The past

<center> Assalamualaikum !! Yesterday was awesome . Thanks bunny ! Managed to catch 3.40m Monster University show at Downtown and we bought sushi, pau and cracker inside . Yummy yum . It was a great movie ! Definitely enjoy lot of learning lesson :) went to Istigfar to do our asar then bused to Elias Mall to have our dinner . Domino was great ! Filling and the price was reasonable . Bunny and his lava cake :PP went home after run errand with him . Thanks love ♡


Today is a stay at home and cooking day . Went to Hougang Mall early in the morning and rush home with lotsa plastic bag !! Makcik mode on ! Made lasagna and cinnamon banana chocolate rice muffin . Awesome much the smeel is toooo naice to resist !! :P all alone in the house and the kitchen is mine !!! Best seh !!
school tmrw . Ahhh going to be super busy with lotsa projects and presentation . Nevermind 6 weeks left before final paper and im out of this school !!! Tahan please in sha Allah :)
Im never good for anyone . I tried my best to be better each day and to make people happy . But i do make mistakes too . Satu benda yang saya tak boleh tahan kalau ada perempuan yang terlibat . Perempuan lirikan manja dorang boleh lemahkan mereka yng melihat . Sesiapa sahaj boleh jatuh dengan panahan mata mereka . Dan saya amat takut kalau dia terjatuh hati . Saya amat sayangkan dia .. ya Allah kuatkan diri ini untuk menerima dugaanMu .. Amin !
Assalamualaikum !! Alhamdulilah syukur that CTs finally over at 5.30pm just now . Didnt have time to blog for the past few days . Alhamdulilah papers were mostly duable except for some careless here and there . Yesterday was micrbio and i really reallt never like micrbio . I had a difficult time memorising each of the bacteria and load all the info . I was on the verge of giving up ... i did my best and i woke up at 5 plus and continue with revision and went to school with Bunny . Our paper were at 9am . His was last paper but mine is only second last ;( seeing the paper , alhamdulilah managed to do most of it seh . Syukur kepada Allah betul ke tak , tawakal uh wait fr results . But i was super forgetfull till i didnt attempt 3marks qns on presevation of bacteriostatic and bacteriocidal . I knew the answer but then was too careless sighhh apa apa pun alhamdulilah :)
My clique and i bought some food and went to ttorial room ans studh like crazy for last paper . Product Design and Development is like bussines and sensory eh . Our brain were soo saturated by 4pm . Went in the test room and tawakal uh . I knw how to do some but the 15marks qns i cant elaborate . High chance i will either get F or D . Taknak fail :((((
Alalala muka dia comel luh tuh ♡
Then went to makan with Bunny . Awhh thanks for waiting fr me and the wonderful dinner at Jalan Kayu !! Paiseh uh everytime we go out , its always him who treat me like every time . Sometime we even fight to pay . Nyahaha !! Bus homed with him . Finally no late night and wake up early to study . Last CTs !! Now im scared fr the results :X . Project submission bertimbum timbum for next 1mnth before study break fr exam . Time flies too fast and thank you Allah for everything !
Received this just now . Alhamdulilah syukran ya Rabb for your countles blessing . After 2 tries , third is always a blessing ♥
Assalamualaikum ! Wuhoooo resting and fasting now . Luckily tomorrow paper is 4.30pm and its advanced food chemistry . All hints are given . So i must memorise by hard to score . In sha Allah dengan izinNya i can !
