The past

Assalamualaikum ;) alhamdulilah ramadhan kali ini kita berjumpa lagi. How to say eh.. things have not been great.. still enduring .. Allah nak uji keluarga saya dalam bulan puasa ni. Shall not mengeluh ..
Had tuition with ravin at 3-4.30pm. And then rush to teach syahidah frm 5-6.30pm . Lepas tu si mummy ask me to buy hl so have to walk cepat cepat buy. Met Sofie to pass her maths paper back and reach home at 7.07pm. But nasib tak puasa so no rushing :)
Sooo first day of iftar mummy cook nasi tomato with daging kicap, ayam goreng kari and udang tomato. Yummy yum semua sedap !! Second day mummy cook mee to the soto. Emm okay okau uh tak mkn sgt but still :) okay got to go !!!
Syukran ya Allah, the operation went smoothly and nenek dah selamat !! Her left hips has to be insert a needle or so .
Been going to the hospital to and fro. And ramadhan is nearing . Hopefully my family is strong to overcome all these. And especially to my nenek to be very strong to endure the pain ! Semua jadi dah tertulis ..
Nenek can be discharged on saturday. And the OT there taught her how to exercise . Funny guy he is ;) and for sure he is very strong though with a small built body !
As of now, reading the book semanis gula ... had to gige my knitting a pause.. baking tngu ramadhan je. And continue my story. Have a hard time nak continue the story manzx !! Okay wasalam ;)
Alhamdulilah nenek has alreadg been warded and got her bed. Me, Kiki and Wane cabbed straight to KTPH while my dad took the ambulans. Waiting time fr her to get a bed is 24hrs !! Ya Allah ... lambat sehh !! Since dad has to go for work, the three of us accamponied nenek till she get a bed. And since nenek was sleeping after eating her medicine, we coudlnt do anything else there. And i had a major headache. A bad one !!! Headed to North point . Oppz did i say that i went there by cab !! Heeh . Malas tahao maximum but yeash was too lazy to go to the bustop due to my headache. Nak cab $3.20 . Alight $3.40 . Hahahaja nasib nasib ;P
Wanted to visiti Azim at Seoul garden but today was his off day so i ajak the two girls to eat swensen ice cream . Mcm mengidam nak mkn gytu. Somore ada lunch discount so lagi murah !! 2 ice cream fr 10.80 !!! We ordered fries and save duit beli minta ice water je. Total bill is less than $20 !!! Sedaaaap !! :D then went to library to borrow novel and my head hurts like serously !! Received a text saying that nenek will be getting her bed soon . Cepat pula but alhamdulilah !!
Reach there waited for nenek and everythingw ent smoothly. Met the doctor as he told us that nenek has to go fr operation. Alahai sodihnya.. her face was sooo sedih !!! Tak nak peegi sbb takut. Talked to her and she was still considering though. Ard 6 pls angah came and few mins later mak oteh came . Fed nenek and we left ard 7.30pm .
Ohh and we went to jalan kayu fr dinner. Yummy yumm mkn naan with tandori ;) reached home ard 8 plus. And me and Wanee were super duper shagged . Wanee tak sempat mandi terus gedabak tidur !! I managed to take a quick shower as my badan dah melekit. Sengal sengal !! Terus take a nap sampai ard 10pm baru tersadar. Planned nak talk to my mum but i continue to sleep until like tmrw. Thats how tired i am !! ~
Cant sleep well . Nenek has been mengerang in pain. And she agreed to go hospital tmrw !! Hope everything is fine and she has no broken arm or legs. Me and Wanee had to carry her slowly to change her pampers , had to lap her badan and feed her. Ya Allah sebak hati tgk dia macam gini.. may Allah ease her pain ...
