to go to sec 5 . & If i were one of dhe N lvl ppl's i will surelie super Nervous !! Enough abt N lvl . Now , im bored . & I tink i gonna stop here . So , takecareeee ppl !& i wish i could hav a guy fwend bcause i havent have any before . Naqk try jgk . I mean surelie dhe feelinq of havinq a guy fwend is different . But , waqhteve it is , Iam happy wyth Myne gerl fwends nw :)


Helloh :DD
Decided to post for todayyer . Guess waht tyme i woke up ? 1.20pm !!! Baik perh . You see i was too tired as yesterdayyer i sleep ard 3.30am . Bcause i was bz watching teevee . Lol . I dont wanna to wake up actuallie but myne father woke me up . Hoho . On9 , Boring also lerhhh . Not many ppl on9 . Hehoo . Decided to watch ANTM Cycle 10 . I cant imagine if iwere a modal . Its lyke sooooooooo waaaaayy faaaaar impossibleeeeee lurhh . Wyth no confidence & no body , dont even tink of becoming one . But , dhis cycle , Whtney was dhe one wining dese season . She is a bit plump yet she won . Hahahha . Waqhtever craps i sayy . Went to Grandma 's placee . Myne motive to go there was bcause i wanna to take myne chewing gum which i asked myne cuzzin t buy fer me wehn she went to Perth . You see , She was on lyke 11 & she has already go Perth ?? Me is lyke 15 & havent eeven go to Austrailia ??? i cant believe dhis . Pfft . & Fer dhe ferst tyme , i realised dhat i hav a cute grandma . Ahhhaa . I mean , dhe way she speaks , her expression were soooo cute . Tengok larhh saperh cucu dyeq kan . Lol ! & i really lurf her cooking . So sedaaaap :PP . Dhen , myne cuzzin came back from work . She going to Genting in 3 dayyer tyme . So , she lyke ceritekan abt her planinng . So funny . Otw home there was dhis grp of malay guys playing soccer at dhe basketball court . Wth . Lol . So , i took dhe chance to cuci materh lorhh . LOL ! I am not gatal okeyhh . Its just natural fer a lady to do dhat . :DDD . So , im off now .

Thankiew fer giving me dhe memories even though it was short .
Bored Bored Bored todayyer . Woke up ard 12.20 as yesterdayyer watch Manu DRAW wyth Tottehum ( i dont know how to spell ) . =.= . Baik perh . Liverpool draw & Arsenal pn draw jgk . Pfft . Hope dhat CHELSEA will win tonyte ehrh . On9 ard 1.00 . Boring , no one on9 lerhh . Dhen , Tadahhh ! . You chatt wyth me ( shall know who ) . Have a goood not dhat looong chat . Never did i expected you to chat wyth me . Afterall dhis incident . Hmmm . & Nw , we are fwends .. Dhen chat wyth Deane . Nw i conclude dhat you took me fer fun boy . Hmmm , I dont even know waqht shld i feel exactly . Hai ... Mummy ask to go Hougang Mall to buy somethinq . Haiyoo , so troublesome lerhh . Homed ard 8 & now waiting fer Chelsea match . Chaosss .

Dhe truth from you was sucks to know . I shall stay strong & pretends dhat we never even meet before . & Its really hard fer me to mend dhis broken heart . Im really shattered wehn guys keeep playing me . & Its really bad . It takes tyme to heal . Seriouslie , i am speechleess .
HAPPIE 13th BDAE NUR KHAIRIAH BINTI KHAIRIL ANWAR ! ( lol )