Anyway last weekend again had rewang at Hougang near Hougang 1 there . Went there with mummy at 5pm and started to help ard . Settle all those chopping , slicing and cutting of ingredients till abt 8 plus ? And very keycih bcause they jnow that i just passed my driving and kena interviewed . Hahaha and Cik amid asked me to drive his car . Wanted to buy i have yet to buy the triangle plate . Aiyoo sorry uh im by the book person . Though th chnaces of getting caught is very very very slim . Huuh xD then did the arrangement of kuihs and buffet trays all and managed to did some revision for today's paper . We were told to sleep ard 2 plus yay finally seh this is one of the rare occasion that we gotta sleep early ! Went home ard 4 plus and go back there at 7 . I was this close not to go there bcause i scared i dont have enough time to revised . So after considerating , i decieed to just go and be home ard 5plus . Alhamdulilah the maljis all wokay and i saw Shameer out of all ppl !! Apa lagi sembunyi uh :) heeh ! Luckily not many ppl bcause the jemputan only 800 . Ard 4 plus i tell myself why not finished off the maljis and go home together ? So i stayed and help to pack and clean everything til 6plus . Reached home jerh terus penat . Is not really veey tired byt just tired . Managed to catch up my sleep afer mahgrib and started to memorise everything i can for test . Alhamdulilah today paper was duable . Thank you Allah fr the strength you gave . And thank you Bunny and my family that always motivate me :D
Assalamualaikum semua !! Wahh dah friday seh !! Alhamdulilah getting nearer to ramadhan !! Sooo excited fr ramdhan . Masya Allah those inner calm feelings you got during that month is uncomparable !!! In sha Allah puasa penuh again this year if can and do terawih . Bykkn amal ibadah !! And this year will be the last year i celebrate hari raya schooling . In sha allah next year dah tak sekolah lagi dah so no need to worry abt examzxx ! So far 1/2 of the year has past and alhamdulilah i really bersyukur and happy with what i have acheived in life so far . And thanks to Allah swt fr giving me the rezeki and knowledge which is all frm Him .
20 years living in this earth of Allah , i learnt a lot . Pri school nothing muh just a selenga girl with loyal CcA ! With average psle score of 180 making to Comoassvale sec and meeting awesome friends which is now my bestfs !!! Frm a sec 2 selenga average girl having a boyf for the first time , to all those minareps gang fights and argument to lepaking at Compass with bestfs and play catching , hide and seek with them. To being super active in netball and go all the way to get a place in top 11 to represent school fr competition and then being super duper emo and changed to be minah fr awhile after being ditch by the first love fr the third time for a girl yg lebih .... self esteem drop abis !! Then changed to be studious and became one of the top student for N level and being known as "nerds" or "geek" where ppl like to disturb and bully to see homework and essays . Struggling through to fight a place in poly for O level . Cried many times because people have high expectations on me and they think that i knw everything . Result were not that good but alhamdulilah . Decided to go poly instead of JC and crying my Y1S1 bcause ijusthatescisomuch and cant do amaths when everyone thought is easy !! GPA was suck among the clique and the rest of my classmates . S2 WAS WORSE as it drops a lot ! Struggled and suffered but alhamdulilah Y2 was better . GPA was improved but still not good . Started to ngajie and took driving . Failed first two driving test and feel awfull and failure . But alhamdulilah now current GPA was satisfing hopefully can increase more with His will . Got to naii Quran this year and got my license few days back . Alhamdulilah ya Allah i thank you a lot !!
Thats the summary of the story of my life the ups and the downs . In sha Allah fr future plan , i want to take up bahasa arab course like to get the cert. have to kumpul duit and maybe go to some baking class . Oppzxx i mean more like culinary art of art crafting ? And i really want to do volunteer work seh since dulu !!! Helping others and making them happy give me the sense of satisfaction !! In sha Allah , till here :)
Assalamualaikum . Hi ! Im still tired frm weekend rewang at Jurong well at least we managed to clear everything super early (before 6pm) . On sat we went by lorry to Jurong and i was kinda tired bcause i had tuition earlier on . Reached there , started to petik taugeh and potong roti fr tulang . Did my mahgrib and do all the cutting and slocing of potatoes . Kak Niza asked me to download we chat kinda like talkbox kirakan mcm walkie talkie uh ! Kekek seh she keep talking to me via that . Nyahaha !! And ard 10 me , mummy and Wanee went to shop and check oit the toilet there . The CC is really in bad condition !!! Huuh ard 11 plus started to clean the buffet tray and rearranged back all the utensils semua . Penat tawuk . Ard 1am we did the ferrero rocher cake and tadaaaaa . At that point, me , Wanee, Iefa and Kak Shary was too tired but we endure to finish the wedding 'cake'. Naice one manzx .
