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30 April 2010 | Friday, April 30, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Tired ! Tired of the 2.4 , tired of everything . Just had a nice loooong cry . Cant take it anymore . Received a BAD news that lead me in crying . School ? Lets see . Eqah sungguh nantok pt skolah . So my mood kind off uh . History , watch Video on communism and democracy . Halfway , materh cannot tahan seh . But just endure . English did summary . Malay , cikguh go through peribahasa . EHHHH ! Malay paper next tuesday . Nervous nyerh . I really want to score well for my mid year as i want to enter for the DPA but i dont think i can make it . Reccess , mkn burger . Chemistry , did past year paper nd CT , dont know what happen . AFter school , went compass with Khairiah , Umairah and Nana . SkipSkipSkip . Mia and Nanan left so left th two of us . Accoampny Khairiah mkn . I dont knw why dont feel like eating . Zooooom to school . Had our 2.4 km . Better than the last year one but could improve on it . After run , tros pening seh . Badan all pain here , pain there . Then , sit near the school block jap . Wahhh ! Pat situk , have som MANY memories , good bad , sweet bitter . all have . Kenanqan seh . Homed around 0630 . In the bus , someone like called me but i just ignored . Sekali check check Hakim dah . Talk to him and off he went . Homed !
Great ! Thankiew once again . Trust you for th how many times but yet ?? In the end , the result still the same . Because of that , my perceptions now has changed . Ahhhhh ! pening bangat !

28 April 2010 | Wednesday, April 28, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Owh my gucci ! I was soo soo shocked until i feel like fainting . Eqah was like shouting " Ahhhhh !" . The reason i did tht was because just a few minutes ago , someone unexpected chat with me . Really unexpected someone . Someone whom i have erased off his name out of my mind , someone whom once attracted me with his talkativeness , and someone whom i once fall for . I could vividly remember those days , where we first talk on the phone and he told me that my voice macam kakak-kakak . Hooh ! We talk until 4 am . Him with his story . Never fail to stop talking . But , fairytales cant happen in this reality world . Something happened and dooooooom ! I started to dispise him . Not him but his action . One word , coward ! Waited for him for months before making deciision whether or not to move on . Everyday , waiting for his text , hoping that he would call me . In th end , nothing . Until one day , Fyfy decided to plan something . And eversince i know about it , we lost contact . And i totally forgot about him already . And know , he just chatted with me . Perhaps , some might think whats the big deal . Yeahh ! No big deal . It is just a memory in the past . He is my past . Now , i have one and only YOU my lurf !

| Wednesday, April 28, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Hellooh there ;D Been busy with studies especially fnn coursework . Lets see . What about today can i blog about ? First lesosn was History . Finally , Mr Lee marked our ASP SBQ Test . Scored 21/25 , Alhamdulilah . Then Mlaay , a SURPRISED malay test . I forgot all my peribahasa . Abys uh , i dont tink i can score on that test . HuakHuak ! English , did some group discussion since tomorow is our Oral . But instead , Eqah , Khairiah and Hafiz talk about dream . Dream as in mimpi . Wahhh ! tros link perh link , talk all the way . Haahah . Recces , ate nasi . Maths , did some marking on past year prelims . LCE , was hilarious . Mr Lee tried to sing . had a good laugh on that . Break and FNN for 2 hours . First one hour , did theory . And i became so paronoid and kan-chong seh . Like , when Mrs Lim was going through the syallabus , i started to panic to the topics which i am weak at and i told myself that i must know that topic . Ishhh ! Then , did draft 2 . Naseb dah abys . Can put aside my COursework and focus on MidYear . And guess what ? I have found someone who share the same birthday as me and Twinehhh . 16/08/93 . Hahahah ! Happy seh ;D Niway , i missh my Twinehh . Hurhu ! Dismissed and bilerh nak alik jerh , fuuuh ! Hujan ! Lighteninq pn ahderh . So decided to stay back in school for a while . Hafiz joined in . Started to talk craps with him . Then , have a heart to heaRt talk . Khairiah dramatic seh . LOL ! When th back gate was opened , out we go . But it was still drizzling so i called Eyka . Part ny kelakar seh . Heres the conversation :
Eqah : Helloh , Eyka ehh . Kau nqn buat perh ehh ?
Eyka : Akuh bru nak bukak computer .
Eqah : Owh , kaw boleh tlq akuh ?
Eyka : Aperh ? Antar payunq ehh ??
I was like , how did she fiqure tht owt ?!?
So , she went down and accmaponied us to the bustop . How nice can she be ? Thankiew ;D . Part ny , Khairiah dah start mapek . She acts to be a "Puteri" while me and Eyka were th "Dayanqs" . And she dream to marry anak SUltan Brunei ! i was like thts mine . Hahahha . Then , met Khairil and went one round , searching for a place to sit . Finally dah dpat . Tht place reminds me of me , Fyfy and EYka . Last year , we sat there to discuss about something . Awhhh ! Mishh those moments . Then , i did revision on maths nd FnN while him ? He did 1 ques and tros malas . Perh dah ! Crack jokes , lame jokes with him and home at 6 . penat seh ! Now , talkinq to him and Reuben . ABout our DPA . Mid year is less then a weekk seeeeeeeh !