Its been awhyle since i last update . To prevent dhis bloq from dead , i shall update . Wednesdayyer go & buy skewl books . & i wear myne skewl uniform . Bcause , i could still rememberlast yr , i got scolded by HER , bcause i neva wear skewl uniform . To myne surprised , I saw many skewl's students didnt wear skewl uniform . Instead , dhey wore home clothes . Wth seh . Went c.p wearing uniform suck . Ppl keep staring at myne uniform . Hoho . Thursdayyer , went Jaybee as Father needs to pay dhe Malaysia house . Ate at dhe portugeiese restaurant there . Fridayyer , at home all dhe way . & it superhh suck wehn myne hp screen spoilt . I cant message or call ppl . Wehn myne hp can used , no one wants to msg or call me but wehn myne hp cant be used anymore , a few guys wanna exchange number . LOL . hai . Anyway , must wait to get a new one . So , ppl who hav myne number , do not msg me , but you can call me . Hehhe . So , dhats all fer dhis week . & btw , i styll havent done myne hw sehh . Gosh , holidayyer will be gone in few weeks tyme . How short can it be ??
SELAMAT HARIE RAYERH AHJIE TO ALL MUSLIMS !!

Keyhh , yesterdayye , helped mum cook . Not onlye dhat , i baked some brownies too . Ahha . But dhe brownie turns out to be a chocolate cake ?? lol . Aniwae it is a good try lahr . Todayye woke up ard 8 , to help mum made sweet & sour fish . Hehhee . Sleep back after dhat . Whyle sleeping , myne makciks came . LOL . was pretty rushin lerh . Dhen ard 1 went to grandma 's house . As myne father was on dhe afternoon shift , We were rushing . He did not even have dhe tyme to eat at there . Hoho . Whyle waiting fer dhe one hour fer dhe rest to come , I told myne mum abt dhiz cuzzin . He is from Northlight . So , we talked abt hys family . Dhen , after dhey came , talked abt dhe K.L trip . To comfirm it once again lurh . Just gossip wyth cuzzins abt some pplsss . & dhen have a so call ` fyte' wyth myne cuzzin . Not a real fyte but just g2 g2 jek . Have some fun todayye . Homed ard 9 . So , im now a bit tired . Im off now .

i do missh you . & i hope one day , we will meet & you could give me dhe answer .

Credits to Eyka .


Eyka , Khairiah , Eeqahh & Fyfy .

History's students ,

LOL


Sorrie Eyka !

myne twins luhr .

Ladies lurhh .

Dhat food was awesome .


Heyoo . Todayye attended Mr Lee Hang Hwa wedding at Serangoon Church . Wake up ard 9 . I can sayy dhat i have a bad hair dayye todayye . & myne eyeliner smudge . Hoho . Planned to meet Khairiah , Fyfy & Eyka ard 1015 , but ended up 10.40 . LOL ! season already . & I know myne DODOLS missh me sooo much . Hehhe . So , trained to Seranggon wyth Asyraf , Imran , Bryce , Gabriel & Khairul 3G . We were lyke strangers wyth dhem . Walked there . Its myne ferst tyme attending Church Wedding so a bit Jakun . ahha . I saw many students wearing dress wyth heels . Its lyke going prom nyte lykde dhat . Heehee . Students seat at dhe other syde . Listen to waqht dhe church ppl said . Blahh blahh blahh . We talked abt some teacher & laugeh lyke nobody bussiness insyde dhe church wehn dhe church ppl was talking . LOL ! its rude i know . & btw Mr Lee SING ???!! . O_O . No comment . watch dheir videos . So sweet seh . Dhey exchange ring & vow . Ms Ang was shy went Mr Lee kissed her . hehhee . Abt 1 , ate our lunch . Planned to eat at Jalan Kayu hence we decided to eat just dhe Tart Fruit . But dhen we took many foods to alas our perut . In dhe end , we were sooo full even though we did not take any noodles . Had a chance to take picture wyth dhem but dhe picture is not wyth me . After dhat , we perasan perasan lahr aperh lagyk . Fyfy's sister is dhe photographer . Walked back to mrt Station . . Dhis grp of guys , was lyke behind us . Dhen Fyfy said ` erh , i dont know dhat insyde here got bird whistling ' & i was lyke `huhh ? waqht bird ? got bird ? ' . Little did i realised dhat dhe bird Fyfy refering to was dhe guys behind us . LOL ! How slow can i be ? whyle waiting , we actually wait at dhe wrong syde . Becoz of wanting to take picture of our reflection so much , we waited at dhe wrong syde . Heehhee . Bluhr uhr . Trained to Compaass . Fyfy went home as her skirt hav some dirty stain or waqht i dont know . So , dhe three of us , seat at dhe Starbuck . Khairiah bought drinks & i bought some puff to eat . Talked abt classmates , jobs &others . Went home after dhat . So , i do enjoyed dhe outing . :)
I m sooo fuxkinq broke now . i can be declare as BANKRUPT !! Its lyke i got onlye fer dollars left . & i have qot sooo many thinq to buy . Hmmm , as fer todayye , i gain $10 as myne makcik gyve it to me . Dhey come myne house to plann abt dhe K.L trip . Searchinq fer Hotels & fixinq dhe date . So , it is comfirmed dhat i will be qoinq on 27 Dec to 29 dec . Dhen myne cuzzins and i are sooo excited abt dhis coming rewang . Hopefully , Its fun & eqah harap dyeq aderh lahr . waqhteva am i tinkinq erh . Hai , skewl openinq is nearinq which mean N lvl are cominq which mean i need to start to study & i am not ready to study which mean i need to start to PANIC !! Just start to do myne hw . i start off wyth myne maths , malay & Bio . All was half way done . Hmmm , i must fully prepared fer nex year . Aniwae , i need to go to bed now as i got ngaji tmrw . So , im offf .