We finally got to sleep at 4am and i cant sleep seriously . Keep turning here and there . Woke at 7 and had to mandi and siap arranged the kuihzx and majlis started . Ya Allah its really bad tawuk bcause only me and Wanee handle the kuih corner and its crazy uh ramai orang semua . Huuh but alhamdulilah semua wokay and the scorching sun ya Allah !!! Huuh . Reach home terus buummm seh !! Alhamdulilah thankyou Allah !! After 2 attempt and the third one is a blessing . The day before i had my last practise alhamdulilah and it went well . At night i was just chilling and relax tak takut sangat uh . On the day itself Wanee and Bunny accamponied me and i didnt feel nervous . So i did my warn up and th instructor wahhh he asked lot of qns and alih alih ask fr my fb/instagram pula . Ya Allah i couldnt concentrate eh so i just had to give him . My close one will knw that i cant lie on the spot and find excuse so no choice uh . Buy he very goood give me motovation and say i can pass all . Went to the waiting room and guess what i did while waiting ? I slept a while lol sooo sleeepy seh seriously !!!
And when the tester called my name, i took a deep breathe and went out with him and guess what ?? He is da best !! Super naice and friendly . Calm me down and i started doing to directional change followed by slope . He say good good . And i was scared that i hit the kerb fr parallel parking but alhamdulilah i managed to clear that . Next did the vertical parking and i cannot see my turning point so i just followed my gut and turned and had to do correction :((( luckily tahu buat . After that S course and crank course not a problem . I gt test route 8 and alhamdulilah all went smoothly at least better than the first two tries . The tester talked to me ask abt ny course and etc . I was too engrossed talking to him till i forgot to change gear when going off . Lol seh !!
Followed the tester up and waiting nervously fr the result . The malay guy beside me which i saw him inside the waiting room just now failed his TP . Can hear what mistakes he did and etc . When my tester sat down , wahhh nervous gila sehhh !! Then he asked me what i think . Sooo nervous to see the result seh !! All i saw was his sign my paper and say you can go now checkcheck tgk i passed with 10 demerits . Ya allah th best feeling ever seh !!! Quickly went back to the room and watch the safety video before applying my license ! I really didnt knw i had to pay $50 luckily bunny ada . Thanks chu so much love ♥♥♥ had a tiff with him but settled it and went to lunch he treated us . Alhamdulilah !! Went home after that :)
Th best feeling ever when you work so hard for something and you just cant get that but Allah knws the best . Finally when you got it , you will treasure those things better :)
No bake oreo cheesecake Beef lasagna Black pepper hotdog
Assalamualaikum semua !! Had a great time yesterday with Nurul . She asked me for help as she wanted to cook something fr their 3 anni . Sooo i suggested some of the dish . At first nak buat rendang , then changed to lemak ayam cili padi last last in Cold storage decided to cook ... Beef lasagna and oreo cheesecake and since she cannot use her oven , have to use the no bake cheesecake . Was sooo funny when she keep wow wow Eeqah Irsyad is soooo lucky to have you !! Nyahahah alhamdulilah semua frm Allah !!
First made the cheesecake bcause have to fridge it ard 4 hours and she didnt have any electric mixer hence had to use a whisk . Then made the lasagna and only to realised that her mum has 2 bottles of oregeno leaves when she bought it . Aiyooo ! Keycoh when the fire turn frm blue to orange . Lol !! And her nephew really super adorable and cute and pandai . She ask takut hantu tak . Then the kakak is like 4 yrs old ckp " tak , takut Allah" . Subhanallah !!! Comel dan bijak !!!
Lastly Nurul make the black pepper hotdog all by herself bcause i was busy doing the layered lasagna . Microwave it fr 10 mins and had a difficult time thinking how to pack it . Lol !! Out the house ard 5.30pm . Alhamdulilah het to knw his family alll super love the food especially the lasagna . Wow gytu !! Bunny and his 2 sisters love it and Nurul boyf family loves it too sampaikn kenduri his mum ask Nurul to make it ! Awhhhh gytu . Syukur kepada Allah !!