Honestly, taking care of her taught me patience. Sometimes she will yelled at me saying how slow i changed her pampers, she will naik angin if i didnt attend to her on time, she will be cranky most of the time bcause of her pain... whenever she peep or poop, has to clean and change a new pampers and kain. It need strength, mentally and pysically. Admit that it can be tiring but frm there , the patience came. The angee inside learn to subside with istigfhar. And i believe everything happens fr a reason. Either a blessing or a lesson ;) only Allah knws the best :D
Bismillahirohmanirahim . Alhamdulilah maljis kenduri arwah yang diadakan di johor berjalan dengan selamat. Emm but kinda bad when we reached there on thurs afternoon, nenek tripped and twisted her leg then fell at the dapur ;(( ya Allah my whole family were soo shocked !!!!! She cant move after that not even sit. Hence she wanted to rest pn that same spot . So we bentangkan tilam nd pillow so that she can baring. We actually tgh nak ready fr makan when she fall semua terus tak selera nak mkn. Ya Allah, i was in tears when she told us to forgive her.... then she wanted to go into her room so the four of us had to carry her frm kitchen to her room . Nasib bilik dia first storey seh !! Planned to go tesco had to cancel bcause me nd Wanee have to take care of our nenek.
On friday, Kiki and Mak oteh came . They and my parents went tesco to buy the important things fr kenduri while me and sister stay home. Luckily i brought my knitting. Yeahh im into knitting now... kinda still in the beginner . Managed to learn the stitches . Mow learning prul stitch. They reach home at 3pm ? Wahh so late eh had our late lunch and Nenek condition worsen. She cant even bangun manzx. Ya Allah !!
The day of the kenduri me and Kiki help mum while mak oteh kemas the house . Wanee and papa took care of nenek. She was cranky and cepat marah. Soo really have to sabar. Kenduri was after asar and alhamdulilah ramai juga org dtg ;) when tengah doa , i did cried a little .. teringatkan arwah Khairil.. Ya Allah, now i see Your blessing.. perhaps you know that im not strong enough to overcome his dead if i were to be with him and thats why You separated us... at first, i was really really devastated with the separation. The one that i sayang, left me ... but now , i knw its for my own goood ! I knw Hirah went through greater pain... hope arwah is with org org yg beriman. He is really a naice guys !! Glad that Allah pertemukan kita. Still remember how we first met ... me wanting to collect o level notes frm him then we met fr awhile at the bustop before expressway.. that was the first meetup ever with him... okay i shld stop talking abt him before i started to cry again..
After bacaan tahlil finished, we served the kumpulan with nasi ambeng.. alhamdulilah ! Mum made this almost all by herself . Me and Kiki jst help to prepare the daun pisang and fried the tempeh ;) heeh ! Abg Hairul and family came at night. Wahhh been so long since we meet !! My family and his family are soooo closed !! Selalu dulu if we come jaybee hse, his family would visit us ;) their anak dah besar and super hyper . His wife sells kek lapis serawak !! Wahhh i tell you i wanna learn that man but i only manage to try and make the basic one.. yang normal lapis ... huuh !! Ordered a few lapis serawak frm her fr raya. Yay !!!
At night, nenek's arm worsen. Ada huge blue back mark sehh !! Semua dah panic gila . My airmata dah meleleh leleh seh. Cant bear to see the pain she has to hold and endure ... wanted to bring to malaysia hospitak but fah malam. So decided to bring her to KTPh asap once we reach spore the next day !! All of use sleep at the first storey so that we took turn to take care of her and i cry a bucket fr that night ... mesmerizing our great memories and tiem had with my nenek. I cried and cried and cried !!
On sunday we reached spore ard 12 noon and i had to cancel all tuition. No mood to go tuition all. Nenek dont want go hospital straight . She wanted to go home first.. so heed her decision. Then me and Wanee and dad take turn to take care of her and her needs.
Allah is testing us and i hope my family is strong ~
The day after rewang i was like okay why not stay at home and do some baking . Fikir punya fikir last last decided to make roti boy. After zohur go pasar with th mum and then started to make. Okay the dough and everything was okay but when it comes to putting the butter into the dough and make it circle i kinda fail but luckily mum help me to make it nice. And wow i was fasting but terase the coffee frosting seh . Ya Allah i totally forget i puasa .. cepat cepat kumur kumur mulut .. huuh !!