25 April 2010 | Sunday, April 25, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake




Their so call "wedding cake" which is actually pulut and some other ingredients .

| Sunday, April 25, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Hellooooooh ;DD Had a wonderful and fun weekend . Talk about Friday first . Speech Day . Before that , went to Compass and play True or Dare , without Fyfy but with Danial . Was fun but i am not in the real mood though . Saturday , woke up around 9 and did maths . Tuition for 1.5 hours and Eqah watched Jelita after that . Awhhhh ! Tak sanqe that Eqah would cry watching that drama . Sedy banqat :O . Cab to Woodland at 6 . Reached there , start to do work already . Bcause not enough people . Kak Azura was hospitalised and the rest either came in late or tak datanq sbb keje . First , Eqah , anoh bawanq as usual but halfway , i cnat take it anymore so i exchange with Waneeh . ANoh cilli plakk . Then , mknnnnn ;PP Saw this guy which look like Apit ( once a guy whom i know ) . My abang sedare taqderh kejerh . Go and take a glass and using a hockey stick nd ball , they tried to shoot in to the small glass . Kirken mcm penalty uhh . Hoooh ! Aniway , MANU WIN !! Hurhur =.= At about 12 am , went to Seven Eleven at the Admiralty Station . Waaaaah ! Byk mats seh . On th way back , saw my ABq sedares' and Fyra going to seven eleven so we joined them . Went to mac . And got this guy said somtehing to one of my abq sedare . And went on the way out of the Mac , my abq sedare kenakn lakie turh alik . Hahahaha ! Padan mukerh dyerh * thumbs up ! Plan to slip after that but they asked us to anoh buffet tray . We main teka teki jap . Then slept ard 3 . Banqon pkol 7++ and bath all that . the majlis start at 11 . Nothing much . Its not so pack uhh . Home at 6 plus . Now , waiting for Chelsea's match ;DD

22 April 2010 | Thursday, April 22, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Hellohhh ;D What a busy week for Eqah . Hooh ! Today , was even more busy , if 2.4 was not being postponed . Aniway , my day starts off quite well . Malay , been counting down when will the lesson end . History , Mr Lee gave me a new name , " SouFeeQah " ? Haaah ! All because of Cosmas . PE , did nothing , accept having a conversation with Eyka , Khairiah and Hafiz . Talk about DPA , poly courses and stuff like that . Recces , had CHicken chop with Spaghetti . Maths , Mdm Ellyna gave us to try the Express ST paper . Wahhh ! Its rather difficult . I admit that i am slow in doing maths paper . always , taq cukop maserh . Must practise more ;DD Bio , got back our MCQ Test , which we rann and took taxi to seat for that paper . 19/40 . I realised that if i fail , the number 9 has always been there . Haaah ! English , since i am on task , i guided ShiYun in her Oral . Then , talk to her about her life , living and studying here , away from home . Macam cfrm rinduh dengam parents dyerh seh . And , i wonder how did she score well for her Maths . Need some tips from her . After school , stay back and did Maths as we thought that they would have 2.4 . Skalie , postponed seh . Aiyoyoy . Went Compass , with Khairiah and Eyka . Ate some chunks at the library . LOL ! Talk about our proms . Back home at around 6 ? On th way , talk to Eyka about something . Haih ! Eqah too ! I do realised that things are now different for us . Will see what happened ehh .