Had my driving and home after that . Did my prayer and studied advanced nutrition till near to 1 am or so . Its sooo fun to join the family rsharing resipe where all the wife share recipe in the group . Well im still not married but i love to bake and cook so why not share with them right ? They really like to knw the kacang pool recipe and the beef lasagna :PP
Assalamualaikum everyone ! JazakAllahu khair !! I really really want to learn Arab eh been googling to find classes . But i dont knw if i want the long one or just few months ones . If i enrol in the looong one , can get certificate ! In sha Allah will enrol time puasa shall try to comfirm it :) Annddd todayyy is my break . Woke up and went to Hougang Mall to buy ingredients fr the mini mango cheesecake :D
Nyahaha alhamdulilah it turned out great and when Cik amid came with Abg Yan and Kak Linda the newly wed couple !! He fav seh he said he really love the cheesecake . He pesan ask me to make fr him doughnut and this cheesecake . Awhhh terharu deh :D alhamdulilah all praise to Allah ! Anyway been thinking of making youtube channel or keek on baking ! Heheh many people request me to make one . I want but i shy eh xD see how in sha Allah :DD
Sour mango is super naice ;P Assalamualaikum !! I spent the whole day revising making notes for advanced food chemistry with long breaks in between ! Nyhaha xD luckily dr Loke gave us hints on what to study if not .... well many lecturer dont since we are already in year 3 . I got a feeling that advance micrbio is going to be very very difficult . I dont even like that module to begin with :X started menu planning revision too luckily fr me and some of my mates we took food service management as our elective last sem and the module is interlinked hence its doable and understandable ;P
Lots and lotsa projects coming up right after common test . Cant wait for Ramadhan .. ohh been thinking to fast sunnat tmrw in sha Allag :) toodles ^-^
Assalamualaikum !! Short update here before i go and sleeep . Sleepy now bcause of medicine . Shall wake up during subuh and study in sha Allah :)
So at 11 i had tuition with Syahidah alhamdulilah she is doing and coping well . Thank you Allah !! Balik makn roti kirai and i realised my family memmber are mostly down with flu and cough/fever . Ya Allah kalau kesakitan ini dapat menghapus dosa kami , Kau berikan kami kekuatan untuk menempuhnya !!! Siap siap and out ard 2.45pm . Went to Mawaddah with Eyka !! Went in first bcause it was raining and Khairiah as usual late . Malu malu semua nak masuk and Amirah and Sara were there eating with Hafiz . Duduk jerh Hafiz ask to take food soo paiseh eh xD well had a great catch up session with them before Adilah and Sakinah joined us :S flash back those memories when we were in Cikgu Shalleh malay class and Hafiz still tak puas hati when Cikgu scolded them bcause tak dpt distinction fr melayu fr first try . Still remember those days where Cikgu gave intensive care fr us every 9-3 doing malay karangan and paper 2 . Me and Eyka even did malay paper inside mrt when we went out to Marina . Semangat katakan !! Then cikgu were super disappointed at the sec 5 knowing only 11% of 100 got distinction fr first try . Well we were the worst cohort in malay ever eh :X ever since then , selalu budak sec 5 kena condem . Hoooh even though i wasnt included but still i was sec 5 too ! Haih those were the days .. tak boleh lupa uh zaman secondary !!
So chill chill and walked to Compass back with Eyka and Khairiah and went separate ways after talking and catching up :P in sha Allah iftar we cuba jumpa keh !!
Ishhh !! Cant wait to graduate manzx !! Really want to finish everything ASAP and get my cert .
Assalamualaikum semua !! Wow soo busy too update this . Anyway yesterday had a great dinner with bunny ! Well supposingly i finish class at 6pm every thursday but then .. we finish waaay earlier ard 2 plus bcause adv micrbio lect was cancelled !! Time sya nak kelas cancel , tak ada cancel time org taknak cancel dia cancel dah >< so i waited fr bunny till like 6plus bcause we aldy agree to have dinner together . While waiting me and ma clique went to the library and continue our project . Really a lot of things to be completed by week 13 !!! May Allah give me the strength needed !
