The past

Keyhh , just return from Compass Point . I regret buying Pencil Eyeliner seh . Its lyke wasted . I bought it fer dhe sake of trying . Nasib , it cost onlie $9.90 , not $19.90 . Hoho . waqhteva it is , i will try to use it . Heeehee . Otw back , idk whyye must we walked there . Got a grp of Mat Motor crowding over there . Wanna turn back also paiseh so just walk beside dhem . Dhen dhey lyke shout to us . waqtheve ahr . Yesterdayy , sedare kwal . Ask us if we wanna go K.L . its lyke too late already . Dhey wanna go on 27-29 december .. issin it too late ? But , i tink mine family is going too . So , just checking up dhe hotels over there . Hope everything is fine .. So , i dont know waqht else to say . & btw , i mishh dhe DODOLS lahr . Hoho ..
My days has been a boring onee . Its lyke a cycleee . How i wish skewl has reopen . Sitting at home wyth nothing to do , hoho . & i dont want to waste my tyme going out , lepak lepak . hai , i guess my lyfe is lykde dhat . Hav not yet do my homework . Not only dhat , i did not even revise my Maths , especiallie dhe O lvl topics . i tink will start revising nex mnth lahr . Tmrw , need to goo ngaji seh . sooo lazy to go . Pleashh , can someone tell me dhat i dont need to go cuz , im not in dhe mood to go . LOL !! & i guess tmrw i gonna shop till i drop . I got a loooooooong list fer dhe things which i need to buy . So , dhis is my post fer todayy . I know its pretty bored but hack care lahr . Im now offf . Toodless :DD

Its been one week since you leave me . & i have yet to know dhe reason whyy you choose to do dhat ..
Hey , a quick summary of mine lyfe fer todayye . Wake up ard 11 to go C.P to eat ? hoho . was force by myne parents lahr . If not , i dont wanna go . Go Banquet to eat . Saw Asyraf , Hakim & Nazirul . Paiseh paisehh . somemore , neva wear contact lens . Hoho . Ard 2.30 , went to Mine Makcik's house at Marsiling as she got some order . Its been ages since i went there . The last tyme i go there is Harie Rayerh . soooo loong lahr . Dhen , saw a skirt at This Fashion . i wannt it . comfirm seh ! sure buy one . hehehe . Go her house , Help her many thingss . Dhen go Sheng Shiong wyth cuzzins . Watched soccer together . gerek luhr . plan to overnight at there , but i dont know whyy mine mum wanna go home . haiyoo . tsk , tsk , tsk . so , shall update tmrw . shall see if i update ahr ...


omg , why am i misshing you seh ? i dont know but my tears are dropping wehneva i missh you . I cant helped it . i try not to mish you & i try to forget you , but it seeem so difficult .

In dhe past , onlie hym i must work hard to forget but now , since you left , i shall try to forget you . Forgetting both people you lurf at dhe same tyme , is superb hard .

I misshh being missed by someoneeeee ,
I missshh being Love by someoneeeeee ,
I misssh dhe words , ` ILY ' being said to me ,
I misssh dhe someone whom i can call `boyfwend ' .
& i reallly misshh all dhat ....
( im not being despo here , but i just missh all dhat . )
Heyy .. Todayye woke up at 10.30 , because got ngaji .. so earlyyy seh start . actualie , i lazy to go but yesterdayye neva go so todayye must go . Hoho ! so , after ngaji at abt 4 plus , went to Hougang Mall . Accompany mum to buy somethingg . I have target a shoes over there . hehehe . sumtymes , wehn i have money of myne own , i just dont know waqht to spend on . heheeh . Dhen went home again . Later , headed to mine grandma house . its been ages since i went there . rindu dgn masakan dyeq lahr woit . hehe . Her house got cat . dhat cat byte ppl seh . myne cuzzin 's hand were full of scratches . It was dhat cat who did it . So , i was a little bit scared of dhat cat . hehehe . Watch Ten Brothers . how i wish i can get all dhose powerss ? kan best ... Dhen sent cuzzins to Silat . me wanna join silat also neva join join . Hoho . Homed after dhat . So , i do hav some picture taken . dhats alll fer todayye .


