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Eeyloo , i am tired now but i choose to bloq . HAPPYE 16TH BDAE FARHANAH !! May Allah bless you & sorry for qoinq to your chalet a whyle only .. Today , plan to meet Ahpit but then taqk jady so me & sis went Kovan to eat . Meet Umairah & off to Tampines . In the bus , saw this guy who shirt has dandruff & i told sis & Umai .. Andand , he heard what i said . LOL . omq !! Hoho . At there , find maths assesement book which most of it was an O lvl book . pfft . Then , walk ard and headed back to C.P .. Sent sis off and wait for Eyka & Fyfy at Starbuck . They are Super late .. So , whyle waitinq , we snap snap first .. Ard 3.30 , off to PasirRis .. I think we were the first of Farhanah's friends who reach there . We walk at PasirRis Park and try to snapshot a jump but failed . Ate & i need to rush home as i am goin Johor . SO , i am off now .
Superdupertired today . P.E as usual run ard the school 2 times & spent the other 1/2 hour sittinq down & talking to Khairiah . I dont enjoy P.E that much this year . No class games .. Hoho . His , wath video on this malay girl whol pregnant at the age of 17 .. How young can she be ? Dont be lyke her luqhh .. English , did cloze passage test .. Reccess , the queue was too long so decided not to eat . Malay , watch UPIN & IPIN .. Andand , the are superb cute .. With one brother got 1 little hair jst to differentiate which is younger or older . If only i have that kind of brothers , wuhooo , my life would be peaceful . After school , went C.P to eat lunch at the librarry . Me eating Tuna Sandwish . Yummy ! Me , Umairah , Khairiah & Farhanah were dragging ourselves to go netball . If its not for cca points eyh , i would never want to go . & here we go , they showing us pathtetic faces .. & met new fwends , Fadilah the name . Ayte , cool uyh , she and us same .. go netball because of Mdm Ellyna ask . First part was suckie . Endkinendinq , had a little fun .. Then , seat at the bustop for 1 hr to talk about tmrw & stuff .. So , i am off now . bye




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I have been busy for this past few days .. Mon had Bio & Chem ST .. Quite managable .. Lol .. Today , english was the first lesson .Nothing much to said .. Bio , free and easy . I dont quite understand the topic on Human reproductive system .. Chem , St paper got back . For the first time in history , i pass my Chem ST .. LOL .. got 14/20 .. Need to work hard .. Reccess , ate fish burger .. The fish taste soo wierd .. Andand , there was this gerl , attitude sehh .. We were like seating next to her in a round table , we took a glanced at her , but then she show her attitude by going away from the table & throw the plate (when there are food in it ) loudly .. Alamak , somemore , she is only in sec 3 .. Hoho .. After reccess , had maths test .. I really hope i pass this test because i m not confident in this chapter .. SS , did some activities .. Malay , went to Mdm Maimunah clas s. Its been ages sine i went to that class . AFter skewl , went to c.p & home straight . Tuition after that ..
Hey , today was super tired yet fun day for me . Had the Mission explorer thingy .. Met my team at C.P & Anas was super late . Hoho .. Start of the race , semuerh semangat seh . All was running to go to their next pitstop . For my group , we were supoosed to go to Mountain bicycle at Tampines . I was lyke owhh my good !! Took bus . I think the 27 bus driver made a good money for today as many of the competitors took bus .. We were the first to reached there & we get to ride the bicycle first .. & Thanks Sofian for tumpainq me . LOL ! He bwk qerek luqh !! Lajuu plakk tuyh . Next went to Tampines Swimminq Complex to do some swimmg . Guess what , we took cab to got there padahal its near . Its obvious that we are lazy to walk . =.= . We take turn to pay the fares . Reached there , had to siwm to get the next clue .. I was struggling ... Next stop was Pasir ris Park .. We wasted about $5.80 + walking , we went to the wrong way . Lol .. The ppl there also never specific to us which part of PasirRis Park .. As we all know , PasirRis Park is BIG ! We walk for like 20 minutes , searching for the places . Luckily we saw some group who manage to give us dierection . Went to carpark C and had shooting over there . & Sofian , taqkyah banqqe luyh eyhh . He shoot 8 out of ten shoot . Me only 1 & it was a lucky one . Then we went to meridian JC . Wah , its my first tyme going in to JC & its quite big sehh . Perhpas thats going to be my future school ? Insyallah , who knows .. Hoho . Nex , we went to Bedok resovoir for dragon boat . Quite fun as it was my first time doing that .. Last station was at Hougang Stadium , need to walk thourgh something in the fastest speed . & Sofian go and ppush me until i fall down .. I sure will revenqe .. Otw back , we took bus sbb dayh taqkderh duit . . I can say that we took taxi for all the pitstop .. In one of the taxi , Sofian semanqat want to join Satu Famili .. Lol . Reach the destination at ard 1.15 . So , we decided to eat as as had plenty of tyme left . & To Farhanah , thanks for treating us . wink * . Although we did not win , i sure enjoyed the race !
Thats all i have to say . Gtg and study for ST tmrw .
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Elloh , Elloh , Elloh !! Today was jst a normal day .. Assembly , keneqh caught for not bringing story books by Mdm Nora . Hoho . Paiseh luyh , only me stand up . Hohoo .. P.e , did some running & physical thing .. History , test result was out . 18/24 , okeyhh luqh , try harder ayte ! Nex wed will be havin SS test & i am sooo dont understand about that Globalization topic .. So going to be dead . English , Mrs chong communicate with us using board . No comment . Reccess , i ate rice & aqain need to eat rushingly . Last was Malay . Super Fun luqh as we played so call Snap , Heart Attack game wyth the malay gerls .. & im so sorry Amirah for hitting you so hard .. Hoho .. AFter school , went to Gym & seat at Mac . Talks about our future .. So afraid of what going to happen to us in the next 3 years ... I am hoping to go for sec 5 nex yr , its not jst hoping its a must to go sec 5 . Hoho .. Homed at 5 & went to nqajie after that . Alamak , i scared seh this Sunday .. Pleash gyve me moral support or motivation because i really need one ..

