The past

Assalamualaikum . I have been very busy this few weeks till the sem ends . Test , quizzes , porjects and presentation and lab report . Alahmdulilah aldy plan what i need to do in sha Allah boleh buat . Exam is like i a month time . Tak sabar nak get it over nd done with . And tak sabar nk dpt lesen kete in march in sha Allah if cn uh . Next week wil naik Quran if i lancar on my bacaan . I unofficially finish iqra 6 and next week he going to test us . May Allah ease th test :) Oh laat fri my gsm mates and i went fr trip to sungai buluh . Awesome experience there with lots of knowledge gain . Heeh ! And alhamdulilah after th hard work meand Carol finally finsh our haccp project which kills me a lot !! Now i finished my part fr food service projecr and wednesday is theast presentation . Thurs 2 test from Lina Tan and fri no schooooool !! .......i am never good enough .. i will never be th girl you wish for . I am not even special . A simple blur queen girl whom always agree on everything with no special talent . Th only thing i can do is cook/bake which everyone else knows how to do it . Is ok as long as i do my part as a muslimah and try to strive for Jannah bcause this Dunya is only temperory . Biar hina di mata manusia asal bukan di mata Allah :)
Assalamualaikum :) a short post before doing my isyak and having my dinner . So yesterday is a no school day because class has been postpone to wednesday . So i use that day wisely by finishing my poster and did some of my lab report . Then i spend my afternoon reading this novel call jangan ada benci . Sounds so familiar think i have read if before eh :/ managed tofinish 300 pages the whole afternoon and i was fasting sunnah too ;) then i wanted to make ondeh ondeh so random yesh i know but thats me . I bake/cook at random time . I dont knw if habib is unlucky or lucky to have me bcause whenever i cook/bake , always will give him and his family ;P
Soo ... ard 9pm i self deliver th ondeh ondeh to himand when i alighted , he told me that his mum ask me to go up their house i was like NOOOOooooooOoooo !!! Thats crazy bcause i was so slacky and selekeh sgt sgt !! Hadno choice so i went up and act as normal and yearp yearp ;) alhamdulilah everything went great !! After 3rd meetups i was comfortablewith his family and i managed to makeconversation with his mum . Get well soon aunty !!! His nephew shocutee sho tembam chubby cheeksz !! Kak Ela was sick i think . So talk and talk with Habib and went i was about togo home Kak Nas came back . Wahh finally manage to talk with her also ! Went to Rivervale Plaza to find yakult for Kak Nas and bused home . And guess what ?! His family all like my ondeh ondeh !!! Didnt expect that seh serioulsy bcause its my fjrst time making it ! Alhamdulilah . I cookand bake a lotand so far they really like them especially my lasagna !! Nyaaaha xD bangga sikit ! Thats my only talent i guess . Wuhoo wokay shall go solat nw . Wasalam :)
May peace be upon everyone :) this week is a hectic week fr me . Rushing fr report and project and presentation . But ended upy day last friday with habib .went to woodland to get my carrot cake . Yummy dapdap ;P Yesterday we went to Cik Tah Hse to discuss abt Abg Yan wedding which is in 4mnths time . When i came , my aunty was telling us how Coco died . Super sad even though she not my kitty :(( she has fell frm th 7th floor twice but th third time, she couldnt survived . Still remember th first day they keep Coco as a pet . She was still few weeks old , dirty and small . May Allah ease her pain and bless her ;) then we had our makan time !! Nasi minyak deh with ayam goreng, daging beefsteek, dalcha ,nugget, rojak cina . Kuih kuih ada nagasari, keria, dan lain lain . Awesome !! I ate a lot of th fried chicken !!!! Then played monopoly deal with them before Kak Shary and Kak Azera who knw nothing abt soccer had to play Fifa13 ps3 . Biggest joke seh !! Kak Zera wanted a pink jersey . Keekkeek to th max !! Then my turn to play .heeh !! Ard 8.30pmwe had our dinner together and one by one kena interview abt our boyf/girlf . They keep guessing habib's real name !! Bery funneh !!! Cabbed home ard 10pm . Has to finish my poster and haccp project by next week ;)
Assalamualaikum :) my life has been pretty hectic with lots of project and assignment to hand in . There is amf video (done), FP ppt slides (done), FP e journal (havent start), HACCP (1/2 way), marketing (Syd and Eunice handle), FSM (yet to start), GSM (presentation this fri) . May Allah give me th strength to pull through this sem . Exam is in 1 mnth plus time . My first paper falls on 18 feb which is also my one and only sister birday . Too bad cant go up till my exam finish which is on th 27 feb . Luckilh only 6 papers but i took 7 modules total . My sisters and bests are like having 3 papers ??! Huuh !