& in tymes to come , i do & can forget about yooou .....

eeeerm ,

smileeee

dhis is waqht we call cuzzin .

In dhe toilet .
Istana Cinta .

Dengan cinta kubina istana
Kau sentuh runtuk jadi pusara
Cahaya hidupku jadi gerhana
Bisa jiwa menanggung derita
Kusemai benih kasih sejati
Kupupuk dengan baja nan asli
Ngapa kau siram racun yang pedih
Ku tahui kini hanya rasa nan pedih
Ku mimpikan istana janjimu
Ku hias cantik dalam angan-angan
Sebab bencana datang mengganggu
Kini hancur musnah istana impian
i m sooo not in happy mood now . Just bweak up wyth dhat Ishak yesterdayy . I just dont seem to understand , whyy must you choose to bweak up wyth me wehn i have already start to lurf you ? whyye must you tell me now that its too soon fer you to commit in a relationship wehn i am about to forget hym & lurf you ? whyye didnt you told me earlier , wehn we just know . Whyye must you made all those promised wehn you dont tink dhat you can do it ? I understand dhat i am your ferst love and you scared that you cant commit , but whyye must you tell me now seh ? The reason i accept you because you reassured me dhat you will lurf me & help me in every wher you could . You did promised to care & lurf me . But wher are all dhe promises ? Not onlie dhat , you made too many promises until i believe every word you said . You said dhat you re different from mine ex , which i totallie believe you . You mend myne heart & you broke it again . Thanks Ishak fer doing dhat . Its tooo pain fer me to cry . In dhe past , i tot you re different from hym because of your character . But now , little did i know dhat you re just dhe same as hym . making promises & bweaking it . & im not blaming you fer dhat . Blame mineself fer tinking dhat you really lurf me & you could help me . I have always made a wrong decision in lyfe . fwends back ? emr , i dnt know . Let me tink ehr . hmmm . & now , im superb afraid to fall in lurf again after two peolple whom i lurf leave me ... aniwae , goodbye to you , Ishak !




ALERT : dhe picture you see is an old one which i hav not been upload . so pleassh excuse me fer myne awful face .


uncomplete cuzzins .

dhe pinkieees .

rayerh o6


dhis is an OLD picture . & i really look awful .

dadiiess

...

All dhe mummiess .


Its mother dayee o6 .
HEYYY ! have been not updating myne blog dhis dayyes . so sorriiee . well , last mon went to Malaysia AGAIN ??! lol . waqht to do .. but , it has beeen a disaster fer me at there . ferst thing , myne parents , sis & i were going to dhe nyte market or so call pasar malam at there . i was waering all whytes including myne slipper . As you know , it is not dhat save fer me to cross dhe road alone , becoz most of dhe drivers over there did not bother to stop wehn it is red . So , i grab myne mum hand to cross dhe road . im soo dumb dhat i did not see dhat there is a hole in between dhe grass . i stepped on it & piakkkk !! falll man ! . its lyke soooo embarassing . luckily , no one saw dhat incident accpet fer myne famile . hohoho . There goes myne whyte skinnies , its dirtyyy , yeahh ! i hav no choice but to just go there wearing dirty skinnies . LOL ! Over There , lagyk terok luhr . youu see , all dhe Mats over there , go & kacau me . dhen , got one guy say something abt me , & at dhat point myne dads heard it . aperh lagyk , hee go angry & tried to confront hym . i was sooooo embarassed . Dhen , me & sis walked ahead of dhem . Hohooo ... Dhe second nyte was scaryyyyy ~~ .~~ . Wehn i was about to sleeep , i heard dog howling . its not BARKING , its Howling . at you shld know waqht dhat means ryte ???? . if you do know ,, hmmm . I tried to close myne eyes and dream but cant . i woke myne sis up & she indirectly asked me if i heard dhat thing . i was supeeer dont know waqht to do . i keep berdoa & try to make myneself asleeep . at dhat tyme , i fine myneself perspirering . hohoho . Its was really an experience fer me . Wehn we were going back , i told myne sis & she agredd wyth me abt dhe thigns which we heard yesterdayye . it was creepy luhr . Luckily , im now back , to myne hometown ... YAY ! so , till here ..
HELLOHH ppl on dhe eartthhhh ! LOL ! dhis few dayyes , kinda bored , so less updating dhis blog . To prevent it from dead , i shall post . Well , todayye , is dhe same dayye as dhe other . Wake up ard 1 , lol , sleep late yesterdayye . Dhen bathe , eat , atch teeevvee . nothing to watch so , just watch dhe Nigella Bites . lol . Dhen , watch Baby Blues . Baby ku msg . lol . Mishh hym luhr . wanna watch 10 Brothers but need t0o go Ngaji . LOL . its been one month since i last go ngaji . becoz of Harie Rayerh luhr . Now , many of dhe things , i have forget . hohoho . must recover soon from myne baccaan . after dhat , rush home to watch Amazing Race Asia . smpai aku terjatoh naqk kejarkan cerite turh . Hoho ! to myne dissapintment , Spore team lose !!!?? ehhhhhh ! Very sad uhr . Dhen watch dont know waqht show . now , on9 ling . Helping Fyryn to her probem . Waqht shld you do wehn you lurf someone who doesnt love you ? dhis is waqht she experience . so , just trying to help her . heheehhe . So , i decided to put all dhe memories i hav fer dhis year .. all dhe picture wyth memories ... Lol . Enjoyed !