It was raining and bunny was being extra naice as usual giving my side of his umbrella so that i wont get wet ! Alalala sweet luh dia xD took 265 and vrrrrooom to Charcos i have always trust him in direcrion bcause mamzx !! He is good in it !!!!! It was my virgin trip there and i tried this baked potato spicy chicken . Wokay uh not that wow but alhamdulilah kenyang and sedap :PP we sat there and tslk till 8plus and sempat main personality test . We test abt each other friends , past r/s , family and etc i sure win this time again ! LOL !! Headed to cik Tah's hse to take roti Boyan and went home frm there with Bunny's help . THANKZ YOU FR TH AWESOME DINNER ! I SURELY ENJOY IT !! !♥♥
Sooo Commin Test timetable is out and i have paper frm mon to friday and two paper on friday tawuk jgn main main !! Which course in NYP has more than 5 modules ??! Definitely its Food Science and Nutrition . My other friend has 7 bcause of the elective they chose . Needa chioong fr tests , projects bertimbun . I want to get it all over and done with everything !!! Been thinking what i want to do after poly . Do i really want to go Uni ?? Or shld i work ? Or even better get married ?!! LOL ! Bunny told me he have sufficient money to marry me and tanggung saya . Ye luh sgt !
Kecik kecik gini petah bercakap dan berani !!! Comel seh dia volunteer utk silat !!! Assalamualaikum !! Alhamdulilah glad that its over and Abg yan finally sah jadi milik Kak linda . Is wasnt a smooth sailing one but definitely another memorable experience !! Well .... on fridah night we went there and did nothing much . I help to cook the rendang and then help to arrange the candy corner and kuih corner . Clean and wipe the utensils nicely :DD and it was super awkward seh when i was wiping the plates and one of the twins stand beside me fr at least 1 mins . Nt sure if its my ex or his twins :X ard 2plus we did the newly unique wedding cake or shld i said rocher cake ? Cik dah is definitely talented my fav aunty !!! So heres the rocher cake . Went up to sleep ard 4.50am . Woke up at abt 7 plus and went home were soo shagged had short nap before readying to give Syahidah tuition . Alll wore my pink kaftan fr Abg Yan nikah ;D All ready and set to go after tuition and were busy preparing fr Abg yan . Went to Yishun with all the cousins carrying the 10 dulang of hantaran !! And sowmthing happen . Yayan accidentally drop the hantaran cake ... cik Dah Cried and Yayan felt super bad till he ldecided to go back straight . Haihhhh ... th solemnization took place and all of us busy video or snapping . ABG Yan perspire likecrazy and we yang nervous seh !! Alhamdulilah debgan selafaz he sah aldy !! Went to Kak Linda room and snap photo with her bur couldnt get the photo till Abg Yan or Abg Safuan upload it .
Went back , changed and started with our woek . Skixed the onion and help out with the buffet outside . Sedaaap seh i dexided to not follow my temtaption . Nearly ate rice with rawon , sambal sotong , rendnag daging and sambal belachan but i was strong xD . Arrabge all the kuihs till abt 1.38am and i was really realy tired and sleep . My throat dah lain mcm aldy and felt weak . Went up to sleeo but the door was lock and we were stuck outside the house fr nearly 1/2hr (semoat ngorok) .
Woke up on sunday at 6plus and was the second to mandi and siap . With my new tailored polka dots tops and stripe pant All were very busy me, Wane and Yana in charge of kuih but i aldy planned to jaga the candy corner uh but cannot eh !! Kinda hectic when theres just too many kuihs to handle !! All we make by ourself ! How bless i am to have such a talented family ?! Thank you Allah dr your blessing , Amin !! Ard 1pm odd i was feeling lethargic and i wanted to sleep . Super tired and weak my nose is like running water swh !! I rarely eat medicine bcause i like to let my immune fight but i had no choice bcause i need to look presentable and good fr photo taking ! Ppl can tell i was sick :C . Everything ended well and i nearky teared seeing my first guy cousin gt maried in the family . The very naughty used to be matrep cousin of mine is finally a husband !! Sooo bangga of him !! We finally reach home and i knocked off AsAP .
Today i was really this close to not go to school . My body feels hot (feverish) , weak , flu and red eyes with sore throat . Only Allah knw how i felt that time but i dont knw i just cant cannot go to school uh . No matter how sick i am , i always try to force and tell myself to go to school which explain why i never take Mc before during my poly life . Likeiwse in secondary school , i only didnt attend school when i was being qurantined fr H1N1 period other than that alhamdulilah sihat dan wokay ! Blessing from Allah :D so i look like zombie but i managed to survived :) didnt go into micrbio lab bcause got pathogens which can kill me as my immune was low :( wokay i shall end it here . Needa sleep early !!