Ohh yearp i have been reflecting abt my attitude this few weeks . I want to change to be better . I shall try to keep up with all th 5 daily prayers , puasa sunnat, sedekah dan mengaji . I want to be better . In sha Allah after poly , i want wear hijab already . I want to limit everything ( what i see, hear, talk, touch and etc) . I dont wnt to regret later . People will judge and i hope im strong fr that . And im trying to batas my pergaulan . No eye contact when talking to guys , make sure that at least a cloth in between me and them and etc . In sha Allah , if we sacrifice fr th sake of Allah, byk ganjarannya nanti . At times, i just want left all this materialistic Dunya and go to a seluded place that can make me closer to Him . Just me with my family in th future, work together to strive fr Jannah in a quiet place .
I want my future husband to guide me and my children . Tahu life macam mana yg saya impikan ? Bukan harta, duit atau kemewahan tapi cukup sekadar mempunyai keluarga yang sakinah dan sederhana .
Bayangkan di suatu tempat yang aman lagi damai dan tenang, Aku dapat menjaga, mendidik anak anaku supaya menjadi anak yang soleh/soleha , mengemas rumah dan memasak untuk keluarga tercinta . Menanti dengan penuh setia kepulangan suami lalu menyediakannya secawan kopi. Andai dia letih, urut badannya. Makan bersama , solat bersama, ngajie bersama dan sebelum tidur , baca doa bersama . Tiap tiap minggu, akan keluar bersiar menghabiskan masa bersama. Dan yg lebih baik lagi jika keluargaku boleh bertutur arab . dan pada masa lapangku, aku boleh membuat kek, kuih dan juadah lain dan juga membaca novel. Aku ingin menjadi menulis novel setelah itu . SubhanAllah indahnya ciptaanMu ya Rabbi . Banyaknya berangan !!but thats really what i want .
Assalamualaikum semua !! Whoopz whoopx common test results finally release today afternnon . Me and carol were like uhhh ohhh dont wanttosee but curious kinda feeling so we decided to sit and check together . th connection is quite bad eh :/ alhamdulilah syukur kepada Allah this is so far my best result in poly . 3As, 1B, 2C+ amd a C and that C is marketing . Huuh ! cant do business eh !! i really thanks Allah for these ;) and ... Ohh yesterday was Abg Sag 23 birday we took like a week before to plan and its kinda cocked up but managed to surprised him . Heeh !! Rahimah (his girlf) decided to blindfold him and cabbed frm tampines to marsling and he nearly got angry . Heeh !! prayed and ate pasta that kakNiza cooked . Spicy but not spicy enough uh . Semua hantu pedas my cousins . We decided to play monopoly deal and when th match was abt to start semua dah taknak main and just fpcus on th match . So there is lik team liverpool smngt pakai liverpool jerseh : kak Niza , Kak Shary , kak Anis , and Abg Azhar . Abg Faliq asked abg Azhar to fetch him frm work just to watch soccer togethwr . Team manU like my sis, Iefa, abg Yan, abg Saf and Rahimah . Awhile later Cik Temah family camr and that makes Fyra a manU supporter and mebeing chelsea th sesat one and only kena bully as alwayzx!! th game started and all bery keycoh and bising !! belum goal semua daj bising but as Van Persie score ambil kau manU supporter all shouted !!! roboh rumah turh . Th game end with 2-1 a win fr manU . Heeeh abg azhar sent us home. Imagine th 7 of us trying to sqeeuze and sit on top of pme another to save taxi fare . Nyahhaha what a weekeded to end off with !! alhamdulilah with a bless family ;)
Assalamualaikum everyone !! today had to go back to school fr basic pharmacology and today is th release of o lvel too . I was kinda nervous too but yearh i took it in 2010 . Cant conc in class fr th 2nd hour and waited patiently fr my cousin text and Sabrina text . Waited fr Habib and went off to take 72 together to Tampines . Th journey feels so short when i am with him . He was having mild flu and i asked him to sleep but he dont want !! went to TMall to buy fr hos mum something . Ended up choosing oats . Heeh !! then bused 31 to CGH . My phone batt left like 11% eh so i had to switch it off ! was super nervous to meet his elder sister entah tetiba i have no voice gytu . Registered and off we went . Saw Kak Nas and her friend then went into the room and saw th rest . Kinda nervous but was back to normal after few min . His nephew is siper duper seriously cute , 10mnths old eh !! pipi minta di cubit ! Played with him awhile and off we went to have a tour in da hospital . He showed me where Kak Nas workplace, his usedtobeworkplace and ard we go !! ard 7 headed up as we wanted to do our asr . No musollah seh and i never bring my telekung luckily kak Nas has it at her office and we ended up praying somewhere in between th room . Guess what ?? He became th imam wow macam suami isteri gytu !! Cheh perasan pula saya :/ then during mahgrib praher he recite surah kafirun my fav suruh tawuk !! i always recite that fr prayer other than An Nas . Heeh !! wanted to go to th canteen and tadaaa saw his relatives malu seh !! i keep smirking nd smiling gytu ,shy shy cat ! Bought milo and he look very sick kesian sgt dekat dia . I wanted to go back home alone fjrst but he was so worried that anything might happen to me ! So after salam and meet back his mum , went Qiji to salam nut then his sister asked to stay and have dinner together and Abg Rizal will send me home again !!ahhh feel menyusahkan gytu !! home ard 8.50pm . Did e prac and i just whack my ans like seriously !!! tmrw i planed to cook something fr my dearest habib bcause his mum is in hospital kesian dia ! dah uh sakit juga :( then have tuition after that :)