Boy , you promised this & dhat .. Its seems so hard to believe or trust you after what has happened .. He too said exactly the same thing to me before but in the end , what do i get , broken heart ?? I do not want history to be repeated again . I am sorry if whateva you say i dont believe .. Its from the past that i learnt not to trust someone to quickly .. You seems to be real but i dont know if you are .. I dont ask you to proof but if you want , do proof to be dhat you re one in a million :)

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Yo , babes ... Today , is Thursday.. Its seems quite fast sehh .. So , today spent the whole History & Ct time period decorating our tables . Chem , jst doing revision .. English , was talking to Chow Heng when suddenly Mrs Chong stopped teaching us . I thought what sehh , skalie , she was dissapointed that no one listend to what she said . Hoho . I mean its like everybody was quiet but not listening to her , busy doing other thingy including ME ! LOL . Reccess , ate Bee hoon .. Sedap luyhh ! Maths , do the same thing ... Bio , Revision for ST .. This part of my life is called being pissed of by my classmates . Seriously , now eyh , i feel digusted with some of my classmates attitude .. Hoho .. Cnt elaborate on it much .. Malay , did some work & after school , off to C.P .. Bought something for Eyka as she was sick .. Went to visit her .. Watch Anak Metropolitan II .. We made many comment about teenagers nowadays ... With all those actions in the drama , we compared it with reality . Hoho .. Then had some talks with Dodols .. Homed ard 5.15 .. Watch Rainbow Connection . I know its repeated show but i enjoyed it ! Went nqaji and now chatting wyth dhat guy .. That guy eyh , i ve got no comment sehh .. He tole me that he dont smoke & dont drink ?? How can i believe hym ? LOL .. Guys nowadays uyh , superb hard to believe what they say .. Hoho ..Shall see what happen next ..
I am freakinq tired today .. Assembly , went to library . && i have no friends i shall highlight the word NO friends in the Talent Academy . Hoo . sad sia .. I quite enjoy the activities that was prepared for us but if i have no friends , hoho .. i dont see any fun .. Hai .. English , Mrs Chong come at last . Did some situational Writing . Bio , everyone in the class start to pay attention when it comes to the topic of reproduction in human ... Hoho .. Chem , test paper back . 12/20 .. Okeyhh , good start for me ! Reccess , Ate rice . So rushing luqh .. Maths was super sleepy .. SS , did N lvl thingy & Malay , had test .. After school , homed straight because got tuition .. i m soo tired now ..

I was so shocked upon receiving the news ..
Hellohh , Hellohh , Helloh :DD I am sorry for not updating this blog ysterday . Yesterday was a busy day for me because of tuition & FnN .. Today , english was fun . Had a relief teacher . Only mw , Khairiah & Cosmas know what happen . LOL . Maths waas confused .. I dont quite understand the topic on travel graphs . & nex wed going to have test on that chapter . I am soo going to fail if i did not study super hard . Malay , did some compo .. reccess , was super hungry . Plan to eat rice but then to many ppl so last last ate Baked Rice . FNN , 45 mins gone because Mrs Ang was talking to the girls about some private stuff . No comment abt that talk . Continue with our research for lik 2 hour .. Spent another 15 mins to loq in friendster . Lol . After school , home straight .. walk walk after that with Sis .. Did hw and now chatting with this guy whom i jst know .. Pathetic leyh .. Hoho . In less than a week , the so call amazing race is going to be held . & i am super nervous , excited & afraid at the sam time . Hoho .

