I should have approached you. I should have said hello. I should have at least smile at you. Honestly, i dont know... why i didnt even look at your direction. I didnt even smile or make the effort to tegur you. I really tak tau why and ever since, the guilt has been haunting. To add on, i knew that tweet is for me. Im totally sorry.

I guess i was paiseh to go to you. I supposed i was scared that if i got the wrong person.

Up till now, i keep terbayang that incident. The first time i saw you was with Hasif. You caught my eyes out of a few and in my heart, was like cute perh. And then i was like eh... isnt that you?

I wasnt sure. But it looks like you. I walked passed you alot of time then. But again, i couldnt make myself to at least make eye contact to you. Perhaps, there were a few attempts you wanted to acknowledge me but i jst didnt give a chance. I told myself, after the talk, i will tegur you... but it didnt happen. I jst dont know why. Its not me. I always always tegur my friends even though we jst met. When we were at KGC, i saw you again, twice this time. I wanted to shout your name but i felt it wasnt appropriate. In the end, you walked by just like that. I DMed you but you didnt reply. I know.. you are angry, or maybe annoyed at me?

I know its my fault. Im very sorry. I really do. I wish i could turn back time jst so that i xan tegur you. I dont knw what happenes to me, suddenly mcm tongue tied. And weird thing, i have been thinking of you lately after that. Maybe because of the guilt. I really hope we can talk to each other again one day. Ya Allah, in this blessed Ramadhan, allow me to meet him again. Allow us to cross paths so thst i could mend my mistake to him. Ya Allah, soften his heart so that he would reply me one day.. and deep down, i wish we are meant to be~