Ferst , we were strangers . Know each other at a wedding place . I glance at you & you look at me . Dhen , you were shyto ask mine number , your fwend help you . Dhen , we start to know each other . As day pass , you start to fall fer me & i start to fall fer you too . You made me bit by bit to forget hym . Now , we are together . Hoho . Dhats how i know hym ... LOL !!


& I promised you , i will forget hym !

bdaee ... eeqahh & eyka !

after swim .

Anchovale CC , swimmingg .

after movie ..

Harie Rayerh 08 .

Sec1D 06 [ no me in here .]

Sec3c 08

sec 2D 07. i mishh dhem .

group study . mcm fhm .

FNN :PP

ITE SIMEI

Sport's Carnival 08

after bowling .

memories ..

gerek taw !

no comment ..

DHAT NYTE ...

Ferst outing wyth classmates :DD

wehn onces we re 7 .. ( now 6 )

Remembering Fyfy's bdae .. :PP ( orgnyer taqkderh )

foreva lurf :D

old old picture ...

lame sista ; lol

:)))

sleeepingg beauty ..
Heyhoo ! been bz dhis wk . so , fer dhe last few dayyes , me went JB . its pretty hard wehn yuu got house at there . hoho . Nothing special happens . accept fer dhe mat Malaysia there , stare at us lyke wtf . Hoho . i dont know but wenheva im at there , i feel so sleeeepy even though i hav slept already . whyye huh ?? hmmm . aniwae , I mishh myne dear . hoho . & Dear , i will lurf yuu . 091108 will always be in myne heart . ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ .


i dont want to use yuu to make myneself forget hym . Im very sure , one dayye , i will & i can forget hym .
Dielmma by Intan Nuraini ..