Hidup Yang Berduri - Is1619 & Shahrin








credist to the Art & Dnt students of dodols , LOL !
Sorry for not posting yesterday , too tired until i sleeep at 9 .30 pm .. Had super much fun with Dodols yesterday . This valentine celebration is MUCH MORE FUN than last year .. School , we missed P.E because of total defence day . History , reveal our angel and mortal thingy .. English did some situational writing & i am getting bored of english .. Reccess , we exchange gift .. So sweets of them luyhh . Thank aniwae .. Malay , had some fire drill exercise so did nothing for the remaining 5 mins . After school , off to R.P & bought ingrediants ..Then to Farhanah 's house .. We were imagining what if we were to live together in 8 years time . LOL . Comfirm kecoh ! Start the cooking .. && When the dodols were to cook together , kecoh is what we get . LOL ! Me , Khairiah 7 Farhanah cooked Lasagna while the other cookked cupcakes .. We took almost 2 hours to finish the cooking .. with all those laughter .. Eating time .. we were super hugry & eat the lasagna until finish .. Then , we hd a confession game , commenting on each one good and bad side of character .. & i accept what they comment it . I will slowly forget hym & try not to be fake . Hoho .. Aniwae , really had an enjoyable Friday yesterday !

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Okeyhh , today lessons were as per normal .. Englias , did some cloze passage & phrase book . Bio , spent the other hald an hour watching Just For Laugh . Funny luyhh . Chem , Mr Teng has been comparing 3c and 4c .. Not only hym , Mdm Ellina too . Haiyoo . Its two different class luqhh . I too can see the different .. Reccess , i am craving for Baked Rice in school . LOL . ,aths , move on to the new topic which i hate the most , speed time & distance on graph .. Hoho . SS , Mr Lee teach us skills to answer SEQ .. Malay , did wkbk . AFter school , went to Library C.p to find recipes . But its not for FNN , its for valentine .. Find some cupcakes & pasta .. Went to Cold Storage to check the ingredients .. I really hope that this friday will be a good & successful one because i dont get to celebrate valentine day with Dodols last year because of some Lame reasons .. Otw back , saw that boy .. Hoho . Paisehh .. I dont know if my face turn red or not . Lol ... Home to sleeeep .. Jst finish studying Chem .. Now , chatting wyth a guy who is trying to tell me about her gf probem . Hoho .. I think he has got a motive in telling me all that . He told me he got a gf whereas we are not even close . Only know hym last last nyte . Hai , try harder if you want to lie , because my teacher has taught us on reliability and motive of someone saying something .. LOL ! ( whatever Mr Lee taught me in class , i use it in my lyfe .. )
HOHOHO !! Today had a normal day in school . Morning , had house meeting . Nothing interesting .. English did cloze passaqe . Maths , did the same thing . Malay , did listening comprehension .. Reccess , accompany Dodols eat . Hoho .. FNN , had test .. No comment about that test .. I am a bit confised on the development . I really want to score for FNN sehh .. Hoho . For the last 1/2 hour , i log in friendster .. Sonqqin , Imran and Rueben see other people profile and coment about them . Hoho . After school , for the first time in history , we never went to C.p . We went home straight . Bweak record luyhh . Meet Sister at Hougang Mall . Walk around and saw her friend .. was surprised to know that her boy fiee is in Poly . Hoho .. Mcm naqk q2 . lol !! Homed & sleeep .. Breakfast after that . Was trying to do my Fnn edit but then my microsoft word got problem .. Make my blood go up luyhh .. Now , i need to go to one of my friends house to do fnn . How pathetic can it be ?? Haiyooyoyo ...

Alanqkah indahnya jika seseoranq memberiku satu puisi yq diciptanya sendiri , khas untukku ..
Lol ..
Eeqah mcm dayh into puisi luqhh sehh .



Duka Dalam Rindu - HafizCiplak



Owhh , that Khairiah

Wehn i am in the toilet .

Dodols .

Fyfy , sorry , qmbr nie taqk sukeqh kaw !
Helloh :DDDDDDD ... Today , Cvss students are allowed to go home at 11.30 . Lol !! Thanks to our seniors for doing well in their O lvl .. Had Maths ST today .. Leave 2 questions that worth 8 marks , blank ... My Target for this St is to score at least a pass .. If not , =.= . Reccess , No foods or dirnks for me as i am fasting . LOL .. English , practice some Cloze Passage .. & last lesson for today is SS . Mr Lee did LCE with us .. Nothing much .. After school , accompany Dodols to c.p to change clothes . They are going to Anrold . Hoho . Enjoyed ! Accompany Khairiah to change her atm card .. & home after that .. Tuition will be in 3 hours time .. Hoho .. Hmm . Planinng to go out with Deane but she said she only free on Friday , but i got a date with Dodols on Friday so , let see my available sheclude . Lol ..