Baked and okay uh it turn out not bad just that the colour is nt brown enough. Shld add more cofffee the next time !! Hehe xD dad and grandmama love it. Alhamdulilah ;)) next up lets make e clair again ;D
Assalamualaikum :D okay over the weekends had rewang and not kahwin rewang but more of baby shower !! Imagine maljis cukur rambut buat sampai 400 org ? Okay uh not to judge but just imagine. And tak ramai dtg and tak byk kerja pun . Just peel potato, chillis and etc beforee and Wanee eat nasi ayam . Sedap nasi ayam ananas then for the whole night barely do anything except for arranging the buffet . Slept at 2am but i cant sleep . See Wanee beside me and she aldy snored !!! Mst be due to the kopi i drank eh :X till 5am i didnt sleep and all the 5 makcik went to sleep with us. Soooo rare in fact never th 5 of them sleep . Hehe !!
managed to get a nap ard 2hrs before waking up again and mandi. Help with the kuih and majlis started at 1.30pm . Nothing much chill chill sambil top up kuih and lauks. KAK ZURA came with Calyle and the rest wahh makin tembam dia ni . Ended ard 5.30pm and help to bungkus bungkus. Dah nak balik ada satu budak lelaki ni disturb me . He bang bang me and i just layankan only. When i was abt to go in the van, he say bye bye rabbit. Hahaha cute but why rabbit ?!? Lol !! Budak budak katakan !! Knocked out gila seh balik !!
Hellooo lelloooo !!! Okay im sooo delighted. Bcause Karna dya publisher followed me back on twitter !!! Emm people if you wanna knw it is actually one of the malaysia publisher like alaf 21, kaki and etc. Happy seminit seh !! And cita dia mcm ni. I saw someone retweeted one of my tweets abt kau laksana bulan bcause it was published by them . Then i tweet to them and they reply me. Hahahah !! Okay i admit that i am noy gugugaga abt international band or artist like other people are. Maybe only on football player or Taufik Batisah. But now im talking abt a malaysia publisher. Hhehehhe ! Had read quite a few novel that they published but my favourite still will be Fajer Parkeer and Karya Seni. Alaf not bad bcause of the baahs they used. Really mantap !!! Kaki the story line okay okay only. Currently reading this ... Good storyline and i can imagine how susah someone life can be. Baca novel ni make me sedar how grateful my life is. But kan ... i dont like how the girl chracter is together with the guy (her so call first love?) . Geram bila baca buku always the girl choose her first love over the current one. Ishhh !!!
Whats up people :) heheh had an awesome day spent with the lovely bestfriendz ! Too bad Nana couldnt join us bcause she went to Taylor Swift concert. But you will always be missed ;D
Okay after zohur siap siap and met Mai at my bustop . She looks sweet wearing her vintage skirt. 89 to Downtown and we had our small talks. If you guys wanna knw she used to be my stalking partner. In secondary school, the two of us will do some stalking be it our crush or our haters. Lol ! Waited for Eyka to reach (padahal dia sampai pkol 1plus) so went to ntuc to buy drinks. Kinda disappointed bcause there no buffet set lunch anymore !! But go je uh since all of us wanted to eat sushi. Went in first without Khairiah but sekejap je dia dah sampai. Planned to eat sushi then me and Mai bought sashimi . Ya Allah punyalah mahal the sashimi. 4 THIN slice of it cost us abt 9 bucks eh !! Mengidam punya pasal tau sebb tu beli. Bought soft shelf crab and tofu and then we just eat the sushi. Okay uh total was like 51 plus. Ordered sushi for my sister thereafter.
Next went to Pasir Ris park to camwhore. Lol as usual . Pasir ris has been our sec 3 camping site. Sorry i just screen shot some of the photos we took frm Eyka's fb. Heheh . Macam macam style we tried to do . Dah penat ambil gambar we sat downa nd play naming game . Been our all time fav game since sec . Whereby each of us have to think of a name starting from letter a . Then eg if she said Angel. Next person has to think of a name with a letter L. Hehehhe . Lame but kinda funneh. Malay nama lagi kelakar . Semua nama keluar !!
6 olus we headed back to dowtown and sat at coffee bean. Shared chocoate banana and talk abt life and relationship. Wahhh totally girls talk and im sooooooo into that !! Lama tak ada girls talk abt our feeling. And how i and Khairiah trying to find a guy for Mai. Lol !! Talk punya talk sampai 8.30pm . Since Khairiah and Mai and Eyka were hungry decided to stop by Asli Village and ate there. But i didnt eat bcause not so hungry eh. There was this cute cat jumped to our table and slept there. Sooo comel !! Heheh bus back to seng kang.