Assalamualaikum !! Above are some of th many photos during th last weekends . My cousins Nur Azura finally got married and she is th first cucu Asmah that get married so apa lagi keycoh uh !! Thurs went to her house to help with th piping ofmacarooon . Sodap sangat seh !! Then chill chill and help to clean th house and sempat main monopoly deal together ♥ i won ! I wanted to sleep there but Wanee tak kasi . So on fri which is th nikah day i went there quite early to help fr lasf min preparation . Did th bunga rampai with Kak Shary . Changed and th maljis started right before asar . I deisgned my baju like cheogsam and my cousins said i gt th wrong theme . Haahah ! Kan coool !! Kak zura is reay stunning and beautiful seh masya Allah !! Terpegun !!! Took photos amd witnedd th akad nikah . Kak Zura dad yang nikahkan abg Sharifee looks cool and nerbous while saying th nikah . Heeh !! Alhamdulilah everything went well !! Keycoh tawuk baru nikah dah mcm hari raya !! Th house was really full like really ! Barely can breathe :/. Cousins all busy to top up th lauk and kuihs and after aost everyone eaten we went to eat outside semua org mkn sesama keycoh !! Jokes ard and laugh !! Love them ♥♥ then pack up and ard 7pm we need to transfer back th furniture bcause all the sofa were put at lvl 2 th malay neighbour house so kena ambil balik uh . Since my cousins comprises of mainly girls so we have to carry all th heavy furniture from 2nd to 7th floor !! Kuat seh kita ;P then all left th house whereas me, Waner and Abg Safuan decided to have sleepover . Help with th daun pisang and onion befote joining them playing monopoly deal . Addicted seh i won a lot !! Had our late supper and bathed before continuing to play till 2am . Abg Safuan tidur sampai ckp 5million heeh !! Sat morning i woke up at 7am and help to make abuk abuk ! Wahhh finally i knq how to make and fold them after learning !! Am blessed to have family that is so talented in cooking and baking !! Kak Zura ordered Mac and after breakfast went to th maljis at multi purpose hall . We all semua belum mandi tawuk fantastic gytu !!! So we had to go back to nemek hse mandi and angkt barang semua to th place again and start to arrange th buffet tray fr sat rewang and makanan . Ever since then we were all busy !! Ramai sagt org dtg penat seh !! Have to go to amd fro naik tangga turun tangga just to antar lauk etc . I nearly sliped and fell at th staircase !! Malam makin ramai and we were out of hand . Macam macam lauk dan makanan ada !! Kuih jerh dah 10 mcm and more tawuk !! Jemputan semua balik ard 12am and i thought i can rest but nahh have to kemas and angmat th buffet tray and after washing them, have to araange back nicely fr sunday used . Then cik Dah asked me make jelly fr cocktail and from 1plus to 4am me and Kak Linda had to settle th arrangemnt of the kuih !! 20 types taquk !! Frm th old to modern kuih semua ada even kuih tart !! Dah mcm hari raya pula !! After susuning, had to arrange th utenstils and everything and i actually need to do th fish but i was rrally lazy . Then help here and there and ard 5 plus i was just too tired . Cant take it so i decided to sit down and take a nap . My cousins aunties and uncles all didnt sleep amd we only rest our head at th tables fr few mins . Then ard 5.50am mum decided to cabbed home first bcause Wanee was down with flu :( had a nice 1.5HR NAP before i have to mandi and siap siap lawa lawa fr th final grand day . I aldy foresee that i dont have to help out . I want to take pjotos and just have fun but i was wrong . Many thjngs happend and i cried twice ! Semua org tgh sedih kecewa before maljis start . Kak Zura ite students wrre supposed to arrange and tambah lauk and etc but they were quite slow and ppl complaint so we have to help out . It was super duper busy bcause a lot of ppl just keep coming non stop at th same time . Naik tangga dah more than 100 times seh !! Top up kuih sikit then abis then have to top up more than 50 times !! Seriously of all us think that this is one of the craziest crowd ever but it was worth while bcaus eof our cousins !! When th groom came we jadi th second penghadang and stop the groom with jockey stick . Th groom had to do something before they can go and see th bride . Kelakar seh really keycoh sgt sgt !! Buat bising semua had fun there !! Then back to business . All of us didnt even had the time to have our lunch and i wanted to eat bakso but no time at all !! Took photos with them and maljis ended ard 5.30pm . Kemas kemas wash up and clean up till 8plus . Heeh cabed home and i was so dead beat tired !!! Knock out seh luckily this week is still e learning !! Then yesterday had open house shift from 2-6pm at Atrium . So me and Carol had to promote our course wokay uh i talk quite a lot all th good thing abt fsn ! Heeh xD then had dinner woth Habib and Carol at school mac bcause gt free coupon ! Yay !! Homed with habib and we chit chat fr awhile before going to 7'11 and home sweet home . I shall update abt my today date with him tmrw bcause im tired aldy . Me want sleep . Tmrw bangun subuh and sekolah frm 9-11am . Tata :)
Assalamualaikum everyone !! Hope you all have a great start of 2013 . May Allah bless us ith good health , in sha Allah . Soooo yesterday met Habib after 15 days of not meeting each other due to China Trip . 161 to Woodland and all th way he disturb me in th bus . He said my cheeks look like Pau !! Even Wanee said that too (:/) . Causeway seems to be brand new . He wanted to watch Hobbit and im th kind thay dont wtch lord of th ring genre of movie but give myself a try . We sneaked in munchies and th movie was 3 hours . Dont tell habib that i nearly slept during th show . Like so slepy but overall th movie was not that bad accept fr th last part which i find they end abruptly . Headed to Bagus to have our lunch !!! I just love th food there . Planned to eat Carrot cake which i have been craving but i bought BanMien in the end with lotsa of cili padi . Sllurrrrpp :P Then i need to go Tampines to meet my girls to finish AMF video project . Date due on friday eh ! He accamponied me there and w sat at T1 rooftop . He gave me th gifts from China . Awhhhh thank chu my habib ♥♥ then ard 6, make my way to Eunice house and Habib just had to send me there and wase his ezlink just to make sure i am safe !! Kesian uh dia ni !! Waited near to 2 hours for Syd to vome bcause she alighted at th wrong sidw . Had small catch up session with Eunice and went to some CC mac and decided to film there . Out of all , i kena be th scientist manzx !! A lot of dialouge but we managed to finish everything ard 9.10pm . Headed home and i chiong to finish th video by yesterday night . Alhamdulilah managed to finished it ard 3.20am and my girls were satisfied with th video ^-^ amin . Yang baik datang dariNya :) I was soooo tired just now in the morning till we has to postponed our zoo date today !! Sorry habib !! Instead we decided to have our Naan date before my tuition with Sofie at 6.30pm . Met at Compass and less than a min he started to disturb and poke me !!! Geram tawuk !! Since he dont want go Mawaddah to do zuhr, he brought sejadah and prayed at th staircase there . Awhhhh !! Waited fr him in th reply while choosing novel to read :) then he gave me th converse high cut maroon from Hongkong !!! Serious was super shcoked and unexpected !! Told him i wanted to uy that sekali check check he bought fr me aldy !! Terima Kasih sgt sgt !! Semoga Allah balas keikhlasan sayang :) happy gytu :P mrted to little India and was supposed to alight at Farrer Park to go Mustafa Centre but we alighted at little India . Dah sesat and must askppl !! Like foreigner only ;P 15 mins walked to Mustafa Centre and i kinda scared to walk there bcause he lefte behind sbb dia majuk nan saya :( then spwnd ard 20-25 mins to find this new indian restaurant at the rooftop of Mustafa Centre . Cause there only 1 accesible lift to theree so we try walming here and there tawaf byk kali and i nearly give up but he was very determined to find and berkat kesabafan alhamdulilah we found it . Was a classy and tranquil environment . He wanted to bring me there back months ago when we were still friends ^-^ ordered Naan set and my fiirst time trying th different flavour of Naan . Of course its super naice and filling !! He treated me again . Mcm princess gytu . Everything he treat me eh :D thankz tawuk !! Wanted to go to City Square Mall but suddenly Habib was having a headache kinda bad one and he rasa mual gytu . Panic serious seh !! I dont knw what to do . Dah luh sesat nak balik tepaksa cari jaln balik alhamdulilah dah jumpa let him sit down and asked him to go back . Bcause he wanted to send and wait fr me to finish my tuition but i force him to go back . Send him to his house area .risau seh may Allah give him strength and have a speedy recovery !! Went fr tuition . Wahhhh bee ages since i saw Cik su and Family !! Really miss them . Thwy have been part of my life since last year . Home at 8pm . Planned to do assignment but very th lazy . Habib sleeping bcause hes sick . Wanee sleeping bcause she having bad headache . Hoo . Keh shall go off nw , tata (=