Sorry , because eyh because i dont want to be your valentine patner . Hoho ..
& to you , I cannot accept guys who is 4 years younger than me . Its like o_o ...

Duka dalam Rindu
Malam ini ku sendiri lagi
Seperti malam-malam yang biasa
Hanya bulan yang setia menanti
Pagi yang bakal menjelma
Mengapa kau dustai cinta yang murni
Sedangkan kau tahu cinta ku suci
Kau robekkan jiwa akhirnya
Tanpa peduli ku terluka
Bukan kemahuanku
Bukan kehendakku
Atas kegagalan cinta ini
Ku turuti jua atas kehendakkmu
Walaupun ku sedar pahitnya bagiku
Aku redha apa yg berlaku
Berbahagialah oh sayangku
Kelukaanku ini usahlah kau peduli
Biar ku berduka di dalam
Tangisan rindu
Solo
Bukan kemahuanku
Bukan kehendakku
Atas kegagalan cinta ini
Ku turuti jua atas kehendakkmu
Walaupun ku sedar pahitnya bagiku
Aku redha apa yg berlaku
Berbahagialah oh sayangku
Kelukaanku ini usahlah kau peduli
Biar ku berduka di dalam
Tangisan rindu


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Alamak , dhis sonq can make me cry luqh .. Hoho . Sedyhh .
SORRY for the un updated blog .. Well , have been bz this few days as test are coming . Maths ST on mon , FnN test on tues & Chem test on thurs How stress can i be ?? Let me tell what happen on Friday .. P.e , did some physical excersise .. His , had test . Okeyhh , but the SBQ is rubbish .... Hoping for a pass only . =.= . English , neeed to complete draft 2 . Reccess , ate nothing because i need must to save money . Malay , did some drawing . & I am super bad at drawing i can say . HOHO . After school , discuss the final thingy about the race & i am off to see my sister . Went c.p . Decided to eat at KFC but after keneqh kacau dgn bdk ITE , planned to jst eat at Banquet . Saw the Ite guys again & we tried to run away form them ... =.= .. Had a called form cousin , saying that Kiki has lost .. Haiiiiii ... So , went to her place and luckily everything was fine .. Lepak at there for a while and homed ard 6 ... Wen ngajie after that . At 10 , Umairah wanted to call me so we talked on the phone until 1.46 ... Hoo .. Thats it for the day ..

& pleashh pleashh , i hate it when guys ask me out only knowing each other like a few days .... What excuse shall i give it to them ???? Arghh ..
Hohoho . Today nothing special . Assembly , =.= . English , did summary . & Grace offered me sweets . How can i not accept that ? Its rude you know . LOL !! Bio , start on new topic about reproduction in plants . Quite understandable . Chem , went to lab . & Mr Tang scold us for the first time in sec 4 c history . Hoho . Reccess , ate rice . Maths , did test . SS , globalization again .. & Malay , workbook . Hafiz is super bad . He know that my face easily turn red yet he continue to proase me . Hoho . Went to see Ms Simon .. C.P after that to print some pictures for my table decorations . Walk a while and home . Sleeeeeeeep & revise my Sec 3 maths . Taught my sister her maths hw . Now , i knw how it feel to be a tutor . Hoho . Must have a lot of patience . I am off now . Choas .

I m not interested in guy younger then me luqh . Hoho .
Nothing new for today . Went to school , blahh blahh blahh . . . English did Comprehension . Maths , its like everyone sabo me . Why uqh ppl like to sabo me ? Hoho . bad sia . Malay , read books . I did my hw but teacher never collect . So sad . Reccess , ate Bake Rice . FNN , my T.A , Priorities & Overall workplan , lost !! Ms Simon lost it . & I need to reprint it back . Haiyooyoyo . . . Went to C.P to buy table decoration & home after that ... I guess i will stop here .


:DDD . . . Today school as per normal . Assembly , kind of interesting , about creativity . Nothing much to elaborate on each subject . Mr Tang asked us if we were interested to go Bintan for CIP owrk . Who doesnt ?? I mean , its like at last , out of singapore . Hoho . For CIP & at the same time , enjoying . Baik peqh . After school , went to Bugis . Walk & walk & walk but nothing to buy at last Umairah bought the most . Ate at Kopitian there . About 5 back to Sengkang . Homed , mom said need to attend the wedding . Imagine a wedding is on Monday ??!! . Wthh . Off to Tampines . The food was =.= . Hehehe . Homed ard 9 . Doing Malay homework now . SO , Chaos ..


I really miss
being missed by someone ,
being love by someone ,
being cared by someone .
I miss
all those words too .
& i just miss all that ..

Sometimes , i just feel to go in a r/s but after think twice , perhaps , i m not ready yet .