I could still remembered dhe sweet promises you said to me . Its was styll fresh in myne mind . Every word you said , i could styll remembered clearlie . I could do nothing but mesmerise by dhat promises .
Hey , todayye was a shooping dayye fer me ! LOL ! Ferst , planned to meet Dodols to check our Sec 4 class fer nex yr . But since i need to go home early as i need to accompany Sis to go to her skewl to buy her books , so ask dhem to check . I wear skewl unifrom already but dhenn change back . Hoho . This is myne third tyme going SSS . Myne comment abt dhat skewl is ` =.= ' . Same as CVSS . The environment all dhat . Hohoho . Otw back , Cuzzin call ask if wanna go Peninsula . Since there was nothing much to do at home , Me & Sis decided to follow dhem . was in a rush as we need to catch dhe same train . run lyke mad women . trained to City Hall . go ard there and search fer cuzzin's skinnies . It's lyke we were going dhe same place again & again . So , me as usual bought skinnies , pink one & a hoodie , gold one & a three quater pants . Heehehe . Shopping gylerh . Bring $80 , finish in 1 dayye . OMG , i soo nee to be thritfy . Bought fer mine cuzzin a hooide too as her bdae presenttt . Lol . Dhen Aunt ask us if we wanna join dhem eat at Arnold . So , we say Yeash . Search Hockey's stick fer cuzzin . Dhen ard 4 , go Alas Perut . Saw Myne cuzzin dhe boyfwend punyerh twins . LOL ! nw , im afraid of having a twins bf . LOL ! but , i wanna try ahr . Hehhee . After dhat , bused to City Plaza & wait fer other cuzzin at there . She look lyke a carrer women seh . wyth her appearence & job , wow ! I hope one dayye i could be lyke her . :)) . Insyallah . Straight to Arnold . As usual , it was packed wyth ppl . Its lyke i just at there last mnth . Seated at dhe same place & same table . LOL ! Ate Chicken luhr . I am getting fatter & fatter each dayye . LOL ! Went homed after dhat . Was a fun dayye afterall . Im soooo broke now . I still need to buy something . Hmmm . will tink of a way to get some $$$$ . Somemore , i need to buy shirts to go K.L . haiyoooyoo . So , will end here .

& i still dream of you , boy .