Ketika malam penuh bintang
Di antara cahaya termarang
Engkau beri aku kesejukan
Tapi hatiku bimbang
Aku ingin tp ku tak bisa
Apakah ini nyata atau mimpi belaka
Ku takut rindu bila x lg bertemu
Haruskah ku terima cinta yg dilema
Kau tanya apakah ku bisa
Membuka hatiku untuk mu
Ku x bisa berkata2
Air mata yg bicara
Sesungguhnya ku ingin dirimu tuk cairkan hati ku yg beku
Tapi aku belum siap
Aku jd delima
Aku xmau menyakiti dirimu
Karna hati ini masih ragu
Taip aku butuh cinta
Aku jd dilema
i have been having cough lately . Hoho . Yesterdayye , went to Arab Street & eat at Victory . dhe makciks bobal psl sie diaktu . He is sooo rude to said dhat to hys own daughter . Geram sehh ! Dhen we talked abt hym . Hoho . homed after dhat . but before went to Arab Street , me & sis go Bugis Street to shopping . so yeah , bought hoodie , belt & tees . bring $80 , left only 17 . hoho . && at nyte , yuu msg me . i dont know waqht to say . i want but i scared luhr . girv me tyme to tink . skrg nie tnegan dilemma . hehehe . & dhats whyy myne blog's song , is dilema . hehe . Todayye , went to Sakura at Buangkok there . & went to cp to take a look all dhe new handphone model . & i comfirm want dhat sony ericsson phone . heheheh . its just $298 . myne dad will buy for me . Yay ! ahahha . but i don't know wehn . so , let just wait . so , tmrw got org kawin . myne dad syde . boring !
Im in a fuck up mood . too many probems too haveeee . & comfirm one dayye , i saw yuu ehr ,hmmmm . i dont know waqht to sayy ahr . haiyoo ! will update later . btw , will be going Malaysia dhis sun . come back only on wed . so long sehyhh . i dont wanna stay there . hoho .
Yooo ! change blogskin . heheh . dhe maths paper 1 fer todayye is quite tough . Mr Thong set one . hoho . i guess i can only get abt 30++ in paper 1 . hai ... Dhe question is tricky lehr . luckily i finish it on time . tmrw goonna be maths paper 11 & im gonna be stressss free after dhat . lol . so , has been bz searching fer moviess fer tmrw . hmmm . so , will update tmrw alryte !
Holllaaa ! Todayye was super & i meant it by dhe word super lazy to go to skewl . But i forced myneself to go . Mr Lim dismiis us early so msg Dodols to meet up earlier . tmrw , got exam . sec3 express paper . & i styll havent ready yet . gonna fail comfirm . aahha . Dhen meet Umairah . Followed by Khairiah & Farhanah . plan to eat at Kopitian . its styll early , so we shld take breakfast instead we ate dessert fer breakfast . how clever can we be ? lol . plan fer dhe outing . is `THE COFFIN dhat bad ?? why many ppl say so ? hmmm . homed after dhat . watch teeevveeee . compass after dhat to eat dinner . ate Burger King . & i told sista waqht if abt boifrend . etc ; waqht if you teeth got spincah & your bf tego it ??!! . lol . ahahhaha . funny luhr . walk & walk . homed at 9 . soooooo , yahhh , byeeee ppl .

im afraid to have dhe feeling of loving someone , afraid of falling in lurf again . Becoz of yuu , whom i once lurf deeeply before , have made me scared to fall in lurf once again , have made me lose trust on every guy , have made me dpnt wanna to know abt guys ^ have made me tink dhat every guy is dhe same . i have had enough of dhe heart ache & suffered .


mapek uhr gmbr nie .

coz we are sisters ;


uss <33
Its has been a tiring weekend fer me . Got rewang on Saturdayye . At Tampines CC . Overall , dhis rewang is much more better dhen dhe previous . reach there ard 4 . help to cut dhe Fish fer Sweet & Sour . Ferst tyme try , so its a bit difficult as dhe fish is styll frozen . Dhen at nyte , me & dhe rest help to make dhe Fish . Mix it wyth egg , lemon & flour . LOL ! sleeep at ard 4 plus . actually want to sleep early but dhen becoz of dhe RATS yg jln sini saner , we sleep late . im puzzled sehyhh . becoz , at there , got many ctas . whyy dhe rats did not scared of dhe cats uhr ? lol . hmmmm . Wakep up abt 7 . myne body are aching as we sleep on dhe floor . tapyk , darh season pn . lol . Bathed at dhe sqeuuzy toilet . wth ?? eat breakfast & start preparing dhe foods . skip until dhe function has start . I expected to see myne cuzzin at dhe function but dhen .... =.= . harapan tinggal harapan . lol . Dhen dhis guy ask fer myne number . its lyke lol ? i got no comment . hoho . finished at ard 5 . homed at abt 7 . dhe rest didnt wish to elaborate . pictures will be upload soon .
byeee