19 April 2010 | Monday, April 19, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
I am superb tired right now . I didnt do any revision for today , because i cant seemed to load in the information . School was a normal one for Eqah . Had Maths ST . Not enought time to complete all the questions and i dont tink i can pass because i loss like 8 marks already . Bio , we did practical for the first time . Wahhh ! I am having a hard time doing that seh . Sooo the nervous . I dislike practical , be it science or fnn . Hooh ! The rest , lesosn as per normal . After school , my awesome gerlfwends accampony me in the canteen . SO sweeet luh ;D Talk about how guys eat . Erghhh . 02:30 , went to the hall and Eqah waited for like 20 minutes outside the hall before we could come in . Then , Eqah nd Patricia sat . Then we talked and exhange stories about our studies and N level . And Shawn joined in . Talked about Poly Courses . Waited for them to set up the spotlights and all . Buley tido sehhh . Around 4 , practice how we stand , the way we should sit and the way to walk up the stage . Homed at 5 plus . Was raining but Eqah taqderh payong so decided to jalan jerh uh . And i was like sooooo tired seh . Tido and bangun buat humwerk and now going to bed soon . Kepalerh pn ahderh sikit pening ny . Heh !
Sorrie Khairil ! I am soo sorrie fr jst now . Because of my shits , it lead to us quarelling . Sorrie Dear .

17 April 2010 | Saturday, April 17, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Oh My Gucci ! Farhanahhhhhhhhh ! You have just embarassed me . She go and upload my selenge face at her blog sehhh . When i saw that , i was like sooooo paiseh to myself . Dont ever go to her blog to see tht . Bcause you will have a goooood time laughing at that picture . Hooooh !
Niway , yesterday , had a FUN day with girfriends . School , Pagy pagy dah lambat . And almost 1 hr was wasted due to whut uhh . Haik ! Malay was =.- . He wa sbeing angry nd shoot at his students . And guess what . I found out tht he taught us the wrong peribahasa . I just check it yesterday night . Ishhh ! Every MT lesson , Eqah was hoping that the time could fly very fast . After school , went to LongJohn , then chnage to KFC to have our lunch . Then headed to Banquet to accampony Fyfy to eat there . Finally , meet her . YAY ! At Banquet , have girls gossip . Haaah ! Those typical malays . Then , went to void deck and they suggested to play True or Dare . GEREK nd FUN ! Been sometimes since i play that . With my girlfriends , was even funnier . Eqah di-dare utk , talkk non stop for 3 minutes . So , there i go , taaaaalk and taaaaalk , bullshiting craps fr 3 minutes . And they were like , hahahahh . Then , another dare , an open dare . Darang tak baek seh . Ask Eqah to have center parting , sengetkan specs nd buat mukerh beyloo . Then , they took a picture of that and post it at Farhanah's blog . Huaaaakkhuakkk ! My face went alll red and they lauggghhh like mad . Eqah was wondering , why my face turn red sooo easily sehh . Hooooh ! Then , went to Compass and back to CC . Continue to play True or Dare without Eyka and Fyfy . Used Umairah i-touch since my phone batt dah matie -.- This time , my true questions were mostly the sensetive one . All were lazy to go home and we dragged ourself to the interchange . Homed at 6plus .
UHHHHH , mon , tues and fri , i will only go home at 07:30 seh .. Have the speech day rehersal . Somemore , i go home alone on mon . Sedy nyerh . LOL !