When nak naik bus i told the girls that kalau ada tempat duduk sorry uh i going sit first and guess what ?! Bila dah naik bus they got the seats and i didnt. Heheheh tak baik seh ! Home swet hoome and got to knw mum cooking rawon for tmrw !! Yay sedap seh :PPP
Salam !! Still kinda sick but recovering. Alhamdulilah. Been drinking honey for the past days. Annd today mum ajak go arab st. So go je uh. Bus 80. Met sister ovee there and we went to makan dulu. Wanted to eat the mutton briyani but i dont want to eat rice !!! Menyesal tau tak mkn the briyani there bcause for me is toooo sedaaap . I cant even resist when Wanee ordered that !!! Cekut dia punya juga. Lol !! Walked walked after that because wanee wanna find her batik bag but tak ada. Last last we went to a shop to find a kain for Abg safuan's fiancee. Kebetulan they were at Arb st too eating waffle so decided to meet up with them . Boleh tahan lamabt seh drg !! While waiting me and Waanee act out cita bujng lapok. Hahaha Wanee said i got the potential to act. Heheh "D
They finally came when the shop was abt to close. Kak Zuliyana choose her kain fr nikah and then off we went home. Penat juga tau. But ohh me and Wanee had to go compass to buy a4 paper and i kinda regret buying the cheapo ones. Material a4 tak bagus seh too thin !!! Tapi nak kata apa kan dah beli. Huuuh ! Okay thats it for today .
Am having a really bad flu. I know that i always get sinus and flu ( alot of basophile in the body) but this flu is really a bad one. And my throat kinda started to feel sore. Refused to eat any medicine . Firstly bcause i dont like to eat medicine. Secondly bcause i want to trqin my body immune to be stronger. My lecturer ever said that we have to train our imunity system from young. Hhehehe !
Fotced myself to go tuition and teach Sofie. And again she ccried. Is like for this month of June she has been crying for every tuition lesson. Am i really that fierce ?? Nope im not eh. I very lenient tau !! Where can a student tell a tutor she is right and im wrong ?? Hahahah nasib dia budak lagi. I have to be firm with her now. She dont like to do problem sum but i have to force her uh . Tak boleh terus mcm gini !!
Cik su was being kind to give me her kek gula hangus or we call it kek sarang semut. Sedaaaapnya ya Allah !! Im blessed to knw ths family ! Thanks Allah ;)
Assalamualaikum !! Ya habibi ya maulana ! Heheh xD dialog cerita Ahmad Albab dah. Okay my thursday we good. Met Bunneh after zohur and we headed to Changi. Bunneh die die wanted to bring me to 89.7 Supper club ke apa benda. So ikutkan je. Nearly got lost bcayse he dont knw where to alight but nasib baik, we alighted at the right place. And yeas we walked at the right direction too. Tempat dia okay uh and tak ramai orang maybe bcause its in the afternoon.
I had no idea what to order bcause theres a lot of choice eh. Last kast i ordered kway teow seafood while bunneh ordered some fried rice ! Side dish we took cheesw fries. Wanted to try some dumpling but the chinse cuisine will only be served at 5.30 onwards . I ordered mango juice and its really naice !! Love it ♥
Ard 4, we walked to changu beach nd chill there. He buka lagu okay uh but then dah gerimis so had to find shelter. Ard 5.30pm we headed back to sk. I mean me while he went to Tampines to meet his poly friends. After mahgrib, had class and kinda sad that tonight is the last lesson. Lepas raya baru kelas buka balik. Alaahai . Alhamdulilah i really like the class . Gain a lot of benefit there , syukran !
Home sweet home ;)
Yesterday was the first day of June . Its aldready mid year . Wahhhh sekejap sungguh mada berlalu. Ramadhan is nearing and i hope i am able to go through Ramadhan again just like every year with my love ones.
Sooo been rotting at home reading novel after novel. I can read non stop eh . And mum will start her nags if i dont come out of my room . Huuh ! Just finish reading these two books. Okay for the meh sandar pada aku is not my kinda book ? But storyline okay uh. Episode cinta is goood but the girl again didnt choose the guy that i wanted !!
Geram tau baca kalau penulis in the end choose the guy that i dont want . Haih ... but still is awesome !! Okay shall continue reading another book which i just borrow. Heheh xD wasalam ;)