Now , watching soccer ; ManU vs Mancity . Both clubs i hate . This match teringat pulak time raya . 1 st day of raya , at nekenk house . All my cuzzin nd relatives were seating at the living room , making so much noise , watching tht match . Most of them were hoping Manu to win but me , nd th remainders , all wanted Mancity to win . Keycoh sehh . like Kopitiam like that , padahal , its hary raya . The tetamu datang , some joined us , while the others , were just watching us . Miss those times seh . When Manu won , some of us were disappointed and di ejek . Hahaah ! Hope , this time , Manu wil lose ;DD

15 April 2010 | Thursday, April 15, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Today = sad + digusting . Lets start from the first lesson of the day which was Malay . Cikgu talk about our oral . i was shcok to know my oral marks . I really think that i dont deserve tht mark seh . Because i myself know that my conversation was quite bad . But since , cikgu dah kasi , so terima jerh uh . Heeh !History , did mindmap . PE , had a good singing session with Khairiah . We sang indonesia songs nd Khairiah go dramatic when she sang . Lol ! Reccess , no appetie to eat . Maths , got back our Mock Exam . As expected , i fail : 39/80 . Then , there was this someone who made a remark yang tak perlu . he made me look really bad . He indirectly critisize and tease me because i fail . Cant i fail ? Must i pass evvery single subject ? When i pass , he said i action , when i fail ? he talk like sarcastic , shoting at me . i cant please other seh . Paiseh seh , in front of clas , he said that . Teros , mata Eqah dah merah nd i cried ?? Cannot tahan anymore . 2 times aldy . I am not that intelligence , neither am i perfect to keep having good grades . I have my weaknesses too . Then , Reuben , gave me tissues and he text me a cheer up msg . And and , when i came ack home , he told me that i have his back . Awhhh ! What a good chairman he is . Thank You ehh ;]Check paper , Mdm Ellyna mark salah so gain 1 mark . Soo , i pass , Alhamulilah . Bio , Masyallah .I just saw a men and a women naked ? Bio student needs to be reallie open . They show their private parts seh . And i wonder how could they stand in fornt of public with nothing covered .And about the reproductive system , the professer or what go and cut a dead men penis and show whats inside . We all wer elike oucccch , nd eiiiw . Ask Mr Wang to change video . Bukak , about transport in men plak . And this time , a dea dmen , weriang nothing . The camera also zoom at hys lower parts . Ishhhh ! He go andcut the men's skin , potong mcm potong kulit lembu/kambing sehh . English , got our asp test back . 21/50 . Owhkeh uh , improved sikit . Then , after skewl , attended ASP for combined humanities . Had SBQ test on ColdWar . The picture sooo the susah uhh . Hmmmmph ! Homed at 3 plusplus .

14 April 2010 | Wednesday, April 14, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Ohh Noo ! I have just screwed up my Malay Oral seh . Was hoping that the conversation topic dapat number 3 , 7 ,8 keh . I pick i , and i chose number 2 ? About Muzik dan remaja ?? I wasnt that prepared for that topic but luckily tadi in class Hafiz did that question so i somehow rememebr the isi . I began to talk and talk , out of point je tak , i just whaaaack . Hancour kalo mcm qini . The feelings , before the oral , was verh tense . I am so nervous , mcm nak ambek major oral exam gytu , padahal its just mid year .
Niway , today , school was an exciting one . First lesson , dah nak kena sweeeeeeep the floor . My duty is on wedndesday -.o . Malay , had fun doing the conversation topic with Hafiz , Anas and Eyka . Eqah and Anas were like questioning Hafiz macam CID . Hoooh ! My perfect job for the future ;DD . English , had class test . Reccess , mkn . Maths , uhhhhhh . LCE , V.P came and talk about Poly . How could somone possible get 2 points fr their O seh ?? Isssshhh Ishhhh Ishhh ! Break and FnN for th next 2 hours . I scored 23/40 , for my fnn test . Must work hard as this year , there are MORE facts to understand/remember . Mrs Lim stress how tough FnN is compare to N level . Hmmmm . Then , did my TimePlan while surfing the net . Heeeehs ! AFter that , went for the oral . WHile waiting , Eqah , Eyka and Umairah talk about our courses . The courses that we want is only offer at TP . But Tp , hmmmmm . After much discusion and consideration , we decided TP pn TP uh . Haaaaah ! Homed at 4 plus .
Why must i shed tears upon hearing that ?

12 April 2010 | Monday, April 12, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

Keh , i just finish coooooking . Cook what ? my BakeRice for my Practical Exam . It turned out to be okeh . Need to practice more ;DD . Today school has started for the Last Year O level students . Naik bus jehr , fuuuuuh ! Ramai budak ITE . Haaaah ! Then , waaalk to schoooool . Assembly , talk about Colombia , the country which our school will be hosting for the Youth Olympic Game . Recces , ate bakerice . Bio was uhhuhh .And maths was ohhhohh . SS , got back out ST . scored 16/25 , good but can improve more ;DD English , was a relax one . Just talk to Hafiz and Khairiah . After school , eat and revise in the libray Had the Maths Mock exam . 100 % going to flunk for that exam . Hopefullie i didnt fail badly ehh . Then , meet Khairil . He accamponied me to buy some ingredients at Compass . He is being lame today . Hooooh ! Homed and bathed . Talk to Mummy about Waneeh and i dont know why my mum talk about Sufian . Hooooh ! Now jst reading some novel . Heeeeeeheeeeh !
To Ian : I dont know what what to say/react about this . Will settle this personally .

09 April 2010 | Friday, April 09, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake




Today has been the WORST day ever for me for this year in sec 5 . Haaah ! Keh , that sound exaggerating . School was actually fine . Lessons are as per normal , nothing much to elaborate . After school , headed to Ang Mo Kio to have our Prawn Noodles ;PP . In the bus , had a conversation with Eyka . Talk about the past . Hoooh ! Reach there at 0120 plus , nd bought our foooooooood . Then , there was this incident , which i can never forget . While i was lining up to buy drinks , there was this old man standing behind me . He was like accidentally langgar Eqah and when he said sorry , he touch me !!! He touch my left shoulder . And it was 3s before he removed his hand . AT that point , i was speechless , motionless and stunned seh ! Farhanah saw it too . Waaaah , lepas turh teros phobia seh .. Then , eat and zoooooom back to school . We were late . Not by minutes , but by hours ! Was supposed to assemble at 0230 but 0230 , we were like still eating . And we have just missed two 88 bus . Sampai sekolah , was pretty shocked sebab taq dqr any noise from school . Carnival aperh seh taq bising . So we were wondering if its a sport's carnival or a quiet carnival . Hooh ! Then , was stopped by that teacher . Uhhh ! Blaa blaa blaaa . Naik hall . Baik uh . No captain ball or any other activities , bcause of the rain just now . I am not blaming the rain but sitting at the hall , watching movie ? Ridiculous sehh . SO Eqah decided to work my brain out by doing Maths . Compare answer with ShiYun . Was dismissed around 06;20 . Went to Compass to accampony Khairiah . Eyka tag along then . Was Khairil ! Hoooh ! Homed after thaaaaat . I am dead tired now . Off to sleeeeeeeeeeep ;]

08 April 2010 | Thursday, April 08, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Holla Sweeeeets ;DD Today was a loooooooong day . Actually , almost everyday is a looooooooooong day seh . Start off with Mother Tongue . Cikgu finally come :[ . I dont know what he was talking . In my mind , i was only thinking , when will the time be 2pm ?! . SS , was revising on Governance and Healthcare . Yesterday , Eqah learnt on how to buy a car , and today Mr Lee taught us how to buy a house ?? can you imagine that ? P.E , did 5 items and i am proud to say that i can finally do my inclined pull up ;DDD . But sadly , my standing broad jump stil -.- . P.E , entah aperh angin entah taqnaq mkn . Weird Eeqah ! : Maths nd bio did revision . English , was relaxing today . After school , Compass we go . Accamponied Umairah to meet (Insertname) . It really saddened me to see her cried in front of me . Talk to (insertname) for her . Dyerh perh degil ? Hohh ! This shows me how determine a guy wants a girl . But , action speaks louder than words . So lets just see if he is willing to wait for her . I know you are strong girl ! This also made me realise to be more firm with the decisin i have made . Hohhh ! Then , we were left with 10 mins to go out from Compass to our school . The test is at 4 , and we were like , naik bus keh , jalan kaki or taxi ? So panicky bus . A bus came and turned out to be 85 , not 83 . Decided to hail a cab . Zoooooooooom to school and the fare was like $2.80 ? Haaaaah ! Check check skalie baru start seh . Hurhur ! And the Bio paper was suppose to be easy if i revised for it . Heeesh ! Tomorrow is going to be another loooong hours in school because of the sport's carnival ;CC

06 April 2010 | Tuesday, April 06, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
I am supposed to do my Decisiong Making which is due tomorrow but here i am , blogging . Hoh ! Luckily , i am 3/4 done with my D.M , If not -.- . Niway , Malay Oral for today was cancelled , YAY ! Th very first lesson of the day was FNN . Trying very hard to finish my DM . And i have yet to try my dishes . When shall i try ehh ? Chemistry , focus in class but last few minutes , teros shut down . Recces , was eating Burger . Maths , Mdm Ellyna wasnt around so stay in class and did my TYS . I hav like 6-7 more topics to go before i can start on my yearly ? I have forgotten about the Graph's topic aldy . And the pattern quesitons are super HARD ! o_o ! English , mark the Monfort's paper . Malay , cikguh just talk about Oral . AFter school , Umairah showed us some letters . Awwwwwwh ! Then , folowed her to Compass to join ANu and Danial for lunch . Bcause Eqah taqnaq alik dulu . After much discussion , they decided to eat at Burger King . Talk about random stuff , people , things and others . Laugh alot today with them . Then , homed . Tomorrow is a looooooooooong day ;C

After much disagreement and misunderstandings , we finally settled this . I know our mindset is totally different . You think the opposite of mine . And i guess you will neva understand my situation . I respect the decision we have made , now we are just friends i guess ? I know that your feelings has fade away and i have to accept that . So , Before aniting happen , i would like to show my appreciation to you . And you will find out what is it soon . Thanks Sufian !

04 April 2010 | Sunday, April 04, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Gambar ny time class chalet . Wuhooo ! Mishh those times . 4C'09 .
Sorrie about yesterday . Was a bit emotional . Hoh ! So everything settled now . Hopefully , settled for the best . And yesterday , Fyfy text Eqah smlm while Eqah was watching the Maid . Rindu dyerh seh ;P Mcm finally she contact me . Sad story from her ;CC . Slept around 3 . Todaaaay stay home the whole day . Did homewerk and revise SS , for tomorrow ST . Tht topic is quite hard . And guess what ? Just now , Eqah had some qurrel with both Sufian and Khairil . Nearly at my breaking point but tried to be strong . Managed to sort things out , Alhamdulilah . Niway , Asyraf is soooooooo perasan nak mampos . He thought that in class , i miss two HANSEM GUYS whic is him and Hakim . Purlishhh ! Talk to my fingertips seh . LOL ! Haaah ! So lets talk about random stuff . Ahhh ! About yesterday Manu vs Chelsea match . Baik seh ! WUhoooo ~ But one thing i notice was that the referee for that match is -.= , stoink seh . All cannot see . Hoh ! Luckily , Manu did not get the penalty . Pheww =.= . Waneeh dah fed up dah smlm . And Eqah was like smiling and laughing at her all the way . Haaaah ! My cousins , baek yang pompan or yang lelakie , sume support either Manu or Liverpool . Onie Eqah jerh support Chelsea . And they laugh at me . Taqperh taqperh . Going to show themwho angkat th EPL cup ;]] Now , i shall stop talking about soccer . Will update in times to come . Toodles !

03 April 2010 | Saturday, April 03, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake
If you were to leave me , please tell me . Dont make me suffer silently . Since yesterday , i waited for yor text . You know that i will not text people first unless emergency . Why wont you text me ? What wrong have i done ? Did i offended you ? Or perhaps you are busy ? In the past , how busy you were , you would tell me . What actually happen ? tell me . If you dont want to text me anymore , do tell me . It really hurts me you know . Here checking my phone every second , hoping that you would text me . But i got nothing . I really worry about you . Till i watch soccer also think about it . Even though CHELSEA WON ! , I am not that happy sehh . I kept reflecting myself , what hav i done till you silent yorself . Are you angry at me ? or are you facing problems right now ? If you decide to leave me , i will have to accept it no matter how much i dont want to .. It hurts having this feeling . 24 hours since you text me and i am counting ..

02 April 2010 | Friday, April 02, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake


What will happen ? Act as if nothing happen ? Or act something ? Ans: ____

Niway , today planned to go to catch a movie has been cancelled due to the shortage of money that Eqah dan Eyka had . Thus , went to study . Met Eyka at Compass around 3 . Walked to Anchorvale CC . Has been sometimes seen i went there . Talked about something crucial . As expected , sampai sana , the Mac was full with people . No place to study . Decided to go Hougang Mac , which Fyfy and Khairiah once work . Bought fries and revise my mathsss . And there was this incident , a mac delivery MAN , whose age about 30-40 , perh gatal . He asked for my name and age . Eqah was like , uhhh , wth ??! . Then , he again asked , my numer this time round . I firmly told him that i dont want to give my number to you . Heeh ! And at that point , i was wondering , what toook Sufian and Hafiz so loooooong to come here . Sufia cam around 4 , followed by Hafiz . Did some revision on , SS , nd maths . I then read my storybook . I have been searching for that book since last year . I read it half way then put it back so nak tahu uh whats the ending . Finally , dapat buku tuh . Talk things under one roof . Homed around 8 . Doing compo story plot on Power .


01 April 2010 | Thursday, April 01, 2010 | 0 Sweet Cupcake

YAY ! Its finally thursday , the day which i have been waiting sicne monday . wuhoooo~ . Keh , stop it . This few days , i have beeeen busy , busy with homeworks and revision and tuition . And my head like headache like that . Niway , today is another loooooooooong day for Eqah . Malay was the first lesson of the day . Did Dialog , was rushing as cikgu kasi 30 mins to complete it . All the points i cut short and simple . SS , did SBQ question . And ST on Monday about Globalization . I hate that topic . So the susah . PE , Eqah and Kahiriah semangat lari outside the school , practice our 2.4 which will be in two weeks time . Reccess , mkn Spahgetti with chickenchop . & Farhanah tak baik ! She AprilFool me . She told me that she is now attach with this (insertname) . Eqah dengan semnagat ckp congratulation to her . But at that point , i can sense something was wrong , but i choose to ingonred it . Chekc check , Farhanah kenakan Eqah and Kahiriah . A good one ehh . HOOH ! Maths , again did Vectors . Bio , wahhh ! Eqah want to vomit seh . As we are revising on the alimentary canal topics , Mr Wang showed us a video on that . SOme part was disgusting and censored . They go and cut the dead human body and keluarkan the organs to show the mouth , stomach pancreas nd etc . No comment seh . And as a bio student , i need to be open minded i tink ? English was boring . Talk to Hafiz and Khairiah about , (insertname) . Break and went to the Econ to buy some munchies . And guess what ? I saw Khairil seh . geesh ! Mcm tak sangka gitu boleh terserempak dengan dia pat situk . i tink first first he cant see me , maklom luh , tak pakai specs , hahaha ! Then talk to him for a while and choose our mkanan . We took about 15 minyutes to choose seh . Perh lamerhh . Then back to class to have Chem nd Bio ASP . Th ReDox is super confusing for the second part . I need help plish . Huakhuak . Went to Compass , sit in the library and talk about random things . Homed after that .